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Authors: Regina Jeffers

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A quarter hour later, Winkler lifted her to the sleigh and draped a blanket across Kitty's lap. “Stay warm,” he instructed as he climbed up beside her. Jarvis and Mr. Foxmour climbed onto the back as the groomsman gave the horses a touch of the whip to start them along the path to the hedgerows.
Winkler moved closer to shield Kitty from the wind. “Thank you,” he whispered. “This will mean much to the Foxmours. You truly do them an honor.”
“I'm not certain how much assistance I might be. I've never tended someone who is near death,” she said tentatively. “I pray I'll not disappoint.”
“You could never disappoint, Miss Catherine.” He slid his hand under the blanket and touched the skin exposed above her glove. Automatically, Kitty placed her hand into his. Even through the leather covering their entwined fingers, warmth spread up her arm in a familiar manner.
“Mr. Darcy and I shall depart on the morrow,” Elizabeth explained as she helped adjust the baby in Mrs. Joseph's arms. Without a wet nurse, the woman fed the child at her breast.
Mary's eyes remained on her son, but she nodded her understanding. “Matthew and I shall be sorry to see you go.”
Elizabeth laughed lightly. “You'll have the room to yourselves.”
“Yet, it shan't be the same. You've quickly become one of my dearest friends; I'll grieve for the lack of your company.”
Elizabeth smiled broadly. “It's been something of an adventure. A story to tell our children and grandchildren—of our Christmas in Harrogate.”
“You should know that Matthew and I have chosen to name our son
William,
after your esteemed husband. Shall it please Mr. Darcy?” she asked shyly.
“Oh, yes, Mary. It'll please Fitzwilliam greatly.” Elizabeth's brilliant smile grew.
Mary said impishly, “We considered Mr. Darcy's full name, but we thought that you would be choosing
Fitzwilliam
for your first son. And as I plan for our children to know one another two
Fitz-williams
may be more than either of us can tolerate.”
“You may be correct,” Elizabeth declared fondly.
“It's a grand name,”Mary insisted.“For a man of great consequence.”
“For a man of honor,” Elizabeth corrected.
“I have it!” Edward nearly shouted as he and Georgiana competed against Bingley and Jane. “The answer is the letter ‘L.'”
Jane laughed infectiously. “I thought we had you that time, Colonel.” Through a process of elimination, only those two couples remained in the game. The others had clustered their chairs in a large circle to cheer on the duos.
“That was quite clever, Mrs. Bingley,” Georgiana declared. “You riddle dark, disclose my name. No doubt you will descry it. Or dillydally about the centre until I deliver.”
“I thought it the letter ‘D,'” Mr. Grange said, “but that was too obvious.”
“Too obvious indeed,” Mr. Bennet said from where he observed the goings-on. Mrs. Bennet, the Collinses, Lady Catherine, Mrs. Jenkinson, and Mrs. Annesley had retired some time earlier. He had promised to keep an eye on the couples and to wait for Kitty's
return. Although his wife hadn't understood why he had allowed Kitty to accompany the clergyman, Mr. Bennet had convinced her that if Kitty proved useful that Elizabeth's husband might sponsor Kitty as Miss Darcy's companion during the Season.
Mr. Bennet despised his wife's manipulations in these matters, especially where Mr. Manneville was concerned. The man was too mature, too diligent toward his own agenda, too sophisticated in an uncivilized manner, too American for his daughter. He wanted Kitty safe and well settled. If he had done his duty in that respect with Lydia, he wouldn't have been indebted to Mr. Darcy for whatever of honor or credit was purchased for his youngest daughter. The satisfaction of prevailing on one the most worthless men in Great Britain, in the form of Mr. Wickham, to be Lydia's husband might then have rested in its proper place. After Lydia's folly, Mr. Bennet had at last learned to be cautious. So, tonight he'd encouraged Kitty's association with Mr. Winkler.
The young man had approached him regarding his growing affections for Kitty and had spoken of his desire for Kitty to serve by his side. “This will be a good test of Kitty's mettle,” he had told himself. “Kitty will decide tonight how she truly feels about the man.”
“This be Mrs. Darcy's sister,” Mr. Foxmour explained to his wife. “And ye know Mr. Winkler.”
“Please come in.” Mrs. Foxmour ushered them forward. Even Jarvis and the groomsman received a hearty welcome.
Mr.Winkler helped Kitty with her cloak. “Miss Catherine came to assist with the children,” he said.
“That be wonderful, Miss.” Mrs. Foxmour guided them closer to the fire.
“I brought some paper and crayons,” Kitty gushed.
“A real treat,” Mr. Foxmour said.
Mr.Winkler placed the basket on a nearby table.“And the Darcys sent over this offering.”
The thoughtfulness deeply moved Mrs. Foxmour. Tears misted her eyes, and she reached for the handkerchief tucked inside her cuff. “Mr. Darcy be a good master.”
Mr. Winkler took the lady's hand. “Why do you not take me to see your husband's mother?”
“This way, Sir.” She gestured to a small room marked by a curtained doorway.
Winkler squeezed Kitty's hand and followed the woman to where the elder Mrs. Foxmour lay. Kitty glanced around the small cottage. There were but three rooms: the one where she currently stood and two smaller ones. Evidently, the elder Mrs. Foxmour slept in one while the lady's son and his wife occupied the other. Four rolled mats in the corner spoke of where the children slept. “Well,” Kitty asked a bit tentatively, “would you children care to tell me your names?”
“Mavis,” with real admiration, the tallest of the three girls uttered. Her eyes took in Kitty's fine dress. “And this be Nell,” she said of the little one tightly holding her hand. The child sucked a dirty thumb clean.
“And your name?” Kitty knelt before a sweet-faced blonde of five or six.
The child confidently raised her chin, but her voice still trembled. “Tavia.”
Kitty stroked the girl's hair. “As I said, I brought paper so we might draw together. You could draw a picture for your grandmother if you like.”
Mr. Foxmour picked up the boy. “Let's move the table closer to the fire to keep ye ladies warmer. I be puttin' the wee one to bed in the missus' room. Then I'll fetch in more wood.”
Jarvis easily moved the table, and Kitty settled on a bench with Tavia beside her. The other two girls sat across from her. She handed each child a sheet of paper. “Have you ever drawn a picture before?”
“No, Miss Catherine,” Mavis remained the spokesperson for the group. “We draw in the dirt sometimes.”
Kitty had never felt rich. In fact, she often had bemoaned the Bennets' lack of funds when she and Lydia had wanted to buy every ribbon and feather in Meryton, but these children had never experienced drawing with crayons on paper. “Well, we'll remedy that right away,” she said happily. “I thought I might draw a house with a garden and a sun. What about you?”
“I don't know,” Mavis said unsurely. “What can I draw?”
“Whatever your heart wishes. Have you ever dreamed of a knight or a princess or of Robin of Locksley or Moses from the Bible? Whatever story or dream you've concocted can become your picture. I like to draw dresses and cloaks and fancy hats.”
Mavis's eyes grew larger. “Fancy dresses? I mean, fancier than the one ye be wearin'?”
Again, Kitty felt the disparity between her wardrobe and that of the Foxmours. “Very fancy,” she confided. “Fancy enough for Queen Charlotte herself.”
“I be,” Mavis gasped. “Would ye draw a fancy dress for me Gram? She be always sayin' she jist once wanted a fancy dress of her own.”
Kitty's eyes gleamed with a teary mist. “Happily so.” She reached for a pencil. “Let me see. How should it look?”
“Long sleeves,” Nell piped up. “Gram always be wearin' long sleeves even in the hot months.”
Kitty began to sketch the outline of a matronly gown while three little girls crawled closer to watch each scratch of her pencil along the paper's rough texture.
“Lace,” Nell whispered. “Gram likes lace. She be lookin' at it every time we be goin' to Lambton.”
“Then lace it is.” Kitty added the intricate details about the neck and cuffs. “It'll be the grandest dress,” she said as little Tavia pointed to a place Kitty had missed. “Your grandmother shall love it because you've designed it especially for her.”
Darcy sat alone in a corner of the common room. Mr. Joseph had joined some of the other men in a friendly card game, and Darcy relished the few moments of solitude. Leaving for Pemberley tomorrow would be heavenly in more than one way. He anticipated enjoying his wife's happiness when she, at last, saw her family at Pemberley, but having moments with Elizabeth without an audience would be better. For some eight and twenty hours, he and his wife had shared their quarters with the Josephs, and even though the situation had produced some awkward moments, overall, it had been an amiable solution.
“Here be the paper and pen you requested, Mr. Darcy.”
“Thank you, Nan.” Thinking of the quality paper at Pemberley, Darcy reached for the cheap foolscap the inn provided. With the maid's departure, he took up the pen to tell his wife of his continual devotion.
22 December
My darling Elizabeth,
By this time tomorrow, we will be on our way to Pemberley, but a bit of Harrogate and Prestwick's Portal will remain with us always. Within these walls, I have discovered another facet of the remarkable woman I have married.You are the portrait of everything of which I have ever dreamed. When I look in your eyes, I see the man I pray to someday be.
Yet, I sometimes wonder what you see in mine. Can you read what is there? In your opinion, am I more than I seem to be? I want you to know the man that I am—the one who would abandon everything for you. I would leave behind my honor. I would pay any price to have you as my wife. As we move forward with our lives, I offer you solace in my arms—my beautiful Elizabeth—the woman with a soul as beautiful as her face.
Our child grows within you, and I believe that God has given us a glimpse of our future happiness when we look into the Josephs' faces. It is our time. That may be prideful, but I feel it is so. God placed you in my life to bring my faith home to Him.
Like Moses wandering in the wilderness, I kept my faith in check. I would have returned to Egypt, keeping it as security in case the desert held too many dangers, but I have learned that I cannot love anything partially: not you, not Georgiana, and not our God. I must place all my faith in those I love, and then God will give me what I need. He showed me that fact when He placed you within my life.Yet, I doubted that God knew what was best, and in my pride, I disdainfully declared myself the wiser; and my heart suffered much for it.
Now, I do not fear that God will snatch happiness from my grasp. I have given Him the part of my heart that I can spare from loving you, and He has accepted my foolish soul as his own. So, yes, I am confident that our child will come to us in the spring. We will know no more sacrifice.
D

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