The Bad Boy Firefighter's Secret Fling (Red Hot Reunions Book 3) (5 page)

“So what’s going on?” Jamison asked, crossing his arms, his posture every bit as defensive as her own. “Why did you leave without saying good-bye?”

Maddie frowned at the unexpected question. “What?”

“Are you mad? Do you think I…took advantage, or something?” Jamison asked, the muscle in his jaw twitching again. “Because I swear I thought you were sober enough to know what you wanted. I wouldn’t have done anything if I didn’t think—”

“No, no.” Maddie shook her head, embarrassment making her cheeks heat. “You didn’t take advantage. I-I knew what I was doing.”

“Then are you pissed that I didn’t bring you back to your tent last night? Is that it?” Jamison asked. “Or were you just planning to spend the night with me and then run off this morning and pretend like nothing happened?”

Maddie opened her mouth to speak, but Jamison pressed on before she had the chance.

“Because that’s not going to work, Maddie.” He stepped closer, pinning her with a gaze every bit as intense and focused as the attention he’d devoted to her body last night. “What happened between us isn’t the kind of thing you walk away from, and you know it.”

Maddie’s eyes opened wider. This wasn’t what she’d been anticipating. So far from it, in fact, that she couldn’t think of a thing to say.

“I’ve slept with my share of women and I know you said you had your glory days in Paris, or whatever, but…” Jamison trailed off, running a hand through his mussed hair as he let out a long breath. “Shit, I’m fucking nervous, and I’m never nervous. That says something right there, right?”

Maddie shrugged, her brain still having trouble connecting the dots. “So…what are you saying?”

“I’m saying I don’t want me and you to be a one night thing,” he said, a shy note in his voice that was as surprising as his words and so nice it made Maddie’s chest flood with a soft, warm feeling. “I think we should give this a shot, see where it goes.”

“You mean like…date?” Maddie asked with a nervous laugh, a part of her still certain she was misunderstanding him.

“You say that like it’s ridiculous,” he said defensively. “I know you date. I saw you out with that creeper from the hardware store.”

“Tom isn’t a creeper.”

“He collects toy trains,” Jamison said, raising a wry brow. “Anyone older than ten who collects trains is automatically a creeper.”

Maddie nodded, seeing his point. “Okay, he’s a creeper, but at least he’s not my sister’s ex-boyfriend.”

Jamison frowned. “Neither am I.”

“But you two kissed,” Maddie said, pacing back and forth through the gravel. “I have never kissed a guy that Naomi has kissed before. Never. It’s gross.”

“You didn’t act like I was gross last night,” he said, a wounded note in his voice that made her feel like an insensitive jerk, something Maddie had never been accused of being in her entire life.

She just wasn’t prepared for this. She’d never dreamed Jamison was the kind to get attached after a one-night stand, especially not to a woman who was the opposite of his usual type. Maddie had rarely seen him with a woman who wasn’t blonde, tan, and about as big around as her right thigh. She knew she had a nice figure—despite what fashion magazines might do to convince her otherwise—but before last night she would have bet good money Jamison wouldn’t be into a woman whose dress size was a double digit.

“I don’t mean you’re gross,” Maddie said, fingers tangling nervously together as she turned to face him. “I mean
I’m
gross. You should have been off-limits. I should have known better, even after five shots of whiskey.”

Jamison shook his head. “Maddie, that’s crazy. It’s not like Naomi ever liked me as more than a friend. That night was a mistake, and it was fifteen years ago. She’s marrying my brother, for God’s sake. My Naomi kiss is ancient history.”

“Then why do you still act so weird around her?” Maddie asked, knowing he wasn’t as blasé about Naomi as he was currently pretending. “And don’t say you don’t act weird because you do, and we both know it.”

Jamison shrugged, gaze shifting to the trees over Maddie’s shoulder. “I don’t know. I guess I still feel guilty about hiding the truth from Jake for so long, or something. It’s just…uncomfortable to be around her.”

“And how much more uncomfortable will it be when you and I start dating?” Maddie asked. “Or stop dating, because you know we will. Eventually. And then we’ll have to see each other at family events and things will be weird and we’ll never have that easy, friendly relationship we used to have ever again.”

“We’re never going to have that again anyway,” Jamison said, eyes meeting hers, sending another shiver of awareness through her as his smolder did its wicked work. “Because I’m never going to be able to look at you again without thinking about you naked in the ocean last night.”

“Never is a long time,” Maddie whispered, heart racing as Jamison stepped closer and his arm circled her waist.

“It is,” he agreed. “But you calling out my name when you came, with me inside you, isn’t something I’m ever going to forget.”

Maddie swallowed hard, embarrassment and awareness combining to make her face feel like it was about to catch fire. “Don’t. Please. I’m…I can’t do this.”

“Why not? Give me one
good
reason.” Jamison’s arm tightened around her, crushing her against his chest, sending currents of arousal coursing through her from head to toe, making her thighs ache with wanting him. She’d had him four times last night, and she was still dying for more. It didn’t bode well for quitting this thing with Jamison cold turkey, but she had to try.

“I’ll give you two. Naomi and Jake are christening Noelle in two weeks, and getting married in three.” Maddie ducked her chin to her chest, keeping her gaze on Jamison’s wrinkled shirt. “It’s their time to be in the spotlight. We don’t want to distract from their special days, or make things awkward.”

“How would we make things awkward?”

“If the godparents, who also happen to be the maid of honor and the best man, who
also
happen to be the sister of the bride and the brother of the groom, have recently been through a break up, that would be pretty awkward,” Maddie said, forcing herself to meet Jamison’s eyes, surprised when her words made him smile. “What? It’s not funny. It would be uncomfortable, and we’d been standing within a few feet of each other at the church and seated at the same table at the reception and—”

“I don’t know about you, but I seriously doubt I’m going to get tired of making love to you in two to three weeks,” Jamison said in a husky voice that set things low in Maddie’s body to tingling. “But on the off chance you decide my body isn’t as addictive as I find yours, I have the perfect solution.”

“What’s that?” Maddie asked, trying not think about his body, which was pretty darned difficult considering she was pressed up tight against every delicious inch of it.

“We don’t tell anyone that we’re dating until after the wedding,” he said. “And if we break up before then, no one has to know. No harm, no foul, no distracting from Jake and Naomi’s special day with their baby or their wedding.”

Maddie frowned. What he was saying made sense, but for some reason she was still completely freaked out by the idea of dating Jamison.

What about seizing the day?

Having a little fun while you wait for Mr. Right?

You and Jamison clearly have fun together, and you were just moaning and groaning about how sad you would be if you never got to have sex with him again, so what’s your problem?

“I don’t know…” Maddie mumbled.

“Then take today to think about it,” Jamison said, not realizing Maddie had been talking to herself. “There’s no reason to decide right now. Let’s think about it, and we can decide tonight whether we want to keep seeing each other after we go home.”

Maddie nodded. “Okay.” There was definitely no harm in thinking about things, and maybe a little time to mull this over would help her sort out her mixed emotions.

“Good,” Jamison said, nodding his head back toward camp. “You want to go get some breakfast? I saw they had coffee and cinnamon buns out on the picnic tables near the host tent.”

“I should probably shower, and clean up,” Maddie said, as she started down the path beside him. “I’m sure I look like a shipwreck survivor.”

Jamison shot her a sideways glance. “Nah. You look gorgeous. As usual.”

Maddie turned to demand he stop blowing smoke up her skirt, but when she met his eyes he looked so sincere she swallowed her words and mumbled a soft, “thank you,” instead.

“Just callin’ ’em like I see ’em,” he said with a grin. “Catch you after dinner.”

Maddie nodded and Jamison broke into a jog, trotting off toward the camp, leaving her to trudge through the gravel on her own, accompanied by nothing but the sound of her own footsteps and the voices warring in her head.

CHAPTER SIX

Jamison

By the time dinner rolled around Jamison was an uncharacteristic bundle of nerves.

He’d told himself a dozen times it didn’t matter what Maddie decided. There were other fish in the sea, several of which he could probably convince to come back to his tent before sunset if Maddie turned him down. There had been no shortage of lingering glances his way while he and the other guys were playing beach volleyball, and Debbie didn’t seem to be holding a grudge over the fact that he had abandoned her on the beach not long after Maddie caught them kissing.

But his inner pep talk fell flat.

He didn’t want any of the other fish in the sea, or the women on the retreat, or any other woman in Summerville, for that matter. Ever since that day in February, when he’d suddenly seen Maddie through new eyes, he hadn’t been able to stop thinking about her. After last night, he’d be lucky if he could masturbate to anything but memories of his night with Maddie for the next few years.

She’d gotten to him in a way he never could have imagined. He’d always known she was a sweet woman with a big heart and a secretly wicked sense of humor, but he hadn’t realized that she was every bit as much a sex fiend as he was, or that sleeping with her would feel like being granted access to a corner of heaven.

When it came to the effect it might have on their families, he didn’t know if their dating was a good idea or a bad one; he only knew he wanted more time with her, and wasn’t about to let her shoot him down without a fight.

He hadn’t felt this passionate about a woman since before Wendy, the woman who’d broken his heart and spurred his move back to Summerville from Atlanta last year. But unlike Wendy, Maddie wasn’t off-limits. And unlike Wendy, Maddie would never give him emotional whiplash.

If Maddie decided to give him a chance, she would be honest with him. She was an open book—one of the things he liked most about her. You never had to wonder where you stood with Maddie. She told you exactly what she was thinking, called you on your bullshit, and didn’t have a mean bone in her body.

He was positive he wanted to give this thing between them a shot. Now, he could only hope Maddie had come to the same conclusion.

“You want to come with?” Eric, one of Jamison’s friends from his old department in Atlanta—and the man responsible for strong-arming Jamison into coming on this camping trip—broke into his thoughts.

Jamison glanced up, surprised to see Eric and Freddie had finished eating, while his own plate was still half full of ribs and potato salad. “Go where?” he asked, not missing the look Eric and Freddie exchanged across the table. “Sorry, I was zoning out.”

“Does it have anything to do with that girl you’ve been staring at all day?” Eric asked, a smirk on his face Jamison didn’t care for.

With his thick blond hair, bright blue eyes, and gym rat physique, Eric looked like the kind of guy who would have no trouble picking up girls. But there was something about him that turned off all the genuinely cool women he encountered.

Probably because Eric valued women about as much as he valued the fish in the custom tank he kept in his apartment—the ones he never remembered to feed and simply replaced when they went belly-up. Cool women were generally smart women; they saw through Eric’s facade and steered clear from the get go.

“Her name is Maddie.” Jamison did his best to keep his tone light, but knew he’d failed when Eric’s smirk spread wider and Freddie laughed beneath his breath.

“Maddie,” Freddie mimicked with an exaggerated sigh, batting his eyelashes. “What a pretty name.”

“Shut up.” Jamison threw his wadded up napkin at Freddie’s face, but the other man dodged it easily.

Freddie was smaller than both Jamison and Eric, but he was lean and fast, making him one of the best tillermen Jamison had ever met. He’d also been through a rough divorce last year, and didn’t seem quite ready to jump back into the dating pool. More than one attractive woman had approached him while they were goofing off on the beach, but Freddie hadn’t been anything more than polite.

“Relax.” Freddie held up his hands in surrender. “She’s cute, man. I say go for it.”

“She’s got amazing tits,” Eric said, earning a scowl from Jamison. He and Eric had never been as close as he and Freddie, and hearing Eric talk about Maddie like she was a piece of meat reminded him why.

“Manners, man,” Freddie said, beating Jamison to it. “You’re not at a strip club.”