Baby, Be Mine (6 page)

A pale pink box flew across the room, and Katy caught it instinctively.

“If I’m the Queen of Obvious, then you’re my lady in waiting. Flu,
shmuu
.”

Katy twisted the box toward her, reading out loud. “
First Hint. The early pregnancy detection—
Hokey spit, Janey.”

“If the morning sickness fits…”

Protests at this point were futile, but there were other more important issues. “Please tell me you didn’t buy this at the local Safeway.”

“You think I’m stupid?” Janey folded her arms across her chest. “I was in Red Deer yesterday. No one we know anywhere around, and yes, I looked. Now go pee on the stick so I can tell you
I told you so
.”

The whole idea was stupid. Impossible.

But…

The twinge of doubt at the back of her brain was enough to tip Katy into caving. “Stay here,” she ordered. “I don’t need supervision.”

Janey ignored her, leaping off the couch and following her down the hall. “I went through the directions a couple times. I’ll help.”

“I have to pee on something,” Katy drawled. “It’s not rocket science.”

Her friend had already opened the box and pulled out what looked like a small stir stick. She held it forward. “Have a ball.”

Janey retreated enough to give Katy a moment’s privacy, but Katy had to admit it was kind of nice to have her there as they stared at the stick lying on the counter.

“If that thing let off a bang about now, I bet we’d both scream loud enough they’d hear us in Calgary,” Janey quipped.

Katy looked away for a moment to brace herself. If it was positive, what then?

Pregnant. On top of everything else?

“How could I be pregnant, Janey? You told me I wasn’t with Simon for a while.”

Her friend wrinkled her nose. “If it wasn’t Simon, then who? You got hit by an influx of midi-chlorians or something?”

Janey held the stick in the air, the two pink positive lines clear and bold. Undeniable.

“Fuck.” Katy leaned on the bathroom door, working to calm her breathing. “Okay, I can deal with this. It’s not the end of the world. It’s…”

Bursting into tears was the last thing she’d intended, but it happened. A moment later she was being supported by Janey’s firm hug. Petted and coddled all over again like her brothers had been doing for the past two months, but this time she wanted the pampering. At least for a few minutes.

When she pulled herself together, Janey handed her a fresh wad of tissue to replace the set she’d ravaged.

Katy wiped up the last of her tears. “Thanks for being a brat and bringing me the test.”

Janey nodded. “What you going to do, girl? You don’t have to keep it, you know. Especially not knowing…”

“Not knowing who the dad is?” Katy’s stomach fell three feet as she considered Simon might be the father. Her memories of him in some areas were clear enough to know he’d been trouble near the end of their relationship. What
she
considered the end. Did she really want to raise a baby with him around? “I have to sleep on it. Give it more thought. I’m not rushing into anything, not right off.”

Janey gave her a look. “Fine. I won’t push, but whatever you decide, I’m here for you, okay?”

Katy hugged her. “Thanks.”

They shuffled awkwardly for a moment before Janey sighed. “Not much use hanging out here unless you want me to try to break into your passwords on the computer again.”

“That’s not important right now. I have other things to worry about.” Katy groaned. “And now that I know why I’m sick, I guess I’ll find some ways to feel better.”

“Rest. More vitamins.” Janey nodded. “I’ll do some research.”

“Careful. I don’t want anyone to know until…”

Until time allowed the information to truly soak in. They nodded at each other, jokes and kidding put aside for once as this new secret they shared was beyond any childish prank or youthful daydream.

Janey left her with a final hug.

Secrets.

One great big secret that was only going to get bigger. Literally bigger.

Katy wandered into the kitchen to make herself a cup of tea while she considered. There was a person growing inside her. She tossed a piece of bread into the toaster, staring out the window as the timer clicked down, the noise echoing in the silent house.

A baby.

Click. Click. Click.

She’d told Janey she would think about it, but there was nothing to think about. She’d didn’t want to have an abortion. And giving up her baby? Impossible.

It was clear. She was going to be a mom.

Now the mystery was…would there be a dad or not? That one wasn’t nearly as cut and dried.

Gage stared at the house, wishing he’d done this right the first time, immediately after getting home. Six days was as long as he could wait before nearly going stir-crazy. He’d used the time to ask questions on the sly. To gather as much information as possible, so when he made a move it would be in her best interest and not simply following his gut response to take control.

To reassure himself all over again this was the right thing, him getting involved in her life.

It hadn’t been a lack of bravery that had made him walk away from Katy that first night. It was trying to keep the possessive beast inside him under wraps. He’d worked so hard to be different than his father. To be considered patient, and caring. Gentle even.

Bubbling inside were far different emotions. Holding back was too much to ask, and he didn’t want to wait any longer.

Katy needed to know what they’d done. What they’d agreed to. She’d had time since the accident. If their relationship ended up being another issue to deal with, at least they’d deal with it together. That didn’t make him an asshole.

He knocked on the door, anxious to get started.

The woman who greeted him was still on the green side, and his heart went out to her even as his gaze took in the rounded curves under her housecoat.

“Oh, look. Gage Jenick. I barely recognized you without your beard.”

She was cracking jokes. That was a good sign. “You still sick?”

She shrugged. “Feeling a bit better. What’s up?”

Had to seem strange since he didn’t usually drop in on her like this. Not before they’d…

“I need to talk to you.”

Katy frowned. “Something wrong with my brothers? Or at the garage?”

“No, nothing. This is personal.”

That only seemed to confuse her more. “Give me a second to pull on some clothes, okay?”

He paced the room until she returned, unable to settle in one spot. All the reasons he had gone slowly with establishing a relationship were valid ones—yet there didn’t have to be roadblocks anymore. Part of him wanted to leap up and cheer. The other tightened the ropes he’d looped around himself years ago, ordering himself to maintain control.

Right now she needed a friend in her life, not another bossy male. Somehow he would find the strength to behave and not fuck this up.

“Want something to drink?” she offered.

He shook his head. “I needed to talk to you about your accident. More specifically, the night before.”

Katy collapsed onto the couch. “This is old boring territory, Gage. I don’t—”

“Humour me. I know it’s boring because you’ve said it a million times, but I haven’t heard it.”

Katy the brat showed up, rolling her eyes at him before responding. “I was out for the night. Went home. Got my car the next morning, and went off the road into the ditch and bumped my head. You think book or movie options would sell better?”

He ignored the snark. “How did you get home from the bar?”

She opened her mouth, then closed it quickly. “Oh. You drove me. That’s right, Clay told me that. Thanks, if I didn’t say it before.”

Damn it. Gage let a growl of frustration escape. “Katy. We weren’t worried about our
please
and
thank-yous
when we got here that night.”

Her eyes widened. “What are you talking about?”

He lowered himself beside her on the couch and slipped his hand over hers. “Something happened that night. We both wanted it, and if I hadn’t gone north, we’d be together now.”

Her entire body went rigid. “Together, as in how?”

Gage stroked her fingers gently, willing her to at least remember his touch. “We made love, Katy. A bunch of times. And it was hot and amazing, and I can’t wait to do it again.”

The pallor of her skin brightened as twin red spots flushed her cheeks. “We…made love. After you drove me home.”

Her confusion was understandable, so he nodded and went on. “I know it was shitty timing, not only because of the accident, but because I had to leave the next day. I’m so sorry I wasn’t here for you. Sorry you had to deal with your accident without me around, but I intend on being here for you from now on. No matter what you need.”

“Oh, for fuck’s sake.” Katy jerked her hand from his and snapped to her feet. “Who told you? Did Janey tell you? I’m going to kill her.”

Not the reaction he’d been looking for. “Tell me what? I haven’t seen Janey.”

“Right,” she drawled. Her eyes narrowed. “Don’t do this, Gage. The last thing I need on top of everything else is someone pretending they want to be with me out of a sense of obligation.”

“What makes you think I feel obligated to be with you?” Gage rose as well, looking down at her small form that vibrated with anger. “Hell, Katy, I’ve been lusting after you for a long time, and that night was one of the best things that ever happened to me.”

“Kind of like my family was the best thing ever? A safe place in the storm after all those foster families?” Katy stomped away a few feet before twirling on him. “Okay, that wasn’t nice. I’m glad you feel like one of the family, Gage, but I certainly never thought you were the type to be willing to sacrifice your entire future on a whim like this.”

Somewhere their wires had gotten crossed. “I have no idea how me being a foster kid, or your family, is even involved in this discussion, or what the hell sacrificing my future means. Before I left we said we would work on being together. On spending time and getting to know each other more.”

“Sweet sentiment, especially when you toss in having a kid. Babies aren’t something you can return to the store when they become inconvenient, Gage.”

Wait. What?

“Babies? What are you talking about?”

She froze with her mouth open as panic slipped into her eyes.

A pit opened in front of Gage, and he stood with one foot in midair over the unfathomable depths. He took in all the signs, lined up the data, then waited for his ability to speak to return.

“Wait, are you telling me you’re pregnant?”

Holy shit. Holy fuck. Holy crap.

Katy took a deep breath before muttering her response. “So. That went well.”

“Answer the question.” Gage narrowed the gap between them. “Are you serious? You’re pregnant?”

She frowned. “You sure you didn’t know?”

“How could I know? Oh man, Katy. I had no idea.” Gage wasn’t sure his feet would continue to hold him. It might be a cop-out, but the room was wavering. “I need to sit down.”

He stumbled backward and collapsed onto the couch. Katy was pregnant. They’d had sex, she’d had an accident, and he…

They…

She…

Katy snickered. “You want me to get you some smelling salts?”

Gage lifted his gaze to meet hers. “How far along are you?”

It was her turn to pause. “Oh, shit, you’re not serious, are you?”

“About what?”

Katy dropped into the seat opposite him. She made the most hysterical face as she scratched her head. “Good grief. Okay—for the sake of discussion, let’s assume you’re telling the truth. You drove me home and we spent the night knocking boots.”

“It is true.”

She glared at him. “Let me talk this through without interruption, or I will kick your ass out the door.”

His head was still spinning from trying to process the idea of a baby on the way. “You’ve gotten an attitude since I left,” he observed.

“Comes from being knocked around and knocked up.” She stared at the ceiling before leaning forward and asking very earnestly. “Now if we did the horizontal mambo, was there a reason why I’d be pregnant? Did we not use a condom? Did it break?”

Gage shook his head. “We used protection, every time. Including in the shower.”

Her cheeks went bright red at his comment, but she pushed forward. “Then it makes no sense. It couldn’t be you. If…you know, we did what you said.”

“It can happen. Condoms aren’t foolproof, and we were pretty enthusiastic.” His stomach was in knots. Gage paused. He wasn’t trying to get out of his responsibilities, but it would be stupid not to get all the details. “You had the accident the day after I left. Not to be indelicate, but have you been with anyone since?”

She snorted. “Are you freaking kidding me? I’ve been lucky to go shopping without supervision. Clay and the boys have had me on lockdown ever since.”

Gage nodded. “I can believe that. Okay, then. Mystery solved.”

He dragged a hand through his hair, wondering if he should go hug her or kiss her, or do something other than sit like a bump on a log as he attempted to get over the shock.

Katy grimaced. “Um…”

He saw her, heard her, but his brain was racing a million miles an hour.

A baby.

Sweet mercy, he’d had one night with Katy, and they’d gone and got her pregnant. There was so much wrong with that in so many ways he could barely put one thought behind another.

He wanted Katy. Wanted to care for her, and be there for her.

Being a father? Not on the list of things he had planned. Not today, maybe not ever.

“There is…” Katy crossed her arms and damn near rumbled with frustration. “Damn it. Damn it,
damn it
.”

“What?”

“Okay, the only guy I
know
I had sex with, because while you say we did, I don’t remember it, so sorry for this, but I did have sex with Simon. It could be he’s the dad.”

A wave of furious anger struck like a lightning bolt. Gage wasn’t sure how he ended up on his feet towering over her, but the mere idea of Simon back in Katy’s life was enough to tear down all his hesitations. “Not bloody likely.”