2041 Sanctuary (Genesis) (53 page)

Thunder cracked loudly overhead and Sarah’s stomach clenched tight, jerking her out of her inner conflict. The cat jumped down to the floor to retreat to cover and she felt her throat constrict as her heart thumped fast and erratic. Feeling like she was going to be sick, she stood up, went dizzy and clung onto the countertop. Her heart continued to beat faster and faster, her breathing coming in short, rapid bursts as a steady pain built within her chest. She looked down at her hands, which curled into spasm. Scared, she stumbled into the living room as lightning lit up the night. More thunder boomed loud and she lost sense of time as she staggered up steps and eventually made it into the darkened bathroom. She prised open the cabinet and fumbled inside, sending bottles of medicine clattering into the sink below. Unable to see, she searched for the pull cord and switched on the light. Grasping the bottle she desired, she popped open its lid and emptied a few pills into her still shaking palm. Turning on the tap, she put hand to mouth, scooped up some water and flushed the tablets down and waited for her suffering to ease. When this failed to happen, she hugged her arms to her chest and sank down to the floor, where she curled up in a ball to shiver and shake in feverish delusion. The storm outside continued to howl and shutters banged loose as the wind whipped up a gale. Lightning flared bright and the cabin’s lights flickered out, and everything plunged into darkness.

Chapter Eighty Five

Mid-morning sunshine filtered in through the fresh air of a new day and Sarah stirred from a deep, uninterrupted sleep. Something soft tickled the flesh of her cheek and she opened her eyes to see the face of the ginger cat filling her vision from her position on the bathroom floor. The friendly creature meowed and brushed against her a final time before moving away to sit in the doorway to act as a small, furry guardian in an otherwise empty house.

Wincing at the discomfort of sleeping on hard tiles, Sarah sat up and allowed her mind to clear. Bottles lay strewn on the floor around her and the drawing of the crucifix lay close by, the paper crumpled and torn. Pulling herself up, she stared at her reflection in the mirror. Her hair clung to her face and one end of the bandage that encircled her chest hung down below her T-shirt. ‘Who am I?’ she whispered to the stranger who stared back at her. ‘Who are you?’

The question and her mute reflection reminded her of a moment back in Sanctuary when she’d stood in a certain apartment and questioned her own sanity. That night she’d asked her mother if her death had made Sarah seek her own. Now she just wanted to know who she was and where she was going.

She reached round and pulled her hair to one side to look at the scar where the surgeon had opened up her skull. Yet another reminder of the dangers she’d inflicted on an already damaged body.
Will I ever learn?
she asked herself.
Will I ever stop?

She glanced down at her drawing and the figure of the man on the cross and realised she couldn’t even bring herself to say his name.

She returned to gazing into her own eyes. ‘Am I that much of a coward?’

As usual her doppelganger didn’t reply and Sarah removed her T-shirt to consider the wrapping that masked her wound.
I’m not a coward
, she thought, and as she reached up to the bandage, she realised her hand no longer shook. Grasping one end, she unfurled the white gauze, once, twice, from around her chest. The last section appeared and the fine fabric stuck to her skin, but with a final tug it came free to reveal the area beneath.

No longer was the injury scabbed over or weeping. Smooth, alabaster skin covered her breast bone and the Anakim pendant embedded beneath. Of course, she hadn’t escaped the ordeal without a mark, there was a scar, how could there not be? The red hot metal had left a permanent striation in the shape of a distorted star. But the thing that stood out the most was something Sarah would never have suspected. Overlaying the healed wound was a discolouration of the skin. And it was far from ordinary.

She reached up to run her fingers over the bronzed arms of a faint, yet readily discernable, cross. Somehow, when it had melted atop her pentagonal artefact, the golden keepsake given her by Trish had left a permanent stain on her skin. Strangely, the cross was also offset from the rest of the scar so that it was positioned slightly to the left, towards her heart. She couldn’t help but wonder about the location and form of the mark which was, to all intents and purposes, a tattoo, albeit one created by unusual means.
Has my wish come true after all?
She recalled the wording from two nights before.
Please bring him back to me
, she’d wished,
I’ll take whatever you can give me, just give me something, anything.

‘Are you with me?’ She looked up and closed her eyes. ‘Are you still with me, Riley?’ she whispered and pressed her hands against the cross on her chest.

No answer came from within the vaults of her mind.

She looked back into the mirror to marvel at the similarity of her new mark to the tattoo of a crucifix that had adorned Riley’s chest. It was like they were linked somehow, between worlds, and she wished she’d had the courage to look at the wound sooner. The imagining eased her suffering and strengthened a fragile resolve. It was like a part of him remained embedded within her, much like the pendant itself, a single powerful connection that could never be removed.

She looked down at her chest and traced the mark with her finger, before her hand strayed back to the place where the pendant lay hidden. She pressed hard against her skin and thought she could feel the metal beneath. It was a strange feeling to know that something foreign was inside her. Something not just foreign, but a device of power forged by non-human hands. And while the rest of her life remained uncertain, there was one thing Sarah knew for sure; that feeling wasn’t a good one.

Suddenly feeling unclean, inside and out, Sarah moved to the shower and turned on the taps. A moment later she’d slipped out of her underwear to stand beneath the hot jets of water, which cascaded over her body in a cleansing wave. She stood, head bowed, to let the rushing flow wash away the grime of the past. But the more she allowed herself to relax, the stronger her sense of loss became.
Riley is gone.
He’s dead, because of me! I could have been happy with him back in Sanctuary and I threw it all away for what? This? This isn’t freedom –
she put her hands to her face as reality kicked in –
this is hell!
A tear rolled down her cheek, and the tear turned into a sob, and the sob into heartrending grief for the loss of the man she’d loved and for the life she could have known. Her mouth gaped in silent agony and she sank down in the shower and cried, deep, gut-wrenching tears of self-loathing pity, which racked her chest and burned her throat until she could cry no more.

♦

Sarah didn’t know how long she’d stayed in the shower, but it was long enough that her skin had reddened from the continual heat and day had turned to dusk. When she’d finally emerged, it was as a spent, hollowed out shell of the person she once knew.

Unthinking, she pulled on her dirty T-shirt and underwear, before wiping her hand across the steamed up mirror to stare at the person within. It was then, when she contemplated the worst, that she glimpsed a shadow in the reflection, hovering behind her in the corner of the room. Terrified, she swung round.

Nothing was there.

She opened the bathroom door and the cat, which had been sitting on the other side, jumped up before staring past her and letting out a terrified hiss. Sarah could sense …
something
, in the room behind her. The cat let out a horrific howl and the TV in the living room switched on.

Sarah leapt forward and rushed downstairs, glancing back over her shoulder at the forbidding doorway of the bathroom. Scared out of her mind, she expected to see her friends, but no one was there. Another indistinct form moved on the balcony and Sarah fled out the front door and screamed as she rebounded off someone coming in the other direction.

‘Jason?’ she said, dazed.

Her vision cleared and the figure at the bottom of the steps raised a gun.

Not Jason!

Glancing back, another armed man entered the house from the balcony. With nowhere else to go, Sarah vaulted over the railing, landed in mud and sprinted away.

Shouts of pursuit chased her down a forest path. Her bare feet slipped and skidded on the sodden soil and she emerged into an open field. Floodlights blazed on and she slithered to a stop, half-blinded.

Red lasers traced dots all over her body and Sarah raised a hand to her eyes and squinted against the glare. ‘Who are you?’ she said, her voice trembling. ‘What do you want?!’

‘DON’T MOVE!’ A blurred form emerged from the light, rifle raised. ‘On your knees! Put your hands on your head!’

Sarah did as she was told before another voice said, ‘You’re a hard woman to find, Sarah Morgan.’

The soldier moved aside and another person appeared in the glare. He gestured for the soldier to lower his weapon and he held out his hand and helped Sarah to her feet.

‘Who are you?’ she said, confused.

‘Who am I?’ His grip clamped tight. ‘I’m someone who is pleasantly surprised.’ Malcolm Joiner removed his dark glasses. ‘And you, Ms. Morgan,’ he said, staring down at her with cruel, hungry eyes, ‘have something I want.’

Chapter Eighty Six

One after the other, three unmarked helicopter gunships lifted into night skies with a great roar and a rush of air. Trees and plants, lit up by the aircraft’s floodlights, bent and twisted in the downdraft before disappearing into darkness as the aerial convoy gained altitude.

Malcolm Joiner looked across at his prisoner with calculating eyes. Sarah Morgan, the woman who’d started it all.
She has no idea
, he thought,
how much trouble she’s caused me
. He glanced to his right. ‘Show me.’

Agent Myers reached out and pulled down Morgan’s T-shirt, exposing her chest.

Joiner lent forward to inspect the wound before looking up into her defeated eyes. There was no fight left in her, which was why she’d capitulated to his agents’ interrogation in a matter of moments. He gave Myers the nod and he released his hold.

Joiner sat back in his seat. It was a curious turn of events. They both had something inside them that didn’t belong. He resisted the temptation to touch the scar on the back of his neck and frowned. Regardless of their shared circumstance, that she knew nothing about the hacker or Steiner was vexing.
Why had she been here at all?
Joiner wondered.
And
where are Bic and the Professor?

Myers had no answers and Joiner was left to ponder the puzzle that was left. Every piece of intel indicated the hacker should have been there.
Was it a false trail?
Did Bic lead us to Morgan on purpose, or is some other power at work?
Those were the questions he needed answering.
Or was the hacker alerted to our presence? Or did he somehow detect our arrival and abandon his plans? If so, then he might have been on his way to meet Morgan himself – a worrying prospect.

Or does the hacker know more than he’s letting on? Does he know the importance of the Anakim artefact? Or was it Steiner that arranged the meeting?

Joiner interlaced his fingers and placed them on his lap.
Whatever the case
, he thought,
I’m in possession of the most powerful object on the planet
.
The question isn’t how I came to have it
– he continued to study Morgan as she gazed out the window –
but
what
am I going to do with it next
.

Chapter Eighty Seven

Sarah let the whine of the aircraft’s engines vibrate through her body without resistance as she stared out into the brightening night sky. She had no idea where they were heading and quite frankly, she didn’t care. Everything had been for nothing. All the fighting, all the trauma, all the death, where had it got her?
It was as she’d known all along.
Everything I touch turns to dust. The world is better off without me.
But even though she’d accepted defeat, she knew there was one good thing that would come from her capture. Without her influence, Trish and Jason could live out the rest of their lives happy and content in the light of day.

She looked left and caught one of the soldiers staring at her bare, mud-splattered legs and she pulled her T-shirt lower. The man with the glasses, whoever he might be, saw the movement and glanced in her direction before turning to look back out of the window. Sarah knew there was only one thing on his mind, and it had nothing to do with libidinous lust.

She drew her hands to her chest and pressed them against the hidden cross beneath and embraced the only comfort she had left, that the man she loved would forever be in her heart.

Dazzling sunlight appeared over the horizon and Sarah turned to gaze out at a new dawn over empty seas and asked herself,
what is it all for?
What is the point of living?
But as the aircraft banked left and Sarah glimpsed the flag of the United States fluttering free over its capital city, there was only one question left in her mind …
when
, she wondered,
will it all end?

Chapter Eighty Eight

Malcolm Joiner sat at his desk inside the Intelligence Division’s D.C. branch and stared into space, deep in thought. He’d been left with a big decision regarding the Anakim pendant and its human host, perhaps the biggest decision of his life. Should he hand over something that might be capable of imbuing its owner with near limitless power, or keep it for himself and risk the Committee terminating his life with the flick of a switch? There was another argument against keeping the artefact; it would also mean he sacrificed the upper hand. The Committee thought he was under their thrall; if he broke ranks now that edge would be lost. But despite the pros and cons, the whys and wherefores, neither option had been particularly appealing, and relinquishing something he deserved – the chance of greatness – went against everything he knew.