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“You like forcing yourself onto girls? Touching them when they don’t want to be touched? You get off on it?” Jeremy shoved Mason hard with each question.

 

“Yeah, when she’s offering it up!”

 

“The fuck I was!” I yelled out, walking back to the two of them, but Jeremy’s pinning look made me stop in my tracks. Roxy grabbed my elbow and pulled me back to where she stood with Chase. This was something he was going to take care of. Before I knew it, Jeremy’s fist collided with Mason’s cheek. My hand shot to my mouth as the two scuffled on the ground. Jeremy was kicking his ass! As Mason tried to crawl away, Jeremy glimpsed to the fire beside him. Grabbing a log that wasn’t fully engulfed in the flames, Jeremy gripped Mason by his jeans and belt, and sat on top of him, with his boots on either side of Mason’s back

 

“If you ever think, look, touch, or talk to Nicole again, I’ll fucking kill you,” Jeremy yelled into Mason’s ear as he pressed the hot ember end of the wood onto the back of Mason’s hand. I sucked in a sharp breath with my uninjured hand over my mouth and Roxy turned her face into Chase’s chest. The stench of burnt flesh filled the air. Mason’s screams subsided when Jeremy let up, and he passed out from the pain. That fucker deserved it.

 

“Take Roxy home, would you, Chase? I’ll take it from here.” I was frozen in place, staring at the blood stained dirt beside Mason.

 

After Roxy and Chase headed out, Jeremy focused on me. Gingerly, he reached down to my closed fist.

 

“It’s dislocated,” he stated as he inspected my fingers.

 

“I’d rather that than something else…” I trailed off. I knew he knew the double meaning to that. I didn’t let that fucker take my virginity. Jeremy let out a long relieved breath. Seeing him affected, created warmth that pooled in my belly. I stepped closer to him. In a quick jerk, Jeremy pulled my pinky finger straight. I cried out as hot tears pricked my eyes, and pulled my hand back and cradled it to my chest.

 

“Thank you,” I managed to get out.

 

“Anytime.” He tucked a loose strand of hair behind my ear.

 

“Not just for tonight, but for everything, for saving me, Jer. I wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for you.” I lowered my hands, along with the wall I built so high around myself. Leaning in closer to him, my breaths weren’t shallow anymore. They were heavy pants and he took notice.

 

This was the first time I had said anything about the night Jeremy found me when I overdosed. Sensing my need to be touched, Jeremy cupped my face right before his lips grazed mine. I popped up onto my tiptoes and eagerly kissed him back. I guess I took Jeremy by surprise as he gripped my hair and pulled back from me, both of us gasping for air.

 

“Nic, if you don’t stop, I sure as fuck won’t be able to.”

 

“I don’t want you to stop, ever.”

 

 

Chapter 9
Present

Eva

After I set Nicole’s hair, I had to get out of there before I did something stupid, like bond with the girl or some shit. I was starting to lose face.  I made my way back to Jax’s room.  He was in the shower. I heeled off my shoes and stripped out of my clothing. I made my way across our room to the master bathroom. The bathroom best described Jax, masculine and dark. The walls were painted charcoal gray, glossy speckled-black granite countertops with a thickly framed mirror over the sink vanity. The highlight of the room- the huge frameless glass shower with dual showerheads. My eyes studied the fogging glass as his broad back, firm ass, and muscular legs were on display to me. His big hands splayed on the tiled wall. They were held up upright above his head under the streaming water, his shoulders flexed as his right hand slicked back his dark blonde hair. I had to give it to Jax, as dark and fucked up as he was, he was fucking hot.

Feeling my body react to him didn’t make me feel guilty anymore. It took a long time for me to “get over” Hunter, and when I met Jax, he filled a void for me. He took me in and made me his, and has done some pretty respectful things. One of which stands out in my mind. If Hunter knew, he would nark me out, or kill me. But if Jax ever found out, he’d undoubtedly kill me too. Fuck. I pushed my thoughts to the back of my mind as I opened the glass door, and the cool air hitting Jax’s back caused his head to turn somewhat to the side.

Pushing off the tiled wall, his forearms flexed as he turned towards me, and his arms rose to push back his hair. As much evil that’s consumed Jax, he still feels the need to wash away his sins. Jax’s blue eyes bore into mine as I made my way closer to him. His thick fingers roughly gripped the side of my hips. The spraying water beaded on my skin. The hot water rolled down my neck, over my breasts, and downward to the rest of my body. My hands wound around his neck. Jax wasn’t as big and built as Hunter, but his heavily inked arms and chest were sexy as hell. My weakness. The black and gray intricate portraits, graphics, names and bible verses were beautiful and in a way reminded me of Hunter. I knew that I had Jax as a stand in, maybe that’s what helped me do my job. God, that sounds so fucked up.

“Jax?” I whispered as our bodies met. My long fingernails combed the hair at the nape of his neck.

“Yeah, babe?” He pressed his growing erection against me.

“I want you.”

“Well, isn’t that obvious since you’re standing?”
What a dick.

“Shut the hell up, and just fuck me already, would you?” I cocked my eyebrow up at him in challenge. He gave me the sexiest smirk as he sat down on the tiled bench in the shower, and pulled me on top of his lap. His large palms spread my cheeks apart and he used the tips of his index fingers to guide his cock inside me. Jax took away the pain that I buried deep within myself: burdens, regrets, sorrows and lies. I wish he could fuck it out of me, I really do. But, no matter how hard I try to forget Hunter, it all comes crashing down on me. I bit down on Jax’s shoulder as he slid his hands up my back and cupped my shoulders and pulled me downward as his hips thrust up. He filled me up to the hilt. Our face-to-face position put pressure on my most responsive area. My sensitive nipples rubbed against his chest. When I closed my eyelids, all I saw were Hunter’s dark eyes. My body recalled how good it felt to have him on top of me again. The way my body was fucking Jax, was exactly what I wanted to be doing to Hunter right now. Shit, I’m fucking ruined. 

Jax moved my wet hair over my right shoulder and his eyes had sought mine. He looked at me like he was looking for forgiveness for all of his sins. But no, Jax Solomon was a monster. As much as I loathed him, part of me had also grown to love him. Parts of me went numb and others went dark when I got myself involved with the Knights MC. Four years have gone by. Four years of harboring my secret from Hunter. Three years of keeping my life hidden from Jax. Two days of denying my re-kindled feelings for Hunter. And only one person that I needed to protect, my own flesh and blood.

 

Past

Eva

Today was Valentine’s Day, a.k.a. Victoria’s Secret night and I had just arrived for my shift at Bottom’s Up. Lingerie, babydolls, corsets, and garters flooded the dressing room.  We were all getting dressed to impress. Bending over toward my mirror, I pushed the girls up and together. Making sure they were nearly spilling out of my gray and black lace corset. I tightened the ribbon bows on my garter belt. 

“Damn honey, you going to make those men trip over their dicks tonight.” Reese giggled as she adjusted the plunging neckline of her red lace halter babydoll.

“Me? What about you?” I slapped her ass.

“Yeah, yeah. I don’t mess with the guests.” She applied a flat red lip stain to her lips.

“Rule to live by?”

“For me at least.
I had to learn my lesson the hard way.
” She left me to finish my makeup.

Hmm, I’ll have to ask Reese about that one later.
Tonight was packed. The drinks flowed as the girls were making it rain tonight. The more liquored up the visitors were, the more gratitude they left for tips.

“Goddamn! If that isn’t the most perfect ass I’ve ever seen in my life.” And if this isn’t the most repulsive man I’ve ever seen in my life. Mr. Grabby-Ass has been on my shit all fucking night.

“Another round?” I asked the other men sitting with the asshole.

“Yeah, another round, and a round of that sweet piece of ass of yours.” I felt a hand roughly grasp the back of my thigh and start to travel upward. Right as I slammed down my serving tray, that hand stopped its upward journey. I rapidly turned around to see some biker boy gripping Mr. Grabby- Ass’s wrist. He brought him to his knees.

“Keep your fuckin’ filthy hands to yourself!” Biker boy practically growled at him.

“Maybe if she didn’t put it out there for the world to see, this is a fucking strip club, isn’t it?”

“This place is strictly hands off, asshole.”

“She didn’t mind it, did you, sweetheart?” He puckered his lips at me as I sneered down at him. Biker boy gripped the man’s mouth and threw his ass backwards into the booth.

“I can handle myself.” I shoved biker boy aside and made my way back to the bar.

I could feel his eyes burning into my backside.

“Shit, Eva. You know, no girl has ever talked to Hunter that way.” Hunter. Yes, I knew his name, even though I shouldn’t. I’ve studied his handsome face, and have researched him.  I knew Hunter Sabatino like the back of my hand. He was my target, and it was just my dumb ass fault for crushin’ on him as well. I shrugged off Reese’s comment.

“Well, maybe he should let women handle their own problems, instead of trying to be the man in shining armor, or in his case, the man on shining armor. Not every girl needs rescuing.” I watched as Reese popped the caps off three beers and placed them on my tray.

“Well, fuckin’ excuse me if I felt that not every girl should be felt up like that.” His warm voice caressed my ear and neck, his arms caged me against the bar top, but he leaned back far enough to not touch my body. I tried to ignore my body’s initial reaction to his presence. The smell of his cologne and leather permeated the air around me.

“Like I said before, I can handle myself.” Roughly, I reared my hips and ass back into his groin. What I thought was going to knock the wind out of him, only resulted in the opposite. His right hand sought my hipbone and pulled me back into him and a grunt rumbled his broad chest.

“I bet you can, baby.” Hunter chuckled into my ear and goose bumps broke out over my skin.

“I have work to get back to,
baby.
” I emphasized his childish nick-name, secretly loving the shit out of it.

“Well then, don’t let me keep you.” Hunter gently pushed me forward as he stepped back, and caressed my backside before he walked to his booth full of Hell’s Rebels members.

“Goodness, woman. I about need a cigarette after watching you two. Please don’t remind me of all the sex I’m not having.” Reese did a quick catcall before a customer was waving her down for another refill.

“Yeah, yeah.” I shook my head at her and delivered my order of drinks.

For the next hour of my shift I could feel his warm eyes on me. I’m pretty sure my panties could dissolve right off my body. I felt butterflies swarm my belly and my demand to get laid was rising.  I had to set a private room for Ruby to perform. Last but not least, the champagne in an ice bucket with rose petals. Someone had it bad for her to request this setup. It was our top Valentine’s Day package, which equaled beaucoup bucks. Just as I straightened my back after sprinkling the rose petals, the door to the room opened. The dark hallway lighting didn’t let me see his face. 

“Just a minute, and she will be in.” I threw the stems in the trashcan.

He didn’t say a word, still standing there.

“You can sit, you know? Can I get you a drink, sir?” I gave him my full attention.

Before I knew what was happening in the small room, the man took two steps towards me, covering his mouth with mine. I was caught off guard, and ready to plan my attack- but then it hit me. That smell. Leather and spice. Hunter. My struggle against him came to a halt. His hands wrapped around my waist, and gripped my ass cheeks in each hand. I let out a small squeal, and he took the advantage and took my bottom lip into his mouth. The taste of bourbon hit my tongue as he sucked and nipped on my bottom lip as I did the same to his upper lip. My tall heels allowed me to reach up his strong arms and drive straight into his hair with my hands. As Hunter groaned, I moaned. He guided me backwards to the round cushioned ottoman shaped stage, where Ruby was going to perform.

His large frame bent over mine, and my knees fell apart as he settled in between my legs. Hunter pulled down the front of my corset and latched onto my breast. The tight boning of the lingerie forced whatever tits I had up and inward, right in Hunter’s face. My body bowed upwards to his, and my hands that were in his hair forced his mouth further into my cleavage. His mouth vacuumed all of the air out, and sucked my full nipple into his mouth, and his hand palmed my other breast. His outstretched palm rolled my already taught bud. Hunter’s skillful hands prepped me before he made his switch. The cool air hit my wet nipple, made me suck in a sharp breath. I felt his erection through his jeans; the thick zipper of his jeans pressed into my thigh.

“Fuck,” I hissed as Hunter bit down on my breast.  What was up with him and biting? Whatever it was, I fucking loved it.

“I knew you’d like it rough.”

“Just shut up and keep going,” I moaned. He stood up, and his pointer finger trailed down the body of my corset and followed the edge of my panties. Obviously he felt their dampness by now, and if the lights were on in here, he’d see my blush.

“Goddamn,” he groaned as he pushed the thin material aside, and his fingers dipped into my wetness. I felt the palm of his hand grind against my already throbbing clit. I circled my hips upward; making Hunter’s hand hit all the right places.  Just as I was riding his hand to reach my climax, his fingers left me in an instant. My eyes shot open, Hunter’s face was lit by the blue mood lighting. That sexy ass smirk splayed on his lips as he looked down at me.

“Why did you stop?” I grabbed at his shirt and yanked him down to me.

“ Just wanted to see you all wanton on my fingers.”

“I wasn’t done yet.” I guided his hands back down to my panties. This time, I pulled my panties aside, and brought his fingers to my center. I heard Hunter suck his teeth before taking over again. I came hard and fast. I can’t remember the last time I was finger-blasted into oblivion, but Goddamn, that shit made me see stars.

“Well, now that we’ve been properly introduced, my name is Hunter.”

“Well, then I’d say that is one hell of a handshake you have there.” I propped myself up on my elbows and watched Hunter adjust himself in his jeans. He tucked his erection up under the waistband of his jeans. Now, I was the one to smirk.

“Well, you let me know when you want to get reacquainted.” He leaned down over me and kissed my cheek. I breathed him in as my eyelids drifted closed. I was stunned, horny, and actually impressed.

“I will,” I whispered into his ear. Hunter stood again and left me there to bask in the aftereffects of my climax.

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