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Lost Dogs & Lonely Hearts

 

 

Lucy Dillon

 

 

 

 

www.hodder.co.uk

First published in Great Britain in 2009 by Hodder & Stoughton

An Hachette UK company

 

First published in paperback in 2009

 

Copyright © Lucy Dillon 2009

 

The right of Lucy Dillon to be identified as the Author

of the Work has been asserted by her in accordance

with the Copyright, Designs and Patents Act 1988.

 

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a similar condition being imposed on the subsequent purchaser.

 

All characters in this publication are ficticious and any resemblance

to real persons, living or dead is purely coincidental.

 

A CIP catalogue record for this title is available from the British Library

 

Epub ISBN 9781848945357

Book ISBN 9780340919200

 

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For the volunteers who work so hard to make second chances happen for lost and lonely dogs everywhere

1

When February started, Rachel Fielding had a middling-to-glamorous career doing PR for internet companies, a boyfriend who regularly bought her flowers and dressed better than she did, a cleaner, and a skin-age three years younger than her actual age, which was thirty-nine.

By the second week, however, she had, in one simple manoeuvre, managed to lose the love of her life, her Chiswick flat and her job. Rachel also discovered, that same morning, her first grey streak, which stood out a mile in her thick dark hair, and got a text from her sister Amelia, accusing her of forgetting her niece’s fifth birthday ‘because not having children doesn’t mean you can be so bloody selfish’.

The sacking, or the dumping, or the grey hair was depressing enough on its own. But all three together was more punishment than even someone skilled in spinning bad news could take. Rachel longed –
yearned
– to be lying face down in a puddle of Bailey’s ice cream, listening to Joy Division, but instead she was sitting on a plastic chair in a solicitor’s office in Longhampton, a country town where the arrival of Waitrose was still something of a talking point, listening to a lecture on inheritance tax from a middle-aged man who kept referring to her as ‘Ms Fielding’, and to himself as ‘myself’.

Rachel had just inherited what Gerald Flint was ‘pleased to call a substantial holding’, but all she could really focus on right now was the fact that she, like her late Auntie Dot before her, was headed for a dwindling twilight of dog hair and ready meals for one. Every time she tried to concentrate on her new capacity as executor and pretty much sole beneficiary of Dot’s estate, comprising family house, kennels, dogs, more dogs, and some dogs, Oliver’s dark-eyed wickedness slid across her mind like a masochistic screensaver: his face caught in the moment she confronted him with the receipts – shock, then fear, then, horribly, a flicker of something she now realised was smugness.

‘Have we lost you there, Ms Fielding?’

Rachel shuddered hard, and snapped her attention back to the meeting.
Get a grip
, she told herself.
He’s gone. You’re here. This is important.

‘I’m with you, Mr Flint,’ she said and tapped her pen against her notebook. ‘Well, actually, no. Can you just run through what exactly I’m supposed to do, as executor?’

Gerald was sitting at his desk underneath a large photo-to-canvas portrait of his four owlish grandchildren. On his right was a blonde woman in her twenties, who was apparently the manager of Dot’s kennels. Next to her was a miserable black and white Border collie.

Rachel couldn’t remember what the dog was doing there. But then Dot had been legendary in the family for her bonkers attitude to dogs (‘bonkers’ being Rachel’s mother’s terse diagnosis; Rachel herself thought it wasn’t so weird, compared with Val’s own passion for hygienic storage). It was entirely possible that the dog was actually a co-executor.

Gerald mistook her Oliver-induced vacancy for bereavement distress. ‘It’s a lot to take in but we’re here to handle most of it for yourself. I’ll recap, shall I?’

Rachel turned to a fresh page in her notebook. It fell open at the angry to-do list she’d made the previous day –
pack stuff
,
phone storage company
,
change locks
,
book holiday
– and she hastily turned to a new page.

As Gerald spoke, she jotted down notes. Before she could inherit Dot’s house, and the boarding kennels, and the rescue centre that was part of it, she’d have to arrange a valuation for probate, then the solicitors would send off the various forms, the Revenue would calculate the inheritance tax to pay, nothing would be hers until some of that was paid, blah blah blah – but, even as her pen moved dutifully across the page, Rachel’s entire chest ached from intensive regret.

Ten years of her life, gone just like that. The best, ripest, decade of her life. She was never, ever going to touch Oliver’s black hair again, pushed back off his forehead in a style that shouldn’t work, but somehow did. The smell of him after work, that musty, masculine odour around his white shirt as he threw his jacket with the gold lining over her chair . . .

‘. . . and Gem, of course?’ added the blonde girl, breaking Rachel’s train of thought. She was Australian, so it sounded more like a question than a statement. The huge sunny grin she was directing at Rachel suggested she thought it was the best bequest of the lot.

Rachel squinted at the gold necklace hanging above her t-shirt. Megan.

‘Sorry, I don’t remember anything about a dog in the will,’ she said, glancing over at Gerald for confirmation. ‘Was it mentioned? Sorry, the last week or so’s been a bit of a nightmare for me . . .’

‘Dot left me instructions to tell you about Gem once you got here.’ Megan pointed at the dog who’d been sitting at her feet since the meeting started, obedient but somehow morose, his tail and ears drooping sadly.

It looks more grief-stricken than me, thought Rachel, with a flash of guilt.

‘Gem’s seven, and he’s a Border collie. Dot wanted you to have him. She was very specific about that, wasn’t she, Gem? Only a special new home for you.’ She gave the dog’s feathery black ears an affectionate caress and it leaned into her side.

‘But I’m not a dog person,’ Rachel protested, and as she spoke the dog looked up and she recoiled at the spooky ice-blue eyes that searched her face as if it was trying to recognise her. Were dogs meant to have eyes like that, she wondered? It seemed to be looking into her head and seeing a woman who couldn’t even be trusted with house plants.

‘Dot wouldn’t have left you Gem if she didn’t think you were the right person for him. She had this knack for matching up people with the right dog,’ Megan explained, very seriously. ‘She could tell, soon as they walked into the room. Wouldn’t let one of her rescues go home with the wrong person, not even if they begged and begged.’

Rachel glanced at the solicitor, expecting a faint shake of the head at this sub-Disney madness, but Gerald only smiled indulgently. ‘She certainly matched me up with two little smashers. The dog matchmaker, we used to call her.’

Oh God, thought Rachel. This
must
be a dream.

‘Does it run in the family?’ Megan enquired. ‘Dog whispering?’

‘Not as far as I know,’ said Rachel politely, then changed her mind. ‘Actually, no. No, it definitely doesn’t. We weren’t even allowed goldfish, growing up. I don’t know where Dot’s dog thing came from.’

But then Dot wasn’t a typical Mossop in all sorts of ways. She hadn’t got married at twenty-four, never had kids, and refused to turn up with clockwork regularity to the fruit-cake-and-sherry gatherings thrown by Rachel’s mother, Valerie. Though neither did Rachel. It was a good job Val had made Dot Rachel’s godmother before her mysterious midlife relocation to Longhampton; as it was, Rachel was starting to get the impression Val thought Dot had passed on spinsterdom to her niece like some kind of hereditary affliction.

‘Pardon me for saying but you’re very alike, you and Dorothy,’ said Gerald, in a tone that made it clear he meant it as a compliment. ‘In looks, I mean. Something about the . . .’

Rachel knew what he was going to say; it was what everyone said. That they both looked like eccentric Edwardian suffragette-gardeners. Or pre-Raphaelite avenging angels, with their long noses and dark, round eyes, so unlike Val and her other daughter Amelia’s English rose blondeness. Rachel had longed to be pretty like Amelia for years; it was only Oliver who’d convinced her that ‘striking’ would see her through to her eighties.

‘The nose?’ she suggested.

‘. . . something about the nose,’ Gerald finished, more nervously than he’d begun. Rachel knew her resting expression was fiercer than she meant it to be. He tried to rescue the situation. ‘Dorothy was a fine figure of a woman, striding around the common with her dogs. We always wondered if she’d been in the secret service or some other . . .’ He floundered. ‘Something about her confidence, perhaps.’

‘I know,’ said Rachel, unhappily.

Oliver had always loved Rachel’s confidence too. Her breezy, polished manner in client meetings, that she’d almost convinced herself was natural and not a side-effect of a liver-clenching coffee habit or her burning need to impress him.

‘Well, we have
some
things in common,’ Rachel conceded, because her heart had given another lurch. ‘But not dogs, sorry. I’m serious, Megan,’ she added, spotting an indulgent smile from the other side of the desk. ‘I don’t have anywhere to put a dog. I travel a lot, I work full time.’ She raised her hands.

OK, so she wasn’t working full time or living in a flat in Chiswick right now, but she definitely didn’t want a Border collie. She worked in PR, not on
Blue Peter
.

‘Ah, Gem’s not a
dog
. Gem’s like, an old pal? Aren’t you? And if Dot thought you and Gem were meant to be together, then you’re definitely a match made in heaven.’ Megan’s cheerful smile faltered, and a look of horror flashed across her open face. ‘Oh, jeez, I’m sorry, that was really tactless of me.’

‘Let me give you the keys to the door, as it were,’ said Gerald, seizing the chance to divert the conversation by reaching into his drawer for the keys. ‘I’m sure you’re keen to get over to Four Oaks and look around,’ he added, with a nod towards Megan. ‘Megan is more than capable of bringing you up to speed with the kennel operations.’

Suddenly the mental exertions of the past week caught up with Rachel, crashing over her weary head as they did every day, at three o’clock sharp. She felt overwhelmed with a need to be alone with a bottle of wine, under a duvet, and in a pair of pyjamas, instead of this Marc Jacobs skirt that was digging into her waist because it had been on sale and she was too in love with the label to size up, and professional single women in their thirties needed to be well-dressed, because they didn’t have the excuse of puking kids to relax their wardrobes.

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