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But with Xavier it felt right, not overwhelming or insulting. And for now, Chase could just accept it. Later, if he needed to, he’d think about it, worry about it, but he doubted it’d come to that.

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Chase smiled and rubbed his nose against Xavier’s sweaty neck, and let himself enjoy the feelings.

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Xavier’s dick slid out of Chase’s ass as he rolled off Chase, his budding guilt doused by the sweet smile he was given and the caress as Chase stroked him from shoulder to hand.

“How do you feel?” he asked, concerned still that he’d possibly squashed Chase despite his claims about wanting to feel Xavier’s weight.

Chase’s smile turned into something dark and satisfied, teasing a tendril of arousal to life in Xavier’s cock. “Fucked, very well-fucked,” Chase purred. His smile froze and his brow wrinkled. “And sticky. And like I’m gonna be feeling you in my ass for days.” The smile turned upside down as he narrowed his eyes at Xavier. “I didn’t like the whole pulling out thing either. That was weird.”

Xavier stopped himself, barely, from asking what was he supposed to do, leave his dick parked in that snug hole for the rest of the day? “The condom—”

“Right,” Chase muttered. He twisted a patch of hair on his chest, not pulling, just

fidgeting with it. “But you could get tested, right? Then we wouldn’t have to deal with them?”

Xavier started to explain about commitments and trust, but Chase turned his eyes up to Xavier’s and it was as if someone smacked some comprehension right into his head.
Those
two things were exactly what Chase was trying to say—that he wanted them, and wanted to give them
in return!
Xavier tipped Chase’s chin up with two fingers, and when Chase finally looked at him, Xavier shook under the depth of emotions he saw in his eyes. There, reflected back at him, was everything he felt, everything he’d said, shining bright in Chase’s eyes.

A subtle warmth filled him; he felt light under the weight of such trust, such love, his blood turning to helium in his veins so that Xavier felt as if he could float or fly with Chase looking at him like that. Maybe he murmured, uttered another profession of love to Chase, Xavier didn’t know.

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of Chase, ignoring the cold cum that smeared his belly. Their cocks bumped then pressed together beneath Xavier’s weight. Chase whimpered, his hands clenching on Xavier’s

shoulders as his heels dug into Xavier’s butt cheeks.

Xavier lifted his head only enough to brush soft kisses down Chase’s chin and jaw,

following the rough line back to his ear where he nibbled at the lobe. Chase was making sounds guaranteed to have Xavier pummelling his ass in minutes if he wasn’t careful.

As if reading his mind, Chase rocked his hips up and moaned. “Xavier, I want—”

Xavier kissed the rest of that sentence away, knowing if Chase finished it, he’d regret it after—they both would. Chase might not realise it yet while endorphins were flooding his bloodstream, but he would be too tender for another round of sex—at least the kind he was begging for with his body. And Xavier would feel like the lowest scum if he caved in. He wouldn’t. Hurting Chase was out of the question.

Lifting himself off Chase was harder than it would have been had the man not been so determined to keep him there, but Xavier managed to untangle their limbs and sit up, pulling a confused-looking Chase with him.

“You’ll need a couple of days,” Xavier explained. Chase frowned at him and Xavier

gently nudged him onto his back again. He trailed his fingers over Chase’s dick, then down to his balls, further still until he teased over the heated little hole still swollen from their lovemaking earlier.

Chase’s eyes widened and he hissed as he slapped his knees together. “Shit!”

Xavier nodded and pulled his hand back. “Yes, so you need a day or two to recover

from that.” He stood and held a hand out to Chase, smiling when the man took it without hesitation. “But I might be able to make you feel a bit better.”

“Really?” Chase asked, cursing as he slid off the bed. “And how do you plan to do

that?”

Xavier leered at his lover as he led him towards the bathroom. “You’ll just have to trust me.”

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Chase was glad trust wasn’t an issue, he thought as Xavier’s soap slicked hands slid over his chest. He moaned when nimble fingers stopped to pluck at his nipples. Once he was a near-mindless mass of pinging nerves and need, Chase found himself being turned around and his hands placed against the shower wall. His head was too heavy to hold up, and he didn’t try, dropping it down and resting his forehead against the slick tiles.

The water was turned off then Xavier’s big hands smoothed over his shoulders, down

his back, then up to trace the sides of his spine. Xavier’s thumbs dug into the muscles of Chase’s nape, massaging away tension he hadn’t known was there. Chase leaned more

against the wall as lips replaced thumbs and his neck was kissed and nibbled on until Chase was shivering and making sounds he thought he maybe should have been embarrassed by.

Then Xavier licked a straight line down his spine. His knees thudded against the

shower floor as he gripped Chase’s hips. Chase’s own knees were turning into jelly, and standing up was looking like an impossibility. A gentle tug from Xavier brought him down, his hands grabbing at the shower knobs as Xavier’s thumbs traced his crack.

Chase’s ass was spread slowly. He peered over his shoulder. Xavier’s eyes seared into him, the need there so stark and powerful it’d have brought Chase to his knees had he not already been on them. Then Chase’s head snapped back around on a low moan as Xavier

licked him, from the top of his crease to his balls.

A flick of tongue, enough to make Chase ready to beg, then Xavier brought his mouth

back to where Chase craved it to be. Xavier rimmed him, slowly and thoroughly, as his hands slicked over Chase’s hips, his ass, the tops of his thighs, then up to his stomach.

By the time Xavier finally touched his dick, Chase was a writhing mass of desperate

need. His balls were already tight hard nuts, but when Xavier’s nails scored them lightly they tried to crawl into his body as his climax burst up from their depths. Chase bellowed as cum spurted from his dick, painting his stomach and chest in streaks of white as Xavier pumped his length rapidly. A sharp bite to his ass cheek forced more spunk up and out, and Chase’s hands slipped on the knobs, his arms giving out—

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Xavier scrambled to catch Chase before he broke his head on the spigot or the rim of the tub. There was slipping and cursing, their knees sliding on the wet surface as two men tried to keep upright in too small a place. As it was, one of them remained more upright than the other. Xavier managed to twist just right—for Chase’s safety anyway—and went down hard on his back.

His head popped the porcelain hard enough to make his ears ring, and Chase’s elbow

driving into his gut knocked every bit of breath from his lungs, but Xavier thought he had managed to keep Chase from being brained, and that was good—

“Are you okay?”

Xavier blinked open eyes still seeing sparks and nodded. “Yeah I’m just—”

“Good.” Chase dropped a kiss on Xavier’s lips then stood with a hell of a lot more ease than it was going to take him to get up.

Chase held out a hand, and Xavier took it and let Chase help him up.

“We need to rinse off and get out before we finish,” Chase muttered, reaching for the knobs. Xavier frowned and rubbed at the small knot on the back of his head. “Finish what?”

Maybe he’d bumped his head harder than he thought?

Chase gave him an arch look as he directed the spray at Xavier’s chest. “This,” he said, squeezing Xavier’s semi-erect dick. “You didn’t come and I want you to.”

Xavier started to shake his head but something in the way Chase narrowed his eyes

stopped him. That, and the added pressure as Chase’s hand tightened around Xavier’s dick.

“You can’t tell me you don’t want to,” Chase said in a low voice that brooked no argument.

“You do this, make me come then go without, at least without me getting in on it, and I think that’s shit. I want to make you come, all right?”

“Like I’d be stupid enough to argue with that,” Xavier said. He for sure hadn’t hit his head that hard. Chase grinned and opened the shower door. He stepped out and Xavier

followed, reaching for the towels on the rack. Before he could do anything else, Chase spun around and dropped to his knees. Xavier stood there, his heart racing in his chest as he looked down at Chase, his sparkling eyes framed by thick black lashes.

“I’m going to make you scream,” Chase warned, then he fisted the base of Xavier’s cock and engulfed his entire length.

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Xavier clenched his hands in the towels as his hips jerked, shoving his dick deeper into the warm, wet tunnel of Chase’s mouth. Muscles rippled and contracted around his crown and Xavier cursed as he spread his legs for Chase’s questing hands. Chase cupped his balls, squeezing to the point of pain, while using the other to trace his crease. Chase swallowed and his eyes closed as he moaned, and Xavier’s control snapped.

He threw the towels down and grabbed handfuls of silky damp hair. “Take it all,” he

gritted out as he began fucking Chase’s mouth with quick hard snaps of his hips. Chase’s head bobbed eagerly as his tongue flicked and laved. Chase’s grip on Xavier’s balls tightened then loosened with each of Xavier’s thrusts. When Chase pressed the blunt tip of a finger to his hole, it almost drove Xavier out of his mind with fear-tinged anticipation. His ass flexed as he pumped harder, rougher, and Chase took it greedily, eagerly.

Chase tapped his finger against Xavier’s hole and Xavier grunted, torn between

spearing his cock back into Chase’s throat and arching his lower back, begging for what he knew was coming. Before he could decide which path to take, a burning pressure spread out from his pucker, then Chase was pressing that finger in, pushing past the resistant muscle and setting off a chaotic explosion of pleasure in Xavier.

Xavier didn’t just scream, he begged for more, his hips stuttering as his brain gave up on trying to figure out what he wanted. He froze, letting Chase suck his dick while pumping what felt like half his hand in and out of Xavier’s hole. Chase hummed on the downstroke, setting off a flurry of vibrations along Xavier’s shaft that nestled in his balls and drew them tight despite Chase’s hold on them.

Chase touched that hidden spot and Xavier bellowed, his hands clenching tight in

Chase’s hair for a moment before he curled over the man and spilled down his throat. It felt like he came for hours, the spunk just pouring out of him as Chase sucked and moaned beneath him. Chase kept the slightest of pressure on his gland, and Xavier couldn’t do anything but shudder and moan and drag in a raspy breath now and then.

Eventually the pleasure dimmed, and Chase’s fingers in his hole felt more painful than good, and Chase’s mouth on his softened cock made him whimper and try to pull

back…onto the fingers. Xavier found himself doing a weird jerk between the two

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overwhelming sensations, then Chase’s fingers eased out and he let Xavier’s cock slip from his lips.

He’d have fallen face first if Chase hadn’t stood, sliding up his body, forcing Xavier to stand up and un-hunch. Chase fitted himself under one of Xavier’s arms and latched an arm around Xavier’s waist. “Come on, let’s get you to bed before you collapse on me. You need food then a nap. Then we’ve got things to discuss.”

Xavier couldn’t even find the energy to ask what those things were. He was pretty sure he was going to be comatose soon. Chase had sucked and fucked the strength right out of him. It wasn’t like Xavier hadn’t had blowjobs before, but with Chase—and the way Chase had speared those fingers into him—it was an entirely different experience, more intense than Xavier had ever thought getting head could be. It was going to make him spend more hours wondering what it would be like when Chase fucked him.

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One thing Chase had learned about Xavier, when the man made up his mind about

something, he grabbed at it with both hands and refused to let go.

Which was why Chase hadn’t been able to walk—or run—away. Even though Xavier

hadn’t given him a bulleted list of what he expected, Chase knew. He’d known it the first time those dark eyes had seen into his soul, and he’d known the night he’d tried to lie to himself about just wanting to get off. He’d known it when he’d knelt at Xavier’s knees, and he knew it now, as he sat in the passenger seat of Xavier’s expensive Porsche.

And he knew when Xavier committed to doing something—raising a street kid,

handing over his heart, giving his word to help—Chase knew Xavier wouldn’t break his word.

It still surprised him, though.

He watched Xavier’s hand as he shifted gears, the Porsche’s engine rumbling as they