Her Survivor: A Black Eagle Ops Novel (23 page)

To all the men and women of our Armed Forces, who give their youth, their souls, and sometimes their lives in the service of our country so we can enjoy all the freedoms they protect. Thank you.

While my grandson is suffering his private battles with PTSD, I felt I needed a broader spectrum of knowledge, not only for the effects of this disease, but also for the brotherhood of SEALs. Reading the following books proved invaluable:

American Sniper
by Chris Kyle with Jim DeFelice and Scott McEwen: William Morrow: An Imprint of HarperCollins Publishers

Fields of Combat: Understanding PTSD among Veterans of Iraq and Afghanistan
by Erin P. Finley: ILR Press: An Imprint of Cornell University Press

Service: A Navy SEAL at War
by Marcus Luttrell with James D. Hornfischer: Back Bay Books: Little, Brown and Company

Her Survivor

Hers to Heal
(coming soon)

A Highlander’s Obsession

A Highlander’s Passion

Bearing It All

PHOTO: MIKE SHUBERT

V
ONNIE
D
AVIS
, who studied English at Penn State, likens herself to a croissant: crusty, wrinkled, flaky—and best served with strong coffee. After a career as a technical writer, she’s spending her retirement playing fairy godmother to her characters, giving them their happily-ever-afters. Six fantastic, talented kids call her “Grandma” and brighten her world in so many ways. She lives in southern Virginia with her husband, author Calvin Davis.

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Vonnie Davis

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Reece Browning hated everything.

He hated that he was no longer a SEAL in Team 5, that he only had one arm, and that he’d mentally changed into a person he barely recognized. He hated wearing a prosthetic arm, which was why he kept throwing it away. And he positively hated how his physical therapist kept carrying the damned arm back in, cleaning it up, and standing over him like a mouthy Marine drill sergeant until Reece reattached it.

What he really detested was that she
was
a former Marine—a willowy, blonde, brown-eyed, opinionated, ballsy ex-Marine by the name of Gina Wilson. Who, right at this moment, had her powerful hands on his bare ass, giving his wounded muscles and resulting scars one hellacious massage.

Okay, so maybe he didn’t hate this part so much.

“This should take care of some of the pain in your sciatic nerve. Once I’m through, I’ll put an ice pack on it. Keep it there for twenty minutes.”

He grunted in response.

“A word of warning: If I come here tomorrow and you’re not wearing that arm, I’m going to shove it up your ass, Reece.”

Refusing to give her anything more to harp about, he merely grunted again and stared at the green wall of his room. Early in the mornings, in the soft sunlight, the green reminded him of a stalk of celery in a strong, spicy Bloody Mary, his late mother’s favorite drink. Wasn’t it strange as hell how his mind now worked? His mom’s dying words as pancreatic cancer consumed her were, “God, I could use a Bloody Mary.” He hoped they had an open bar in heaven. She’d be drunk as hell if she could see him now.

“Either that or I’m going to program your arm so the fingers clamp onto your penis if you try to remove the prosthesis before nine at night.”

Once more, Gina’s continual yapping invaded thoughts of losing his mother. Tomorrow would be two years since she’d gotten her angel wings.

“It’s been you and me every day for three weeks, and I’ve had to do all the talking. Three weeks of listening to myself breaking the silence. I gotta tell ya, you have a very limited vocabulary….a male grunt, ‘no,’ and ‘hell no.’ Oh, and let’s not forget your favorite, ‘fuck you.’ You know, just to see if you’d verbally react, I’d say you have a nice ass,” her fingertips lightly caressed his flesh, instantly making him harder than the barrel of an M-4 Carbine, “but then you’re all ass.”

She was goading him. And, hell, he hated being goaded.

“Now I know why your SEAL brothers nicknamed you Steelhead. Damned if you aren’t the most stubborn man I’ve ever met.”

He smiled into the white sheet on the king-sized bed.

“Guess what my nickname was in the Corps?” She slapped his ass and his eyes popped open. “Just guess!”

Motor Mouth? Lip Smacker? Talk-n-Plenty?

She began making small circles on his butt cheeks with her thumbs for a deep tissue massage. God, he did not like this part at all. Her first few rotations forced him to suck air and tense his legs.

“Can’t think of an answer?” She leaned over so her breasts pressed against his T-shirt. “Thumbs of Bitchin’ Steel. TOBS, for short,” she whispered in his ear and then straightened to press harder with her
steely
thumbs.

Kee-ryst! No fake.

When his former commander Zane Quinlan, known simply as ZQ, started talking to Reece about coming to Eagle Ridge Ranch to heal in peace and quiet, away from the noise and nonsense of the world’s fast pace, he’d eventually acquiesced. He hadn’t counted on Gina…Motor Mouth…Bitchin’
whatever
. He sneered into the bed. He loved this ranch. Her, not so much. No matter how physically attracted he was to her. And wasn’t that a bitch?

Part of his decision to come to the hill country of Texas rested on former team members staying on or near ZQ’s twenty-two-thousand-acre ranch and the camaraderie they still shared. That, and his love of horses.

Dust, their team’s sniper, was living in Warrior Falls, a small town nearby, with his new wife, Kelcee. Dustin Franks had lost part of his leg in Raqqa, Syria.

JJ had been the team’s demolitions expert, assistant corpsman, and dog handler. Now that Jerryl Jacoby was a civilian, he’d been able to adopt the team’s German shepherd, Ordnance—or Nance, for short. JJ and Nance were both living and working on the ranch.

The team’s beloved service dog had her ear shot off as they’d fought their way through Al-Hasakah in Eastern Syria. That’s where Reece had lost his arm above the elbow in one hellacious explosion that pushed the ground away from his boots before it snapped back and bit him in the ass. As he crumpled to the ground, dazed and disoriented by the bomb, radical forces had dashed out of the buildings like armed roaches and taken him prisoner.

For three days, he’d been beaten and tortured damn near to death for information. He’d kept quiet. A SEAL lived to protect his team, his mission, and his country. Every scream, every shudder of pain he’d internalized into a shatterproof reinforcement of the oath he’d taken after BUD/S.

No matter how many times he’d been slashed with knives, whipped with chains, or electrocuted, he hadn’t talked. He’d survived waterboarding in gasping, panicked silence, convinced death was only a waterlogged heartbeat away. His sheer willpower had won against those bastards.

For Nance’s ear, for Dust’s leg, for his arm and the fine line he now walked between sanity and insanity, and for all the women and children Reece had seen beheaded, he hated ISIS with a passion.

His mother had raised him not to hate, to forgive with understanding. Now, hate seemed to plague his soul.

Where there was once light, darkness reigned.

“You’re extra tense today, Reece. Want to talk about it? I’m a good listener.”

He grunted, Gina’s words pulling him back from the edge.

She covered him with a sheet and the bed dipped as she lay beside him. He tensed from his hair tips to his toenails.
What the hell is she doing?

“Reece, look at me.” Her hand sifted through his hair, an intimate stroke he craved like he craved the rest of his arm, which scared the bejesus out of him. He didn’t want to be attracted, but her silky voice was like a sensual magnet.

She exhaled a long sigh. “Be honest. Is it me you dislike? I want to help you get better and I can’t if you begrudge every word of instruction I give. Do you want me to get you another physical therapist? Because I will. Just say the word.”

He stared at the wall, watched an imaginary crack form and black snakes, with blood-red eyes, slither from the crack in vile orange goo. It had taken him months to realize this repetitive horrific sight was all a deranged specter, a part of his PTSD. Now, it barely increased his pulse. While having Gina lying next to him had his heart hammering like machine gun rounds.

What the hell was she thinking getting in bed with him? He was strong enough to overpower her, to assault her. Hell, he was still a man, even with most of an arm gone.

He’d never hurt her on purpose. How could he when her treatments were the high point of his days? His mania fueled by his PTSD was another factor—unpredictable and uncontrollable. Because he could never ignore that unsolicited part of his psyche, he struggled to keep his fascination for her under emotional lock and key.

“Reece.” She tugged on his hair. “Do you want me to quit working with you?”

He inhaled a deep breath and allowed the truth to quietly exhale. “No.” The woman would never know how much that one whispered word of honesty cost him.