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This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are either the product of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, business establishments, events or locales is entirely coincidental.

 

Angel-Seeker

 

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Copyright ©
2004
by
Sharon Shinn

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Electronic edition: MARCH, 2004

Other Ace Books by Sharon Shinn

ARCHANGEL JOVAH'S ANGEL
THE ALLELUIA FILES
ANGELICA

WRAPT IN CRYSTAL
THE SHAPE-CHANGER'S WIFE
HEART OF GOLD
SUMMERS AT CASTLE AUBURN
JENNA STARBORN

For four fabulous friends:

Linda—two tickets to Italy, free; two hotel rooms in Rome, free, quality time spent together at CDG airport, priceless.

Rhonda—funny, funky, forthright, fearless. Even if I'm famous, I'll always have lunch with you.

Connie—whose courage in setting personal goals has made me think about setting some of my own.

Laurie—who loves people more than I do, popular culture a little less, and words just as much. What else is there to talk about?

C
hapter
O
ne

I
t was still dark when Elizabeth rose, moving silently through the sleeping house. In the kitchen she stirred up the fire and lit a few candles—the cheap ones, the ones that were good enough for the hired help but that wouldn't be tolerated in any of the grand rooms where the family dwelled. In a few minutes, she had the water boiling, the bread kneaded, and the porridge heating on the stove. The sun was beginning to make a sullen appearance over the horizon. By the look of the sky, heavy with fat-bellied clouds, this day would be as dreary as the one before, and the one before that.

And the one before that.

The field hands tramped in, their feet noisy but their mouths mostly silent, and settled themselves around the table. Elizabeth served them with a cool dispassion, nodding if one of them looked up and caught her eye but making no effort to converse or smile. Most of them had learned long ago that she wasn't your average farm cook, willing to flirt with a handsome new hand, softened by wheedling, happy to put together a special meal or a late dinner just because some brawny but brainless man grinned at her. Most of them had tried flirting with her anyway, because there weren't many diversions here on the sprawling farm. The nearest collection of buildings that called itself a town was a half-day's ride, and to get anywhere remotely interesting, like Semorrah or Luminaux, took a
full three days and a knapsack of provisions. But they had soon learned, if they wanted dalliance, they were better off saddling up and riding across the low Jordana foothills and into the Blue City.

Elizabeth herself hadn't been to Luminaux in six months or more. The first few years she'd been at James's farm, she had pined for the gaiety of that most beautiful and luxurious of cities, and she had taken whatever opportunities arose to travel there for a brief holiday. But she had no money, so she just felt bitter and envious as she strolled through the azure streets, staring into the shop windows; and she had no true joy in her heart, so the constant thrum and backbeat of the music pouring out of the cabarets did not lift her spirits or make her smile. Luminaux just reminded her of what she had lost or what she would never attain, and so it was best for her if she did not return to Luminaux. She would stay, instead, mired forever on this limitless farm in the unexciting foothills of southern Jordana, and wish her life away.

“I'd take some more of that bread, if you've got any,” one of the hands said in a neutral voice. Elizabeth nodded and cut another slice from the loaf.

“Anyone else?” she asked. A few murmurs of assent, so she continued cutting till the bread was gone.

“And some tea. Thanks,” said another man.

“Looks like another wet day,” someone observed.

“Damn hot for this time of year,” the first speaker grumbled. “Should have cooled off a bit by now.”

“Winter'll come soon enough, and you'll be wishing for weather this warm.”

She let them talk around her, not listening until they asked for something she could supply, scarcely noticing as they finished their meals and filed out past her. Personally, she did not care if it was hot or cold or wet or dry or summer or winter or day or night. It was all the same: dismal, dull, pointless.

She had been made for a life much better than this. She had been born for finer things. Sometimes she still lay awake at night, eyes wide open in the dark, fists clenched to her sides, unable to believe she had come to this.

“Elizabeth?” The use of her name caught her off guard. She had turned to the oven to set the fresh loaves in to bake, and she'd thought
she was alone in the kitchen. In fact, one man remained, a rangy, seedy field worker who'd been at the farm about three months. He hadn't entirely learned the lesson about flirting with the cook, for he still gave her a warm, private smile from time to time as if to remind her of some stolen kiss or illicit midnight tryst. His name was Bennie. She supposed it was short for Benjamin, but no one called him by the more elegant name. Bennie. As if she would ever consider someone with a name like that.

“What is it?” she asked somewhat warily, crossing her arms over her chest to underscore her unapproachability.

He smiled anyway and leaned back against the table as if prepared to perch there and gossip awhile. “His lordship's asked me to take a little trip tomorrow,” Bennie said. James was hardly a lord, not like the wealthy merchants in the river cities; sometimes the field hands called him that as a joke, because James was so pretentious. “Thought you might want to come.”

Elizabeth could feel her features tighten in distaste. “I don't believe it would be appropriate for me to travel under your escort,” she said repressively.

He grinned. “Put that in plain language. You mean, you wouldn't be caught dead riding anywhere with me?”

His hair was black and unkempt, though it fell over his forehead with a sort of roguish charm. He was thin and wiry, but tall, and his demeanor suggested he had always had good luck with women. Not this woman. Elizabeth drew herself a little farther away. “I don't have any time off coming to me,” she said. “Angeletta doesn't like it when I'm gone from the kitchen. So. Thank you, but I can't.”

“Don't you even want to know where I'm going?” he coaxed.

“Luminaux, I suppose.”

He shook his head. “Better.”

For a moment she was tempted. “Semorrah?” The fabulous river city of white spires and soaring architecture was the most beautiful spot in Samaria, as far as Elizabeth was concerned, and she had not been there in nearly five years. But no. She would be even more unhappy there than she would be in Luminaux.

Bennie was smiling more widely and shaking his head more emphatically. “Not Semorrah, either. Even better.”

She couldn't think of any place better than Semorrah. “I can't guess, then. Probably someplace I wouldn't want to go.”

He cocked his head to one side. “Cedar Hills,” he said.

She felt her hands fall limply to her sides and her mouth grow loose with desire. Cedar Hills. The angel hold still under construction in central Jordana. It was rumored to be a place of great sweetness and charm—not as artistically rich as Luminaux or as beautiful as Semorrah, but filled with life and laughter and music and hope.

And with angels. Overrun with angels. The most magnificent creatures in the world.

Elizabeth had only met an angel once in her life, when she was a little girl, when her mother had taken her to Semorrah to be fitted for a dress for some cousin's wedding. They had stayed in the house of a river lord who was friends with Elizabeth's father, and they had found that an angel was among the houseguests. He had been exceptionally tall, with thick golden hair and a sonorous voice, but all Elizabeth could really focus on were his wings. They trailed behind him wherever he walked like a commanding, ghostly presence, glowing with a life and sentience of their own. She had been consumed by a desire to sneak up behind him and run her fingers across their silky surfaces, but of course her mother had made sure she did no such thing. Touch an angel's wings, indeed! Such presumption was not allowed. The angel had been gracious, though; he had spoken courteously to her mother and kindly to Elizabeth herself, bending down from his great height to look her solemnly in the eyes. It had been the most terrifying and spectacular moment of her life to that point.

She still had not experienced anything to rival the moment an angel pronounced her name.

“Elizabeth?” Bennie said again.

She shook her head to clear away something—memories, or regrets, or the accumulated misery of the past five years. “Yes. I heard you. Cedar Hills.”

“Wouldn't you like to go? Surely you can find some reason that will satisfy her ladyship. Something you need in Cedar Hills that can't be found anywhere else.”

“I don't—what's in Cedar Hills that can't be found in Luminaux? She'll never agree to let me go.”

He raised an eyebrow. “But you'd like to?”

She opened her mouth and then shut it. Acting like a stupid girl, seduced by promises, and in front of Bennie, of all people. “I would love to see Cedar Hills,” she said in a voice that she tried to make frosty and dignified. “But I feel certain I won't be able to accompany you there tomorrow.”

He shrugged and straightened up. “Well, if you change your mind before tomorrow morning, just let me know.”

“When are you leaving?” she couldn't help asking.

“First light or before. In fact, if you could make me up a packet of food tonight, and just leave it here on the table for me, I'd be most obliged.”

“How long will the trip take?”

“Three days, I imagine. Longer if the weather's bad.”

“What are you going to be doing in Cedar Hills?”

He grinned at her. “Supplying food to the hold. Isn't that nice? His lordship negotiated a deal with Nathan over the summer. So I imagine I'll be heading off to Cedar Hills pretty often, once the whole harvest is in. Me or someone else, that is.”

She felt her heart skip a beat. “So if I don't go with you tomorrow, I could go some other time. Maybe. If Angeletta doesn't mind.”

“Well, you could,” he said impudently, “if the offer was still open.”

She felt herself flush. “Yes, well, I—of course, if you didn't want company I wouldn't—”

Now he laughed. “But I'd probably take you any time you decided to go. Pretty boring trip for a man alone.”

“I don't know that my company would make it any more tolerable,” she said in an icy voice.

He laughed again. “Oh, I don't think you're so cold as you'd like us all to think,” he said cheerfully. “You're just unhappy. Tell you a few jokes, make you laugh, I think you'd warm up soon enough.”

She was both furious and disgusted, but she didn't want to show either emotion. She didn't want him to rescind the offer, even though she couldn't think of a single way for her to accept it. Angeletta would never let her traipse off to Cedar Hills for a pleasure jaunt! To be gone a week or more, for no reason except that her heart craved beauty! There would be no way to explain it. No way to convince
Angeletta that Elizabeth
needed
to go to Cedar Hills, required it the way everyone else required a certain amount of food and water, and a healthy exposure to sun. Even if Elizabeth could come up with a good enough reason, she thought it would take more than a day to convince Angeletta to let her go and to find someone else to cover the kitchen while Elizabeth was gone.

Still, she might think of something. She might come up with a plan. She did not want to alienate Bennie at this juncture, in case he might be of use to her in the future.

So she contented herself with saying, with a touch of rue, “I'm not a lighthearted young girl. I don't think jokes and smiles will really have that great an effect.”

He leaned a little closer, still smiling but with a certain kindness in his face. “No, you're not a lighthearted
girl,
” he repeated softly. “But you're still a young woman. You can't be more than twenty-five.”

She gave a hollow laugh. He was right by a few months; she had had an unremarked birthday in the spring. “You think so? I feel like I'm about a hundred.”

“That's what a hard life will do to you,” he said with easy sympathy. “Look at me! I look about fifty, but I'm barely thirty.”

He was grinning again, and she knew this for a lie. He was probably a year or two past fifty, in fact, and looked every day of it. But the lines around his eyes didn't seem as if they'd come from years of suppressed anger and want. In fact, he didn't appear as if he'd worried about much of anything during those fifty years, just moved amiably from event to event without much care for where each experience might take him.
That
was a skill she could envy, as long as she was envying everything else.

“I'm sorry your life has been difficult,” she said, because she couldn't think of anything else to say.

“Not as difficult as yours, I'd wager,” he said, turning and heading toward the door. “You can tell me about it tomorrow on the way.”

“But I won't be able to go with you tomorrow,” she called after him, a note of wistfulness in her voice.

He stopped with his hand on the door and grinned at her. “Oh,” he said, “I think you will.”

Elizabeth spent the whole rest of the day trying to think of a way to join Bennie on the trip to Cedar Hills. Every excuse she came up with sounded preposterous, even to her ears, and she couldn't imagine trying to use one to convince Angeletta. She needed more time. She needed better ideas.

She needed to be answerable to anybody but Angeletta.

If her circumstances had been even a little less dire when she had arrived at James's place five years ago, Angeletta would not have been the bane of her existence. For the farm wife was the worst kind of social schemer, a transplanted Manadavvi woman who clearly thought she had come down in the world by marrying a Jordana landowner, no matter how rich. Angeletta had set about making the property a showplace, renovating the large but rather plain house, furnishing it with Luminaux treasures, and throwing grand parties once a year that were attended by all the Jordana elite. Angeletta's stated goal was to work her way into the social strata of Cedar Hills, to be welcomed there by the host, Nathan, and his wife, Magdalena. Hence, no doubt, James's deal to supply produce to the angel hold. Quite possibly there were other negotiations in the works.

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