A Christmas Secret (7 page)

Then she understood. It was not swept—these were drag marks. Someone had pulled something heavy, covered in cloth, from the bottom of the stairs over into the second cellar.

Could the Reverend Wynter have fallen, struck his head and become confused, mistaken where he was and dragged himself in the wrong direction?

No. That was idiotic. There were no handprints in the dust. And his hands would have been filthy when they found him. They weren't: only smudges here and there—the backs as much as the palms.

She was in the second cellar now. When she had found him, he had been lying on his back. But his nose had been scraped, as if he had fallen forward. And there was coal dust on his front as well as his back. The hard, deep wound was on the back of his head.

“Somebody killed him, Harry,” she said softly, putting her hand out to touch the dog's soft fur. “Somebody hit him on the head and dragged him in here, and then left him. Why would they do that? He was an old man whom almost everyone loved.”

The dog whined and leaned his weight against her leg.

“I don't suppose you know, and even if you do, you can't tell me.” She was talking to him because it was so much better not to feel alone. “I'll have to find out without you. We'll have to,” she corrected. “I'll tell Dominic when he comes back. Right now, in case anybody calls, I think we should pretend that we don't know anything at all. Come on. It's cold down here, and we shouldn't stay anyway. It isn't safe.”

When Dominic returned from his visits, tired and cold, she had no alternative but to tell him immediately. It was already midafternoon; there would be little more than an hour before the light began to fade and the ground froze even harder.

“What?” he said incredulously, sitting at the kitchen table, his hands thawing as he held the cup of tea she had made. “Are you sure?”

“Yes, I am sure,” she said looking at him steadily. “I'm not being overimaginative, Dominic. Remember the marks on his face and head? Remember how little coal dust there was on his hands? Or on his knees? But there was a tear on the shin of his trousers, and dust where he had been dragged. Go down to the cellar and look. It's still there.”

He hesitated.

“Please,” she urged. “I don't want to be the only one who saw it. Anyway, I don't think the doctor is going to listen to me.”

She was perfectly correct—Dr. Fitzpatrick did not believe either of them.

“That suggestion is preposterous,” he said irritably, pulling on his mustache. “It is a perfectly ordinary domestic tragedy. An elderly man had a heart attack and fell down the cellar stairs. Or perhaps he simply tripped and then the shock of the fall brought on an attack. He was confused, naturally, perhaps hurt, and he mistakenly crawled in the wrong direction. You are trying to make a horror out of something that is merely sad. And if I may say so, that is a completely irresponsible thing to do.”

Clarice took a deep breath, facing his anger. “What did he go into the cellar for?” she asked.

“My dear Mrs. Corde, surely that is perfectly obvious?” Fitzpatrick snapped. “Exactly the same reason as you did yourself! For coal!”

She met his gaze steadily. “I took a lantern and a coal bucket, and I left the door open at the top,” she replied.

“Then perhaps he went for some other reason,” Fitzpatrick said. “Didn't you say something about the dog? He must have gone to look for it.”

“Why would you go to look for anything in a cellar without a lantern?” Dominic pressed. “It doesn't make sense.”

“He probably stood at the top and called.” Fitzpatrick was becoming more and more annoyed. His face was tight, lips thin. “Reverend, you are a guest here. In view of poor Wynter's death, it will possibly be for far longer than you had originally intended. You are now required to guide the village through a sad and very trying time. As shepherd of the people, it is your calling to sustain, comfort, and uplift them, not indulge in what, I have to say, is idle and vicious speculation on the death of a deeply loved man. I am sorry that it falls to my lot to remind you of this. Don't make it necessary for me to take it further.”

Dominic's face flamed, but he turned and left without retaliation. He could not afford it, as the doctor had reminded him.

Clarice went with him, not daring to meet Fitzpatrick's eyes in case he saw in hers the rage she also felt toward him. He had humiliated Dominic, and that she had no idea how to heal, so she could not forgive him for it. As she went out into the snow, she remembered her father telling her that if you sought wealth or fame, other people might dislike you for it, but if you sought only to do good, no one would be your enemy. How wrong he was! Good held a mirror to other people's hearts, and the reflection was too often unflattering. People could hate you for that more than for almost anything else.

She caught up with Dominic and linked her arm through his, holding on to him when he tried to pull back. He was ashamed because he had not found a way to stand up for the truth. She struggled for something to say that would make it better, not worse. If she were to sound superficial it would be worse than silence; it would be patronizing, as if she thought him not strong enough to face their failure. Yet she ached to comfort him. If she could not at least do that, what use was she?

“I'm sorry,” she said a trifle abruptly. “I shouldn't have urged you to speak to him so quickly. Perhaps if we had waited until tomorrow, and thought harder, we might have persuaded him.”

“No, we wouldn't,” he said grimly. “He doesn't want to think that anyone would kill the Reverend Wynter.”

“I don't want to, either!” she said hotly. “I hate thinking it. But I have to follow what my sense tells me. And I don't believe one goes into the cellar alone in the dark to fetch coal, to look for a cat or dog, or anything else. If he'd fallen down, then Mrs. Wellbeloved would have found him. The door would have been open—”

“Maybe when she came in the front door, the wind slammed the cellar door shut?” he suggested.

“It faces the other way,” she pointed out. “It would have blown it wider open.”

“Well, what do you think did happen?” he asked. They were walking side by side along the road, their feet making the only tracks in the new snow. In the east the sky was darkening.

“I think someone came in and said or did something to make him go into the cellar, then pushed him,” she answered. “When he was at the bottom, perhaps crumpled over, stunned, they hit him on the back of the head, hard enough to kill him, whether they meant that or not. Although I can't see why they would do it unless they intended him to die. They could hardly explain it away.” Her mind was racing. The rising wind was edged with ice, and she blinked against it. “Then they dragged him into the other cellar, so he wouldn't be found too soon—”

“Why?” he interrupted. “What difference would it make?”

“So nobody would know when it happened, of course.” The ideas came to her as she spoke. “That way nobody could have been proved to be here at the right time. Then they closed the door, and probably took his cases away, so people would think he had already gone on his holiday. Only they forgot about his painting things … and his favorite Bible.”

He was frowning. “Do you really think so? Why? That doesn't sound like a quarrel in the heat of some … some dispute. It's perfectly deliberate and cold-blooded.”

“Yes, it is,” she agreed reluctantly. “I suppose he must have known something about one of the people here that was so terrible to them, they couldn't afford to trust that he would never tell anyone.”

“He couldn't tell,” Dominic argued. “They would know that. Not if it was confessed to him. No priest would.”

“Then maybe it wasn't confessed to him.” She would not let go of the idea. “Perhaps he found it out some other way. He knew lots of things about all sorts of people. He would have to. He's been here in Cottisham for ages. He must have seen a great deal.”

“What could possibly be worth killing over?” He was putting up a last fight against believing.

“I don't know,” she admitted.

“But he wrote to the bishop saying he was going on holiday,” he pointed out. “So he obviously intended to. Is that coincidence?”

“Did he?” she asked. “Or did someone else write, copying his hand? It wouldn't be too difficult, and if the bishop didn't look closely, or compare it with other letters, it would be easy enough. And plenty of people in the village could have letters or notes the Reverend Wynter had written at one time or another.”

Dominic said nothing, trudging steadily through the snow. The light was fading rapidly; the shadows under the trees were already impenetrable.

“That's what we have to find out,” she insisted quietly, her voice heavy with the burden of what she was thinking. She would very much rather have been able to say they should let it go, pretend they had never known, but it would be a lie that would grow sharper all the time, like a blister on the tender skin of one's feet. “Christ was kind; He forgave,” she went on. “But He never moderated the truth to make people like Him, or pretended that something was all right when it wasn't, because that would be easier. I think the Reverend Wynter was killed for something he knew. What do you think, really?” She took a deep breath and let it out slowly. “I'll do whatever you decide.” That was so difficult for her to say.

He gave an almost jerky little laugh. “You can't do that, Clarice. You'd grow to hate me. I think he was probably killed. Either way, I can't pretend I don't know. The Reverend Wynter deserves better; and if someone did kill him, then they deserve better, too. They need justice more than he does. Justice heals in the end, if you allow it to.” He walked a few more yards in silence. “I suppose we need to find out what he knew, and about whom.”

A wave of relief swept over her. “We'll begin in the village,” she said. “We can't get out of it now anyway.”

“Whom do we trust?” he asked, glancing at her quickly.

“No one,” she said simply. “We can't afford to. We have no idea who it was.”

They spent a long, quiet evening by the fire. Neither of them talked very much, but it was one of the most companionable times she could remember, despite the ugly task that awaited them the following days. The fire crackled and the coals grew yellow hot in the heart of it. The snow deepened in blanketing silence outside, except for the occasional
whoosh
as it grew too heavy on the steep roof and slid off to the ground. There was nothing to discuss—they were in agreement.

Sunday morning was awful. Dominic was so anxious, he barely spoke to her as he ate breakfast before church. He picked up books and put them down again, found quotes, then discarded them. One minute he wanted to be daring, challenge people to new thought; the next to be gentle, to reassure them in all the old beliefs, comfort the wounds of loneliness and misunderstanding, and say nothing that might awaken troubling ideas or demand any change.