Sex Still Spoken Here: An Anthology (10 page)

Anaín Bjorkquist

Bio

Anaín Bjorkquist is a writer, speaker and wellness coach who helps women develop their subtle strength by teaching them when to turn on and when to let go. She also loves to titillate readers of her monthly newsletter, “Sex Love Joy Uncensored,” by including an erotic story. Find more at
anainbjorkquist.com
.

Mini-Interview

How did you start writing about sex
?
When my marriage began to fall apart, I started writing about sex publicly. At first it was extremely scary to hit publish on essays that detailed my sexual trials and triumphs, but quickly it worked better than therapy. The only difference between my sex writing/erotica and my non-erotic writing is the lack of sex. The inspiration for all my writing is my life; there are always pieces of me in every piece I pen.

How
is
the
Erotic
Reading
Circle
part
of
your
writing
process?
Reading pieces in writing groups usually is intimidating for me but reading in the Erotic Reading Circle is absolutely liberating! Nothing compares to bringing sex scenes alive by speaking them aloud in front of other erotica writers who eagerly await with nonjudgmental ears and succulent constructive criticism.

Do
you
write
under
your
own
name?
One of the first things I did on the road towards defiantly cultivating my own expression of womanhood was to start writing online without hiding behind anonymity. Being able to share my experiences as both a woman of color and a mother, knowing people knew who I was, helped me be more honest with myself and others.

What’s
the
inside
scoop
on
your
story?
This story was inspired by reality. Although not all the action in this story is true, what is absolutely TRUE is that Tina’s “bag of tricks” exists and often claims victims in sunny South Florida.

My
Desire for Women

Anaín Bjorkquist

My cunt has never led me astray. She usually speaks more clearly than my heart. The lovers who she doesn’t like my heart also eventually grows to dislike. So, I knew that if my cunt desired women then I should follow her lead. Was I bisexual
?
! I didn’t know, but I experimented with it. I thought that, just like with men, when the right “one” broke the dam in my cunt the truth about my sexuality would spill over. It was then that the Celestial Planning Goddesses sent Tina my way.

Tina was divine: a pretty face and voluptuous body. She had the most perky, full, natural breasts I had ever seen. Everything about her was fine but nothing was as gorgeous to me as the sight of Tina bent over in front of me. Her dark vulva looked back at me with a glimpse of pussy pink glowing with wetness—tempting me! Tina and I had several quick encounters at sex parties from time to time but never played together without our men. All I could do for months was fantasize about playing in Tina’s box, tasting her again and figuring out if I could let go enough to enjoy sex with women as much as I dreamed that I could.

At a hotel sex party Tina cornered me, quickly placing a passionate kiss on me, causing me to open my mouth and reach into hers with my tongue. She swirled her tongue around mine then pressed her lips around my tongue. She sucked on my tongue, smacked my ass hard, then rubbed on my booty, making it all better as she pulled her mouth away from mine. My nipples hardened as she whispered something into my ear about how tonight she was going to make time for us to finally finish what we had started so many times before. My face and torso blushed from the rush of anticipation. I hoped she would follow through because all I could think about was my mouth on her pussy.

The night was just getting started. In the master bedroom a male friend introduced me to his latest girl. She was young, tall, and her skin was a light, creamy, almost golden honey color. Her short hair brought out the beauty of her big brown eyes and full lips. Everything about her matched her sweet name … Honey. She even sweetly asked me to make sure that she would be okay; this was her first sex party.

I started kissing and undressing her. She kissed back, took my top and bra off for me. I was going to make sure she was better than okay! She asked what I wanted her to do. To her surprise I told her that what I wanted most was to watch her suck off our boy. He smiled, and she gladly got onto her knees and started sucking and spitting on his dick. I made my way onto the floor and lay on my back between her legs. My mouth was almost close enough to breathe on her clit but my head was far enough up that it allowed me to watch her taking all of him in. I rubbed on her clit over her lace panties, mimicking the speed and cadence with which she was sucking him.

When I couldn’t resist the urge to taste her anymore, I pulled her panties to the side, parting her pussy lips with my tongue and plunging in until I could feel her pussy envelop my mouth. I was starting to really get into her when I felt someone down by my waist trying to pull my thong down. Yes, this was a sex party but it didn’t mean it was a free for all! I slid out from in-between Honey’s legs to see who was bold enough to be touching me without consent. I was about to get to cursing when my eyes focused in on Tina’s.

I looked behind her and around us. As I sat up she came closer. She straddled my legs, knowing what I was thinking. She whispered, “It is just us girls. Neither of our husbands is in this room tonight. These two here only seem to be using the edge of this very big bed.”

It was time to see if my cunt was right about women. I got back on the bed wearing nothing but a black thong and six-inch red stilettos. Tina went over to the dresser to get her “bag of tricks,” which she brought over to the bed. Tina was known for the bag of tricks that she always brought to parties. I knew that the bag usually contained condoms, lube, and a double dong—the rest of the contents would soon be part of my carnal knowledge.

Tina let me take her dress off. She had absolutely nothing underneath but that soft dark chocolate skin, amazing breasts, and her very smooth, fully waxed, pussy and ass. Tina was great at reading my mind because in the instant I thought about my mouth and her pussy, she was already leaning me back onto a pillow to squat over my face. Her sweet wet box just inches from my face, I put my hands around her waist and brought her closer to me. I sucked on her clit as I penetrated her with two of my fingers. She moaned. I used the tip of my tongue to pull the hood of her clit back and I sucked harder. She moaned louder. I placed another finger in her as she squirmed a little.

I pulled out my fingers, exchanging them for my tongue. My nose was rubbing her clit. Her box smelled and tasted like the most sweet feminine perfume that nature could compose. I wanted to suck every ounce of juice out of her but she had very different plans. Just as I started to get so fucking hot and wet off her taste and could almost feel myself come from pleasuring her, she stood up in the bed and turned around toward my feet. I thought, “Yes!” I was so ready for her to get into the 69 position on top of me! But she didn’t.

Tina reached for the bag of tricks next to my hips and started pulling things out. She sat between the bag and me so I really couldn’t see what she was preparing. She grabbed a couple of pillows from the head of the bed. She placed one over whatever she had just been messing with. She then kissed all around my pussy before pulling my thong down in the most fluid move I had ever seen. She spread my legs open, reached for the second pillow, and hinted for me to raise my bottom up so that she could place the pillow underneath me. Tina had her bag of tricks ready and had me just where she wanted.

Her mouth went toward my pussy as her hands reached up towards my breasts. She teased, pinched, and pulled at my hard nipples as her stiff tongue darted in and out of my pussy. The more I enjoyed it the rougher she would be on my nipples. My pussy was sloppy wet. I wanted more. I wanted her to have her way with me. I wanted whatever she had prepared for me underneath that pillow. Tina wasn’t ready to
give me that yet. She slid her hands down my inner thighs, tickling them with her long nails.

While she was sucking my clit, one of her fingers was fucking my pussy. Two fingers. Three. She removed them all, lubed them up, cuffed them close to her pinky, and she pushed all four into me. I let out a hushed scream. She laughed but continued as I kept trying to back away. She pulled out her fingers, and kissed then licked my pussy very gently. She was just making a show of playing nice for just a moment. She placed herself next to me in the bed, and pulled the hair off my face before kissing me.

Kissing her was unlike kissing anyone else before. Her breasts were touching up against mine, driving me wild with even more desire for her. I didn’t know what I was supposed to really do next, so I just continued to kiss her as her hand stroked my clit. She asked if I wanted to continue. I said yes. She asked if I was open to trying whatever she had in mind. I told her that I was all hers. She smiled, winked, and went in for another kiss. We kissed for what seemed like forever. Her mouth on mine, her tongue playing with mine, her breasts on mine, our thighs and pussies now rubbing … all of it was making me melt into that bed.

“Remember, Baby Girl, you just agreed to anything I have in mind!” Her words scared me but filled me with even more desire for Tina. Where was this going? I looked to my left, I saw Honey on all fours getting fucked by some Latino guy that obviously spent a lot more time working on his chest and arms than his abs. I saw our boy still sitting on the edge of the bed but now he had a blond riding him. The blond was moaning and yelling over to the guy with Honey asking if he was enjoying her pussy. I looked around the bed and saw several half-naked people watching, some masturbating. I was still rather new to this world so all the spectators started to make me feel uncomfortable.

I was mentally counting the number of single dudes in the room masturbating when I heard a grunt. Tina fussed at someone, and then Honey whispered. Tina was yelling at some guy that wanted to join in. Honey came over to me and started kissing my face. Tina did not like intrusive single males trying to join in during parties without consent.

This night though, Tina was too focused to let some dude ruin her good time. She was about to show him who was in charge. She pulled out the double dong from underneath the pillow and said to him, “Unless you want to share some of this with her then I advise you to back up!”

Tina reached into her bag, pulling out two condoms. She put condoms on both ends of the dong then gently commanded, “Baby Girl, will you get in position for me? Honey, why don’t you come here to me.”

I bent over, arched my ass up, and waited. Tina started fingering me to see if I was ready to play her game. She smiled, “Oh, you want this, don’t you?” I did.

Honey’s mouth was full of Tina’s titty as Tina started to tease me with the dong. She rubbed it against my clit. I could feel the texture and lubrication of the condom on the dong. She went on to part my pussy lips with the dong, rubbing the tip of it up and down my vaginal opening but always went back to rub my clit. She put just the head in then pulled out. She did it again. Then she put it in fast, hard and deep. I could feel the bottom rim of the condom and I wondered how much of that dong was in me or how much had the condom rolled up? I was really scared about all of this!

She worked that dong in me slowly but firmly for a few minutes as Honey played with her pussy. I was enjoying what Tina was doing to me but I enjoyed what Honey and her were doing just as much. They started to kiss. Tina’s hand slowed down as she continued to penetrate me with the toy. She pushed it harder and deeper when Honey bit her lip. She told Honey to get into position, too. Honey got on all fours directly opposite of me. Slowly she backed into the other end of the dong as Tina held it firmly for both of us.

Tina held it into place and encouraged us to enjoy ourselves. Honey and I started to let loose on the dong. I felt Tina let go of it. Honey was moaning and really getting into backing into the dong. I was nervous but her moans were forcing me into action. She thrust back. I thrust back. We kept going at it until our butts were touching. Tina kept encouraging us to keep on, then started rubbing my clit. Honey moaned louder and said Tina’s name. I thought how yummy, Tina was
rubbing Honey’s clit, too. I let go of the anxiety I was holding on to. I worked the dong faster. I worked it deeper into me. I worked and Honey worked until not only were our butts touching but now our pussies were rubbing, too.

The feeling of the condom on the dong made it seem like a man was in me. The feeling of Honey’s wetness mixing with mine drove me to the edge. I started to moan. Tina went back into her bag of tricks and pulled out some finger cots. She slipped one on each of her index fingers. She got really close to us girls. She started to rub my perineum. I assumed that everything Tina was doing to me, Honey was getting, too. That thought was so intense that I let out a moan and a tiny gush of fluid from my pussy. Tina slowly rubbed my anus with her finger. She was just tickling it all around. Gently. Slowly.

She looked at me, then looked at Honey. I felt cold lube on my ass right before Tina penetrated it with her protected finger. She rubbed my pussy through my ass. She was twirling her finger in there as Honey and I fucked ourselves and one another faster and harder. Tina was finger- fucking our asses. We were about to reach climax when Tina pulled her fingers out. Honey let out a sigh. I asked Tina to not stop as I tried my best to see how much more I could rub my pussy against Honey’s wetness as that dong jammed deeper into me.

Tina wanted to remain in charge of the entire situation. She wasn’t going to let me come until she was ready. Tina rubbed my booty, gesturing for me to pull forward. She took control of the dong again and pulled it out of me. Honey gave her a sweet longing look, but Tina pulled the dong out of her, too. They kissed for a minute then Honey walked off with our friend.

I sat up in the bed and saw the crowd we had attracted. A pair of couples were on the bed near us, naked, masturbating one another as they waited for the show to continue. The scene around us scared me, but all my cunt would let me think about was coming. I focused on Tina, who was not phased by anything that was happening around us. She removed the cots from her fingers. She pulled out a wipe, cleaned her hands quickly, then went right back into her bag of tricks.

I knew it was time to just give in to her, so I got into a supine position on the bed. She got on top of me. She kissed and kissed me. She pulled out chocolate body paint and a brush. She dipped her brush into the chocolate, and my body became her canvas. She painted me with chocolate from breast to breast, then down my belly. She licked up all the chocolate that was on my outer labia. Tina kissed all around my lips without even getting close to any of the chocolate. She was missing it on purpose. She crawled back up towards me. She kissed and kissed me.

In those moments of losing myself in her kisses, I realized that I was indeed bisexual and not just curious. I had forgotten that Tina was a woman. I had forgotten I was woman. I had forgotten that we were in a room full of people watching, masturbating, fucking, and lurking. I had forgotten everything. I was totally into the act, into the pleasure, into the passion that we created together. I did not want to stop enjoying Tina and I especially wanted to please Tina. The fact that we were two women enjoying sex with one another was lost on me as I kissed her back and melted into her feminine beauty.