The Last Six Million Seconds (31 page)

With the engines off and the anchor line pinning the boat to a deserted spot on the surface of the Pacific Ocean the true identity of the 120-foot luxury cruiser was unmasked: a plastic toy in the hands of Ocean, the monster god. Water stretched in every direction like a lesson in infinity. Acid light poured over the decks, the paint, the fantasies of night. At dawn the sky was too hot to contemplate, the sun a whiteness too powerful to squint at. On a gleaming white life ring in its stainless steel housing Chan read the word
EMILY
, etched in blue.

The air was certainly cleaner than Mongkok; too clean—he needed a cigarette. He returned to his cabin, took a pack to the galley, where the cook had left a glass jug under a dripping coffee-maker. He filled a mug, added three sugars and milk, took the coffee out to the stern deck. On the swimming platform Emily screwed regulators into air tanks. From above he watched her breasts fall forward almost out of the neoprene as she bent over the steel cylinders. She was big-boned for a Chinese, but there was no extra flesh. Hers was an athlete’s body, full of health and appetites.
Don’t let her seduce you
, Cuthbert had said.

She gave him a sincere smile when he joined her, touched his forearm.

“I
am
sorry for waking you like that. It’s just me; I’m one of those people born without any subtlety at all. Up front, no depth, a primal type with the sense of humor of a twelve-year-old, that’s me. I even crack up at knock-knock jokes.”

“Knock, knock.”

“Who’s there?”

“Mustafer.”

“Mustafer who?”

“Mustafer fag before I dive.”

He watched her double up. “You don’t really find that funny?”

She nodded, helpless.

Fuck Cuthbert.

Underwater with a scuba tank on her back Emily was lithe, playful, artistic, funny: a human porpoise. On the coral bed eighty feet under the boat she lay on her back, blew air rings of silver that wobbled lazily to the surface. As soon as Chan floated down to her level, he felt her hand on his thigh. He had not brought a wet suit; he wore only a T-shirt and swimming trunks. She found his testicles under his shorts. He liked her firmness of touch, her hunger, the humor of a submarine seduction.

Emily beckoned to him to follow. She stopped by the boat’s anchor, pulled him toward her. He could see her eyes glittering behind her mask. People died like this.

He felt his heartbeat double as he allowed her to pull open the Velcro fastenings to his buoyancy jacket. Carefully she slid it off him, his life in her hands. He chomped firmly on the mouthpiece. She used the Velcro straps to hitch the jacket and tank to the ring of the anchor chain. He hung in the sea with only the rubber windpipe tying him to his air. Through the water he felt her lust.
Don’t let her
 …, but this was a seduction Cuthbert might have appreciated. For denizens of the edge, there was no greater aphrodisiac than the proximity of death. How had she guessed that eighty feet underwater was the one place where he would find her irresistible?

She pulled off his shorts, taking care to leave him his weight belt, tied them too, gestured for him to remove his T-shirt.

At the same time she pulled off her own buoyancy jacket, tied it next to his, managed to unzip her wet suit and remove it without losing the weight belt. Chan thought it would be funny if they lost the weights now and shot to the surface.

They sucked life from mouthpieces joined to umbilical cords joined to the tanks that had nestled next to the anchor. Between the fins and the masks they both were naked except for the weight belts: two monster frogs in a breeding ritual. Her breasts and thighs, the whole surface of her skin glistened with the liquid silk of the sea.

She clung to the anchor line in front of him, offering him her buttocks. As he reached down in slow motion, he found her hand already there ready to guide him. Without weight, without friction, he had to press her pelvic bone hard with his hand to avoid losing her to the sea. The bubbles from her mouthpiece reached a crescendo, then subsided with her slowing loins.

Wood, earth, metal, air, fire, water: Chan remembered in the Taoist system water was the origin of pleasure. He remembered too that other Taoist wisdom: Sex was the lesser climax, foreshadowing the greater one of death. He held that thought while he hung in the sea, spent.

Already Emily was replacing her wet suit. Following her, Chan watched while she fed giant rays that emerged from small hillocks in the sand of the seabed.

During breakfast on the rear deck under an awning Chan avoided the pity in Cuthbert’s eyes. Jenny and Jonathan were faintly embarrassed. Curious how sensitive people could smell coitus through eighty feet of salt water. Only Xian seemed unaware of a subtle change in the social order. He slurped congee while the others ate toast with coffee.

Cuthbert broke the silence. “How was your dawn dive?”

“It was unbelievable.” Chan concentrated on his toast.

“Emily, was it good?”

There was no sign of mischief in the diplomat’s face, but then he was English.

“Wonderful, just wonderful. Tell them, Charlie.”

“Giant rays—some of the biggest I’ve seen. Emily’s trained them to come when she taps her tank.”

“With food, I expect?” Cuthbert asked.

“Of course. They’re not stupid. Whenever I come, I first tap the tank, then give them some dried shrimp. Now all I have to do is tap the tank and they rise from the sand.”

“I’d like to see that,” Cuthbert said.

By lunchtime the atmosphere had altered again. Prolonged immersion in fresh air and sea had released everyone’s tension. Cuthbert had lost ten years.

“By God, that was something,” he said when he returned from a shower. “Such beauty, makes you never want to look at a desk or a telephone again.” He winked at Chan.

They ate lunch slowly, exchanging comments like a family that had been together years. Afterward they allowed their bodies to sag in sun chairs or on the swimming platform.

Chan caught subtle looks passing between Jenny and Jonathan. Emily’s eyes consumed his body. Remembering the morning, he smiled. Warm water and copulation went together like duck and rice. Only Xian seemed on edge, anxious to get back to land.

Everyone except Jenny drank a beer while lounging in the sun; then one by one with sketchy apologies they retired to their cabins.

Chan returned to the swimming deck and thought about diving naked into the sea again. He was quietly smoking and staring out at the electric blue ocean when the boat boy approached with a red envelope that bore the name Chief Inspector Chan in green felt tip
pen. Inside, a single sheet of paper carried a two-word message: “knock, knock?”

Chan smiled. He could feel her will dragging him in invisible chains toward her stateroom. For a moment he toyed with the amusing idea of ignoring her message and observing the savagery of her revenge, or the humor of her pleading—her reactions were hard to predict. On reflection, though, he padded back down the corridor. Abovewater perhaps she would talk.

Cuthbert lay down on his bunk. It was so hot he gave in and turned on the boat’s air conditioning. He had prepared his diskman and travel alarm. He set the alarm, replaced the Gregorian chants with Mozart’s Concerto for Clarinet.

When the alarm bleeped, he pressed a button that activated a radio receiver: nothing except the sound of Xian snoring. Cuthbert removed the headset. As he did so, he heard Emily’s voice penetrating through the wall from the stateroom next door. Cuthbert put his ear to the wall.

“Admit it, have the guts: They turn you off, don’t they?”

“I didn’t say that.”

“Christ, if you didn’t have to be such a fucking detective, you wouldn’t have noticed. Men can’t feel saline; it’s guaranteed.”

“Let’s just say I’m impotent and leave it at that.”

“You weren’t so fucking impotent this morning—before you knew. I saw your face when you saw the scars.”

“I’m sorry, yes, I saw the scars.”

“And now all you can manage is a wet fish between your legs.”

“I’m practically impotent. Submarine erections are all I can manage.”

“Prick.”

“Look, what d’you want me to say? You have a hang-up about your tits, your implants. What do I know? Why is it my problem?”

A long pause. Then Emily’s voice: “Go on, fuck off, go back to your cabin.”

“D’you have to be quite such a bitch?”

A short pause.

“No, sorry. I’m upset. It’s not like me. At least it is when this happens.”

“So—”

“Yes, Chief Inspector, it’s happened before. Chinese men have got to be the most fastidious in the world.”

“Choose a South African.”

“What?”

“A particularly insensitive race—up your street.”

A pause.

“Come here, kiss me.”

Sound of a short kiss.

“That’s better. We can be friends. I’m sorry I lost it. You’re right, I’m paranoid about what I did to my body for no good reason at all. I wasn’t even especially flat-chested.”

“Just wanted to be perfect?”

“What’s wrong with that?”

“Money doesn’t buy it. Or maybe it does, what do I know?”

“Why d’you keep saying that?”

“What?”

“ ‘What do I know?’ ”

“You know.”

“I know?”

“Yes, you know.”

“I know why you keep saying, ‘What do I know?’ ”

“Don’t you?”

Sound of laughter.

“Christ, I actually like you. How did this happen? A down-and-out cop with the world’s worst nicotine habit. You’ll probably be dead from lung cancer by next week.”

“Maybe you like short-term relationships. Look …”

“Look what?”

“You want me to go?”

“No. Stay. Just a few minutes. I want to tell you something.”

Cuthbert waited. The pause was so long he wondered if they’d found a way to overcome the problem, when Emily began to speak. She spoke in a precise voice, as if reciting from a briefing.

“In 1982, after Margaret Thatcher went to China and it was clear that there would have to be some deal between England and China about the future of Hong Kong, my father went to Beijing. He was part of a high-powered delegation that included some of the most successful businessmen and women in the territory. They wanted to see Deng Xiaoping, but he palmed them off on to one of his senior cadres. It doesn’t matter who they actually saw, but the point the delegation wanted to make was that Hong Kong was per capita by far and away the most successful city in the world, commercially speaking. They delicately suggested that some care was needed in the handover of power if international business confidence was to be maintained. The cadre they spoke to said—and this is important—‘I don’t know what you’re all so worried about. Look what a good job we did in Shanghai in 1949.’ ”

A pause. Then Chan’s voice: “Shanghai was a disaster after 1949. It went from the most prosperous port on the Pacific Rim to an overpopulated Third World dump that can hardly feed itself.”

“Exactly.”

“So why did you tell me all that?”

“It’s your reward, Chief Inspector. You thought by fucking me, you might get some clue to your murder mystery. I’m giving you a clue. You can go now. When you need another clue, you know where to come.”

A pause.

“This is all a game to you?”

“Isn’t that what they say about the rich, all we have to do all day is play games?”

There was a long pause.

“I’m going.”

Sound of a door opening and closing. Silence.

•  •  •

Cuthbert frowned. What the hell was she up to? He set the alarm to interrupt him again in thirty minutes, went back to the clarinet concerto.

In the middle of the allegro the alarm sounded. He pressed the button. Chan and Emily had spoken in a mixture of English and Cantonese. Now Emily was in Xian’s cabin speaking in Mandarin.

“Don’t be stupid, how was I supposed to prove it anyway?”

“Underwater? What kind of Western decadence is that?”

“It was fun. And you owe me a million U.S. dollars. Why be petty? What does a million matter to you? You gamble that every day on mah-jongg when you’re in Shanghai with your cronies.”

A pause. Cuthbert could imagine the old man scowling.

“Okay, you win, one million off the bill. It doesn’t make a lot of difference. At least I know he was in your cabin just now. He didn’t stay very long.”

“Long enough, though?”

A short pause. Then the general’s voice: “Oh, yes, long enough.”

“And when I’ve got him under control, what then?”

“Then we watch. They say he’s a very talented detective. But I can see he’s more than that. He’s a Chinese who doesn’t give up. Like me. Men like him and me—we cannot be defeated.”

Emily’s surprised voice: “You like him?”

“He reminds me of my youth.” A chuckle. “I was a Communist, you know.”

A long pause. The general’s voice again: “You seem upset.”

“It’s nothing.”

“You had a good time with the detective this morning? I hope you’re not having another depression attack.”

“Do I look as if I am?”

“I don’t know, you look upset.”

“What does it matter to you?”

“Not at all. Just don’t forget who you owe money to. And I don’t want to hear that you’ve been walking around your house at night telling stories to the walls. Walls have ears.”

“Apparently.” A long pause. Emily’s voice: “I’m going now. I need some sleep.”

A grunt, then the sound of a door opening and closing. Cuthbert took off his headphones.

Entering the mouth of the harbor, the boat came within the radius of the city’s thunder. To the six of them relaxing on the rear sun deck the vibrations of the metropolis were unavoidable. Like a nerve gas, it corroded all sense of comfort. Chan counted three loud sighs before giving vent to one himself. As the boat converged with other craft, he could see the same long faces on other decks. Migration back to land had begun.

At Queen’s Pier good-byes were hurried. He kissed Jenny on one cheek, shook Emily’s hand, waved good-bye to Cuthbert, Jonathan and Xian, disappeared down an escalator to the underground.