Authors: P. C. Cast
What the fuck am I thinking?
She stumbled back out of the seductive cocoon of his arms.
“Our age difference is more than a few years, Justin.” She tried for her teacher voice again. Unfortunately she sounded more like a breathless Marilyn Monroe.
He shrugged broad shoulders and grinned at her. “You’re really cute about that.”
“About what?” Her mind didn’t seem to be processing correctly, and she inanely added, “And I’m not cute.”
“About our age difference. And you are cute about this one thing. Other than that you’re sexy and beautiful.” He brushed a strand of thick blonde hair that had escaped from her ponytail out of her face. “May I walk you home?”
Candice batted at his hand. “No, you may not.”
“Why not? And don’t say it’s because I’m too young. My age should work for me when it comes to walking.” He grinned and added, “Or jogging. I don’t imagine many older men can keep up with you.”
“Actually, they can’t,” she said. Despite herself she was thoroughly enjoying their flirty banter.
“Just as I thought! So there’s no reason why I can’t walk you home.”
“Yes, there is. I’ve sworn off men,” she said firmly.
He threw his head back and laughed, a sound that was as seductively masculine as it was youthfully exuberant.
“That’s perfect, because I’m not a man.”
“Exactly the problem,” she countered, finding that she was unable to keep herself from smiling in response. “You’re a boy, and I don’t go out walking with boys.”
His amber eyes darkened. With a quick movement that was feral in its grace he closed the space that had grown between them. He took her hand in his and, without his eyes leaving hers, he turned it over, palm up, and kissed her at the pulse point on her wrist. His lips were so close to her skin when he spoke that they brushed her arm, making her shiver with the warmth of his breath. “I’m no boy.” Then, eyes shining, he nipped her gently. “But I am a werewolf. So you can go out walking with me—or anything else you might like to do—and still be sworn off men.”
What harm could letting him walk her home cause? It wasn’t like he was a stranger, and he was right. He wasn’t a teenager anymore. Really. He was twenty-six. And a half.
Plus, she was having fun. Justin was making her laugh with stories about botched meat deliveries at his family’s restaurant, Red Riding Hood’s Steak and Ale House, which bragged it was “the best darn steak place this side of Denver.” She hadn’t remembered him as being this charming or witty in high school. Little wonder—the only thing more self-absorbed and boorish than teenage boys were teenage girls.
Laughing, she made squeamish noises as he finished the
story about the fist-sized hunk of fur that had been found in a package of ground buffalo meat, and how his dad hadn’t figured out that it was really buffalo fur and not wolf fur until after he’d sheared the pelts off of each of his brothers.
“Thankfully, I was out of town on one of my many buying trips for the restaurant.” He rubbed a hand through his thick hair. “I know it grows back, but still…”
“So, that’s what you do? You work at your family’s restaurant?”
“Yeah.”
“Do you like it?”
“I guess.”
She studied his handsome face, wondering at the sudden change in his attitude. And then an old memory surfaced. “Wait! Aren’t you an artist? Don’t I remember you winning the PTA Reflections Contest at the state level your sophomore year?”
He moved his shoulder and looked uncomfortable. “That was a long time ago. I don’t do much art anymore.”
“Why not? I remember that you were very talented.”
“Just lost interest. It started to feel like just another chore—like washing dishes at the restaurant. Whatever.” Then he seemed to mentally shake himself and his expression brightened. “Enough about that. I want to hear about you. So you’re still teaching?”
“Not for much longer, I hope,” she said.
He laughed. “How are you going to escape from the Fighting Fairies?”
“Ironically, through education. I’m working on my MFA. As soon as I finish it, I’m off to Denver to snag a job as an editor.”
“Well, it’ll be the Fairies’ loss.”
“Right now it doesn’t feel like the Fairies need to worry. I’m in the middle of a poetry class that’s trying to kill me; sometimes I don’t think I’ll ever get through it.”
“Really?” He rubbed his chin, amber eyes shining. “Let’s see if I remember.…” He cleared his throat and gave a quick, nervous laugh.
She raised her brows questioningly. What was he up to? Then he began a recitation. At first he spoke the lines hesitantly, but as he continued his confidence grew.
If it be sin to love, and hold one heart,
Far ’mongst the stars above, supreme, apart,
If it be sin to deeply cherish one,
And hold her rich and rare as beams the sun
Across the morning skies,
Then have I sinned, but sinning gained
A glimpse of Paradise.
His voice was rich and deep and his eyes lingered on hers, causing the poet’s words to seem his own. And he effectively
rendered her speechless for what seemed like the zillionth time in just the short while they’d been together.
“Did I get it right?”
“Yes!” The word burst out of her stunned mouth.
Get a grip on yourself and say something intelligent before he starts thinking he’s talking to a prematurely aged teenager
. “Yes, you did,” she said in a more grown-up voice. “That’s ‘If It Be Sin’ by DeMass, isn’t it? Are you a poetry fan?”
Laughing, he took her hand and planted a quick, playful kiss on it.
“What I am is a man with a pretty good memory who had one hell of a hard sophomore English teacher who terrified him and pounded poetry into his head so thoroughly that more than a decade later it’s still stuck there.”
“Oh, God. I did that to you?”
“Yes, Ms. Cox, you certainly did.”
Unexpectedly, Candice blushed. “What grade did I give you?”
“A ‘C,’ and I was grateful for it. And I do believe you might have also given me an ulcer as well as several painful hard-ons that semester, too.” He laughed. Then, before she could sputter a reply about the C, the ulcer or (embarrassingly) the hard-ons, he glanced around them. “Isn’t this your place?”
Surprised, Candice realized that they were standing in her driveway. “Yes, it is.” She smiled at him and had to press her
palms against her legs to stop her hands from fidgeting. “Thanks for walking me home.”
“Entirely my pleasure.” He studied her for a moment, and his charming smile faltered as his expression grew more serious. “I’d—I’d like to see you again,” he said quickly, then held up his hand to cut her off when she automatically opened her mouth to tell him no. “Wait. Before you shoot me down I’d like you to answer one question for me. Did you enjoy talking to me?”
“Yes.” The answer came easily.
“Because I’m an ex-student or because you think I’m a man who is interesting and maybe slightly charming?”
“That’s two questions,” she said.
“Nope—it’s the same question, just with two parts. Kinda like some of those hellish essay questions you used to torture us with.”
She smiled begrudgingly at him, and decided to tell him the truth. “Because I find you interesting.”
“And maybe a little charming?”
“Maybe…”
“Then why not agree to see me again?”
“Justin, I’m forty.”
He waited, looking at her as if there had to be more to it than that.
She sighed. “Justin,” she tried again, “I’m forty years old and you’re—”
“Yes, I know. I got a C in English, but I did better in math. You’re fourteen years older than I am. You’re also smart and funny and easy to talk to and very, very sexy. Seriously, Candice. Try finding all those qualities in girls half your age. It’s next to impossible.” When she looked like she wanted to argue with him, he took her hand and said, “Okay, if our age difference bothers you that much, how about let’s not call it a real date? Let’s call it…an exercise appointment.”
“An exercise appointment?”
“You jog every day, don’t you?”
“Almost.”
“Will you be jogging tomorrow?”
“Probably.”
“Then how about we make an appointment to jog together tomorrow?”
“Okay,” she heard herself say. “I’ll jog by Wolf Creek at about sevenish.”
“You’re awesome! See you tomorrow.” He shot her a blazing smile, kicked into a youthful, athletic jog, and disappeared into the fading light of dusk around the curve in the road.
Awesome?
She cringed.
Like, wow. I am, like, totally awesome
.
Laughing softly at her own silliness, she skipped lightly up the stairs into her house. Refusing to berate herself for being a horny middle-aged letch, Candice poured herself a cold glass of water. She had the whole day tomorrow to consider if she really
was going to show up for their “appointment” or not. She wouldn’t think about it now. And anyway, her eye caught sight of the notebook and pencil sitting on her desk where she’d left them. She had homework to do.
Candice grinned.
She also had lines of poetry unexpectedly popping into her mind. Godiva had been partially right. Being in the presence of a werewolf had certainly unblocked her—even if an evening of conversation hadn’t been exactly what her witchy friend had been recommending. Eagerly, she sat down and put pencil to the unfinished page, taking up easily where she’d left off.
You ask, what now?
Well, love comes with the night,
in the most inexplicable places
leaving the most unexplainable traces.
Candice giggled, and kept writing.
You see…a wolfman is the man for me!
Hmm…maybe she would meet Justin tomorrow.