All Flesh Is Grass (34 page)

There was no sign of Hiram.

I rose from my crouch and went slowly down the slope. I reached the garden and made my way across it. Ahead of me loomed the shattered greenhouse, and growing at its corner the seedling elm tree.

I came up to the greenhouse and stood beside it for a moment, taking one last look for Hiram, to make sure he wasn't sneaking up on me. Then I started to move on, but a voice spoke to me and the sound of the voice froze me.

Although, even as I stood frozen, I realized there'd been no sound.

Bradshaw Carter, said the voice once again, speaking with no sound.

And there was a smell of purpleness—perhaps not a smell, exactly, but a sense of purpleness. It lay heavy in the air and it took me back in sharp and crystal memory to Tupper Tyler's camp where the Presence had waited on the hillside to walk me back to Earth.

“Yes,” I said. “Where are you?”

The seedling elm at the corner of the greenhouse seemed to sway, although there was not breeze enough to sway it.

I am here, it said. I have been here all the years. I have been looking forward to this time when I could talk with you.

“You know?” I asked, and it was a foolish question, for somehow I was sure it knew about the bomb and all the rest of it.

We know, said the elm tree, but there can be no despair.

“No despair?” I asked, aghast.

If we fail this time, it said, we will try again. Another place, perhaps. Or we may have to wait the—what do you call it?

“The radiation,” I said. “That is what you call it.”

Until, said the purpleness, the radiations leave.

“That will be years,” I said.

We have the years, it said. We have all the time there is. There is no end of us. There is no end of time.

“But there is an end of time for us,” I said, with a gush of pity for all humanity, but mostly for myself. “There is an end for me.”

Yes, we know, said the purpleness. We feel much sorrow for you.

And now, I knew, was the time to ask for help, to point out that we were in this situation through no choice and no action of our own, and that those who had placed us in it should help to get us out.

But when I tried to say the words, I couldn't make them come. I couldn't admit to this alien thing our complete helplessness.

It was, I suppose, stubbornness and pride. But I had not known until I tried to speak the words that I had the stubbornness and pride.

We feel much sorrow for you, the elm tree had said. But what kind of sorrow—a real and sincere sorrow, or the superficial and pedantic sorrow of the immortal for a frail and flickering creature that was about to die?

I would be bone and dust and eventually neither bone nor dust but forgetfulness and clay, and these things would live on and on, forever.

And it would be more important, I knew, for us who would be bone and dust to have a stubborn pride than it would be for a thing of strength and surety. It was the one thing we had, the one thing we could cling to.

A purpleness, I thought, and what was the purpleness? It was not a color; it was something more than that. It was, perhaps, the odor of immortality, the effluvium of that great uncaring which could not afford to care since anything it cared for could only last a day, while it went on into an eternal future toward other things and other lives for which it could not allow itself to care.

And this was loneliness, I thought, a never-ending and hopeless loneliness such as the human race would never be called upon to face.

Standing there, touching the hard, cold edge of that loneliness, I felt pity stir in me and it seemed strange that one should feel pity for a tree. Although, I knew, it was not the tree nor the purple flowers but the Presence that had walked me home and that was here as well—the same life stuff of which I myself was made—that I felt pity for.

“I am sorry for you, too,” I said, but even as I spoke I knew it would not understand the pity any more than it would have understood the pride if it had known about the pride.

A car came screeching around the curve on the street above the swale and the illumination of its headlights slashed across the greenhouse. I flinched away, but the lights were gone before the flinch had finished.

Somewhere out in the darkness someone was calling me, speaking softly, almost fearfully.

Another car came around the curve, turning fast, its tires howling on the turn. The first car was stopping at my house, skidding on the pavement as the brakes spun it to a halt.

“Brad!” said the soft and fearful voice. “Are you out there, Brad?”

“Nancy,” I said. “Nancy, over here.”

There was something wrong, I knew, something terribly wrong. There was a tenseness in her voice, as if she were speaking through a haze of terror. And there was a wrongness, too, about those speeding cars stopping at the house.

“I thought I heard you talking,” Nancy said, “but I couldn't see you. You weren't in the house and …”

A man was running around the back of the house, a dark shadow outlined briefly by the street lamp at the corner. Out in front were other men; I could hear their running and the angry mumble of them.

“Brad,” said Nancy.

“Hold it,” I cautioned. “There's something wrong.”

I could see her now. She was stumbling toward me through the darkness.

Up by the house a voice yelled: “We know you're in there, Carter! We're coming in to get you if you don't come out!”

I turned and ran toward Nancy and caught her in my arms. She was shivering.

“Those men,” she said.

“Hiram and his pals,” I said.

Glass crashed and a streak of fire went arcing through the night.

“Now, damn it,” someone yelled, triumphantly, “maybe you'll come out.”

“Run,” I said to Nancy. “Up the hill. Get in among the trees …”

“It's Stiffy,” she whispered back. “I saw him and he sent me …”

A sudden glow of fire leaped up inside the house. The windows in the dining room flared like gleaming eyes. And in the light cast by the flame I saw the dark figures gambolling, screaming now in a mindless frenzy.

Nancy turned and ran and I pelted after her, and behind us a voice boomed above the bawling of the mob.

“There he goes!” the voice shouted. “Down there in the garden!”

Something caught my foot and tripped me and I fell, sprawling among the money bushes. The scraggly branches raked across my face and clawed at my clothes as I struggled to my feet.

A tongue of whipping flame leaped above the house, funneled through the hole the time machine had punched in the roof, and the windows all were glowing now. In the sudden silence I could hear the sucking roar of fire eating through the structure.

They were running down the slope toward the garden, a silent group of men. The pounding of their feet and the ugly gasping of their breath came across the space between us.

I stooped and ran my hand along the ground and in the darkness found the thing that tripped me. My fingers closed about it and I brought it up, a four foot length of two-by-four, old and beginning to rot along its edges, but still sound in the core.

A club, I thought, and this was the end of it. But one of them would die—perhaps two of them—while they were killing me.

“Run!” I screamed at Nancy, knowing she was out there somewhere, although I could not see her.

There was just one thing left, I told myself, one thing more that I must do. And that was to get Hiram Martin with the club before the mob closed over me.

They had reached the bottom of the slope and were charging across the flat ground of the garden, with Hiram in the lead. I stood and waited for them, with the club half raised, watching Hiram run toward me, with the white gash of his teeth shining in the darkness of his face.

Right between the eyes, I told myself, and split his skull wide open. And after that get another of them if there were time to do it.

The fire was roaring now, racing through the dryness of the house, and even where I stood the heat reached out to touch me.

The men were closing in and I raised the club a little higher, working my fingers to get a better grip upon it.

But in that last instant before they came within my reach, they skidded to a milling halt, some of them half turning to run back up the slope, the others simply staring, with their mouths wide open in astonishment and horror. Staring, not at me, but at something that was beyond me.

Then they broke and ran, back toward the slope, and above the roaring of the burning house, I could hear their bellowing—like stampeded cattle racing before a prairie fire, bawling out their terror as they ran.

I swung around to look behind me and there stood those other things from that other world, their ebon hides gleaming in the flicker of the firelight, their silver plumes stirring gently in the breeze. And as they moved toward me, they twittered in their weird bird-song.

My God, I thought, they couldn't wait! They came a little early so they wouldn't miss a single tremor of this terror-stricken place.

And not only on this night, but on other nights to come, rolling back the time to this present instant. A new place for them to stand and wait for it to commence, a new ghost house with gaping windows through which they'd glimpse the awfulness of another earth.

They were moving toward me and I was standing there with the club gripped in my hands and there was the smell of purpleness again and a soundless voice I recognized.

Go back, the voice said. Go back. You've come too soon. This world isn't open.

Someone was calling from far away, the call lost in the thundering and the crackling of the fire and the high, excited, liquid trilling of these ghouls from the purple world of Tupper Tyler.

Go back, said the elm tree, and its voiceless words cracked like a snapped whiplash.

And they were going back—or, at least, they were disappearing, melting into some strange darkness that was blacker than the night.

One elm tree that talked, I thought, and how many other trees? How much of this place still was Millville and how much purple world? I lifted my head so that I could see the treetops that rimmed the garden and they were there, ghosts against the sky, fluttering in some strange wind that blew from an unknown quarter. Fluttering—or were they talking, too? The old, dumb, stupid trees of earth, or a different kind of tree from a different earth?

We'd never know, I told myself, and perhaps it did not matter, for from the very start we'd never had a chance. We were licked before we started. We had been lost on that long-gone day when my father brought home the purple flowers.

From far off someone was calling and the name was mine.

I dropped the two-by-four and started across the garden, wondering who it was. Not Nancy, but someone that I knew.

Nancy came running down the hill. “Hurry, Brad,” she called.

“Where were you?” I asked. “What's going on?”

“It's Stiffy. I told you it was Stiffy. He's waiting at the barrier. He sneaked through the guards. He says he has to see you.”

“But Stiffy …”

“He's here, I tell you. And he wants to talk with you. No one else will do.”

She turned and trotted up the hill and I lumbered after her. We went through Doc's yard and across the street and through another yard and there, just ahead of us, I knew, was the barrier.

A gnome-like figure rose from the ground.

“That you, lad?” he asked.

I hunkered down at the edge of the barrier and stared across at him.

“Yes, it's me,” I said, “but you …”

“Later. We haven't got much time. The guards know I got through the lines. They're hunting for me.”

“What do you want?” I asked.

“Not what I want,” he said. “What everybody wants. Something that you need. You're in a jam.”

“Everyone's in a jam,” I said.

“That's what I mean,” said Stiffy. “Some damn fool in the Pentagon is set to drop a bomb. I heard some of the ruckus on a car radio when I was sneaking through. Just a snatch of it.”

“So, all right,” I said. “The human race is sunk.”

“Not sunk,” insisted Stiffy. “I tell you there's a way. If Washington just understood, if …”

“If you know a way,” I asked, “why waste time in reaching me? You could have told …”

“Who would I tell?” asked Stiffy. “Who would believe me, even if I told? I'm just a lousy bum and I ran off from that hospital and …”

“All right,” I said. “All right.”

“You were the man to tell,” said Stiffy. “You're accredited, it seems like. Someone will listen to you. You can get in touch with someone and they'll listen to you.”

“If it was good enough,” I said.

“This is good enough,” said Stiffy. “We have something that the aliens want. We're the only people who can give it to them.”

“Give to them!” I shouted. “Anything they want, they can take away from us.”

“Not this, they can't,” said Stiffy.

I shook my head. “You make it sound too easy. They already have us hooked. The people want them in, although they'd come in anyhow, even if the people didn't. They hit us in our weak spot …”

“The Flowers have a weak spot, too,” said Stiffy.

“Don't make me laugh,” I said.

“You're just upset,” said Stiffy.

“You're damned right I am.”

And I had a right to be. The world had gone to pot. Nuclear annihilation was poised above our heads and the village, wild before, would be running frantic when Hiram told what he'd seen down in the garden. Hiram and his hoodlum pals had burned down my house and I didn't have a home—no one had a home, for the earth was home no longer. It was just another in a long, long chain of worlds that was being taken over by another kind of life that mankind had no chance of fighting.

“The Flowers are an ancient race,” said Stiffy. “How ancient, I don't know. A billion years, two billion—it's anybody's guess. They've gone into a lot of worlds and they've known a lot of races—intelligent races, that is. And they've worked with these races and gone hand in hand with them. But no other race has ever loved them. No other race has ever grown them in their gardens and tended them for the beauty that they gave and no …”