Adrien English Mysteries: A Dangerous Thing & Fatal Shadows (42 page)

“It might be one of the missing editions.”

“It might not be.”

We searched through the remaining volumes to no avail.

“Here’s something,” Kevin said, breaking another long silence. “A trapper was found mutilated in Senex Valley. Where the hell’s Senex Valley?”

“Hmm? Senex Valley is what they used to call Spaniard’s Hollow and the area surrounding it.”

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“When did they change the name?”

I answered absently, “I’m not really sure. It seems like it followed Salt’s gun battle with the bandits.”

“Spaniards aren’t Mexicans.”

“When you figure both Mexico and California were still under Spanish rule as late as 1821, I think it’s safe to assume some cultural overlay.”

Silence broken only by the scrape of turning pages.

“This is pretty gruesome,” Kevin commented, still glued to The Gazette.

I glanced at my watch. “Jesus! It’s five o’clock!”

Kevin slapped shut the cover. “No wonder I’m starving.” As I stood up he asked way too casually, “Can I buy you dinner?”

“No can do.” I shoved the volume back on the shelf, held my hand out for Kevin’s.

“Besides, shouldn’t you be getting back to camp?”

He handed me the tome he held. “I’ve been asked to take a leave of absence until I’m cleared.” The green eyes could not meet mine.

“Cleared?”

“Of Livingston’s murder.” His smile was morose.

“Who’s idea was that?”

“Dr. Shoup’s. But even Dr. Marquez agreed.” His gaze rose briefly to mine. “See, you’re not the only one who thinks I’m capable of murder.”

“Kev --”

“No, it’s okay. I mean, why not me?”

“Because you didn’t do it?”

“Do you believe that?”

Before I could answer, he turned away. Turning out the light, he locked the door to the basement. As we started up the stairs he said, “I hear it was your friend who discovered Harvey’s body in that cave.”

“Uh, right.” I had to wonder at the number of fibs my former Boy Scout was telling these days. Not that I didn’t appreciate his running interference for me. I could imagine what the sheriff would have said if I’d discovered another body.

Over his shoulder Kevin asked, “What was he doing up in those caves? Was he looking for Harvey?”

“No.” I tried to get my mind (and gaze) off the trim butt in the tight jeans moving at eye level as we continued back up the stairs. “Aren’t the sheriffs questioning everybody?” I inquired.

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“That’s what they say, but they’re just waiting for the damn ballistics match so they can arrest me.”

We kept coming back to this. “Why should they think you killed Livingston?”

“I wouldn’t have. I had no reason. He was a great guy.”

“Somebody didn’t think so.”

“Then it was somebody who didn’t know him.”

I wished I could see his face as I asked, “Are you sure Livingston didn’t argue with anyone? Were there any problems between Livingston and Shoup?”

“No.” He qualified, “Not that I know of.”

“Do you know if Livingston ever met Ted Harvey?”

“I think he came around a couple of times when we first set up camp. There was never any confrontation.”

Upstairs Kevin returned the key to the basement to Miss Buttermit’s stand-in. As we walked outside into the spring evening he put a hand on my arm.

“Adrien, about yesterday ...”

I laughed. “Forget it.”

His fingers tightened. “I don’t want to forget it.” An internal struggle seemed to take place while the old-fashioned street lamps came on one by one around us. “It’s not easy being gay in a town like Basking.”

“It’s not easy in a town like LA. It’s not easy.”

“I just wish --”

I almost said, “me too,” which would have been a mistake, not least because it wasn’t true. I had all the complications in my personal life I could handle.

Instead I gave his shoulder a pat, got in the Bronco and drove away leaving Kevin standing on the boardwalk in the shadow of a swinging sign in the shape of a boot.

* * * * *

I made a small detour on the drive home. Yesterday’s exploration of the cave had not turned up exactly what I’d expected; that meant the proof I needed was still out there -- and I thought I had a pretty good idea where.

An hour and a half later of prowling hilltops, crawling through bushes, and sliding down hillsides, I wasn’t quite so sure.

I was rethinking my brilliant plan as I rested on a flat-top rock formation overlooking the archeologist’s strangely silent camp when I spotted some peculiar dents in the worn surface. The pockets in the granite outcropping meant that the flat-surfaced rock would have A Dangerous Thing

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functioned like a metate or quern. For decades Indian women would have sat here chatting and grinding acorn for bread by using manos or grinding stones.

I knew I was on the right trail -- literally.

In fact ....

I shifted my weary arse, hunting down among the weeds and supporting boulders, and sure enough, before the sunset, I had my proof in the form of the latest Japanese technology.

Not that it gave me any pleasure.

* * * * *

It was nearly dark by the time I reached the ranch. Dusk’s muted heather shadows stretched long across the mountains. Frederick Remington might have painted the distant sunset slashing the sky with Confederate blue and firebrand pink as I drove through the Pine Shadow gates. My headlamps picked out Jake striding purposefully across the yard, keys in hand. I parked and got out.

“Where the hell have you been?” From the drill sergeant bark, you’d have thought I’d overstayed my 24-hour pass. Then he added, “I was coming to look for you.”

Well, that sounded kind of nice. It would have been nicer to have been kissed hello, but Jake stayed at arm’s length

“I lost track of time.” I hedged, still not having made up my mind what to do with the item in my jacket pocket.

“Doing what?”

“Looking through old newspapers.” I debated whether to mention Kevin’s presence, and decided that on this point honesty was the best policy. “I ran into Kevin.”

“Coincidence?” asked Jake. “I think not.”

“I think so.”

He followed me up the porch steps and into the house. I peeled off my jacket watching Jake shrug out of his own, wincing. I queried, “How’s the arm?”

“Not so stiff.” He lifted his shoulder like he was winding up to pitch a hardball. “Itches like hell. I think that’s a good sign though.”

“Not if it’s infected. So what did you do today?”

“Made a few calls,” he said vaguely.

That sort of clinched the quandary of fair exchange of information. “Oh yeah? What’s to eat? All I’ve had since breakfast is coffee and cookies.”

I homed in on the kitchen where I discovered grilled steaks cooling on the stovetop and baked potatoes with all the trimmings on a couple of plates.

“Wow. A man could get used to this,” I remarked.

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No comment from Jake.

While we ate I filled him in on what I had learned -- most of what I had learned, that is.

He listened impassively as though he sat on the opposite side of an interrogation table.

“Let me see if I understand you. You think something that happened over a hundred years ago connects the deaths of Harvey and Livingston?”

“I think it’s possible.”

“Uh huh.” He chewed ferociously, swallowed and inquired, “What about the werewolf?”

“Laugh all you want, but this is one weird place. Do you know that over the past hundred-plus years over fifteen mutilated bodies have been found in the woods?”

“Do you know how many mutilated bodies have turned up in the Angeles Crest Forest over the past hundred years? Plenty.”

“That’s not a reasonable comparison, Jake. This is a small, relatively secluded area.” I laid my fork and knife down. “They used to call this place Senex Valley. Senex is Latin for old.

The Old Ones. The First Ones ... get it?”

Jake rubbed his forehead as though he felt a headache coming on.

“Maybe that’s beside the point,” I said hastily.

“Maybe?”

“But something about this Red Rover mine that isn’t quite kosher.”

“Like?”

“For starters, Royale and his partner Barnabas Salt abandoned the Red Rover. They thought it was worthless and they moved on. Then for some reason they came back to the mine and hit a vein.”

“So?”

“That’s not typical. It’s practically unheard of.”

“But it’s possible, right?”

“It’s not impossible, I’ll give you that. But here’s another bizarre thing. After Royale’s death, they tried mining the Red Rover. The mine was played out.”

“They who?” inquired Jake, getting down to brass tacks.

“I guess the ex-wife hired ...”

“But you don’t know.”

“I don’t know who, I do know efforts to mine the Red Rover after Royale’s death failed.

That’s why the mine was abandoned and then finally lost track of.”

“This means something to you?” He absently stroked the gold stubble on his lean jaw, as though just noticing he needed a shave. I remembered the tickle of those whiskers against my bare back. It took effort to redirect my thoughts.

“Why all this interest in a mine that played out so long ago?”

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Jake pushed his plate aside and tilted his chair back, linking his hands behind his head.

“Like your pal Shoup says, it’s historically interesting. You think only things of monetary value are of historical interest?”

“Of course not, but according to Marquez, Shoup’s interested in the mine because it would be a significant find. I just don’t see how a played-out mine could be a significant find.”

“Hard to say, what with funding and grants and nutty professors in general.”

“You don’t think it’s interesting?”

“I guess it’s interesting.” He shrugged.

By now we had finished eating. Stars twinkled through the windows. I rose, started piling dishes in the sink, wondering about our sleeping arrangements. Had last night been a once-off or had we been setting a precedent? Nothing in Jake’s behavior or attitude had changed, either for better or worse.

He sat unmoving as I made my trips to and from the table. Other than a floorboard that squeaked every time I crossed it, the kitchen seemed uncannily quiet.

The four feet of his chair hit the floor with a bang and I nearly jumped out of my skin.

He raised his eyebrows. “What’s with you?”

I shook my head sheepishly.

Jake grinned and shoved away from the table. “Let’s leave the dishes,” he suggested.

* * * * *

Sober it was different: slower, sweeter. Jake explored my body with a thoroughness that would lead one to think he was investigating for clues. Or perhaps he was doing a comparison check, inspecting what wasn’t there, inspecting what was.

He tried a couple of things, watching my face to see how I took it -- and I took it like a man, encouraging him as best I could without making him self-conscious.

“This is enough for you? Just ... this?”

“Enough ...?” I gasped, humping against his hand. He had wonderful hands, long strong fingers and a delicate touch despite the calluses. “I’m not saying I wouldn’t like ... oh, God that’s nice ...”

I closed my eyes, savoring the sustained caress, then opened them as his words sank in.

“Is it not enough for you?” I wasn’t sure what we were talking about. The sex itself or the fact that for him sex was all it was? Did he want to put a cock ring on me or did he fear I wanted to put a wedding ring on him?

“I didn’t say that.” Then, strangely, he said, “I heard you with Green that night.”

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It took effort to concentrate on his words rather than his touch. I didn’t understand what he meant at first, and then I did. I blinked up at him, not quite knowing what to say.

The night he referred to, the night I had discovered who had killed two of my closest friends

-- and why -- was something I still couldn’t bring myself to think about. At first I’d been too shocked and sickened. And now ... it felt safer not to look back.

“He hurt you.”

“I don’t remember. Maybe.”

“You let it happen.”

Again I didn’t have an answer. It weirded me out to think of Jake listening to Bruce fuck me, but that was hardly the weirdest part of that particular evening.

And that evening was hardly the weirdest part of my relationship with Bruce.

“You let it happen, but you didn’t enjoy it.”

“Well, no.” I asked carefully, “Did you enjoy it? Hearing us, I mean.”

“No.” All at once his face looked older: tight, bleak. “You were afraid. And I was afraid. I thought you were going to die.”

I had thought I was going to die that night too. It was strange looking back from the safety of Jake’s arms. Bruce, who said he loved me, had fucked me over in every possible sense. And Jake, who only spoke of fucking, never caring, had already proved to be an unselfish lover.

I said -- and I thought I was kidding, but somehow it didn’t come out like that, “I knew you’d save me.”

The pain in his face closed down my throat. He seemed about to add something, but changed his mind. Instead his mouth found mine with sudden hunger.

My turn to stroke and soothe.

A couple of things were already clear to me: he needed to be in complete control all the time -- so much for the theory about sexual role playing being inverse to real life dynamics --

and he was a much more generous lover than I had imagined.

In fact, I couldn’t ever remember being with anyone who concentrated so hard on what I was feeling and experiencing.

It filled me with tenderness and the desire to lavish some of the same attention on him.

“Roll over.”

“Me?” The surprise in his voice made me grin.

“No, the werewolf under the bed. Yeah, you.”

He heaved himself onto his back, watched my face warily as I bent over him. Maybe he ordinarily had to command someone to do this.

I ran my fingers through the springy gold curls of his crotch. Like the curls on a baby’s head.