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Authors: Pamela Clare

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Everyone believed she was his wife and Isabelle his daughter. It would be so easy to get lost in the daydream, to let herself believe it. But it was a lie, a misunderstanding that Nicholas had not challenged—in order, he said, to keep her safe. It pained her to deceive people who had been so kind to her—Annie, Minna, Goody Wallace, even Private Fitchie. They thought her the wife of an officer, a woman worthy of respect. In truth, she was naught but a widow, the daughter of a poor Scots-Irish farmer who’d tried to hack a living out of this unforgiving land—and had failed.
They weren’t the only ones she was deceiving. Just as Nicholas had allowed the others to believe she was his wife, she had allowed him to believe that it was Andrew, not Richard, who had taught her to fear a man’s touch. She and Nicholas had never spoken of it, but she could tell that was what he thought. The thinly veiled contempt in his voice every time he mentioned her husband told her that. What would he do if he knew the truth about her? What would he do if he learned it was her stepbrother who had come to her bed night after night? The tenderness in his eyes would disappear, and he would look at her with disgust and loathing. She would be tainted in his eyes, ruined. Whatever else happened, she couldn’t bear that. Voices at the door broke through her thoughts, brought her back to the moment.

Private Fitchie pushed the door open, and two men entered, supporting a third between them.

Bethie gasped.

Twas the man who had touched her.

He wore no shirt, and blood was spattered on his arms and shoulders.

“So there’s the soldier they flogged this morning. I was expecting to see him sooner or later.” Dr. Aimes stood, pointed to a bed. “Lay him on his abdomen over there. Water and bandages if you please, madam.”

“He fainted, Doctor. They had to wait until he came ‘round again to finish it. Thirty-nine lashes and not a peep. He can be right proud of that, so he can.”

“Thank you, Private. That will be all.”

The two soldiers turned and left, casting Bethie furtive looks.

Thirty-nine lashes.

Bethie felt dizzy. It was not so much the sight of his torn and bloodied back that sickened her as it was the knowledge that this was how he’d been punished for dishonoring her. Looking at him, she wondered if the punishment fit the crime. After all, he hadn’t hurt her.

“Madam? Water and bandages?”

“Oh!” She grabbed several bandage rolls, placed them on the bed beside the unconscious soldier, then poured fresh water in the copper bowl the doctor used for such things.

“Does the sight of blood upset you?” He began to wash the blood and bits of torn flesh from the soldier’s back.

“Nay. Tis no’ the sight of his wounds that startled me, Doctor, but knowin’ that this happened because of me.”

“Nonsense! Private Huntley was punished because he behaved in a manner unbecoming a British soldier. As it is, he got off lightly. I’ve seen men receive as many as a thousand lashes.”

Her stomach rolled. “A thousand!”

“Aye. Most often the blows are delivered over a period of days, allowing the prisoner some respite but greatly increasing his dread of the pain. Of course, such a beating can prove fatal. The trick in meting out punishment is to remember that a hardened scoundrel cannot be reformed no matter how hard you beat him. But a young soldier, such as this one, can still be turned to good if his spirit is not crushed.”

Something fell out of the man’s mouth. The doctor picked it up, held it out for her to see. “A lead ball. He’s bitten it flat, his attempt to preserve his pride and keep from crying out, I expect.”

Then the man moaned, and his eyes fluttered open. His gaze alighted on Bethie, and his eyes grew wide. He lifted his head, tears in his brown eyes. “I never meant to frighten you, mistress. Forgi’e me! I’m so sorry! I’ll no’ put my hands upon you or any other man’s wife again, and I’ll curse any man who does!”
Unsure what to say or feel, Bethie fought back her emotion, dipped a cloth into clean water, pressed it to his sweaty brow. “Rest. Tis over now. Dr. Aimes will see you well tended.”
Nicholas sank his spade deep into the damaged earth wall, tossed another shovelful of dirt down into the rift that floodwaters had made in the Lower Town curtain wall. The wall would be a few feet lower here, but at least they could close the gap.

Sweat ran down his bare chest as he dug. It was only about nine in the morning, and already the sun was blazing. He pitied the soldiers in their heavy woolen uniforms. It was hard to believe that he’d ever worn one. How far away that life seemed now.

He should have felt more ill at ease here amid the trappings of his former life. But there were too many echoes. Too many memories. He hadn’t spent this much time in a fort or taken orders from anyone in six years. Yet here he was among people who had known him, however briefly, as Lieutenant Nicholas Kenleigh. Such circumstances ordinarily would have driven him deeper into the wilderness, as he much preferred being nameless.

What had changed?

Nothing. Nothing had changed. He was simply repaying his debt to Bethie, making certain she and her baby reached home safely. That meant staying in the fort until the road east was again safe. His presence here was an unfortunate matter of obligation, nothing more.

Even as the words formed in his mind, he knew them for a lie. Nothing would have kept him within these walls if he hadn’t wanted to be here, if he hadn’t wanted to be with her. There were others he owed far more than he owed Bethie, and he had turned his back on them and ridden away.

I regret to inform you, madam, that your son is dead.

The memory of cold words spoken long ago cut through him like a rapier. The pain surprised him. He’d become so good at not feeling, so good at locking the darkness away inside himself. But Bethie had changed that. Somehow she had broken through his defenses, opened a fissure into that sea of darkness.

Lord, he wanted her. No matter how many times he touched her, tasted her, he could not get enough of her. She was like a fever in his blood, an obsession. He enjoyed just watching her come, enjoyed watching her lovely face as the sweet shock of climax surged through her, enjoyed knowing he could bring her pleasure.

And though he’d not taken her in the usual way, she was a fast learner and becoming quite clever with her tongue and hands. The first time she’d brought him to orgasm, he’d feared the force of it would wake the entire garrison. He could not deny that he dreamed of burying himself inside her, feeling her hot and slick around him, but it was better this way. This way he could not get her with child. For he knew this could not last. One day, reinforcements would arrive and disperse the Delaware. Then he and Bethie would resume their journey to Paxton, where he would leave her and her baby in her family’s care. He’d left home to protect his family from the man he’d become. He would leave Bethie for the same reason.

“I want the accursed pet wolf and the bear turned out of the fort or put down immediately! And if the settlers can’t keep their dogs tied up and quiet at night, I want the dogs shot! They’re ruining my sleep. Offer half a crown in bounty to any man who kills a loose or barking dog.” Ecuyer’s voice preceded him as he walked along the ramparts.

“Aye, Captain.” The quartermaster ran after him.

Ecuyer stopped at the bottom of the wall below him.

“And make certain that those who are selling Indian corn are not making too much profit. I can’t have the king’s subjects slaughtering one another over grain. I should think that six shillings a bushel is sufficient in time of war.”

“Aye, as you wish, Captain. Will that be all, sir?”

“Aye. You are dismissed.”

The quartermaster—Clark was his name—hurried away.

“Master Kenleigh, I should like a word with you.” Nicholas handed his spade to Ian Calhoun, then climbed down the rough embankment to the ground. Ecuyer looked him over with a frown. “You are not properly attired, Master Kenleigh.”

Nicholas accepted a ladle of well water from one of the farmer’s wives, slaked his thirst, cold water spilling down his throat and over his chest. He wasn’t the only one working without a shirt. “It’s a hot day.”

Around him, men laughed.

Ecuyer’s cheeks turned a blotchy shade of red. He lowered his voice. “Do not show insubordination before the men. As a gentleman, Master Kenleigh, and as a former officer, you ought to understand the need for maintaining discipline.”

Nicholas reached for his shirt, slipped it over his head, ignored the ties. “You came over here to ask me to put my shirt on?”

“Of course not! I came to get your assessment of these colonials. Will they be ready to fight when the time comes?”

“Aye. As we discussed, I’ve checked their rifles and firelocks, seen to it that every man among them has powder, fresh flints and balls as are fit for his weapons. Most are solid marksmen and will have no trouble—”
“Fire!”
The shout came from the Music Bastion.

Nicholas climbed the embankment, saw a column of thick, black smoke rising from the forested hill to the east. Ecuyer labored up behind him, stood beside him, fought to catch his breath. “They’ve attacked another farmstead.”

Nicholas shook his head. “They’re just trying to get your attention. I suspect they’re hoping you’ll order a detachment to repulse them.”

“An ambuscade?”

“Aye.”

Lieutenant Trent shouted from below, “Should I sound the alarm, Captain?”

“No, Lieutenant. This is of no concern to us. Back to work!” Ecuyer faced Nicholas again, the fire apparently forgotten. “I want you to assemble a force of twenty men to serve as escort to the farm women, who are to cut spelt and gather what vegetables—”

Nicholas couldn’t believe what he was hearing. “Women, Captain? You would send women outside these walls?”

Ecuyer glared at him. “Under armed escort, Master Kenleigh. Is it not their job to do such chores at home on their farms? Let them prove their worth by offering some service to their sovereign.”

Nicholas crossed his arms over his chest, looked down at the older man. “I doubt there’s a man here who would willingly send his wife—”

“Any woman who refuses is to be locked in the guardhouse. Be ready by noon. Is that understood?”

“No, sir. If I do this, I do it my way: colonial volunteers, men of my choosing, and no bloody drum and fife. There’s no reason to warn Shingiss we’re on our way out.”

“You try my patience, Kenleigh.”

“I’m certain I do. But you don’t know these ‘colonials,’ as you call them. I do. Lock their wives up and you’ll have a riot. Send women up against seasoned Delaware warriors and you’ll lose the respect of every frontiersman here.”

Ecuyer’s jaw clenched, and he lowered his voice. “Very well, Kenleigh. Noon.”

Nicholas entered the darkness of the underground passage that led through the East Ravelin, nodded to the fifty-odd men who stood crowded together, sacks, scythes and weapons in hand. Most were German farmers, stout men and strong.
“We’ll need a picket at the wood redoubt and two or three men to join me in keeping watch on the forest to the east. The rest will move quickly row by row, first cutting the spelt, then, if we have time, harvesting whatever is ripe. If we fall under attack, make an orderly retreat to this spot. No one is to pursue the Delaware into the forest, is that clear?”
The men nodded gravely.

“Two hours. No more.”

Bethie closed the front of her gown, handed a well-fed and contented Belle across the table into Annie’s arms. Twas Annie’s custom to visit with her after the midday meal if she could spare the time. “The truth is, Annie, I dinnae know that much about him. He willna speak of his travail with the Indians, willna tell me what happened.”

Annie cuddled Belle against her shoulder, patted the baby’s back. Her face grew grave. “All I know is what I’ve heard others say. Tis said he was taken captive by the Wyandot while tryin’ to save the lives of two young soldiers.” Then she lowered her voice, leaned toward Bethie. “The two young soldiers were burned alive, they say, while he was tortured and made to watch. They say he’s lived alone in the wild since, mad from pain and grief.”

Bethie felt her temper quicken. Who dared say such a thing about Nicholas! “He’s no’ mad!”

“ Twas not I who said it, lamb. He’s a good man, to be sure, and a brave one. Why, when I heard he was leadin’ the men out into the fields today, I—”

“What?” Bethie’s stomach dropped to the floor.

“Didn’t ye know, lamb? He’s leadin’ a force of men out to cut the spelts and harvest what food they can. They left at midday.”

“He didna see fit to tell me.” Bethie stood, torn between fury and fear. “Can you watch Belle for me, Annie? She won’t be hungry again for a while.”

“Aye, but there’s nothin’ ye can do for him until he returns.

He likely kept it to himself so as no’ to worry ye.”

Bethie scarce heard her as she hurried to the door.

“Thank you, Annie.”

She opened the door and froze.

Richard!

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