The Midwife's Choice (10 page)

Before her emotions went beyond her control, she pressed a kiss to Victoria's forehead and sat her back down. “Today's Thursday. I'd like it if you'd both stay for meeting on Sunday. It'll give you a chance to see everyone. By then, I should know for sure whether Samuel will agree to our plan. Speaking of Samuel, I should probably be on my way.” She rose and rearranged her skirts. “I assume you'd like to stay here awhile?” she asked Victoria.

“Unless you want me to come with you.”

“No. I'd probably better do this alone. I'll stop by on my way home to pick you up.”

June walked Martha to the top of the staircase. She took Martha's hand and pressed it between her own. “Thank you. This means so much to me. And to Victoria. I know how hard this must be.”

Martha swallowed a lump in her throat. “No, I don't think you do. But you will. Someday,” she whispered.

She descended the steps slowly. Deliberately. She knew, in her heart, she had made the right decision. If so, she wondered why her mother's heart was still trembling.

M
artha was ready for battle.

Armed with two pairs of mended socks for Will and a pan of cinnamon rolls for Samuel that Will would also claim as booty, Martha headed away from town toward the southern end of East Main Street en route to Aunt Hilda's cottage. With all that had happened, she had not had an opportunity to check on the cottage before now. While she was there, she decided to get a bottle of Aunt Hilda's famous honey wine for Samuel, too.

She hunched her shoulders and lowered her face when a gust of wind showered her with snow and quickly chilled her. When she finally approached the front door of the cottage, she was more than anxious to just check the house, get the bottle of honey wine, and be on her way. She had a long walk ahead of her to get to Samuel's cabin, which was located at the opposite end of town in the woods behind the church cemetery. By the time she got there, she would probably be frozen to the bone.

Quickly she let herself into Aunt Hilda's cottage. She had no need for a key. Aunt Hilda never locked a door or window,
just in case her errant husband returned and had lost his own key somewhere in his travels.

Shivering, she stood just inside the door in the sitting room. She paused and listened, on the remote possibility Aunt Hilda had returned unexpectedly. She heard no sound, other than her own breathing and the pounding of her heart in her ears. “Aunt Hilda?” she called, just to be sure she was right, rather than risk startling the older woman if she had come home.

No answer.

She looked around the sitting room. Nothing seemed amiss, but she would have welcomed a fire to warm herself. She went directly to the kitchen and set her basket on the table. When she opened the pantry door, she was surprised. The contents of the pantry were in disarray, yet Aunt Hilda was a stickler for neatness.

As she began to search for the smallest bottle of honey wine, primal instinct flashed through her body, stilled her hands, and raised the hair on the back of her neck. Her heartbeat charged into double time, and she held perfectly still. She listened hard, but heard nothing, only the shrill sound of the wind whistling through barren trees and the whisper of her own conscience chiding her for being foolish and letting her imagination run wild.

Shaken, she moistened her lips. She snatched the closest bottle of honey wine and shut the pantry door. When she turned around, she gasped and clapped both hands to her chest. The bottle of wine crashed to the floor. Splinters of dark green glass flew hither and yon. Amber wine puddled at her feet—which was just about where her heart had fallen—and stained the hem of her cape.

She blinked several times, but the startling apparition remained, standing in the doorway between the sitting room and the kitchen. Her mind toyed with what her eyes beheld. Common sense rejected one explanation after another. Until the ghost held up both hands.

“I'm sorry. I didn't mean to startle you.”

The voice was familiar, but age had bowed the man's frame, claimed nearly all of his hair, and whitened the scraggly beard he still wore. Spectacles did not shutter the dark blue eyes behind them, but age had dulled their luster. Dressed in a flannel shirt and denim overalls, he looked like he had just come in from working at his hives.

It may have been thirty years, but Martha still recognized this man and realized she was looking straight into the face of another miracle.

She let out a sigh of relief and struggled to find her voice. “Welcome home, Mr. Seymour.”

He smiled and rubbed the top of his left arm. “Is that you, Rena? Rena Fleming? I thought for sure you'd passed on before I left.”

Martha returned his smile. “She did. I'm Martha. Rena's daughter.”

“Little Martha? Landsakes, you're the spittin' image of your mama. Sorry, gal. Didn't mean to frighten the freckles off your face.” He shivered. “I got here right before dawn, waitin' to surprise my Hilda. Didn't even want to start a fire. It'd ruin the surprise. I've been samplin' some of her honey wine to keep warm. Still the best I ever tasted. I can't believe she's still keepin' the hives. Thought you mighta been her. Didn't hear ya come in. Just heard somebody rattlin' about in the kitchen.”

“I . . . called out when I came in. I just stopped to check on the cottage and to get a bottle of honey wine for a friend,” she said, trying to explain her presence here when Aunt Hilda was not at home.

“I don't expect Aunt Hilda to be back for a couple of weeks,” she informed him. “She's at the Goodman farm helping Miriam with her fine new baby boy. You might remember Sean, her husband. He was Frederick Goodman's youngest boy.”

He nodded, but his smile had drooped into a frown. “I do. But a couple weeks? I don't think I'd survive waitin' that long. Not without a fire, and I don't want her findin' out I was back from anyone but me.” He paused, and his expression filled with anxiety. “You wouldn't know . . . I mean, I wouldn't blame Hilda if she'd had a headstone put up with my name on it so she could stop every Sunday after meeting to yell at me for leavin' her here alone for so long . . . anyway, if you've got any notion how she'll react when she sees me, I'd be beholden—”

“She'll be thrilled. Utterly thrilled,” Martha assured him. “She never once doubted you'd come home to Trinity.”

He straightened his shoulders. His gaze became wistful. “I surely wish I could take back all those years and live them over with Hilda, but I can't. I'd settle for spendin' the few years I have left with her, though. I don't suppose there's any way you could get her home sooner than a couple weeks?”

She chuckled. “I think that can be arranged.”

“Don't spoil my surprise though. Just in case . . .”

She cocked a brow.

He swallowed a lump in his throat that was large enough to make his Adam's apple bob up and down. “Just in case she decides not to let me stay.”

His gaze grew troubled, but she did not encourage him to explain further. Any and all explanations he had about where he had been and why he had been gone for so long belonged to Aunt Hilda, and Martha prayed her aunt-by-affection would be able to forgive whatever transgressions her husband thought might be reason for her to send him away.

Martha pointed to the mess on the floor. “I'll have to clean this up first and get another bottle of honey wine, then I'll see what I can do about securing a replacement for Aunt Hilda. Actually, I have several people in mind, but I have another errand to tend to first. It'll be a few hours, I'm afraid, before Aunt Hilda could come home.”

His frown immediately disappeared. “After thirty years, a few hours is like the blinkin' of an eye.”

She started picking up the broken shards of glass. He got a broom to help and asked one question after another, catching up on the thirty years of progress he had missed in Trinity. She had no trouble supplying any of the information, except when he asked about the four children he and Hilda had had together.

None were still living, and when she finally left him alone in the cottage, she almost wished she believed in ghosts, if only to have four of them come to comfort the man who had been their father. Perhaps their spirits could get a temporary pass from eternity to do that, an image that better matched her faith.

As she made her way to secure a replacement for Aunt Hilda, a sudden burst of inspiration lightened her steps. She had not drawn any connection between some of the events of the past few months, but recounting them to Richard Seymour had given her a new perspective—one that restored hope for the future.

With Victoria running away, returning, and now planning to leave Trinity again and Thomas's departure only this morning, a sense of loss and confusion had swirled around Martha like a gray mist, preventing her from seeing things clearly, preventing her from believing they would both return one day.

But Burton Andrews had come home, even though most folks had wagered against it. And now Richard Seymour had come home, once again proving folks wrong. If these two men could come back to Trinity, then Victoria and Thomas surely would.

Her heart filled with gratitude. Perhaps the greatest blessing this day had been saved for her.

On her very first call, Martha had found a replacement for Aunt Hilda. Lucy Palmer, the oldest of five children, was inexperienced, but she showed great promise. Even though Lucy
had never served as an afternurse before, she was steady and reliable, with enough good common sense to know if Martha should be fetched. Since Miriam Goodman had already borne three children without complication, Martha was quite satisfied Lucy could handle the role.

Riding double on Grace, they arrived at the Goodman farm by midafternoon. While Lucy made herself useful by watching the other children, Martha went to the bedchamber to check on Miriam and her newborn son. She found them in bed, with young Robert nursing at his mother's breast. Aunt Hilda sat knitting by the window.

“You're all looking well,” Martha offered.

Miriam's eyes widened. “Martha! I didn't expect you back.”

Aunt Hilda set her knitting aside and rose to meet her. “What brings you all this way?”

Martha swallowed hard. Lying, even for a good purpose, did not come easily. “Good news. Victoria is home! She's healthy and happy and very anxious to see you, which is why I'm here.”

Aunt Hilda cocked her head. “I'd love to see her, too, but I'll be here with Miriam for another week or two—”

“Actually, I brought Lucy Palmer with me. She's offered to stay with Miriam so you can come home. The girl's so anxious to prove herself, I thought this might be a good opportunity for her.” She glanced at Miriam. “Assuming you'd agree, of course. If you'd rather, I'm sure Lucy wouldn't mind if it was only for a day or two, just so Aunt Hilda and Victoria can get reacquainted.”

Cuddling her son, Miriam smiled. “Let Lucy stay for a week or so. Unless Mrs. Seymour would rather not—”

“Let the girl stay. I don't want to discourage her, especially since she seems so interested.”

Twenty minutes later, reassured that Miriam was indeed recovering well, Martha left her patient and went into the parlor, where she found Miriam's husband, Sean, and Aunt Hilda engaged in a war of words.

At first glance, the battle appeared to be a huge mismatch. Sean Goodman topped six feet and had thick muscles on his sturdy frame. Aunt Hilda was a full foot shorter, yet with her hair wrapped in a braided white crown atop her head, she looked positively regal. As the undisputed town matriarch, she could intimidate anyone, especially when an occasion called for it.

Like right now.

Aunt Hilda put hands to hips and glared up at him. “Lucy rode out here with Martha, and there's no good reason why I can't ride home with her. And that's all I'm going to say on the matter.”

He puffed out his chest. “There's no way I'm going to let a woman of your age ride double on horseback. I'm hitching up the wagon and taking you home.”

“Balderdash! I didn't help Sarah Poore bring you into this world over forty years ago to have you order me about.” She poked his chest and he took a step back. “I shouldn't have to remind you to show your elders a little respect. I have a good mind to stop in to see your mama on the way home and tell her what a self-righteous bully you've become.”

He looked over to Martha, his gaze pleading for help.

She shook her head and held up her hands, reluctant to intervene on his behalf when she agreed with Aunt Hilda.

He let out a deep sigh. “Suit yourself. Ride home with Widow Cade. Just don't blame me if you fall off.”

Aunt Hilda turned to face Martha wearing a triumphant smile. “I'm all set to go. Lucy already took my bag out and strapped it to Grace.”

Moments later, Martha knew better than to argue when Aunt Hilda refused to ride sidesaddle in front of her. She set off for town with Aunt Hilda seated behind her. While they rode, Martha answered all of Aunt Hilda's questions about Victoria and discussed the girl's plans to return to New York City. They were just outside of town when Aunt Hilda squeezed Martha's
waist. “Slow down for a moment. I've got to shift again. I don't want anyone to see me half falling off this horse.”

Martha caught a smile and tugged Grace to a halt.

Panting, Aunt Hilda nudged herself around a bit, and Martha felt her nearly totter off as she tried to rearrange her cape and skirts. “Mercy, this is a big horse! I feel like last fall's turkey wishbone ready to be split in half. My ankles are frozen solid, which means I'll be hobbling around like an old woman for days. I don't know how you do it,” she grumbled.

“I told you to ride sidesaddle in front of me,” Martha gently reminded her. “I do perfectly fine with Grace, especially since I wear split skirts.”

“Harrumph! Get along. We haven't far to go now. And if you mention one word of my grumbling and whining to anyone, especially Sean Goodman, I'll never make you another cherry pie for the rest of your life, Miss I-love-my-sweets.”