A Hopeless Romantic (41 page)

She knew all that rubbish about Cristal-drinking toffs was idiotic, but at the same time, she also knew that there was no smoke without fire. He
was
different, she knew it. And apart from anything else, he was obviously going out with that girl, the millionairess Cecilia. Laura tried to feel noble. It was obviously the right thing for him—a blue-blooded, blond millionaire’s daughter, that was absolutely what he needed.

It couldn’t be further away from what she was, an ordinary girl making coffee in a slightly scuzzy kitchen in North London on a Sunday morning. So what if it still hurt—that was the way it was. She looked down at the article again. Best thing would be if she were to chuck it, straight away. She poured the coffee, biting her lip as she read it all through again.

chapter thirty-eight

I
’d love to, Laura. But I’m not sure. Really. Don’t have a go at me.”

“Simon! But it’ll be great! Jo and Chris will just have got back from Oz, they really want to see you. And Yorky’s invited the famous Becky, you’ll meet her, too.”

Simon said apologetically, “I’ll try, Laura, but I’m just not sure. I have to speak to Jorgia on Saturday, too—we’ve got a lot to sort out. And it’s so far…”

Laura said, “Whatever, Simon. Fine.” She crouched over her desk at work and started tapping on her keyboard loudly, to try to let him know that she was a Very Busy Person. It was a waste of time speaking to Simon these days, she thought crossly. Of course he should be coming over on Saturday, to catch up with everyone, but was he? No. He wanted to stay in with Mum and Dad knitting tea cozies and coo down the phone to his girlfriend. Pah. It was ridiculous—even Yorky was starting to think it was ridiculous, a grown man living at home in Harrow with his mum and dad, helping them out, going to the supermarket, taking care of all their recycling.

“It’s just…it’s such a nightmare coming all the way in from Mum and Dad’s, you know.”

“If you weren’t living with Mum and Dad, it wouldn’t be a problem,” said Laura pointedly. But Simon didn’t take the bait.

“Come on Saturday, Simon, go on.” Laura tapped her fingers on the receiver. “Come on, bro. I miss you! You can even kip on the sofa if you want.”

“Okay,” said Simon, relenting. “Okay, of course. I’d love to. Er. Are you cooking?”

“Yorky’s cooking. Well, perhaps we’re getting a takeaway. Listen, I have to go, I’ll be late.”

She said goodbye, put down the phone, pulled her hair back into a ponytail, and picked up her bag.

Her latest project, which she was just starting, was Operation Bring Linley Munroe Back into the Fold. She had had a meeting there last week with Clare Swynford, the coordinator for the company, and had prepared a pack of stuff about the programs they did, the investment opportunities (tax-free), and lots of pictures of smiley children, which had won Clare over most convincingly. Today was a different matter, though. She was going back this afternoon to meet Marcus Sussman, the man at the root of all the problems, the one who’d insulted Mrs. McGregor and then been outraged at his treatment. He was head of the banking division at Linley Munroe; and since he’d been the first to volunteer and the first to pull out, Laura was being made very clearly to understand—by Rachel, by Gareth, and by Linley Munroe as well—that he was the cause, but also the solution. He was an important man, and Laura couldn’t help feeling he wasn’t the kind of person to go gooey-eyed over a cute photo of three children drawing with some crayons.

She wasn’t, truth be told, looking forward to it much. She knew what Marcus Sussman would be like. Pleased with himself, too rich, arrogant. But it had to be done, so Laura slung her bag over her shoulder, picked up her phone and the folder she’d made for Marcus Sussman, and headed out of the office. On her way, she passed Rachel.

“Where you off to, then?” said Rachel.

“Linley Munroe,” said Laura briefly. “Can’t stop, I don’t want to be late. The rehabilitation begins.”

“Great!” said Rachel. “Good luck. Let me know how it goes.”

It was a little more than ten minutes’ walk to Linley Munroe; Laura prepared her lines in her head. It wasn’t a big deal—they had some great new companies who were interested in investing money, she told herself. Linley Munroe wasn’t the be-all and end-all. She knew she’d caused the breach in the first place, indirectly. There was funding missing, vital funding, because of her, and getting Linley Munroe to give money, plug the financial hole they were in, represented the last of the mistakes she had to rectify.

The first signs were not promising. Laura was shown into an office that was a bizarre hybrid of formal leather-bound boardroom chic mixed with glass futuristic Canary Wharf–style modernism; the company clearly wanted the best of both worlds. The air conditioning was turned on full blast, and Laura shivered. It was warm outside and she was in a thin top. She wished she’d brought a sturdy cable-knit sweater to pop on. She gazed around the office, taking in the black office furniture, the neatness of everything. There was one piece of paper in the in-tray; everything else was filed away. There were no personal effects anywhere, unless an invitation pinned up on the board to an Autumn Black-Tie Dinner thrown by some bizarre-sounding organization with a long, Germanic name could be called a personal effect. Laura thought not.

She waited. And waited. Five minutes turned into ten. The longer she waited, the crosser she grew. She swung herself around on her wheelie chair. Then she swung round on her chair again, and the door opened.

“Excuse me,” said a voice behind her. “You must be Laura Foster, yes?”

“Oh, my God,” said Laura, clutching the side of the desk and turning herself round on the chair. “I’m so sorry—”

A tall, beefy man with an eerily familiar face strode forward. “I’m Marcus Sussman.”

She stood up, and held out her hand. “It’s you!” she said.

“You’re—” said Marcus Sussman, looking at her with a momentarily bewildered expression. “I’ve seen you before.” His brow lifted. “Oh, my God.”

“Yes,” said Laura.

“You’re that girl in the pub, last month. In Norfolk!” He seemed amazed, although he registered no positive emotion, nor issued any further apology.

“You stole my table, then you spilt your drink over me,” Laura said in what she hoped was a tone of benevolent amusement.

Marcus Sussman looked at her, nonplussed, as if she were talking Swahili. “Right,” he said.

He was a strange man. She remembered him now. His clothes were beautiful; his shirtsleeves were fastened with cuff links and the tailoring of his suit was perfect, even Laura could see that. On him, the effect was odd, though. It was that of harnessing something, hiding something, putting on a costume. He wasn’t suave or elegant. He was fleshy, rather large, too tall; his hair was slightly too long, falling in big bracket shapes on either side of his forehead. And he had egg on his plump silk tie. Or something encrusted—she could see it. Why didn’t he flick it off, or notice? Hadn’t someone told him?

“Real coincidence, that,” said Marcus Sussman.

“Yes, what a small world.”

Again, Marcus Sussman stared at her rather nervously, as if she had just taken off her top and then thrown a brick through his window. “Will you sit down?” he said eventually. “Do. Here—” He gestured to the chair from which she had just risen, and Laura, trying not to look confused, sat down again. He cleared his throat. “Ah. So—what were you doing there? Holiday?”

“Yes,” said Laura.

“Right,” said Marcus. “I’ve got a friend who lives there, bunch of us went down for the weekend. Great stuff. Beautiful part of the world. Isn’t it?”

“Yes,” said Laura. “It is.”

Marcus coughed into his clenched fist. “Did you go to Chartley?” he said politely.

Laura decided he was her nemesis, sent to kill her with socially awkward questions. Why couldn’t he just get on with it, get down to business? “Yes,” she said. She looked at her notes.

Marcus said, quasi-nonchalantly, “Wonderful place, the George. He owns it, old Nick Ranelagh. The marquis, right?” He tapped a pencil on the glass-topped desk, drumming out a rhythm. “Turned it around, used to be a real dive. Got backing, investment. Mate of mine sorted it for him. Friend of a really good friend of Nick’s, actually. He knows him quite well, you know.”

He nodded at her eagerly, hair flopping wildly. Laura wished he would be quiet, but she knew the rules of the dance, so instead of leaning forward and saying in a lewd old cackly tart’s voice, “Actually, I know him, too,
in the worst way
,” she said, “Right. Wow. Fantastic.”

“Yes,” said Marcus more enthusiastically, warming to his theme. “Great bloke, actually, old Nick. Only met him once or twice before—you know. He took over the house and stuff. Yah. Good bloke.”

“Right,” said Laura again. She dug her palm into the hard plastic ridges of the folder. “That’s fantastic. It’s a lovely pub.”

Marcus stood up rather suddenly and frowned, as if she hadn’t been given permission to speak. “Okay—it’s Laura, isn’t it? Let’s discuss this, shall we? Look, I’m not going to beat about the bush, I’m pretty pissed off with you guys.”

“I know you must be,” Laura began, nodding so violently that her neck hurt, to show she agreed. “And I’m really grateful to you for agreeing to meet me.”

Marcus ignored her and said, “But we have a commitment to the local community. And I would like to do something about it. Well, I used to want to—until all this.” His eyes flickered, impatiently.

“Right,” said Laura, opening her folder and taking a deep breath. “Look—Marcus?” She wasn’t really sure if she was allowed to call him by his first name, all of a sudden. “I can completely understand why you feel the program hasn’t really worked for your company.”

“I know why it didn’t work for the company,” said Marcus, warming to his theme. “Because that school’s run like something out of
Lord of the Flies
, it’s fucking incredible. When I tried to suggest they were doing things wrong—the kids running riot, all that…You know that some little git tried to kill me?”

“Er—” said Laura. “Volunteers aren’t really supposed to suggest changes to teaching policy, Marcus. You’re only there to help your designated child with his reading—”

“He got me in a fucking headlock and pulled a knife on me!” Marcus yelled, waving his arms in the air, his attempted air of authority completely vanishing. “That’s why I rang to complain. I kept ringing you, and you were never there!”

“Oh, God,” said Laura. “Right. I am sorry.” She put her hand out involuntarily. “Really sorry. Did you…report it?”

Marcus subsided in his chair, just a little. “No. I thought about it, but I realized it wasn’t ever going to do any good. So I pulled us out of the program instead. It’s a shame. I’m on the board here, you know.”

“Wow,” said Laura, trying to look impressed.

“But that’s not the point,” he said, looking cross again, almost with himself. “The point is, I wanted to put some money into St. Catherine’s. You know, it’s the nearest school to Linley. We have a good reputation for that sort of thing. Thought giving money, investing in the school, might be some way of—you know.” He looked down between his legs at the floor.

Laura didn’t know, but she desperately
wanted
to know; was this all a waste of time, or not? So she said after a pause, “No, sorry. Er, some way of—what?”

“Well,” said Marcus. “You know.” She looked at him encouragingly. He pulled his top lip over his bottom lip and said quietly, through his teeth, “Uhm. Well, you know. Doing something, making a difference. That sort of thing.”

She nodded, suddenly enormously touched by him without understanding why. “Right,” she said. “Well, I wanted to be the one to apologize to you personally, it’s completely my fault, you know. There’s been a—a change in the way we handle the schools, and I assure you this will be dealt with in a different way in the future. I’ve put some information together to show you. Can you give me five minutes to go through it with you? So I can change your mind, I hope.” She smiled at him winningly.

He stared blankly at her, then crossed his arms. “Fine,” he said after a pause. “I’ve got a meeting in fifteen minutes. Let’s get on with it.”

“Yes,” said Laura. So she looked down at the folder and plowed on.

Ten minutes later, sweat was practically pouring off Laura’s brow. It wasn’t that Marcus was
rude
, exactly, or intimidating, or even unpleasant. He was none of those things—in fact, there was something almost endearingly odd about him. It was more that he was socially incapable. To Laura, who was used to responding and interacting very much on instinct—often to her cost—he was completely frustrating. He showed no interest in what she was saying, it seemed, but it wasn’t as if he didn’t take her seriously. On the contrary. He gave her a mental workout the like of which she hadn’t experienced since pretending to be examiner for Yorky’s qualifying exams a few years ago.

She couldn’t work out if he was doing it to show her he was top dog, but she thought it was probably that Marcus was just one of those incredibly clever people, and that was all there was to it. His communication skills were zero—but who needed communication skills when you were the kind of person who only had to look at a pound coin for it to multiply itself by ten?

“Here’s the last sheet,” said Laura, handing it over almost gloomily, for she could not see any way that Marcus was going to come up trumps and write her a blank check. “This is about motivation, communication performance at schools that have been involved with the mentoring scheme. It shows the positive effect it’s had on children’s performance. And here”—she pointed at the sheet—“a couple of quotes from people about how much they’ve enjoyed working with the children. Something you know yourself already of course.” Too late, she remembered that Marcus’s kid had pulled a knife on him, damn, so she hurried on, “Er—but just so people who are looking for a little bit more than their job, who want to put something back—that’s a really good page of information to show them.”