Holocaust Island (4 page)
Where?
Where have they gone
I often wonder
Those great Southern Tribes
Where is the culture
the lore
the legends
those haunting Didgeridoo vibes
Where are the grey old ones
to educate
to enlighten
the youth in the ways of old
Where has it all gone
the traditions
the land
has it all been stolen and sold
Surely they have left us a little
those invading Europeans
Just a place
to call sweet home
and fulfil our Noongah dreams
Or is it far too late
to worry
to wish
our lifestyle had remained unchanged
And do we have to learn
to live
to survive
in a world that's been re-arranged?
Oldies
The far away looks
in their wrinkled faded eyes
No longer interested
in the world outside
They'd rather gaze inward
to the memory's reminisence
of a long forgotten tribe
Though reality is dirty streets
they still see their land
picturing rolling hills
and red desert sand
Hunters and gatherers
stalking grey kangaroo
Making wild oat dampers
and wallaby stew
Sitting around fires
under the dreaming stars
Bush sounds in the night
uninterrupted by cars
Listening to the stories
of forty-thousand years
When they recollect them now
they fight back the tears
Waking in the morning
to an unpolluted dawn
Alive and beautiful
like a new baby born
With warriors departing
on an early day stalk
No rushing or bustling
just a leisurely bush walk
The women and children
gather through the day
while women toil
children happily play
Wise old grey ones
chatter and sing
Through well-earned respect
they're treated like kings
But now they sadly realise
those innocent years have passed
Shattered and destroyed
when that first fleet anchor cast
Now the old ones
have no land to return to
They just waste slowly away
in a state owned ghetto
And on death they will take
the last links with the Dreaming
While an uninterested youth
learn the white man's scheming.
$2 a bottle dreams
When the world
that surrounds me
seems at its brutal worst
When my brain
throbbingly expands
ready to burst
When the Government man
threatens
to haul me away
When before my eyes
I see my hair
turning grey
That's when I must go
to my local
Dream-maker
in the main street
near the butcher
and baker
To ask,
sick to death
of so-called normality,
for a potion
to distance me
from reality
He smiles at me
with greedy
glint of eye
Listens to my problems
with false
understanding sighs
Advises me
to slow down
ease off life's throttle
then sells me
my dreams
two dollars a bottle
In my
induced dreams
it is an undivided nation
No bigotry,
prejudice
or racial discrimination
No looking down
noses
at gentle original tribes
Towards our
Asian neighbours
no antagonistic vibes
With politicians
truly united
for the benefit of all
Society
no longer classified
into the rich
and the poor
Greedy
multinationals
no longer environmentally
maim
Reconditioning
land and forests
to before the
Europeans came
And all of our children
laugh sing dance and play
assured
that tomorrow
will bear forth
a new day
But then I awake
feeling remorse and hungover
when the realisation sets in
that my dreamtime is over
Being blatantly
stared at
by the taxpayers who pass
When I catch their eyes
they look away
downcast
Because it's my kind
lying sprawled in the park
that's a reminder
of Australia's history
so dark
With all
to look forward to
but my next pension day
I slowly arise
and stagger away
and no matter
how escapist
to all it may seem
it's what
keeps me going
my $2 a bottle dreams
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A unfortunate life
Born in the country
well, not exactly
in
in
more on the fringe
in a hession humpy
near a dry river
by decree of dominant law
no longer a nomadic liver
Innocent childhood years
flew too swiftly past
innocence replaced
by tears and fears
when realisation set in
that he differed
as did the rest of his kin
who played in town
at night he shamefully regretted
his skin was so brown
Attempted education
deserted it too soon
Understood English
except strange words
like coon
boongturd
black nigger
Seemed life was
black gun to temple
white finger squeezing trigger.
On becoming a man
mum said
“go!”
“go!”
“leave this cruel land
for you to live
to survive
you must desert our clan
as this white man's town
full of prejudice and shame
will keep you down
as long as they can see
your skin is so brown”
He died a little
he cried a lot
the day they sent him away
He begged his father
“Let me stay
I'd much rather live
the Noongahs' way”
But dad remained strict
“Your future is lost
in your home town
you'll always be bossed
and pushed around
Go to the city
live with Aunty Vi,
there's no guarantees
but give it a try”
Reluctantly he left
his family so sad
That land may not be his
but it was all he had
a feeling
an instinct
deep in his heartâ
to that land
he was a vital part
City life
what a mistake!
Racism rife
worse than the bush
Tried to find work
without any success
so with other lost lads
around pubs he lurked
Aunty couldn't afford
six kids and him
“I'll move out”
he told her on whim
She said angrily
“You're my sister's son
your blood flows through me”
But still he went
with a fragment of pride
a legacy of ancestors
now on the other side
to live in the parks
by city riverbanks
where after dark
he joined the homeless ranks
Harassed by police
like all parkies are
there was no peace
sleeping under neon stars
Life became a cycle
of crime, wine and jail time
He finally realised
there was no happy ends
he decided to abandon
his derelict friends
They found him one day
suspended from a tree
In a grave he now lays
Nodytch!
20
20
but eternally free.
18 wajellaâwhite person
Back
Back
19 karne (karn ya)âfoolish, weak
Back
Back
20 nodytchâdead, the departed
Back
Back
To let
Nice flat to let
the rental notice said
that's partly furnished
with large double bed
scenic ocean views
in a small quiet block
close to the port
near the south dock
I give it a ring
in the early morn
we needed a place
before baby was born
“come over and view”
the caretaker said
so I got the Mrs
out of mum's bed
“A home of our own”
she blissfully sighed
“I dearly wish
no one else has applied”
“Don't worry sweetheart”
I said confident
“I've got a good job
to settle the rent”
As soon as he saw us
it showed in his eyes
the critical look
the sarcastic sigh
“I'm sorry mate”
he said with a smirk
“we only rent
to those who work”
“I am employed!”
I answered frustrated
“and the finance companies
have me highly rated”
“That's not the point”
he said without tact
“the real problem is
we don't let to Blacks!”
So I hit him hard
on his fat chin
I was sick to death
of blatant rascism
“Why don't they say”
I asked my wife why
“in the rental pages
Blacks need not apply”
But now I've found
a room of my own
The worry is
my wife is alone
in a women's refuge
I hope she is well
and as safe as me
in my prison cell
Black magic
They spotted him one day
kicking a ball around
The way he bobbed'n'weaved
and flew above the ground
gave them just a hint
of his natural talent and skills
All they had to do
was lure him from those hills.
He was a quiet, shy man
as dark as fertile earth
born in the bush
he's never been to Perth
Built like a gum tree
he played fair but hard
that's when he wasn't tempted
by wine, women, and cards.
So they offered him a bribe
like Captain Cook once did
to move to the city
and become their new star kid
“Can my family come with me?”
he enquired, still naive
“No, but they can visit
when
we give you monthly leave.
”
we give you monthly leave.
”
But later in the city he thought
training's sure a prick
especially when a man's lonely
friendless and homesick
Jesus! He'd often think
I'd trade in my left eye
just for a little nibble
of mum's kangaroo meat pie.
Pre-season training slowly passed
and winter soon began
He played a lousy first game
was booed off by the fans
“Where'd ya leave ya black heart,
in flaming San Francisco!”
He seemed to spend the match
running blindly to and fro.
“Don't worry none kid”
his sympathetic coach later said
“When ya finally get your feet
you'll kill 'em all stone dead.”
the next game's opponents
were old traditional foes
a tough and skillful mob
who always loved to pose
The bloke he was playing on
glared at him and sniggered
“Jesus, holy flaming Christ
I've got me a bloody nigger!”
Those acid words made something
deep inside him click
So systematically
he dazzled that bloke
with Black fellow magic
He dodged, he ducked, he weaved
he took screaming marks
and he booted that leather ball
right out of the footy park
His rival angrily whispered
“I'm going to get you Sport!”
A shirt front to this man
was his silent, but deadly, retort
The enemy came rushing in
to assist a fallen mate
but Noongah'd sped off towards goal
they'd arrived seconds too late
The big, ornery, half-back sneered
“Come on, try and pass!”
So with bone crushing hip and shoulder
he sat him on ample arse
He then bullet-passed the ball
over to his resting rover
who booted the winning goal
just as the game was over.
They chaired him from the ground
as the final siren blared
he was a bloody heavy bastard
but no one really cared
Black Magic! Black Magic!
as one the big crowd roared
but no smile
there was
on Noongah's face
as above the mob he soared
Was it worth his effort
to be wajella's hero for a day?
Right then he decided to return home
he no longer desired to play.
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