He used to pivot the stone on a raised bit of the uneven floor and just use the crowbar to ease it back into place. I imitated what I had seen him do so many times and with surprising smoothness the flagstone slotted snugly back into the black hole, which was all you could see of the cellar below. I unrolled the vinyl floor covering over it and stood up to await further instructions. I still wasn't capable of doing much thinking for myself.
âSomething else we won't fall over now,' said Mariette's mum.
Only when the cottage was âin apple pie order' â her words not mine â did she consent to leave.
Apart from the fact that the Powell home was so small â although I had insisted that I take the sofa bed in the front room this time â there were a number of other reasons why I couldn't stay with Mariette and her mother for ever. Some of them were completely selfish. It was wrong to be irritated by Mrs Powell, because she was a kind woman. Nonetheless I reckoned she would drive me quite barking if I spent too much time with her.
Mrs Powell and Mariette were probably right, though. My life at Rose Cottage was over. I still didn't really feel in danger from Carl, but neither did I think that the cottage could ever be my home again. I needed to work, to earn money, to discover whether I was even employable, in any capacity.
My most immediate concern, however, was to find out what had happened to Carl. He hadn't returned to Rose Cottage, so where had he gone?
Back at the Powell house I paced the floors waiting for news. Several times I called Penzance police station, but DC Carter was never available. Eventually, I think maybe because those answering the phone became so fed up with me, I was given the detective's mobile phone number.
He didn't seem all that overjoyed to hear from me but at least he answered my questions. He was, it transpired, still in Plymouth. âWe're pretty sure it was Carl here,' he said. âThe lorry driver couldn't identify him for certain from the photograph we showed him because he said the man he picked up was wearing an anorak-type jacket with a hood, which he kept over his head all the time, and didn't seem to want to look at him. But that was the kind of coat Carl had on when he was taken to Penzance and there's been a robbery here in Plymouth . . .'
I felt the by now all too familiar tightening of my stomach muscles. âBut, but, you haven't caught him then, you don't know for sure . . .'
âWe haven't caught him, that's right enough.'
âAnd the robbery? Why do you think it was Carl?' A terrible thought occurred to me. âNobody was hurt, were they?'
âNo, not unless you count the old lady he half frightened to death pushing past her, in such a hurry to get away. She's our witness. Same thing. Man with his anorak hood over his head. Right height and build.'
âIs that all?'
âThat and what was taken,' replied DC Carter tetchily.
I waited.
âThe robbery was in one of those luxury blocks of flats up on the Hoe . . . some cash, jewellery, a few easy to sell knick-knacks â and a passport.'
Carter paused triumphantly.
I could see what he was driving at. Carl needed money and the means to get away. He needed a passport. The police had his old out-of-date American one. If he had a new one in either of his names, I had never seen it. I didn't think Carl was likely to be the only person in Devon or Cornwall who might have a use for someone else's passport, but I supposed the circumstantial evidence did point to him.
âAnd the timing,' DC Carter continued. âThe timing's spot on. The robbery happened about two hours after the lorry driver reckoned he dropped him off. Carl would have had just one aim once he'd got out of Cornwall â money and the means to get abroad if he wanted to.'
âBut how could he get away with someone else's passport, what good would that do?'
âFlown out of Heathrow lately?'
That was a laugh. I had never been out of the country.
Carter didn't wait for an answer. âHalf the time they don't even ask you to open up a British passport any more. But I doubt he'd risk that. Across to Europe from any channel port would be a better bet. More often than not the checks are little more than a joke. And your man's an expert, too, don't forget.'
I was startled. âWhat do you mean?'
âDone it before, hasn't he? Came to the UK from the States and built himself a whole new identity. Stayed hidden all that time, too. Might have got away with it for ever if it hadn't been for you and those threats. Knows what he's about, doesn't he?'
I was deeply depressed when I hung up the phone. It wasn't just DC Carter who regarded Carl as a common criminal â or maybe an uncommon one; they seemed to think of him capable of a kind of cunning I had never seen in him â I supposed every police officer involved did now.
I wondered where Carl would go. It seemed increasingly unlikely that he would return to St Ives. If he really was planning to leave the country would he go back to America?
I assumed not. After all, he was wanted on a manslaughter charge there. Out of the frying pan into the fire, surely. Although I remembered what DC Carter had said about the urge to return â âbirds always come home to roost'.
During the next couple of weeks I began to feel anger more than anything else. And I didn't know what to do at all. Mariette suggested I gave notice on Rose Cottage. At least that would save some cash and I wasn't going back was I?
She and a friend with a transit van â Mariette seemed to have a supply of very useful friends â moved my belongings out of the cottage, including my bike, which had been carefully mothballed at one end of Carl's studio, the steeply sloping, sometimes almost vertical streets of St Ives being ill suited to cycling. And it was arranged for me to store the stuff in another useful friend's garage until I had sorted myself out. Although I wondered sometimes if I would ever sort myself out.
I really did go through a very angry period again. I was quite ruthless with Carl's possessions. I threw away his Leonard Cohen records. All of them. I can't believe now that I did that. The records went off in the Penwith District Council dustcart. I was quite convinced that I would never want to hear Leonard Cohen sing again.
I gathered up all Carl's paintings that were around the place, not just the ones that had been in the cellar but also the various ones we had hung on the cottage walls in better days, and asked Mariette if she would take them around to Will Jones's gallery. At the last moment I kept back only one,
Pumpkin Soup
. In spite of everything I just could not quite bring myself to part with it.
Mariette knew well enough why I didn't want to take the paintings round to the Logan Gallery myself, but I was beginning to understand money a little and its importance. I thought Will would take them. He almost wouldn't dare not to, I reckoned, although the fact that I had seen him walk past Mariette's house many more times than could be just chance made me nervous.
Goodness knows how he knew I was living there, but it wouldn't have been difficult in St Ives, of course. Mrs Jackson could have told him, or almost anybody popping into the gallery. And it was the second time I had taken refuge with Mariette and her mother.
Sixteen days after Carl's disappearance I received a phone call at Mariette's house from Detective Sergeant Julie Perry. She was back in St Ives at last and wanted to see me. âI'll call round if you like,' she said. âI've got some news for you.'
The stomach muscles knotted again. âC-Carl,' I stammered.
âNo,' she said. âNothing on him. Something different â and well, it's a bit of good news, really.'
She rang off, leaving me wondering what on earth she could be going on about.
I watched for her out of the window and rushed to open the door when a little under an hour later, I saw her approaching.
I led her into the little front room.
âI'm sorry I left you in the lurch. I didn't have any choice,' she said.
âI had DC Carter,' I remarked expressionlessly.
âYes,' she said, equally expressionlessly.
âAnyway, I don't suppose it made any difference in the long run. It just felt as if I didn't know what was going on, that's all. Still feels a bit like that, really . . .'
She nodded. âI'll try to help now I'm back; I did know more about the case than anyone else. But first of all, the news. It seems your husband left you rather a lot of money.'
I was bewildered. In my mind Carl was still my husband. What did she mean, âleft' me money? He didn't have any, as far as I knew. And he wasn't dead. Then, like a flash, it hit me. My husband. Robert Foster.
âGood God,' I said.
âMaybe,' said DS Perry. âI've never been too sure myself.'
Preoccupied as I was, I couldn't help smiling.
I hadn't even invited her to sit down â well, it wasn't my house. She did so anyway, on the sofa by the window, which also served as my bed. I sat in an easy chair opposite, and looked at her expectantly.
âThere's a solicitor in Hounslow wants to get in touch with you,' she went on. âApparently you're the sole beneficiary of your husband's will.'
âGood God,' I said again.
This time she just carried on as if I hadn't spoken. âThe solicitor's only just found out you're alive. In the nick of time, I understand. After seven years you could have been declared legally dead. When they were making enquiries after you told us you'd killed Robert Foster the Met contacted what was left of Foster's family, just a cousin, I think, and he wasn't exactly delighted to hear about your resurrection. He was next in line, you see. Apparently made some enquiries about the seven-year limit in such a way that the solicitor's suspicions were aroused. He started digging, and contacted the police. I wasn't quite sure where they should write to you. So I thought I'd pop round. Here's his address and phone number.'
She passed me a piece of paper. James Fisher, Fisher, Hall and Partners, High Street, Hounslow. As I studied it I began to think about Robert and what assets he might have had. We had lived in a manse owned by the chapel and I couldn't imagine he had been paid very much. Surely he couldn't have left a lot. Yet as I pondered I remembered Gran's money. I didn't think she would have had much in the bank either, but she had owned her own home. That must have been worth a bit.
âDo you know how much?' I asked.
âThey didn't confide. Let's hope it's enough to help you build a new life.'
I nodded. âThanks. I'll call him.'
âDo that.'
Money had never meant a great deal to me before and of course I had never handled it, but I was changing. I appreciated instantly the difference this legacy could make to the new life everyone seemed determined that I should build.
Meanwhile, though, the old life still loomed pretty large. âI wish I knew what had happened to Carl and where he is now.'
âRay Carter is quite convinced he's done a runner back home to the US. Certainly we've not had a sniff of him since that Plymouth business. He's just disappeared. Maybe Ray's right.' Julie Perry paused. âFor once.'
âI know,' I said. âHe told me his theory about birds coming home to roost and all that. But Carl is wanted on a more serious charge there than he is here. Manslaughter, for goodness' sake. He killed his daughter.'
âWell, yes, but it was in a road accident. He is still wanted on a manslaughter rap for it, but they're hardly going to launch a major manhunt . . .'
âWhat?' I barked out the word. I was pole-axed. âRoad accident? Nobody told me anything about a road accident. I thought the little girl died because Carl had drugged her.'
âOh, bloody hell.' Julie Perry closed both her eyes for a couple of seconds and tapped her forehead lightly with the fingers of one hand. âDidn't anybody explain what happened?'
I shook my head. âRob Partridge told me his version, but he just said that Carl had killed his daughter. With drugs, I'm sure that's what he said. And DC Carter wouldn't tell me anything. Said there could be an extradition warrant . . .'
My voiced tailed off. I was still stunned, unable quite to take in the enormity of what I was learning.
âBloody typical,' responded DS Perry. She sounded exasperated, partly at herself I somehow thought. âAn extradition warrant for a motoring charge, albeit manslaughter, when we already had him banged up for abduction. I don't think so.' She shook her head. âSorry, Suzanne,' she repeated. âI knew I should have stayed in touch, kept my eye on the ball. It's not easy, though, when you get plunged into a murder. Every minute in the day . . .'
I interrupted her then. My brain had started to work. I leaned forward in my chair. âPlease tell me everything,' I asked. âPlease.'
âYes, of course. Everything I know, anyway. You are obviously aware that Carl is really Harry Mendleson from Florida and that his troubles with the law started when his wife threatened to leave him?'
I nodded.
âHe's an exceptionally possessive, protective man, isn't he?' she went on. âHe likes to keep the people he loves very close, too close sometimes. But you know that . . .'
I nodded again. I knew that all too well.
âWell, he overdid it, didn't he? Makes a habit of that, it seems. Wife couldn't take it. Told him she was leaving and taking the child with her. I understand there was another man involved. There was a terrific row. Carl locked all the doors of the house and told her he wasn't going to let her go. The wife was on Valium â not surprising, really. While they were fighting the child got into the bathroom and took some of her mother's pills. She was only five, she was frightened, wanted attention, I suppose, wanted her parents to stop rowing. Didn't know what she was doing. Who can tell? Anyway, when the child collapsed Mendleson and his wife realised what had happened, bundled her in the car and took off for the hospital.'