Clay's Ark (3 page)

Eli glanced at Keira through the rearview mirror. "Girl," he said, "you won't believe me, but I wish to hell I could let

you go."

"Why can't you?" she asked.

"Same reason you can't get rid of your leukemia just by wishing."

Blake frowned. That answer couldn't have made any more sense to Keira than it did to him, but she responded to it. She

gave Eli a long thoughtful look and moved slowly toward the middle of the seat away from her place of retreat behind

Blake.

"Do you hurt?" she asked.

He turned to look back at her-actually slowed down and lost sight of the Mercedes for a moment. Then he was

occupied with catching up and there was only the sound of the rain as it was whipped against the car.

"In a way," Eli answered finally. "Sometimes. How about you?"

Keira hesitated, nodded.

Blake started to speak, then stopped himself. He did not like the understanding that seemed to be growing between his

daughter and this man, but Eli, in his dispute with Ingraham, had already demonstrated his value.

"Keira," Eli muttered. "Where did you ever get a name like that?"

"Mom didn't want us to have names that sounded like everybody's."

"She saw to that. Your mother living?"

". . .no."

Eli gave Blake a surprisingly sympathetic look. "Didn't think so." There was another long pause. "How old are you?"

"Sixteen."

"That all? Are you the oldest or the youngest?"

"Rane and I are twins."

A startled glance. "Well, I guess you're not lying about it, but the two of you barely look like members of the same

family -let alone twins."

"I know."

"You got a nickname?"

"Kerry."

"Oh yeah. That's better. Listen, Kerry, nobody at the ranch is going to hurt you; I promise you that. Anybody bothers

you, you call me. Okay?"

"What about my father and sister?"

Eli shook his head. "I can't work no miracles, girl."

Blake stared at him, but for once, Eli refused to notice. He kept his eyes on the road.

PAST 3

In a high valley surrounded by stark, naked granite weathered round and deceptively smooth-looking, he found a

finished house of wood on a stone foundation and the skeletal beginnings of two other houses. There was also a well

with a huge, upended metal tank. There were pigs in wood-fenced pens, chickens in coops, rabbits in hutches, a large

fenced garden, and a solar still. The still and electricity produced by photovoltaic intensifiers appeared to be the only

concessions to modernity the owners of the little homestead had made.

He went to the well, turned the faucet handle of the storage tank, caught the cold, sweet, clear water in his hands, and

drank. He had not tasted such water in years. It restored thought, cleared the fog from his mind. Now the senses that

had been totally focused on survival were freed to notice other things.

The women, for instance.

He had scented at least one man in the house, but there were several women. Their scents attracted him powerfully. Yet

the moment he caught himself moving toward the house in response to that attraction, he began to resist.

For several minutes he stood frozen outside the window of one of the women. He was so close to her he could hear her

soft, even breathing. She was asleep, but turning restlessly now and then. He literally could not move. His body

demanded that he go to the woman. He understood the demand, the drive, but he refused to be just an animal governed

by instinct. The woman was as near to being in heat as a female human could be. She had reached the most fertile

period of her monthly cycle. It was no wonder she was sleeping so badly. And no wonder he could not move except to

go to her.

He stood where he was, perspiring heavily in the cold night air and struggling to remember that he had resolved to be

human plus, not human minus. He was not an animal, not a rapist, not a murderer. Yet he knew that if he let himself be

drawn to the woman, he would rape her. If he raped her, if he touched her at all, she might die. He had watched it

happen before, and it had driven him to want to die, to try to die himself. He had tried, but he could not deliberately kill

himself. He had an unconscious will to survive that transcended any conscious desire, any guilt, any duty to those who

had once been his fellow humans.

He tried furiously to convince himself that a break-in and rape would be stupidly self-destructive, but his body was

locked into another reality, focused on a more fundamental form of survival. He did not move until the war within had

exhausted him, until he had no strength left to take the woman.

Finally, triumphant, he dragged himself back to the well and drank again. The electric pump beside the well switched

on suddenly, noisily, and in the distance, dogs began to bark. He looked around, knowing from the sound that the dogs

were coming toward him. He had already discovered that dogs disliked him, and, rightly enough, feared him. Now,

however, he had been weakened by days of hunger and thirst and by his own internal conflict. Two or three large dogs

might be able to bring him down and tear him apart.

The dogs came bounding up-two big mongrels, barking and growling. They were put off by his strange scent at first,

and they kept back out of his reach while putting on a show of ferocity. He thought by the time they found the courage

to attack, he might be ready for at least one of them.

PRESENT 4

Eventually, the Mercedes and the Jeep emerged from the storm into vast, flat, dry desert, still following their arrow-

straight dirt road. They approached, then passed between ancient black and red volcanic mountains. Later, they turned

sharply from their dirt road onto something that was little more than a poorly marked trail. This led to a range of earth

and granite mountains. The two cars headed into the mountains and began winding their way upward.

By then they had been driving for nearly an hour. At first, Blake had seen a few signs of humanity. A small airport, a

lonely ranch here and there, many steel towers carrying high voltage lines from the Hidalgo and Joshua Tree Solar

Power Plants. (The water shortage had hurt desert settlement even as the desert sun began to be used to combat the fuel

shortage. Over much of the desert, communities were dead or dying.) But for some time now, Blake had seen no sign at

all that there were other people in the world. It was as though they had left 2021 and gone back in time to primordial

desert. The Indians must have seen the land this way.

Blake wondered whether he and his daughters would die in this empty place. It occurred to him that his abductors

might be more likely to feel they needed him if they thought of him as their doctor. They might even give him enough

of an opening to take his daughters and escape.

"Look," he said to Eli, "you're obviously not well. Neither is your friend Ingraham. I have my bag with me. Maybe I

can help."

"You can't help, Doc," Eli said.

"You don't know that."

"Assume that I do." Eli squeezed the car around another of a series of boulders that seemed to have been scattered

deliberately along the narrow mountain road. "Assume that I'm at least as complex a man as you are."

Blake stared at him, noting with interest that Eli had dropped the easy, old-fashioned street rhythms that made his

speech seem familiar and made him seem no more than another semieducated product of city sewers. If he wished,

then, he could speak flat, standard, correct American English.

"What's the matter with you, then?" Blake asked. "Will you tell us?"

"Not yet."

"Why?"

Eli took his time answering. He smiled finally-a smile full of teeth and utterly without humor. "It was a group

decision," he said. "We got together and decided that for your sake and ours, people in your position should be

protected from too much truth too soon. I was a minority of one, voting for honesty. I could have been a majority of

one, but I've played that role long enough. The others thought people like you wouldn't believe the truth, that it would

scare you more than necessary and you'd try harder to escape."

To the surprise of both men, Keira laughed. Blake looked back at her, and she fell silent, embarrassed. "I'm sorry," she

whispered, "but not knowing is worse. Do they really think we wouldn't do just about anything to get away now?"

"Nothing to be sorry for, girl," Eli said. The accent was back. "I agree with you."

"Who are the others who disagreed?" Keira asked.

"People. Just people like you and your father. Meda's family owned the land we live on. Ingraham . . . well, he was

with a gang of bikers that came calling one day and tried to rape Meda- among other things. And we have a private

hauler and a music student from L.A., a couple of people from Victorville, one from Twentynine Palms, and a few

others."

"Ingraham tried to rape someone, and you let him stay?" Blake demanded. He was suddenly glad Ingraham was driving

the car ahead. At least he would not have time to try anything until they got where they were going-but what then?

"That was another life," Eli said. "We don't care what he did before. He's one of us now."

Blake thought of Ingraham's gun against Rane's head.

Eli seemed to read his thoughts. "Hey," he said, "I know how it looked, but Ingraham wouldn't have shot her. I was

afraid you or she might make a dumb move and cause an accident, but there's no way he would have shot her."

"Was the gun empty?" Keira asked.

"Hell no," Eli said, surprised. He hesitated. "Listen, I'll be this straight with you. The safest person of the three of you is

Rane. She's young, she's female, and she's healthy. If only one of you makes it, chances are it will be her." He slowed,

looked at Blake, then at Keira. "What I'm trying to do is build a fire under you two. I want you to use your minds and

your plain damn stubbornness to make a liar of me. I want you all to survive." He stopped the car. "We're here."

"Here" was a small high valley-a little space between the ancient rocks that formed the mountains. There was a large

old house of wood and stone and three other wooden houses, less well built. A fifth house was under construction. Two

men worked on it with hand tools, hammering and sawing as almost no one did these days.

"Population explosion," Eli said. "We've been lucky lately."

"You mean people have been surviving whatever it is you do to them here?" Blake asked.

"That's what I mean," Eli admitted. "We're learning to help them."

"Are you some kind of ... well, some kind of religious group?" Keira asked. "I don't mean any offence, but I've heard

there were . . . groups in the mountains."

"Cultists?" Eli said, smiling a real smile. "No, we didn't come up here to worship anybody, girl. There were some