Banish Misfortune

Chapter One

The Slaughterer, vol. 43: Tombs of Blood

Matt Decker surveyed the carnage around him. He was a man's man, out to battle injustice and destroy it wherever he found it, with no weak-kneed government giving him limp excuses. Decker was judge and justice, an avenging Jury, better known as the Slaughterer.

Slowly, carefully Decker picked his way over the bodies that littered the El Salvador sidewalk, his trusty companion, best friend and lover, the Smith & Wesson .45 by his side. His job was done here; it was time to move on.

Back to the real world, back to the compound hidden deep in the bowels of the ugliest, best city in the world: New York. He rubbed a bloody hand across his sweat-streaked face and looked north. It was good to be a man, in a man's world, he thought.

Who knows where his next assignment might come from ? Wherever evil stalked the world, wherever injustice flourished, Matt Decker was there to combat it, to wipe it out in a blaze of gunfire. Someone once said there were eight million stories in every city. As of the last census they might be down to seven million, but Matt Decker, the Slaughterer, could seek out and find that one story that needed his own particular brand of expertise. He gave his smoking Smith & Wesson a fond look and moved into the shadows. It was time to start.

Jessica Hansen
dropped the cheap paperback thriller onto her desk and looked down at the thin fingers that tapped the teak-and-mahogany surface in front of her. The hands were curiously small for someone of her height, the fingers narrow and nervous-looking, the discreetly elegant rings hanging loosely. A perfect pearly shade of pink adorned the long nails, nails that were expensively maintained at a Madison Avenue salon for a price that didn't bear thinking about. For a moment Jessica stared at her fingertips, a sign of pampered affluence that proclaimed her free of mundane activities such as dishwashing, typing or gardening.
Like a Chinese empress,
she thought distantly, turning the thin hands over to survey the soft, useless palms. Not a sign of the calluses of her childhood, not a mark anywhere. Except for the faint, spidery tracing of scars across her delicate wrists. So faint that no one else had noticed them or come up with difficult questions she'd rather not answer.

She turned her palms back down toward the desk, banishing the thought of those scars from her mind with her customary efficiency. She leaned forward and pressed the intercom buzzer. "Jilly, hold all my calls." Her voice had its usual smooth, self-controlled calm, never hinting at the turmoil that kept her stomach knotted and her hands clenched in fists.

"Mr. Kinsey is expecting you in half an hour, Jessica," Jilly's efficient British voice returned, but beneath it Jessica could hear the soft note of concern. So much for the efficacy of her mask, she thought wearily.

"Which Mr. Kinsey? Peter or his father?"

"The old man himself. I don't know if it's important or not...."

"A word to the wise, Jilly," Jessica managed in a perfect drawl. "When the president of the company wants to see you it's always important."

"Even if he's going to be your father-in-law?"

"Especially if he's going to be your father-in-law," Jessica said. "Though you know as well as I do that nothing's official."

"Not yet." Jilly's voice left little doubt that it was just a matter of time. Whether that voice approved or not was another matter. "Shall I tell the old man you'll be up?"

Jessica hesitated. Never had she made a decision based on emotion rather than professionalism in her enormously successful career at Kinsey Enterprises. Indeed, there'd been no room in her life for emotion at all. Until recently, when she'd been unable to fight the wearying depression that kept trying to swamp her.

"Call Peter for me, Jilly," she said suddenly, giving in to temptation and despising herself for it. "Tell him... tell him something's come up. Have him head his father off."

"Something concerning the Lincoln merger?" Jilly suggested, understanding far too well.

"Yes... no. Then they'd want to know what it is. Tell him I'll explain later. He'll cover for me."

"Of course he will. Is there anything I can do, Jessica?" The concern wasn't even masked at this point, and at the other end of the disembodied voice, alone in her spacious office, Jessica grimaced in sudden pain.

"No, thanks, Jilly. I just...have a wretched headache and too much work to get done to deal with interruptions. I owe you one."

"Anytime."

The intercom went dead. It was already late Friday afternoon—almost everyone had left the headquarters of Kinsey Enterprises. Everyone but the workaholics. Her desk was clear, spotlessly neat, not a trace of work in sight, with Hamilton MacDowell's latest installment of
The Slaughterer
beckoning with all its gory glory. She turned to look out the wide windows, past the Turner landscape, to the New York skyline, never noticing that her hands had once more clenched into fists.

At the age of thirty-one Jessica had her life ruthlessly under control. She had climbed to just within reach of the top of her profession, that summit shimmering in sight, about to drop into her lap like a ripe plum. Vice-president of Kinsey Enterprises, Inc., she was about to become engaged to the president's charming, intelligent, cultured son, she was the pampered protegee of old Jasper Kinsey himself and she was in the midst of overseeing a merger with the Lincoln Corporation that would pull them back from a dangerous precipice and quite possibly double their already substantial profits. So why was she sitting at her desk, her hands clenched in front of her, wondering how in the world she was going to escape?

Could it be burnout? Jessica had taken seminars on the subject, determined to avoid that seemingly omnipresent threat to corporate success. Impossible. Financial and personal triumph loomed directly ahead, her past put firmly, completely behind her. The taste of success was sweet, she told herself, ignoring the flavor of ashes in her mouth.

One hand unclenched to push through her hair. What there was left of it. The wheat-colored tendrils were beginning to reach just below her small ears, and thoughtlessly, nervously, her hand clutched at the razored strands. She'd have to have it trimmed again, she thought absently, pushing it back as she ignored the sudden rebellious thought. She didn't want to go in for her biweekly trim, she didn't want Felipe nagging at her, forcing food on her, clucking in that maddening way as he sculpted the shining honey-blond cap.

"Only you could wear your hair this short and still look feminine, darling," he'd fussed.last week. "But don't you think it's time for a change? Here, eat some cannoli." He'd shoved the rich pastry in front of her, and it had taken all her resolve not to throw up in his face. It would have served him right. "You're beginning to have a faintly concentration-camp kind of look to you, and the hair doesn't help. Eat, for heaven's sake!"

Even now, the thought of food made her gag. She hadn't eaten enough in the last few weeks to keep a bird alive, and she knew it. But knowing it wasn't enough to work up an appetite. Jessica had spent so much of her life fighting to keep off the extra pounds that could so easily creep up and turn her five-foot- eight-inch frame into a graceless lump that the thought of being too thin was incomprehensible.

Restlessly she pushed back from the desk to stride over to the windows. New York was dark and dirty that summer afternoon, the oppressive heat and humidity trapping the smog and smothering the city with it. Up on the thirty-seventh floor Jessica could feel the darkness invade her light, airy office, and not even the lemon-yellow carpet, her one concession to frivolity in the past ten years, could dispel it. Her feet were silent as they crossed the room, the tap of the leather shoes muffled in the deep buttery pile. The heavy weighted door to her private bathroom opened silently beneath her thin nervous hands and shut just as silently behind her. Leaning against the marble sink, she stared at her reflection.

The Snow Queen stared back. The Ice Princess, encased in her impervious calm. Large, assessing, chilly blue eyes filled her thin face, shadowed by pale mauve shadows that Elizabeth Arden couldn't quite disguise. The ruthlessly short blond hair stood in spikes around her small, well-shaped head, setting off her small ears, delicately pointed chin and nose. Her mouth was large and pale and unused to smiling, and the face she turned to the world was one of unruffled calm and control.

Her Ralph Lauren suit was hanging loosely around her tall, slender frame. Felipe, damn him, was right; she was getting too thin. At this rate anorexia was right around the corner. But somehow nothing could make her eat. And Peter seemed to find her slimness—no, her skinniness—attractive. Maybe she should gain weight, she thought, with a flash of mocking, uncustomary humor.

It must simply be nerves about the merger. A great deal rested on its outcome. Her career, perhaps, her relationship with Peter, the future of Kinsey Enterprises. Once it was safely wrapped up, she'd feel more like herself again. Although who that self was, she couldn't quite say.

She looked up from her slender, elegant body. Concentration camp indeed! The ice-blue eyes looked into their mirrored partner; the cool, controlled, distantly amused false smile that she had perfected over the years played about her pale lips. And then, to her absolute horror, the face in the mirror crumpled suddenly in uncontrollable grief and despair. And Jessica quickly turned away, unable to witness her own naked pain, and remembered.

No
one could have called it
a happy childhood, not by the wildest stretch of the imagination. And yet Jessica had always comforted herself and her sisters with the doubtful assurance that others had it far, far worse. After all, their parents stuck together, through thick and thin, on the wagon or off, clinging to each other with what surely must be a deep, abiding love. Many of their friends' parents were divorced, the children forced to shuttle back and forth between two stilted, guilt-ridden households. At least they still all had one another.

And they weren't beaten, or abused. Certainly, Daddy had knocked Maren against the wall one night when he'd been drinking and she'd come in late from a date. He'd called her a tramp, ordered her from the house, and it had taken all Jessica's tact and diplomacy to soothe the raging belligerence of her father, the tearful defiance of her seventeen-year-old sister, while their mother kept silent behind the locked guest-room door. The little peacemaker, her father had called her during his sober days. The little mother, trying desperately to make things all right, he'd said, laughing and promising to change. And he would change, for weeks, months—even, on one glorious occasion, for two miraculous years of sobriety. But then something would happen and he'd be back again, the tearful, bellicose, sodden heap of a man taking over her father's charming persona.

And Jessica would tell her older sister, Maren, and her younger sister, Sunny, that they were better off. Some people's parents never stopped drinking, never even tried. Look at Uncle Bob Lemming's family. Not that he was really their uncle, just a drinking crony of their father's from way, way back. And at least it wasn't all bad. Mother and Daddy were never down at the same time. Once Daddy started drinking, Mother would become strong and maternal, the wage earner, the dominant force, relying on Jessica to keep the home going, the meals on time, her sisters in school. Until Daddy would begin to pull himself up again, go back to AA meetings. And then Mother's nerves would shatter, and it would be time for Daddy to be sober and strong. All the while the three children would cling to one another for comfort and safety.

At least there was enough money. And Daddy's drinking was never so bad that he lost a job. He was a very bright man, was Lars Hansen, a talented, charming engineer with an astounding ability to get the job done. Employers gladly overlooked his periods of diminished effectiveness, knowing from long experience that they didn't last forever.

Except that sometimes they seemed to. There were no dates for Jessica, who was too tall and too fat and too caught up in trying to hold her family together, in soothing her father's insecurities, in healing her mother's fears, in bringing up the family that would fall to pieces without her. There were no friends for Jessica, who spent her spare time reading and daydreaming when she wasn't struggling with the bland, packaged carbohydrate-laden food her mother bought for Jessica to prepare. And there was no peace for Jessica, who balanced her maternal concern between her parents and her rebellious sisters, Jessica who tried so desperately to make everything all right and who couldn't help but fail in the face of overwhelming odds, time and time again.

There was only this life and this family she had been born into, was trapped in. She used to daydream about going off to boarding school, being with other girls, away from the constant demands of an overwhelming family. She knew she could never go, even if her parents would part with the money. She wouldn't even go to college, not until Sunny and Maren had escaped and her parents had come to some sort of peace. They couldn't make it without her, could they? None of them could. No, her life could wait, just a few more years. She was only fifteen—Maren was going to the University of Minnesota that fall, Sunny was their high school's most promising track star. Jessica knew exactly what she was running from.

But when Jessica was sixteen everything changed.