A Paris Affair (8 page)

There was no denying that her professor was an attractive man. He was in his early thirties, with hazel eyes and dark brown hair. Very tall, he stood slightly stoop shouldered. He wore white shirts with the collars unbuttoned and round glasses that he would remove occasionally so he could rub the bridge of his nose. He also wore a wedding ring.

Often, Hunter noticed, there was a dark-haired young woman waiting for him in a car after his classes. Sometimes, Hunter would see two little girls in the backseat. The professor would fold up his six-foot three-inch frame, sit next to his wife and kiss her, then lean back to kiss his daughters. Hunter was always touched by this spectacle, as it reminded her of her own father and the affectionate kisses he would bestow on the whole family when he came home to Carlton Street in the evenings.

“Handsome guy,” murmured another female student, standing beside Hunter and watching his car move away into traffic.

Hunter’s best friend in Paris was taking the same classes as her. She was from Connecticut and her name was Taylor. She was a tall and slightly overweight brunette with surprising green eyes.

Taylor thought she was in love with the professor. Sometimes, sitting in the attic room she rented on Rue de l’Universit
é
, she would spend the whole night talking about Jerome D.’s hands, or his eyelashes, or the color of his irises.

“He’s married,” Hunter would repeatedly remind her.

“I know,” Taylor would reply. “And his wife is beautiful.”

“The brunette in the car.”

“Yeah, the brunette in the car with the two little girls. A perfect family.”

“You should leave families in peace.”

“God, Hunter—you’re so American, it makes me sad sometimes. We’re in Paris. Husbands have flings here. Back home, they’re all too scared. I wouldn’t mind being one of the professor’s flings, I can tell you that!”

“What about his wife? And his children?”

“I could care less about his wife and his children.”

“And afterward?”

“Afterward? Nothing. I go home and marry a nice, fat Yank who’ll give me four kids. But at least I’ll have the memory of my French lover.”

“I think that’s disgusting.”

“No man as handsome as he is can be hogged by one woman. Madame D. should have thought about that when she married him.”

*   *   *

From her hiding place, Hunter examines Madame D.’s face. Hair tied back in a bow, high forehead, harmonious features. Taylor was right: Madame D. is beautiful. Beautiful in the way only women in their early thirties can be, with that mixture of budding maturity and still tangible youthfulness. She is elegant, too, in her black suit and stiletto heels. A true Parisian lady.

Concealed behind a tree, Hunter is close enough to the professor’s wife to see that she appears worried, her forehead wrinkled by faint lines. She sighs. Leaning against her car, she chews on her key fob. The little girls aren’t with her today.

Students swarm from the building and divide into small groups on the sidewalk. The professor is a head taller than the crowd around him. His wife spots him, opens the door, and sits behind the steering wheel. He joins her. She doesn’t look at him. Hunter notices that they do not kiss. The car speeds away.

Hunter waits for Taylor.

“Did you skip class?” Taylor asks when she arrives.

“No, I got here too late. I was waiting for you.”

Taylor is exultant. “Hey, guess what? The professor’s a womanizer!”

“How do you know?”

“I met a girl who slept with him. Apparently he’s famous for it. All you have to do is go to his office, do a bit of flirting, and wham bam thank you ma’am!”

Hunter remains silent. She thinks about the little girls in the back of the car, and of Madame D.’s somber face. She doesn’t know why, but she wants to cry.

*   *   *

“Miss Logan?”

She turns around and she is caught in the full glare of the professor’s charming smile.

“Do you live near here?” he asks, gesturing to Place Saint-Sulpice.

She stands up. “No, I live on Avenue Marceau.”

He sits down, and she follows suit.

“So, you must be staying with the viscountess.”

“Yes,” Hunter admits, feeling intimidated.

The fountain beside them makes a pretty, musical sound.

“I often go for walks in the Luxembourg,” she says. “With Proust.”

“Good idea.”

She can feel his golden-brown gaze touching her cheeks, her forehead, her lips.

“By the way, your last essay was excellent, if I remember correctly.”

“Thank you.”

“You don’t have to thank me. It was very well written.”

She looks up at him, blushing slightly.

He says, “We could go for a drink if you like.”

She can no longer hear the fountain, only the sound of his voice.

“There’s a nice caf
é
just over there. What do you say?”

She notices he is carrying a large folder.

“You know what this is?” he asks.

“No.”

“Guess.”

“Your next class?”

“Wrong! It’s a book.”

“On Proust?”

He laughs. “No, I’ve already done that! This is a novel. My first novel.”

“Do you have a publisher?”

“Yes. These are the final proofs. I’m correcting them at the moment. I was on my way to see my publisher when I met you.”

“Will it be published soon?”

“In the fall.”

“What’s it about?”

“Love.”

Hunter feels herself blush again.

The professor smiles as he looks at her. Then he strokes her cheek. “How pretty you are, Miss Logan. And how afraid of me you seem!”

“No,” she says, standing up again. “I’m not afraid of you.”

“And yet you’re trembling.…”

He takes her hand in his. He’s right: she is trembling.

“I’m not going to eat you.”

“Please…”

The professor lets go of her hand. “Relax.”

She says nothing.

“Let’s go for a walk in the Luxembourg. Just the three of us: you, me, and Marcel.”

*   *   *

Hunter wished the huge yellowish clawfoot bathtub in which she lay would swallow her. The water was no longer even tepid; it was just plain cold.

Savannah hammered at the bathroom door. “Hey, Boston, have you drowned in there? Your pal Taylor has called three times tonight!”

“I’m coming,” Hunter muttered.

She emerged from the tub and wrapped herself in a towel. Then she lay on the floor, her feet raised up on the bidet. She dreaded talking to Taylor, who would undoubtedly guess that she was hiding something.

It all began yesterday, in the Luxembourg. The two of them walked under the chestnut trees. The weather was perfect. Around them, people were playing tennis, running, sunbathing. Jerome D. told her about his book. She listened dreamily. He held her hand, and she made no objection. She had the impression that people were looking at them kindly, as if they were happily in love, and this thrilled her.

Then he kissed her. Intoxicated, she let him. For a brief instant the sad face of Madame D. and her little girls flashed through Hunter’s mind. Then Evan’s face, too. But she pushed them away. It was only a kiss, after all.…

But the kiss did not end. It became less innocent. In the shadow of a chestnut tree, Jerome D. became bolder. His hands brushed her breasts, her hips. He rubbed himself against her, drank in her kiss.

“I have an apartment, on Rue de Vaugirard,” he whispered into her hair. “You want to come? It’s nice there.”

Hunter stiffened.

“What’s the matter?” Jerome D. asked.

Hunter freed herself from his embrace. “You’re married.”

He laughed. “So?”

She looked at him, dumbfounded. “But … b-b-but…,” she stammered.

He drew her close to him again. “My wife doesn’t know anything.”

Hunter pushed him away. “How do you know?”

Surprised, he looked at her more attentively. “I’m sure she doesn’t.”

Hunter took a few steps back. “I think your wife looks sad. She knows you’re cheating on her.”

He laughed again. “So you think this is cheating, do you? A little kiss on a sunny afternoon? Seemed to me you were rather enjoying it—”

“Everyone in the university says you have affairs with your students.”

He smiled mockingly. “Oh, so you’re worried about my bad reputation?”

“I’m not afraid of you or your reputation. I despise you. If you were my husband, or my father, I would be ashamed.”

Jerome D. gave her a sardonic look. “Poor little American girl,” he hissed. “You really need to get laid more often!”

Then, with a shrug, and a quick adjustment of his shirt collar, he walked away.

*   *   *

Jerome D.’s book was published. It was displayed in bookstore windows and the author’s photograph appeared in the newspapers. The university organized a book-signing event, which was a great success. Hunter was the only student in the class who didn’t want to buy the professor’s novel.

Ever since the incident in the Luxembourg, she had felt disgusted by Jerome D., and her aversion was accentuated by the fact that he slept with Taylor not long afterward. Taylor quickly guessed that something must have happened between Hunter and the professor. When he gave a lower grade for one of Hunter’s essays, Taylor realized the truth.

“You shouldn’t have turned him down.”

“Oh, so you have to say yes and be screwed in his whorehouse on Rue de Vaugirard to be given good grades?”

Shocked by such vulgarities coming from Hunter’s usually prim mouth, Taylor blushed and said nothing.

*   *   *

Hunter stood in a corridor, on the lookout for Professor D. As soon as he emerged from a classroom, she cornered him.

“Excuse me, monsieur, but what is this grade supposed to mean?” she demanded, holding up her essay.

Irritated and in a rush, Jerome D. almost barked at her: “it means, Miss Logan, that your work wasn’t good.”

Unflustered, Hunter stood in his way. “So you wouldn’t mind if I showed my essay to some other professors? I’d like to know if they find it as poor as you did.”

Jerome D. hesitated.

Hunter attacked: “I can’t go back to America with a grade like that in my file. It’s unacceptable. You know perfectly well that it was a good essay. You also know why you gave me that grade. I want you to change it. If you don’t, I’ll file a complaint against you.”

Jerome D. bared his white teeth. “Are you saying you would accuse me of what you Americans call ‘sexual harassment’? Are you planning on spreading this fib among my colleagues?”

“Certainly.”

“Believe me, in France that kind of puritan bullshit is considered laughable. No one here takes feminists seriously. As you will learn to your cost.”

“Je pense … vous allez…” Abandoning her usual reserve, Hunter ran out of French words and switched to her more reliable, more fluid mother tongue.
“You’re going to regret this for the rest of your life.”

“Oh really? How terrifying,” Jerome D. snickered.

Her face hot and red, she turned on her heels and walked away, the professor’s laughter echoing in her ears. Outside, Madame D. was waiting in her car. Hunter walked past her without a glance, fists balled.

An article in a popular women’s magazine was what finally sent her over the edge.

Love Scenes,
a debut novel by a young literature professor, has made a big impact in the literary world. Jerome D., who teaches at a large Parisian university, has written an apologia for marriage and fidelity. With humor and emotion, his book traces the history of a marriage, from its beginnings, through its pitfalls and joys, to its ruin and finally its rebirth. Married with two children—Albertine, 4, and Odette, 2—this handsome 34-year-old insists he wrote the book for his wife and daughters. “In the age we live in, people have stopped believing in marriage. There are more and more divorces and separations, and it’s the children who suffer. I wanted to write something romantic, even if that might seem old-fashioned now. I invented a story with a happy ending, something that will give people back some hope and joy in this time of crisis and gloom.” Such is Jerome D.’s novel, written with a subtlety and nostalgia inspired by his hero Marcel Proust, blended with a verve that is all his own.

Beneath a large photograph of Jerome D. at his desk, one of his daughters sitting on his lap, was the following caption: “Jerome D. pictured with his elder daughter, Albertine.”

Hunter almost choked. This was too much! As she paced her bedroom, her eyes fell on the photo of Evan. For a few seconds she stared at the young man’s face. How would she react, she wondered, if Evan ever cheated on her after they were married? Then she studied the photograph of her father, examined his craggy face, his kindly eyes, his reassuring smile. Hunter felt sure he would never do such a thing to his wife.

Now she looked more closely at the portrait of Jerome D. in the newspaper. She despised that face, those eyes, that smile. She felt sorry for the daughter. The professor deserved to be taught a lesson.

Visible behind Jerome D.’s right shoulder in the picture was his computer screen. Hunter grabbed a magnifying glass, which Madame de M. used for her stamp collection, and held it in front of the photograph. On the screen, Hunter recognized the logo of a Facebook page.

She thought for a few moments. Then she ran out of the room and down the hallway to bang on Savannah’s door.

A corpselike voice replied, “Who the hell is that? It’s ten am!”

“Open up! It’s Hunter.”

“You have to be kidding. I only went to bed three hours ago.”

“Please! I need to pick your brain.”

“My brain is still pickled at this time in the morning. Leave me alone!”

“Open the door and I’ll lend you my new dress.”

Silence. Hunter listened intently.

Then Savannah’s crumpled face, framed by an unruly mop of hair, appeared in the doorway.

“Seriously? I thought you didn’t want to lend it to me.”

“Well, now I do. But only if you help me.”

“Okay,” said Savannah.

“I want to get onto a guy’s Facebook page,” Hunter told her.

“What’s his name?”