Adalwulf: The Two Swords (Tales of Germania Book 1) (3 page)

And that was the reason.

I was more able, more promising than Ansgar.

Had he not asked a vitka about it?
The vitka had warned him. It was his warband, his to do with as he wanted, and when he died, he didn’t want to see his brother’s son take it over, no matter if he had grown richer by his brother’s estate.

“I see,” I had said, seething inside. He had seen I understood and hated the reason, and he had waved his hand weakly, half sorry, half determined to air it all, as I had called the bear out of its hole.

“There are thousands of men in Mattium, Adalwulf. Dozens of warlords, ring-givers, and I’m sure you will find one that pleases you. I can help you find one, indeed,” he had said, bothered. “You could be happier there.”

“I’ve lived with you and your men for—“

“With
my
men, indeed,” he had interrupted and scratched a dog, and I had felt insulted by the fact the mutt received attention and favor, when I was being robbed of all of it. “I’ll not have you lead them,” he said plainly.

A sprit had whispered to my ear, and it was called Malice. “And if I choose Sigimar?” I had asked him, unwisely.

That old lord was a deadly Chatti rival, and Germain and he had more feuds between them than Donor had with the Jotuns. Blood had been spilled for decades in the woods and hills, and while the Thing often settled such disputes between rivals, and Oldaric’s rulings carried a lot of weight and the spells of the vitka determined rights and wrongs, Germain would hate his rival forever. He had lost a flock of cows to the lord, once, years past, and I should have known better than to twist his tail in such a manner.

“Then,” he had eventually said thinly, and even the dogs in the hall slunk away, knowing well the tone of their master’s voice, “you will regret it. Find a lord, boy. Even
him
, if you will, but expect no quarter for our shared blood if one day you meet us in battle. Your father, my brother, will weep in Asgaard, but this is how it will be. You are grown up, and know what’s what, well enough, no? You choose, choose wisely, and I might one day forgive you.”

I had stood there, swallowing my anger, and did, finally. I had been left empty, shivering, and lost. I had reached out with a sudden, final thought. “And will you give me the horse and land my father held before? Even some of it? I could start with that.”

He had snorted and wiped his brow. He had considered it, but Germain was also a greedy man, and Father’s hall had been set amidst rich, fertile woods and fields. He spoke harshly, “And what would that teach you, Adalwulf? To start rich? No, you father would have wanted you to find your own way, to build a life that was your own. Expect nothing but toil and work. And the horse, Adalwulf, Snake-Bite? It stays with your cousin, because why should I make you so mighty, if you think about joining my enemy?”

And that was all there was to it. I shut my mouth as I rode, wondering if the Quadi’s advice about speaking all of that aloud would ever really help me accept the righteousness of my actions, because all it did was to make me confused.

I had stalked out of the hall, and had sat by a small steam all that evening. When the anger still hadn’t abated, I had gone up the hill, waited until the men were feasting, and took the horse for a ride.

And I was still riding.

A thief.
I should not feel sorry.

But I was sorry.

Gods cursed man with conscience, and they had none for themselves.

No, I’d not turn back. I’d carry the shame, and suffer it.

I let the horse move again, towards what I thought was west. I couldn’t be sure. I had never been that far from home. I had passed the Quadi lands, watching the northern hills of the Matticati with trepidation. Even if the tribe was a shoot-off of the Chatti, they were friends to few Germani, and often raided the lands of the Quadi and the lands I rode, where untamed men made a living. One night, I had seen burning hall far ahead, heard whoops of the Matticati. The next morning, I crossed the river to south, swimming by the horse, braving some strong current, and came to the lands of the Marcomanni, a Suebi tribe and allies of the Quadi, but far more powerful.

It took days, but I was sure I had nearly reached the river that kept Gauls and Germani apart, and also kept the Roman power at check, the Rhenus River. I was on my way to the banks of that river, where the Marcomanni lived, and for the northern gau that was ruled from a hill, the Hard Hill, the former home of the legendary Aristovistus, the hero once defeated by the famed Roman, Caesar God. There men with no homes often found one, with the Bordermen. I spat away my remorse, and hoped to find peace ahead, but it would not come easily.

The Marcomanni were rich, it was evident. I rode across fine, ripening fields, all swaying with rough barley, and saw many villages in the distance. Amidst woods and lakes, there were pastures full of cows, and some wheat fields. My horse whinnied and warned me of a possible danger, and I held my framea—a thin-tipped short spear ideal for melee and throwing both—steadily, turning to look around, and spotted a homestead I had missed.

Bearded men on horses herded some small cows lazily across a stream near it. I guided my horse expertly around some boulders, keeping distance to the Marcomanni guarding their flocks of cows. I cursed myself for a fool, and stuck the spear under my thigh and balanced the shield before me as I started to twist my hair into a knot. Most Suebi wore such a thing, often braided carefully, some decorated richly, and the more elaborate the knot, the higher the man. The Marcomanni would see my hair, long and wild, and uncut at forehead. The Chatti often cut it only after killing their first man. They would know I was not a Suebi, not from their lands, but a stranger. As I was tall and blonde, with wide shoulders and piercing blue eyes, they’d remember me. If the Chatti sent men to find me, I didn’t want to seem too conspicuous.

I managed to twist a loose knot in place, and saw some of the Marcomanni had guided their horses near a stream, staring at me. I grabbed my shield and the spear and hailed the men, who now held spears tightly. I knew I would have to be careful. The men were tense, and didn’t hail me back. Perhaps they had been raided recently. Cow theft was one of the ways to make a man rich in the lands of the Germani, and horse theft was probably as lucrative for a thief. I was no threat to the men, and they knew it. I might be a scout for the neighbors of these men, or even one for a large scale war party aiming to wreck terrible havoc in the land.

The men finally pulled their horses away and whistled for their dogs, which I only now noticed running ahead and behind me. While my hair was now twisted with the unfamiliar Suebi knot, I’d not easily fit in. The Chatti were not Suebi. Our gods were mostly the same, though spirits, ancestors, and many of our stories were our own. Their habits and speech were subtly different. Where Chatti lived amongst the mountains, stretching to the north where the Cherusci and the Sigambri lived in the flatter lands, the Marcomanni were living near savage enemies at the edge of the Black Forest. Here, the Marcomanni, the Bordermen, ruled with an iron fist, the only Suebi nations to live here, so far in the east, the scions of great Aristovistus. They lived in the junction of the rivers Rhenus and Moenus, and across the river, the Germani Vangiones, ruled by Rome, lived amidst Roman legionnaires, Mediomactri and Treveri Gauls.

I might not fit in, but as a stranger, I would be in a large company. Many men like me trekked there, they said, for the land of the opportunities, where war lords sought men to raid rich Gaul lands. And not only across the river, the Marcomanni warred in the Matticati hills, and raided far southern lands, where few lords ruled. The Black Forest ringed the land, the rich pastures littered it, and I stared hungrily at earthy halls, where smoke rose to the heights of the skies. My nose picked up scents of gruel, and I also made out the scent of some sort of wheat bread, lentils, and even roasted meat. Worst of all, I could smell the beguiling aroma of sweet mead. I was starving, having not eaten well since the Quadi lands, and cursed my crumbling belly.

I stopped feeling sorry for myself, and straightened in the saddle. Even Snake-Bite’s ears perked up, as if it had sense my excitement.

Because far in the distance, a hill could be seen.

It was hazy, partly wooded, and streams of smoke surged lazily from many points. Brown smudges around it hinted at halls and villages, and it was clear there was a major settlement in sight.

I stopped the horse by a small stream, where it bent its neck to drink, and noticed a man riding near. He stopped to look at me, and I nodded at him. “Hard Hill?” I asked as the Marcomanni guided his mount closer, two ugly hounds jogging next to his horse, and both eyed me with curiosity, their tails wagging.

He nodded, and I bowed to him in greeting, and he stopped to admire my horse, smacking his lips. Then he turned to look at me, and despite my disheveled condition, he nodded at me respectfully. “Now there is a man with a dangerous glint in his eyes, eh? Come to find work? You will.” The man, a Marcomanni of advanced years, cocked his head at me. “May Frigg smile on you, and, yes, that is Hard Hill.”

“And you, old man,” I answered. “I’ve ridden a long time to find it”

He nodded, and inspected the braid in my hair. “I’ve seen better braids and knots, and yes, most of you restless men try to make one. I saw you were talking to your horse as well. You sane in the head? Just making sure.” He smiled at me disarmingly.

“I … was having an argument with myself,” I said sheepishly. “I’ve been riding alone for a while. I’m not dangerous, at least, I don’t think so.”

“Not dangerous? Good, good. Where do you hail from? Not nearby, unless you are riding in circles, talking to yourself?”

I shrugged. I waved my hand over to the north, then east. “Lands not that far, but far enough.”

“You are a Chatti,” he chortled. “You smell like a Chatti.”

I stiffened with indignation. “And
what
does a Chatti smell like?”

He roared with laughter, and his dogs started yapping excitedly. “Pride and blood.”

Mollified, I spoke to him with a grin.
Pride and blood, indeed.
He had an easy manner, and I had missed speaking to men who treated you with respect. Snake-Bite was a very silent companion. “I’m from Mattium,’ I told him, and he nodded in thanks for my openness.

“Herold of Highwater,” he answered, and waved his hand behind him, where Highwater apparently was nestled in the woods. “You really came to the right place, boy. Our lords are fully aware the savage reputation of the Chatti. Many are often granted access to a lord’s warband.”

“I’m seeking such a man.’

“And men seek you,” he stared at me and stroked his beard. “But what kind of warlord, I wonder. You look young,’ the Marcomanni noted. ‘Have you fought in a shieldwall yet?”

“I’ve—“ I said, and then swallowed. I shook my head, and the old man roared with friendly laughter and slapped my knee to reassure me.

“Your hair is uncut. Don’t the Chatti cut it when they kill a man? Your forehead should be clear if you are a killer, no?” he asked mirthfully.

“Well—“ I said, brushing the offending hair aside.

He smiled and waved down my discomfort. “Have not. Never mind, young lord. Perhaps one of the lesser Marcomanni lords will have you, if you are not quite ready for the tall ones yet. They are most all there for the feast and the Thing of Balderich. It’s the time of the year they all travel to the Hill.”

“Who are they? Whom should I approach? You say some coming man?”

The man shook his head to calm me down, and I slumped in my saddle as the man pondered the answer. I remembered the great Things of the Chatti, where all the free men would gather at the end of the feast months to hail the gods, celebrate the harvests, and to give oaths and settle feuds with wergilds, or spear. In Mattium, the grand oppidum, much like the settlements many Celts lived in, the hill-fort of the eastern mountains, it was also the time when men sought service. Few found a lord, if they had not served in war or raid before. A fameless man would be competing with others like him, and many lied about their deeds. Most, in fact.

Mayhap being a thief is enough, and I’ll not shame myself more
, I thought, as I had not been able to lie to the man about my ability and past. It was possible I just needed practice. A day more of hunger would do it, perhaps?

The old Marcomanni smiled at me, and shooed his dogs away. He fished a bit of meat from his saddle and handed it to me. I took it gratefully, despite the astonished looks of the departing dogs. He spoke on. “You should think about it, young man. Take your time. Stay. Or perhaps you should go home.”

“You know nothing of my home,” I told him stiffly. “I’d rather not think about that option. It’s not an option, in fact.”

He rubbed his neck, embarrassed. “Home is where people miss you, eh? No matter what you’ve done.”

I pushed the remorse away. They wouldn’t miss me there, not after I shamed them. “Are there, or are there not, lords here I might serve one day?” I pressed on, chewing the meat ponderously.

He shrugged. “As I said, you will find some lesser lord. A captain who leads men for the warlords. But there is no reason why you shouldn’t go for the higher men first. Try! There are the southern lords in the Thing, Isfried the Glum. Melheim, his brother, and one more brother I’ve never seen. Drinks too much, they say. Burlein! Now I remember. In the south, their family holds sway, and their gau is prosperous enough. And perhaps far from the Chatti as well, if that is what you desire, since you seem to think none will miss you in Mattium?”