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It was a story I hadn't made Stefan repeat time and time again, as much as I wanted to in an effort to get back those vanished memories. He told it once, and once was enough. He'd . . . fractured when he'd told me, like winter ice cracked and shattered by the first warm spring day. It was days before he was back to his usual self. How could I ask again? I'd memorized what he'd said, though, the whole thing and the bits and pieces added throughout the next few years, of what my life had been before the Institute. Anatoly had been big in the
Mafiya
. He and his wife, Anya, had emigrated from Russia and we were born here. Anatoly had brought the mob with him or the mob had brought him, but whichever, their children had lived a privileged life. When Lukas—I could think of that long-ago child only as Lukas, not me—was seven and Stefan was fourteen, they'd lived in a big house on a private beach near Miami. They'd been given horses for their Christmas presents and when the adult all-day Christmas party started, they'd taken those horses and gone to that beach to race the wind.

He said it was his idea . . . as if that made it his fault. A fourteen-year-old kid wanting to ride horses on the beach with his brother and he said it as if it were a capital crime. Whatever he'd said, it had probably been my—Lukas's—idea—a big adventure to a seven-year-old. It didn't make it my fault either. It was only Jericho's fault. He made killers out of chimeras and that was what I was—a chimera.

Chimeras started out as twins in utero, but then something would go wrong and one embryo would absorb the other. If you were fraternal twins, you could end up with two sets of separate DNA. Human squared. It didn't mean anything, normally; you just had two sets of DNA, not comic book superpowers. That was true until Jericho came along and made a difference that nature had never intended.

Stefan said he didn't know how he found out about Lukas—through hospital records most likely; blood tests from his birth—but he had found out and he'd come for his chimera. The surprising part, unbelievable in a way, was he'd waited so long before adding a new one to his collection of other children, the majority of whom had been fetuses implanted in surrogate mothers for pay—drug-addicted and hopeless people no one would miss when they didn't show up again. Marcus Bellucci, the man we'd thought was his academic rival, had told us that. He hadn't been a rival, though, or the fountain of information we'd thought he'd been; he'd been a combination of silent partner and silent alarm. He'd warned Jericho when we'd tracked him down and shown up asking questions; then when Jericho died, he'd disappeared.

The Institute had to have a creator.

The Institute was still out there and we knew where. We hadn't forgotten those left behind. Ten years or the seventeen it had felt like, I wouldn't leave anyone there to be discarded if the twisting and brainwashing didn't take hold. And the brainwashed needed to be saved as much as the potentially expendable who fought it off. Nearly three years later we hadn't made a move to save anyone yet, because what do you do with the brainwashed?

Not all of the students were like me. I'd hated what I could do. Not all others had. What do you do with genetically manipulated killers who have been taught to enjoy killing? When they'd as soon kill you as take your hand to be rescued. . . .

What do you do?

Godzilla
mrrrp
ed again and then bit my thumb for attention. I sucked the blood away, then watched as the puncture clotted immediately. In less than a half hour it would be gone. We healed quickly, Jericho's children—a much better talent than killing. I rubbed the ferret's head with the fingers of my other hand. With just that touch and a thought, I could've shut down the vessels to his heart, his brain. Or I could've opened them so wide that there wouldn't be enough blood pressure to keep his heart beating. I could've weakened the walls of his organs until they ripped open, or could have caused them to literally explode. Only a touch and a thought. That was what Jericho had made out of me . . . and every child in the Institute. I could kill but I couldn't undo a lifetime of conditioning with that same touch.

So what did you do to save those who didn't want to be saved?

It was a hard question and blind hope was not much of an answer. Neither was a leap of faith. Jericho's children weren't built for faith. Not that it mattered, because we
were
built for determination—success no matter the cost. “No weakness, no limitations, no mercy” was the credo we repeated aloud at the beginning of every single class.

No weakness. No limitations. No mercy.

That, not that it was meant to, was going to help me now, because despite those who might not want to be saved, there was a way, whether they knew it or not. Look at me.

I was saved.

I was smart.

And I was working on it.

 

Not a born killer, but an engineered one. Taken. Rebuilt. Changed. That was what Stefan knew had happened to me. I'd wondered what Stefan would be if his brother hadn't been kidnapped. I didn't wonder the same thing at all about me, because it was beyond imagination. I couldn't picture it or fantasize about it. It was impossible, and it was for the best, I thought. If I could have dreamed up an alternative to the life that I had lived under Jericho, the memories of the Institute would've done what it couldn't do now—crush me.

Godzilla wrapped around my arm and sniffled, puzzled, for the vanished blood from where he'd bitten me. Like me, he had a bit of a killer in him. When Stefan found that out, about the Michael Korsak compared to the Lukas Korsak—the killer part of me, when he'd found out what I was—he hadn't been afraid of me or what I could do. Not for a moment. I would've known it if he had; I'd have seen it on his face . . . in his eyes, but I'd seen nothing but acceptance. To him I wasn't an assassin-in-training or a human bullet all the way down to the genetic level. I was his brother, pure and simple, and nothing else made a difference.

He'd actually been a little exasperated that I wouldn't use what I had in me to protect myself. The drunk outside the bakery was one thing. But when someone attacked me with every intent of murdering me or, worse, taking me back to the Institute, it wasn't the same. With that kind of adrenaline running through me, starting something was easy. Stopping it wouldn't be. Stopping it could be impossible.

It had happened once, before Stefan pulled me out of the Institute. As a test—to them it had been only another test—a guard had been sent to kill me. Instead, I had been the one to kill . . . if only once. Wasn't once far more than enough? It wasn't going to happen again.

Jericho had changed me in biological ways, but I wouldn't give his dead corpse the satisfaction of ever having changed who I was as a person. He gave me the genetic skills to be a psychic executioner, but that didn't mean I had to use them. And, as far as I was concerned, he could rot in his grave for eternity before I became the assassin he wanted.

“Hey, kid.” Stefan sat beside me on the porch. “Have a Fluffernut sandwich.”

He handed me one of the two I'd made for him that morning. I took it out of the plastic sandwich bag and fed a bite to the ferret. The kid issue I simply gave up on for the day. I was nineteen for God's sake, nineteen and made to kill, but when it came to Stefan, I wasn't sure he'd let himself ever see me as anything but a little brother. “Do you know what happened . . . to Anatoly?” I should've phrased it better. I knew very well what had happened. According to the news report, someone had taken an electric saw to various parts of him. If Anatoly had been alive, and he most likely had been, since the saw had probably been just an interrogation tool, he'd most likely considered anything that happened besides that as merely incidental.

Stefan knew what I meant, though. “No. No idea who snatched him.
Mafiya
or the Institute trying to track us down.” By “us,” he meant me, but it was nice of him to spread the blame around. “It wasn't the FBI. They wanted him the most, but, despite Gitmo, no one at the government's using power saws to get info.” He fed a bite of his own sandwich to Godzilla too. A first—but it was hard to have an appetite when someone had cut up your father with the equivalent of a chain saw while he was still alive.

He cleared his throat. His voice had gotten thick on the word “saw.” “But he couldn't have given us up. Just as when he was on the run from the FBI and wouldn't tell me where he was . . . for my own good.” The smile was both hard and regretful. “I didn't tell him where you and I were. I was more honest, though. I told him it was for our own good, and it turned out I was right.”

“The saw makes me think the mob. There were several
vors
”—mob bosses—“who'd lost a helluva lot of their territory and power if Anatoly had come back. And that place you were . . .” He hardly ever said “Institute.” It was worse than the foulest word out there for him, from the way he acted. He went on. “It doesn't seem their style. Torture, yeah, but not with something you could buy at Home Depot. More something scientific and a damn sight worse probably.”

He offered another bite to Godzilla, who considered him and this gesture of goodwill with bright black eyes before biting Stefan's forefinger and taking the morsel of sandwich. He purred contentedly as he ate the slightly bloodstained bread and peanut butter. I plopped the ferret on the other side of me, but Stefan didn't seem to notice the slow drops of blood hitting the concrete, scarlet on gray, like the sun setting into a cloud-shrouded, tornado-spawning storm.

I had a feeling that one way or another what had happened to Anatoly would start that storm.

“I called Saul. He's on some tantric sex yoga retreat or something. Trying to keep up with some women twenty years younger than him,” Stefan said with a darkly amused twist of his lips. “Not that that would have him disconnecting from the outside world and the money that goes with it. He didn't know anything more than we did, but he's looking into it—if he can untangle himself from whatever knot he's tied himself into. Probably has his foot stuck up his own. . . .” He coughed and ate a bite of the sandwich.

I narrowed my eyes. “
Nineteen
—Jesus, going on twenty. I know about sex, tantric and otherwise.”

He shrugged and swallowed the bite. “Face it, Michael. In some ways you'll always be the little brother.” His words echoed what I'd thought only seconds ago.

In some ways, always the little brother. In some ways, always seven years old and laughing on a beach. I didn't need any psych class flashbacks to the Institute to know that wasn't healthy for either of us. But before I could say anything, Sheriff Kash Simmons drove up in front of the house. The first time I met him, he'd shaken my hand solemnly and said his name was Kash for Johnny Cash and it was my privilege to call him sir. What it was about this town that accounted for no one being able to spell their own names was going to have to remain a mystery, but why the sheriff was idling his gold and brown official car in front of our happy yellow house wasn't one. The blobby tourist was in the back pointing at me, his mouth moving a mile a minute.

Sheriff Simmons turned off the car and stepped out, giving that same automatic hitch to his belt that all lawgivers in every movie or every TV show did. He had the Stetson, the shades; it was like one of those hyperrealistic video games. Was the Law here to kick ass and take names? No. They didn't need any names—just more ass to kick. I'd learned a lot of slang and cursing from certain games. But when I'd earned points from accidentally backing over a prostitute, I decided to take all of the experience with a grain of salt.

When we'd first come to town, Stefan had laid down certain rules and sayings for keeping me safe. One of them had been regarding the cops, two total, in Cascade Falls. He told me, “No matter what you do, Misha, no matter absolutely fucking what. . . .” I'd waited for the epic brotherly promise,
Dead or alive, I will come for you. I will save you. If I have to claw myself out of my own grave, I
will
save you.
Something like that. I watched a lot of movies, owned a lot of movies. Hundreds. Maybe that was too many, but they did give me great expectations.

What Stefan had actually said had been, “No matter what you do, Misha, no matter absolutely fucking what . . . we can always get bail in this podunk town. So don't sweat it.”

It was good advice, straight from his mob days.

I'd been a little disappointed. There was a certain lack of
No matter what, I will find you!
or
They can take our land, but they can never take our liberty!
Movies do leave you with certain anticipations in some instances. He'd more than made up for it back in Bolivia when he'd told me that if anyone in a uniform grabbed me, I was to kill every last motherfucker wearing one and run for my life. He'd been less concerned with the consequences to my morals than to the consequences to my physical body I carried them around in. And logically he'd been right.

But I wouldn't have done it, and he knew that too. That was the reason it was a long time before I was able to go anywhere by myself. He'd been my shadow until Cascade Falls, which he eventually deemed safe enough for me.

My background checks on every citizen and the homeless man who lived down by the river with his dog helped. I also got a background on the dog, whom I took a can of Alpo to every day. He was a nice dog. His name was Ralphy, obtained at the pound two counties over—mixed breed, neutered, approximately five years old, and he smelled, but none of us are perfect. This was true of background checks too—they were effective when it came to dogs but useless when it came to tourists. There were too many, too little warning, and not enough time.