2-in-1 Yada Yada (13 page)

The boy's eyes relaxed slightly.
“Señora
Johnson . . .
Señora
Baxter.” He shifted slightly in the bed, wincing in discomfort. Suddenly I was aware of the tangle of tubes attached to various parts of his body, some clear and dripping various fluids, others gray and snaking to various machines behind the bed. One larger tube was strapped to his chest.

Delores turned toward the man filling the chair in the corner as though to introduce us—I'd already guessed he was José's father—when three knocks sounded on the door. “José Enriques?”

Avis and I stepped aside as a large black man in the uniform of a Chicago police officer entered the room and loomed at the end of the bed.

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T
he police officer was followed by another, a woman with a short blonde ponytail, carrying a huge book like a photo album. “Mr. and Mrs. Enriques?” The first officer shook hands with Delores and extended a hand to the man in the chair but got only a short nod. “My name is Officer Clay, and this is Officer McCloud of the Victim Advocacy Unit. I was here Saturday night after your boy got out of surgery. We have a few more questions we need to ask José.”

Avis and I had only just got there, but I suddenly felt like extra baggage above the limit at an airline security gate. “We can—” I jerked a thumb toward the door. “We'll find a waiting room.”

“Gracias,”
Delores nodded. “But please don't leave.
Esmerelda”
— she pushed the young girl forward—“show the
señoras
where to go.”

Again the dark-eyed girl smiled shyly and—to my surprise— took my hand and led us toward the door.

“One moment,” said Officer Gray. “Emerald, you were with your brother in the park when he was shot, is that right?”

The girl's smile faded. She nodded.

“If you don't mind, Mrs. Enriques, we would like to talk to the girl, too. We have some pictures—maybe she can identify someone.”

The frog on the log stirred. “Leave the girl alone,” Mr. Enriques muttered. “What can she know? She was scared. All our babies were scared.”

But Delores mutely nodded at Officer Clay and shooed us out with her hand.

Outside the hospital room, I was sorry I'd suggested going to the waiting room. The policeman's presence had shut up the chatter around the other bed. They probably wanted to eavesdrop . . . just like me. If we hung around right outside the door, we might be able to hear the policeman's questions.

But Emerald, still holding my hand, led us around a corner to a room with large glass windows looking out into the hall. A sign said, “Waiting Room.” Beneath it was the word,
“Espera.”

We waited. Emerald hummed a little tune, sitting on her hands. Avis had her eyes closed. Praying, no doubt.

“What grade are you in school, Emerald?” I asked.

“Seeex.”

“What's your favorite subject in sixth grade?” That's what I said. But I wanted to say,
What did those gangbangers say when José
asked them to leave the park? Were you afraid? What did you do when
José got shot? Who called the police? Did anyone help you? What—?

Emerald shrugged. “I don't know. Art maybe.”

Art maybe? “I'm a teacher—did you know that? But I teach kids younger than you—third grade.” I leaned over and lowered my voice to a stage whisper.
“Señora
Johnson is the boss of our school.
She's
the principal.”

Avis arched an eyebrow and opened one eye. Emerald giggled. She clearly didn't believe me. “My sister Luisa is grade three. Rosa's the baby—she's in kindergarten.”

I added up the names. “Aren't there five of you?”

The dark hair bounced up and down. “My other brother, R. J. He's ten.”

“Were you all in the park—”

The door to the waiting room opened, and Delores and the two police officers came in. “Ladies, if you don't mind, we'd like to ask this young lady a few questions,” said Officer Clay. We were clearly being dismissed.

“Go talk to José,” Delores urged apologetically. “We'll come back in a few minutes.”

Avis and I obediently found our way back to the hospital room. “Not sure I want to be alone with Mr. Stoneface without Delores,” I murmured to Avis just before we went in.

The chatter had resumed around Bed One. We hustled past, nodded to Mr. Enriques, and came around to the other side of José's bed. My heart seemed to squeeze. Anchored by tubes to the hospital bed, José seemed younger than his fourteen years. A
child
with a bullet wound? It was crazy.

“It could have been the girl—or one of the others.”

I jumped at Mr. Enriques's voice. It was as if Delores's husband had read my mind. Suddenly, I felt ashamed of my flippant attitude toward the man. He was obviously hurting, hurting badly, in his own way.

“We are terribly sorry this happened to your son, Mr. Enriques,” Avis said gently. She turned to José. “But we are so grateful God spared your life, José. That's something to thank God for, isn't it?”

José nodded politely and winced.

Avis opened her Bible. I knew she was warming up now. “Your youth is a great gift, José—did you know that?” The pages of the huge Bible flipped. “Let me read you something.” She turned a page or two more. “Here it is, First Timothy, chapter four . . . ‘Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young—'”

“That's right,” José muttered, his voice suddenly dark with anger. “Those Cobras just flipped me off 'cause they bigger. Makin' that park so nobody can use it but them. But they better watch out. One day they gonna be sorry they messed with me.”

I caught Avis's eye. I didn't think this was where she'd been going with that verse.

“Let me finish the verse, José.” Avis's tone held a bit of her “principal” authority. “‘Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but
set an example
for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith, and in purity.” She closed the Bible and laid a hand gently on José's hand, avoiding the IV line. “That was
you,
José—what you did in that park. Even though you are young, you were an
example
to your younger brother and sisters of doing the right thing—even an example to those Cobras, or whoever they were. That took a lot of courage. But you had that courage. Courage to do the right thing.”

José frowned, as if considering what Avis was saying. Or ignoring it. It was hard to tell.

“Do you mind if we pray for you, José?” Avis said “we,” but she didn't really wait for an
okay
from either the boy or me. She just began praising God for sparing José's life. A nurse came in to check José's tubes and machines; Avis just kept praying. When the nurse left, I began to pray, too, whispering, “Yes, God . . . Heal José's wounds, Jesus . . . Thank You for his courage, God”—an undercurrent to Avis's prayer, which was growing stronger and bolder.

“We're claiming
victory
for José's life, Father God! Right now, in the name of Jesus! Satan, you can't have him!—or his brother, or his sisters, or anyone in his family. Hands off, Satan! This is God's child!”

I couldn't help sneaking a peek through my eyelashes at the visitors for Bed One as Avis back-talked “the enemy.” The two older ladies stared open-mouthed in our direction. I didn't look at Mr. Enriques to see how he was reacting to Avis's prayer. But I closed my eyes again, realizing it didn't really matter. Avis wasn't trying to offend anyone—but she believed in the importance of prayer so much that she just did it, even if it did.

Oh God, how many people have I
not
prayed for or with because I
was too afraid of offending somebody?

“Gracias, Dios.
Thank You, Jesus!”

I opened my eyes. Delores and Emerald had come back. I gave my new friend's plump body a squeeze as we clustered around the bed and pulled Emerald into the crook of my arm. But I felt a little hypocritical. I wasn't sure I could be so . . . so enthusiastic in
my
praise if that was
my
son lying in the hospital bed with a gunshot wound in his back.

IT WAS DARK by the time we got out of the hospital, and once we got on Lakeshore Drive heading north, the city was spectacular, dressing all the buildings in gossamer gowns of twinkling lights. To our right, the city lights lit up the foam atop the gentle waves of Lake Michigan, like so much liquid cotton rolling against the shore.

“Who's going to the hospital tomorrow?” Avis asked, as I pulled up in front of her apartment building.

“Nony, I think.” I dug around in my tote bag, pulled out my notepad, and turned on the interior light of the minivan. “Right. Nony tomorrow, and Ruth on Wednesday. Stu is Thursday, and Adele on Friday if he's still in the hospital.” The doctor had told Delores it would be anywhere from four to seven days until the hole in José's lung healed and they could take out the tube that was draining air and fluid from his chest cavity.

Avis was quiet a moment, thinking. “Maybe you should send those folks a reminder by e-mail. It'd be easy to forget.”

“A
reminder?”
I rolled my eyes. My kids already accused me of nagging them to death. Would these grown women feel the same way? But I probably
would
remind the people on this list, because I couldn't help it.

Avis laid a hand on my shoulder. “Don't worry about it, Jodi. It's going to be hard to keep this group informed and praying together. Go for it. You're good at that.”

I flushed gratefully. “Okay. I'll, um, send out Delores's and Edesa's e-mail addresses”—thank God I'd remembered to get them from Delores before we left the hospital—“and just add the visitation list so everyone has the same info.”

She opened the car door. “Great. And don't forget the prayer request about Florida's daughter.”

I laughed. “Now who's nagging!”

But as Avis got out of the car I felt a strange disconnect. I'd spent gobs of time with Avis the last few days and still knew nothing about
her
family,
her
background. On impulse I beeped the horn. She turned back and peered into the open passenger window, eyebrows raised as a question mark.

“Uh . . . would you like to have dinner with us sometime this week?”

“Dinner?” She glanced away, breaking eye contact. “I'm usually pretty beat after a day at school. But thanks for the invitation. Maybe another time.”

With a wave she was gone. I'd been dismissed.

Five minutes later I pulled into our alley, clicked the garage door opener several times till our garage door finally rolled up, and parked the car inside. I hated the walk from the dark garage to our back porch at night, even though it was only twenty feet. I didn't feel truly safe till I got in the back door and locked it behind me.
A cell phone would be nice,
I thought, stabbing my key into the door lock.
Then I could call Denny when I drove in and he could come out to
the garage and escort me in.

“Woo woo woo,” barked Willie Wonka, scrambling up from the mat just inside the back door where he always waited if anybody in the family was “out.”

“That you, Jodi?” Denny's voice sailed from the front room, where I could hear the TV.

“Yeah, it's me! Be there in a minute!”

Noting gratefully that the kitchen had been cleaned up, I dumped my purse in the dining room and stopped by the kids' bedrooms before heading for the front room. Amanda had the cordless and gave me a wave, pointing to the phone. Josh was sprawled on his bed, working on homework in his lap, his boom box playing noisily at his elbow. I went in and stood by his bed, just looking at my son. Almost as tall as Denny now. Losing his adolescent gawkiness. Sandy-haired.Too short, though; almost a buzz cut. Not like Denny and me at that age, imitating the hairy hippies of the '70s. Ho ho! How Josh and Amanda laughed at our high school pictures, with those gaudy bell-bottoms and all that hair. That was ancient history now—the last century, Josh liked to remind us. Gosh, he was good-looking—especially when he laughed, which was often. Next year he'd be a senior, and then . . . off to college.

“What?” He looked at me funny. “You okay,Mom?”

“Yeah.” I bent over and kissed him on the forehead. “Just glad you're alive.”

TO HIS CREDIT, Denny turned off the TV when I brought in two mugs of tea and curled up on the couch beside him. He listened thoughtfully as I told him all about the visit to Cook County Hospital. “It's called Stroger Hospital now,” I told him, feeling informed.

“Uh-huh.” Denny was obviously not going to work too hard to change the name in his mind. I grinned. Me, either.

“Both José and Emerald picked out a mug shot of the guy José talked to in the park. José said he's a Spanish Cobra. That doesn't mean he's the shooter, though. Other witnesses say some Latin Kings drove up and started shooting. The police said they'd talk to the guy, though. It's a start.” Suddenly I shivered, in spite of the hot tea. “Oh, Denny, I never worried about gangs before, because . . . I mean, it sounds terrible, but at least the gangs tend to leave the white kids alone and . . . what?”

Denny was giving me a funny look. “Jodi, there are white gangs, too.”

“What do you mean?”

“Honey, at West Rogers High we've got Skinheads and Stoner groups . . . the Insane Popes here on the North Side are Greek, basically a white gang. And girls—don't forget girls. A lot of the gangs have female counterparts.”

I just looked at him.

“Besides,” Denny added, “that's not the point here. From what you say, Delores's son wasn't in a gang, just an innocent bystander. We've seen it in the newspaper before—some kid killed accidentally in a drive-by.”