But the Macalusos knew to shred Linda's files.
I looked in the mirror and grinned. Pauline Sokol was an official investigator. I could get the pictures in my camera developed at the one-hour photo booth in the mall.
I looked around.
No camera.
I must have left it in the overalls. Damn! How would I . . . No, wait. I had dropped it on Linda's desk. It had to still be there. Thank goodness, again, for the key to the professional building and the office. The real janitor wouldn't pay me any mind now.
I reached into my purse and grabbed my cell phone. I shut my eyes to recall Jagger's number. I was so excited to tell him what I'd found. Okay, calm down. I couldn't think of the number. Foolishly, yet out of past experience, I looked around for a black Suburban. None.
I leaned back in my seat and forced my brain to remember. Okay, I had it. I punched out a set of numbers.
“Charlie's Eatery,” a young man said.
Shoot. “Sorry, wrong number.” The cell phone beeped at me. “Okay, so I got a wrongâ” It beeped again. I looked at the screen.
Low battery.
Shoot again. I transposed the last two numbers and held the receiver to my ear.
“Yeah.”
My heart thudded. Jagger's voice.
“It's me. I have someâ”
Beep. Beep
.
“What?”
I think I heard him call my name, but I interrupted with, “I have some information. I'm going to the offâ”
Beep
.
I'm pretty sure the final
beep
came before my words.
“Jagger? Jagger?” I looked at the phone as if it were its fault that I hadn't thought to charge its battery in several days. “Damn you.”
I threw the phone onto the seat. Oh well, I'd get the camera, come back here and call Jagger from a pay phone. Too anxious to get my camera back, I didn't want to take the time now.
I would think walking into a mostly empty office building would feel eerie, but I'd started to get used to it by the time I made it up the third flight of stairs. If the janitor caught me, I could say I had business here and my proof would be my key.
I walked into the office door without seeing anyone. Come to think of it, there weren't any cars in the parking lot. This time I'd used the front door instead of going to the back as I had when following Tina.
I unlocked the outer door and walked through the waiting room, down the hall and into the lounge. There it was in Linda's office, on the desk. My camera. Yes!
I went over and took it. This time I made sure to stuff it into my purse. Then I walked out into the hallway.
Just to double-check, I leaned over and looked deep inside my bag. There it sat. “Good,” I said, then straightened up.
And screamed.
I think I broke something in my throat from screaming so loudly.
Vance stood there, glaring at me.
“Wha . . . wha . . .” That was it. Either I'd been so traumatized that I couldn't speak, or I really had broken something important. “Oh, thank goodness it's you,” I finally squeaked out in pain.
“What the hell are you doing here, Pauline?” He took my arm and led me into his office.
Charts were scattered across his desk. Vance was more anal than Miles and never left a mess, so I knew he'd been working. I assumed he had come to review patient records to help in his decision of whether to stay or leave here.
“Sit down.” He walked to the sideboard and poured me a glass of water.
I took it, nodded a thanks, and drank some. Maybe it would lubricate my larynx and it'd work again.
Vance sat across from me in his fine black leather chair. “So? What are you doing here?”
I shut my eyes and opened them. My heart rate was still about three times the speed it should be. My hands shook so that droplets of water danced out of the glass, landing on my Steelers parka.
“Pauline? Answer me!”
My father's voice came out of Vance's mouth. At least the stern tone did like when my brothers and sisters and I had done something wrong. Then, as if animated, I started to talk. No, I started to ramble. “I came to follow Tina, I had to get more pictures. She . . . shredded. The papers on the floor, jumped from under the desk. I left my camera. Well, I didn't know I had.”
Vance stared at me. The familiar eyes that I'd known for so many years had me feeling as if I could ramble on without being interrupted.
“At the mall, I didn't have my camera. I shoved the janitor overalls in the Dumpster. Then I came back here to get . . . Oh , Vance. Linda's book!”
He leaned near. “What book?”
“She . . . your signature. Forgery. Morons. She forged . . . for MRIs, X-rays . . . Lord only knows what else. No wonder someone . . . someone found out, Vance. That's why they killed her.” I sucked in a huge breath and shouted, “She forged your signature. I found the insurance forms that said you ordered the tests when you didn't. . . .”
Vance's eyes grew dark.
Now I'd admitted repeatedly that I could never read Jagger's facial expression. But Vance had always been an open book.
Anger.
Disgust.
No . . . Wait . What was it now?
Coldness.
His expression grew cold. It hadn't felt eerie being in the empty building before, but now, sitting across from a man I'd known and dated for yearsâand had slept withâan ominous feeling crossed over the mahogany desk to stab at my heart.
I swallowed. “Linda . . . didn't forge your name.”
Vance stood. “She did forge all the other doctors' names though.” He came around the desk.
I started to stand. He shoved me down with a force that I would never expect from someone wanting to protect his hands. He lifted a few strands of my hair, let them run through his fingers.
I shuddered.
Vance had never been repulsive to me, or I wouldn't have slept with him. I wasn't that desperate.
But now he was. Repulsive, that is.
He leaned close to my ear. I heard him say, “You should have stayed at Saint Greg's.”
Speaking of staying somewhere, I damn sure couldn't stay here. I pushed at his arm. He yanked me close to him, bending my arm behind my back.
This wasn't the Vance I knew.
“Let me go. You're hurting my arm.”
“Soon . . . you won't feel any pain.”
Now
that
was something a girl could go her entire life without hearing and she'd be fine. “What do you mean?” Although I had a pretty good idea.
Linda didn't feel any pain now.
Neither did Eddy.
Before I knew it, Vance was dragging me around his desk. I tried to elbow him, but he knew his bones all right and snapped my arm with such force, even his eyes lit up. That's when the pain shot up to my shoulder. I screamed. I looked down to see the bend in my arm. “You . . . broke . . . it,” was all I could wail.
Vance opened his desk and pulled out a gun. Yikes. I didn't know a .357 Magnum from a Glock 33 other than from the movies, but I did know that his having broken my arm and now brandishing a gun at me, no matter what kind, was not a good sign.
I ignored the pain and begged Saint Theresa to have Jagger be outside the door.
Vance pointed toward the hallway. “Go.” He released his hold on me and pushed me ahead of him.
I stumbled but regained my balance. “My arm. It hurts. Can't you cast it . . .”
Vance hesitated. Good sign. I appealed to his mercy or his Hippocratic oath. Then to my dismay, he said, “You won't need it. Go.”
I walked to the door. “You don't have to shove the barrel in my back. I know you're armed.” I held my arm to immobilize it as much as I could. Nausea had bile seeping up my throat. “I'm going toâ” Before I could finish, vomit splattered the hallway carpet.
“Christ, Pauline.”
“You're the one who broke my arm!” Tears trickled out of my eyes. Partly from fear. Partly from pain. But no matter the cause, I refused to let them flowâand give Vance any satisfaction.
He took my other arm and led me out into the hallway. No janitor. No Jagger. If I lived, I vowed to charge the battery on my phone daily.
“I didn't mean to hurt you, Pauline.”
“Only kill me?”
“I . . . Some things can't be helped.”
“Oh, right. How foolish of me to cast any blame on you.”
He dragged me to the elevator.
If I thought my heart was pounding before, now it was doing double-time.
Vance pressed the button.
“So, tell me, Vance. Why did you kill Linda if she wasn't forging your name?”
He looked at me. I could see an old familiarity in his eyes. We'd known each other a long time. I guess he, too, remembered that, and opened up to me. “I didn't kill her. Charlene . . .”
I slumped against the wall. “Charlene killed Linda?”
“She had to. After Linda found out Eddy had ratted on us. He actually bragged about it to Tina when he was drunk. Charlene had hisâ”
“Air bag tampered with,” I whispered.
“How did youâ”
I waved my good hand. The pain had dulled since I had supported the break as best I could. Then again, maybe impending death had trivialized a little thing like a broken arm. But I was feeling a bit shocky. “It doesn't matter.”
Or did it?
With nothing left up my sleeve, I said, “The practice is under investigation for medical insurance fraud.”
Vance's eyes widened. “You never were a good liar.”
“That's true. Only this time, I'm not lying. Eddy squealed to the right people.”
“I've always known you were smart, Pauline, but now you've gone too far. Now you have toâI should have put an end to this when you were jogging this morning.”
Goldie being there had saved my life.
“You've been following me.”
“Then fucking Tina and Donnie show up here and interfere yet again.”
“They're in on it with you?”
He merely looked at me.
The elevator door opened.
“Shoot me here. I won't go in.”
Vance touched my cheek. In his defense, it was quite tenderly. “I told you two years ago to seek some professional help for your claustrophobia. Maybe now you'd be more cooperative if you had.”
I shook my head, now more pissed than scared. “Just what I want to do. Make it easier on you, you prick.”
“Don't get vulgar, Pauline.”
He caught me off guard and before I knew it, we were in the elevator. “No!” I reached out to grab the door.
Vance shoved my hand away just before the door hit it.
The sweat that had beaded on my forehead was now trickling down my face in telling drops. “Thanks for nothing.”
He pushed the button to go up. I could barely think. “Vance, I . . . can't . . . breathe.”
“Don't get hysterical on me, Pauline. That was Linda's downfall. Just like her greed. She wore that stupid ruby ring that reminded me of her greed every day. She'd claimed it was a token to remind all of us of what we could have if we worked together, but that's not how I saw it. She freaked when we found out Eddy had squealed. I had told her to be calm, cause once Eddy was out of the picture everything would be fine. We would take our money andâ”
“You were having an affair with Linda?”
He looked at me as if I were insane. Me? Yeah, right. Look who's calling the kettle black.
“Linda wanted to have an affair with Charlene. Charlene didn't swing both ways. Pissed Linda off.”
Suddenly I ignored my claustrophobia as best I could. I had to hear it all. “I'm confused,” I said.
I played my ace, knowing Vance couldn't stand stupidity and had very little patience for someone not understanding something he thought was perfectly clear. That's why he could never work with interns and residents.
“Pauline, I thought you were smarter than that.”
“Apparently I'm not.”
He looked at me with a hint of his old affection. “I guess I owe it to you to explain.”
Just as I nodded, he hit the emergency stop button on the elevator.
Oh Lord, not again.
This time, though, my life really was at stake. I ordered my brain not to believe that just because the elevator was stopped and the door was closed that I would panic and die.
The gun in Vance's hand, however, was good reason to believe I might.
So, I sucked in the already stale air of the elevator, ignoring the familiar scent of Vance's expensive cologne and said, “After all we've been through, all you've meant to me, I think you do too.”
He looked at me and laughed.
Uh-oh. I think the guy just cracked.
He stopped long enough to say, “I never meant anything to you other than a good fuck.”
No sense telling lies on my deathbed. “It never was
that
good. I'm surprised you never said anything before.”
“We fulfilled a need for each other. And I . . . I love . . .”
I shouldn't feel sorry for someone who broke my arm, ouch, made me puke on the floor, and forced me at gunpoint into an elevator, but I did. I actually felt sorry for Vance. I really had to toughen up. “You love me?”
He curled his lips. “No, Pauline. I love Charlene.”
“What?”
I didn't mean to sound like a jealous woman, but shoot, he loved
Charlene?
“Now you
really
owe me an explanation.”
The walls closed in.
How I wished it wasn't so late, and that the building hadn't been shut down for the investigation. Normally, it would be crawling with people. Doctors and nurses who could cast my arm and maybe stop the bleeding after Vance . . . shot me.
“I met Charlene when I was an internâ”
“Then why date me?”
“Well, if you'd let me explain.” He dropped the gun to his side.