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‘Sorry,' she said at last, sniffing and giving Rusty a bit of slack. ‘That…that sounds dumb. Of course you'd think he'd be killed. But Toby…well, Toby was a charmer, and he was also a survivor. He was a lovely, vibrant guy, a photographer who came up here last autumn and took pictures of the mountains, took pictures of my vet clinic—and finally stayed.'

She paused again but then went on, more in control now. ‘I need to tell you… Dad started the vet practice up here when Micki and I were kids. Mum died early but Dad looked after us really well. We had a great childhood. Micki married and moved interstate—I did veterinary science. Then Dad was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis. The past couple of years have been hard. But then along came Toby and he made us both laugh. He brought the house to life, and when he asked me to marry him I don't know who was happier, me or Dad. Toby didn't have any money, but what could be more natural
than he stay here? His photography would take off, I'd do the vet work I love and we'd live happily ever after.'

He let that sink in for a bit, and dug a few more spadefuls. This was getting to be a very deep hole and still he didn't have the full story. ‘But…'he prompted softly, and he thought she wouldn't answer but finally she did.

‘So then Micki came home for Christmas because her relationship had ended. She was having a tough pregnancy but Toby charmed her as well. Maybe…maybe things between Toby and me weren't as good as they could have been but Micki and Dad loved him.'

‘And then the fires hit.'

‘Then the heat hit,' she said dully. ‘Micki was so pregnant she could hardly move. Dad was having one of his bad spells. He could hardly move. On the day… It was so hot. There was no sign of fires, but I was nervous. Everyone was nervous. Then the district nurse rang to say she didn't want to come up the mountain because she was scared her car might boil. But Dad had run out of his medication. So I made a run down into the valley. I'd only be away for an hour or so. Toby was here with the other car. What could go wrong? And then the fires hit.'

‘There's no need…' he said, hearing the raw anguish in her voice and not wanting to make her say it. He'd stopped digging now. He moved towards her but she waved him back.

‘Let me finish,' she whispered. ‘He heard on the radio that there were fires on the other side of the ridge—that's where they started. So Toby took the van and went to see. He took magnificent photographs. You probably saw them—they were the ones beamed around the world the next day, after the wind changed and over a hundred people were killed, and Dad and Micki and Benedict and all the animals in our vet clinic were left without a vehicle to escape in. Dad put Rusty in the fireplace and protected him with his body. Our three big dogs—Mutsy and Pogo and Bandit, they died, too. One little dog was all they could save.'

Once more he made a move to go to her, but she flinched. She swiped her hand across her face again and she sniffed. Trying desperately to move on. ‘Enough,' she said bleakly. ‘Toby made a fortune, and I lost everything. I promised Micki she'd be safe here, but it didn't happen. I failed her as I failed…so many. Trusting Toby. Leaving the mountain. But it's dopey to keep crying. We'll bury Manya, and then Rusty and I will move on.

‘Where?'

‘I don't know,' she whispered. ‘This is where I belong but I don't know any more. Look, it's deep enough. I can do the rest.'

‘You'll do nothing,' he growled. ‘I'm the undertaker, today. Stay.'

 

He helped Tori gather sheaths of fresh eucalyptus leaves. He carried the little body from the house. They laid her on a bed of the leaves she'd loved, they covered her with more leaves and then he filled in the grave. They spread more leaves on the freshly dug earth, and then Jake stood back, silent, not knowing where to go next.

Not knowing how to help.

He wanted to hold her again, but Tori was standing apart, rigid, as if ashamed at her previous show of emotion.

‘Thank you,' she whispered. ‘Thank you so much. I… When do you want your house back?'

‘Let's look at it now,' he said and held out his hand. She looked at it but she didn't take it. Her reserve was back again. The woman who'd sobbed her heart out was well hidden.

‘Of course,' she said, stiffly, and led the way back down to the house, with Rusty limping along behind them. She ushered him into one room after another, letting him see it all.

Apart from yesterday he'd never been in this house. When
his father died it had already been let to tenants who'd wanted to keep renting. A realtor had acted as intermediary, and there'd been no opportunity or need for him to see it.

The grand old homestead was battered now, from years of renting, from six months of being used as an animal hospital and from the fires themselves. The building hadn't burned but it was still smoke stained and grim. The only furniture was what they'd needed for the animal hospital.

The last room Tori showed him was what was obviously the master bedroom. He stood at the door and saw how she'd been living for the past six months, and he drew in his breath in dismay.

There was a camp stretcher in the corner. There were half a dozen cardboard cartons acting as storage and as a bedside table. A basket lay in the corner for Rusty.

Nothing else.

At speed dating he'd thought she'd looked dowdy. It was a miracle she'd managed to look presentable at all.

‘No mirror?' he asked, trying to make it sound as though he was joking.

‘No mirror.' She'd recovered a little now; her voice was firmer. Moving on. ‘Just as well, as I suspect I'd scare myself silly.'

‘You look all right to me.'

‘Said the man who looked at me like I was a porrywiggle on our five-minute date.'

‘A what?'

‘A tadpole. Something that wiggles out of pond scum.'

‘I never said…'

‘You never had to. Have you seen enough?'

‘More than enough. Are these all your possessions?'

‘I live light,' she said, in a tight voice. ‘I can be gone in half an hour.'

‘Where are you staying tonight?'

‘You're not kicking me out tonight?' she demanded, alarmed, and he shook his head.

‘I'm not kicking you out at all. I'm asking if you have an alternative—something a bit less appalling than here.'

‘Here's fine.'

‘Here's not fine. This place needs an army to make it habitable.'

‘It's a lovely house.'

‘It could be a lovely house. It's anything but now. Do you have anywhere you can go?'

‘Of course I do,' she retorted, but he thought that she was lying.

There were all sorts of emotions twisting inside him right now. He didn't want to get involved—when had he ever?—but walking away from her…

He'd be as bad as Toby if he left her anchored to this place, to her grief, to her loss.

‘Come down to Manwillinbah Lodge,' he found himself saying. ‘You know the lodge?'

‘I know it, but…'

‘But what?'

‘I can't.'

‘Why not?'

‘It's your place.'

‘It's a guesthouse and it's almost empty. So I'm offering, and I believe you'd be sensible to accept.' He spread his hands. ‘Tori, either you stay here tonight in this bleak and lonely place and, I suspect, cry your eyes out again for a little koala called Manya, or you come down the mountain and let Rob take care of you while you regroup.' Then, as she hesitated, he added, ‘You know, you'd be doing Rob a favour. He loves the lodge being full and he loves company. Since the fire, all his guests have come and stared out into the night and not wanted to talk.'

‘I don't think I want to talk.'

‘No, but our housekeeper can cook for you, and Rob can make you smile. Rob's good with people.'

She looked at him curiously at that. ‘You talk as if you mean you're not.'

‘I'm not a people person.'

‘Yet you let me soak your shirt.'

‘Sometimes I'm compelled to be a people person.'

‘That sounds like your five-minute date. Like you want to be out of here.'

‘I didn't mean it to sound like that,' he said, flinching. Hell, he had to figure out how to sound nice.

But to his relief she was smiling, a faint smile but a smile nonetheless. ‘Yeah, okay, you're not a people person but you did very well just now,' she said. ‘I was really grateful for your shirt and you held on manfully. So whether you wanted to bolt or not, the fact is you didn't and I'm not asking questions.' She turned and looked down at her camp bed, at the detritus of six months' camping in this sooty, makeshift home. He could see her indecision.

‘You don't really want to stay here.'

‘I have Rusty.' Though Rusty was on the verandah again, staring fixedly at the road. Still endlessly waiting.

‘Rusty can come with you. Stay in the lodge while you figure where to go.'

She stared down at the camp stretcher again. ‘I've been offered a job,' she said. ‘In a small-animal clinic down the mountain.'

‘Will you take it?'

‘I don't…I don't know.'

‘When did you last sleep through the night?'

‘I don't know that either,' she admitted, and people person or not, he took her hands in his and held.

‘Tori, you're in no state to decide anything. Come to the lodge. Let Rob look after you for a month or so.'

‘A month? No.'

‘Okay, come for tonight and take it from there,' he said hastily. ‘But you need to sleep and you need to start thinking of something other than destruction.'

‘That's what Barb said when she talked me into five-minute dating,' she whispered. ‘I need to move on. It doesn't work. How can it?'

‘Yeah, well, maybe the dating wasn't a great idea for either of us,' he said ruefully. ‘Let's try it another way.'

‘Do you need to move on, too?'

‘No,' he said blankly. ‘I meant you.'

She looked up at him then, and another glimmer of a smile crossed her face. ‘Really? It's only me who's got ghosts? Why do I get the feeling you're as strained as I am?'

‘I'm not.'

‘Okay.' She pulled her hands away and held them up in surrender. ‘You're staying at the lodge as well?'

‘Until Monday.'

‘You think you can stand my company?'

‘Of course I can.'

‘There's no “of course” about it,' she said, still with a touch of humour. ‘One and a half minutes, as I remember.'

‘It was you who walked out.'

‘So it was,' she said, and suddenly her smile became real. ‘And I can do it again if life gets tricky. But now… Does the lodge have baths?'

‘There's a spa in every room.'

‘A spa,' she said, awed.

‘And a heated swimming pool. And beds with so many down-filled pillows you can't count them. One of Rob's ditzy blondes did his decorating for him, and I have to say she can't have been as ditzy as most.'

‘Ditzy?'

‘Rob thinks ditzy equals sexy.'

‘And you don't?'

‘Um, no.'

‘Well, I'm not even going to go there,' she said and her smile was still in place. ‘I can't imagine what woman would have tied you to speed dating for more than five minutes. But look, I need to clear up here. If Rob agrees to having Rusty and me…'

‘Of course he'll agree. I'm the owner.'

‘He's the manager. I'll phone and check,' she said, with a touch of reproof. ‘And I'm paying. Let's make this formal.'

‘You will not pay.'

‘I'll pay or I won't come,' she said with asperity. ‘And don't look at me like that. I've spent almost nothing in six months, and I'm tired of charity. I know that sounds ungrateful,' she said, suddenly rueful, ‘but there it is. I'll phone him, I'll lock up and I'll come down later this afternoon.'

He was being dismissed?

‘Can I help clean up?'

‘No,' she said. ‘Thank you, Dr. Hunter.'

‘Jake,' he growled. ‘And don't be pig-headed. I
will
help you.'

‘Jake, she said, but still with a touch of formality. ‘And pig-headed or not, I'd like to clean up by myself.'

And suddenly he could see her hidden agenda. He could take offence at her knocking back his help—or he could understand.

This place was filled with six months' memories. She needed to say goodbye on her own terms.

She might well cry again. The thought was bad but he suspected she needed to, and she certainly had the right.

How could he ever have thought her frumpy? How could he ever have thought she was uninteresting?

He gazed down into her troubled face and he thought suddenly, I'd like to hold her again. And then he thought…
I'd really like to kiss her. It wasn't sympathy now. She had so many levels. She was such a woman…

He couldn't kiss her. Of course he couldn't; she'd run a mile and the thought was totally illogical.

And besides, he thought, trying hard for logical, she was too dirty, too tear-stained, too
not the sort of woman he kissed
.

But as she turned away, as she knelt to start filling boxes, he looked down at her, in her tight, faded jeans clinging to her neat figure like a second skin, at her torn T-shirt, at the way a curl was wisping down the nape of her neck…and he was aware of a sharp stab of missed opportunity.

What would she be like to kiss?

He didn't know, and he had no business thinking about finding out. He formed relationships with women who knew the rules—independent women who wanted nothing but a lighthearted relationship which went nowhere.

Would Tori understand those rules? He knew she wouldn't, and there was no way he was risking giving pain.

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