Broken Ever After (33 page)

Riley, with his beautiful blue eyes filled with
lust and passion. His thick, full lips that I was begging for him to kiss me with but he just kept pulling away. I wanted him to kiss me so fiercely; wishing he’d make me forget that Jamie Matthews had ever existed. I gently began strumming on the guitar, the tune morphing into Kiss Me by Ed Sheeran. The lyrics spilled easily from my lips, remembering the feel of his heart thumping against mine, pouring my pleading for him to kiss me into my voice.

Movement to my side startled me
, my hands paused hovering over the strings and I nervously chewed on my bottom lip. “Don’t stop, you’re good.” I gave Riley a small smile and looked back down to the guitar resting in my lap.

“
Sorry, did I keep you awake?”

“
No, I was in the gym, but I came back out when heard you; I didn’t know you played” He nodded down to the guitar.

“
Austin taught me a few years ago. Sorry for disturbing your work out.” I began to place the guitar on the floor but he pushed it back towards me.

“
No, don’t be… Play something else.”

I
played another song for him, one that didn’t sound like I was begging him so much. I closed my eyes as I played; looking at him at in his joggers was a distraction that I didn’t want or need. The sight of his perfect chest and washboard abs coated in a light sheen of sweat from his interrupted workout, was more than any girl could stand to look at for too long without wanting to do something completely stupid. I’d already come to close to that and he’d pushed me away; I wasn’t going to be the pathetic girl that kept begging.

I opened my eyes and asked Riley to put the guitar back for me. He weakly held his hand out to take it from me, but continued to stare at me; I couldn’t stand the heat of his gaze any more.

“
I’m going for a shower.” I announced as I stood up. I tried to walk but it hurt like hell as the adrenaline left me; the pain was becoming too much. I gasped and almost fell back down into my seat.

“
Here, let me help.” Riley put one arm around my back and swept my feet from under me making me scream and laugh, he carried me right in to my shower.

“
Thanks, Riley.” I went to place a kiss of thanks on his cheek but he turned to reply and I caught him on his soft lips, God they were as smooth as brushing your lips against silk. “I’m sor-” I tried to apologise but he crashed his lips to mine cutting off my words. Pulling me around to wrap my legs around his waist, I wrapped my arms around his neck and gripped tightly on to him. He slammed me against the wall of the shower, pressing his body tightly against mine.

I couldn
’t breathe, I couldn’t hear, I couldn’t see… I was purely engulfed by him. His hands were all over me, in my hair, on my chest, my rear, pulling and squeezing me. He calmed his eager kisses giving me chance to breathe properly; he started kissing his way down to my neck to my weak spot causing my grip to loosen on him as my body relaxed against his.

“
So wrong…
so wrong
.” He mumbled. He lifted his knee up underneath me to take my weight, brushing against the wetness building in my shorts. I pushed hard against him, my body aching for the friction against my skin as I threw my head back to the wall.

“
It’s not… It’s not! Don’t stop…
please Connor, don’t stop!
” I begged him. He groaned against my neck and carefully planted me back on my feet.

“
Can’t… We shouldn’t…”
NO!
My body cried out for him, mourning the loss of his lips on my heated flesh. I thought he was going to run again, but he lifted my arms above my head, pinning them to the shower wall and ran his fingers down my body to the hem of my top; he pulled it up slowly, over my head and threw it out of the shower. He gazed down at my breasts and let out a long, shaky breath. “
Fuck!
” Moving his hands back up my stomach, his thumbs brushed the underside of my bare, mounds.

Crashing his lips to mine again his hands slowly worked their way up to take their weight in his palms. His thumbs rubbing circles over the hardening
, pink peaks. He picked me up again and carried me out of the bathroom.

“
I can’t- the bed- too far- now- I need you now” Riley gasped between planting kisses on my neck. He knelt down on the floor just outside of the bathroom and gently laid me down on the thick carpet. He lay on top of me, settling in between my legs like he had in the bed earlier and began kissing my lips again.

Soft but firm lips pressing against my own made every other thought vanish from my mind; my hands developed a mind of their own as they ran up and down his strong arms and broad shoulders. I traced over his back with my nails
, loving the feel of his shiver as I trailed them under his arms to his chest. With a hungry touch, my thumbs traced the outline of his well-defined abs to the V emerging from his joggers and up over his hips to his back again, pulling him closer to me.

Riley
’s hands wandered over the bare skin of my chest, his large hands cupping my breasts, gently kneading them. Pinching my nipples between his thumbs and index fingers, loud sighs left my lips, only to be swallowed up by his mouth over mine. “So perfect” he mumbled against my lips.

Feeling bold
, I moved my hands down from his back to the waistband of his pants, slipping them and his boxers down over his backside to cup the perfection hidden beneath them. I could feel all of his muscles tense deliciously as he thrust his hips towards me; I was begging for mirrors all around me so that I could see the perfect flex of them as he moved.

He pushed his hardness against me one more time
, before pulling back to sit on his heels, his hands running down the length of my body to the hem of my shorts. His fingers hooked in the waistband of them, pausing for a second as his gaze caught my eyes.
No, please don’t pull away again. Not now!
I lifted my hips up towards him, silently pleading with him to take them down.
Please, please, please… Oh God just tear them off, I don’t care!
After what felt like forever of him staring down at me he slowly pulled my shorts down my legs, leaving me lying before him naked and open, hungry for his touch again.

Struggling with the knot he
’d tied in his joggers he stood up and began to fiddle with it while staring down at me. “Oh my God” he mumbled to himself.

“
What?” I asked him nervously, afraid that he didn’t like something about me, I had something wrong with me or that he was still going to run.

“
Nothing… You’re so beautiful.” He pulled his joggers and boxers down in one fluid motion.

“
Holy shit!” I whispered to myself as he knelt back down between my legs.

“
What?” He asked with a wry smile on his face. I shook my head furiously; I couldn’t share the words that were sitting behind my teeth ready to fall out of my mouth. “What?” he asked again.

“
Is that real?” I clamped my hands over my mouth, my eyes wide in horror at myself. My cheeks flushed bright red; I couldn’t believe I’d just asked that.

“
Every inch.” He bent down to kiss me again ferociously; this time moving down my body taking one of my hard nipples in his mouth. He didn’t stay there long, he moved fast but purposely as he explored my body, kissing, licking and nipping at my skin, tasting every inch of me, drinking me all in.

His tongue flicked over the folds of my opening
, before he plunged it inside me. “You are so fucking wet! God, you taste so sweet.” He said as he slipped two long fingers inside of me making me cry out and arch my back from the floor.

“
Kiss me.
” I breathed out and his mouth found my clitoris, sucking and licking in expert circles instantly finding the right spot to hit. I tangled my fingers in his hair with one hand while he held my other with his, our fingers locked together. I could feel my insides tighten ready to be released, my legs stiffened as I tried to hold still and brace myself against the floor. He stopped and slowly removed his fingers from me, licking them clean of my juices before placing small kisses over my mound; I could feel his slight stubble against my bare skin; it scratched deliciously over my tender flesh. Riley felt me relax and once again began circling his tongue around my clit as his fingers slipped back inside me; slowly manoeuvring in and out, building me up again, stopping and building me up once more.

I tightened my grip on his hand.
“Oh God… Connor…
Connor,
please!
” I gasped. My whole body started to tremble under his touch; I silently prayed that he wouldn’t stop this time however good it felt when he started again. He didn’t stop. I fell hard over the edge of my release; my body willing it forward.

My insides quivered violently pulling his fingers in to me
, begging for him to be deeper. It felt like there were a million butterflies released into my legs as they shook and tingled. My heart was pounding in my chest as his tongue drove me crazy with need; I ignored the protest of my toes as they curled.

Slowly gathering my senses together I
realised the death grip I had on Riley’s hair. I untangled my fingers from the soft toffee coloured strands, brushing my fingers gently back through them, massaging his scalp with my fingertips.

“
Oh God. I’m- so- sorry.” I whispered breathlessly, starting a sweep through his hair again.

“
Don’t be.” He kissed back up my body, as I gasped for air, his hard cock rubbed against my wet opening.

“
I can’t wait any longer, Olivia. I’ve tried. I can’t.” He said as his eyes found mine. “I
need
to be inside you.” I was sure I would be consumed by the need I felt to be his, or by the hunger so evident in his eyes. I wrapped my legs around his waist and took both of his hands in mine above my head. Warmth spread through me again like thick honey coating all of my muscles, my whole body crying for him to take me.

“
Riley?” I looked at him nervously.

“
What? Fuck, it’s not your first time is it?” He looked horrified.

“
No… you’re just so…” I blushed and began chewing nervously on the corner of my lip.

“
I’ll be gentle with you, Baby Doll.” He whispered against my lips as he slipped the head of his huge length inside of me, rocking back and forth to tease me. “Ahh… So tight.
You are so fucking tight!
” He said through gritted teeth. “Tell me if I hurt you.” He whispered into my ear. I closed my eyes as I felt him slowly spreading me open. I pushed my feet against his rear urging him deeper inside of me, but he wouldn’t move.

“
Olivia… Look at me, open your eyes.” He murmured. I fought with myself, blinking up at him feeling more exposed than I had ever before. I felt raw and open, like my soul was being offered on a silver platter to him as I held his gaze. He pushed into me a little deeper and I whimpered as I felt him stretch me further.

“
Oh God
” My eyes fluttered closed of their own accord as my back arched up into him.

“
Look at me, Olivia. I want to see
you
.” I immediately opened my eyes to stare back into his. Deep blue oceans of unreadable emotion laying there before me, calling out to me, pulling everything I had to drown under the waves.

He kept his pace slow
and even as he gradually thrust deeper into me, teasing me; heat began to pool in my stomach as I felt myself building once more. Riley stopped completely, pulling back to rest at my opening; his breathing was deep and heavy, he closed his eyes tightly as he tried to control it, his jaw rigid with the effort. I tried to wiggle against him, but he lowered his eyebrows at me in a frown.

Leaning down to me, he
began kissing me passionately; his hardness slowly working its way through my folds again. His mouth muted the cries that escaped me as he pushed his full length right to the end of my core. My hands were gripping hold of his so tightly, I could feel my nails pressing against his skin on the backs of his hands; I knew if I looked later I’d see the crescent shapes indented on him.
My marks on him
. Knowing that made me feel primal; the cavewoman to his caveman.

I was so over
-run with the longing for him running through my veins. I could feel my insides start to tighten again, my body building once more. I could feel him slow again.

“
Connor” I breathed, his eyes flashed with an emotion I couldn’t read. “Don’t stop. Don’t stop.” I begged him. He changed his angle slightly so that he brushed against my already oversensitive clit. “
Yes! There!
” He quickened his pace; thrusting into me harder. Heat flooded through my legs and my stomach again; my chest and my cheeks began to flush. “Connor… I want to come…
Please
…
Make me come again
.”

“
Olivia, come with me Baby Doll. Look at me and come with me” He pushed into me faster, his gaze never leaving mine. We gripped each other’s hands tighter and muffled our cries in deep, passionate kisses as we came apart together, our eyes and bodies locked together, my insides pulling him into me, holding him inside me.

I could feel his release inside me
, filling me with hot wetness that mixed with my own juices.

With him watching me coming undone underneath him
, I felt even more exposed than I had earlier. I felt more connected to him than I had with any other person as I handed that silver tray over with my soul for him to take, taking his in return to keep as my own.

I always thought it sounded stupid when people say that the ‘earth moved for them’, but it actually did. I felt like everything I’d known had been tipped upside down, flipped in reverse and turned inside out. I didn’t know which way was up any more.

I locked my ankles over his lower back holding him against me, my toes protested again as they curled. Riley stilled deep inside of me and broke apart our kiss as he gasped in the air between us. “What the? That was… unreal! What the hell was that?”
Did he feel that too?
I blushed biting my lip trying to get rid of my stupid smile.

“
That was pretty amazing… more than, in fact.” I leaned up to capture his lips again, desperate to stay connected to him as he eased out of me. I winced as he retreated.

“
Are you ok?” He asked, worried. I nodded.

“
I’m more worried about my toes after you made them curl… twice” I laughed.

“
I made your toes curl?” He smirked at me, that look was so sexy. I nodded and he laughed shaking his head. “But really, are you ok? You should have stopped me if it hurt. You are so teeny like a wee doll; I thought I was going to break you.”