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“Mara!” Her voice choked; the raspy words burned like fire.

She searched the scene on hands and knees in the silver moonlight.
Lord, not Mara. Where is she? She

s just a girl...please!

Footsteps crunched on the gravel-filled dirt. Nowhere to hide, RuthAnne willed herself invisible. Her hand closed around a fist-sized rock. The bandit wouldn’t take her without a fight.

He knelt down beside her. A large, rough hand cupped her cheek in an all too familiar way. “You’re awake. Thank God.”

With a ragged battle cry, RuthAnne lunged at her would-be attacker with the stone, cracking him just above the shoulder. He shied away from the blow, and the lump of granite glanced off him. With little effort, he peeled it from her fingers. “You’re coming with me, whether you like it or not.”

The brigand picked her up like a child and marched her off to her doom. Terrified, she fought and bucked while he carried her. Tears of frustration streamed down her face; her hair, a mass of golden curls, tumbled loose about her as she thrashed in his arms. RuthAnne hammered at him with ineffectual fists. He carried her so easily, as if she were feather light, though he did pin her arms close against her body.

“I’m not going to hurt you. I’m here to help.”

Praise for ALL OR NOTHING

 

“Reading a novel by Ashley Ludwig is a delicious treat. Her characters and scenery come alive to feel like long-lost friends. This book is a must-read for my book club!”

~Kay Rather, Tucson, AZ

“I was on pins and needles waiting to see what would happen with RuthAnne and Bowen. Great story! Very suspenseful ending.”

~Denise Harmer, Fallbrook, CA

“I would recommend ALL OR NOTHING to lovers of historical romance and inspirational fiction alike… [ALL OR NOTHING] has a great story line…that will appeal to a wide variety of readers.”

~Robina Shultz, Golder Ranch, AZ

“ALL OR NOTHING has rich characters, vivid historical detail, and an intriguing mystery! All in all, a fun and exciting read.”

~Suzanne Radcliff, Tucson, AZ

“Ashley Ludwig has a rich writing style, and a lovely tone. Readers will fall in love with the characters and setting alike.”

~Paige Day, Tucson, AZ

“Watch for cactus thorns. Ashley Ludwig masterfully paints the Arizona desert with such passion, you’ll feel the heat.”

~Dan Harmer, first time romance novel reader, Fallbrook, CA

“Ludwig’s description of 1800’s Arizona captured my imagination in a romantic story that, amid the cactus and coyote, slowly warms like the sun rising over the morning desert.”

~Beverly Nault, Temecula, CA

“I connected with so many of the strong, feminine and real characters in ALL OR NOTHING. Thinking about them now, I want to read the story all over again.”
~Wendy Nield, LA, CA

 

 

 

 

All or Nothing

 

by

 

Ashley Ludwig

 

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are either the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons living or dead, business establishments, events, or locales, is entirely coincidental.

All or Nothing

COPYRIGHT Ó 2008 by Ashley Ludwig

All rights reserved. No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission of the author or The Wild Rose Press except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical articles or reviews.

Contact Information: [email protected]

Cover Art by
Kim Mendoza

The Wild Rose Press

PO Box 706

Adams Basin, NY 14410-0706

Visit us at www.thewildrosepress.com

Publishing History

First White Rose Edition, 2008

Print ISBN 1-60154-561-4

Published in the United States of America

 

 

Dedication

 

To Mom and Dad,

for always believing in my dreams

 

Acknowledgements

 

I’d like to thank the people who helped with the creation of this work. To the fellow writers in my critique circle, I thank you for your candor, your support, and your prayers—specifically: Rebecca Farnbach, Beverly Nault, and Dan and Denise Harmer.

I’d also like to thank my friends and family for reading endless revisions of everything I put to paper. Wendy, Paige, you are the best.

Thanks to my husband, Perry, for his endless support of my writing ventures. I really couldn’t do it without you.

Thanks, also, to the Arizona Historical Society, and a meeting spent with David Faust years ago that made Fort Lowell, and its laundresses, come alive in my mind. I’ve never forgotten your kindness or your enthusiasm. This story is peppered with characters that you introduced me to—and any creative license I took, or errors that were made in the telling of this story, lie squarely on my shoulders.

Finally, thank you to my wonderful editor, Elizabeth West, who took this story under her wing and made it fly.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter 1

Arizona Territory, 1876

 

It

s too steep!

RuthAnne Newcomb’s mind raced as she clung to the rattling stagecoach door.

“Easy! Steady!” Their driver hollered at the horses from up above. There was nothing easy or steady about the twisty pass over the rugged mountain or the sheer drop into the jagged canyon below. Suddenly, at the bend, the road vanished into a wall of tumbling boulders and clouds of dust.

Wind whipped RuthAnne’s honey-blonde hair into her eyes and stung her cheeks, burned from exposure to the desert sun. Fear gripped her heart as she stared ahead in disbelief. Debris buried the road by half. Rocks and pebbles flowed down the mountainside in an insane torrent that rained onto the carriage roof and pelted her forehead through the open window. Her quick touch yielded fingertips flecked with blood. Still, the horses showed no signs of slowing. She could do nothing but hang on and pray for herself and her sister, trapped and at the mercy of the out-of-control stagecoach.

We

ll never make it around that curve ahead. We

re going too fast. The stage can

t possibly take it.
A loud splintering crack interrupted her thoughts. The angry shriek of metal assaulted her ears as it tore loose from wood. RuthAnne’s back struck the cabin wall as the horses increased their efforts, their hooves thundering even faster. The stagecoach shuddered and groaned as she and her younger sister were flung around the hard wooden seats.

Mara clutched the family Bible close to her chest and clung desperately to RuthAnne, alternately squeezing her eyes shut and praying to her Father in Heaven, hallowed be His name. Her midnight black hair, loosened by their harrowing journey, flew about her face.

“Hang on, Mara, we’re gonna make it,” RuthAnne promised.

“Do you really think so, Ruthie?” Mara’s voice trembled. Panic filled her dark eyes, soulful beyond her sixteen years.

“Just hold tight. And pray.” RuthAnne felt none of the reassurance she offered. Above, the driver cursed a blue streak, his terror palpable as a horse whinnied in protest. She knew as they did: the stage would never make it around the rockslide.

RuthAnne swallowed a spear of fright and reached out for the peace that passes understanding only to be jarred back into the world. Another shudder rocked the cabin as a wheel spun off into oblivion. The stagecoach careened around the bend at an impossible angle.

“Mara! We’re going over.”

The axle snapped. RuthAnne watched in horror as the horizon disappeared. White-hot desert sky and billowing monsoon clouds filled the window. A hawk hung in midair, eyeing them watchfully as the coach teetered on the brink of madness. The horses cried almost human wails of panic. Reins snapped.

“Ruthie!” Mara screamed.

The once bright, new stage slid. Tumbled. Filled with dirt and rocks. It fought once again to stay upright and failed, finally tumbling over the edge. RuthAnne saw stars as her head struck the cabin wall, and then the world went dark.

****

Pebbles and fist-sized stones rained down on wood. RuthAnne dimly heard the preacher in the distance, saying words over the departed, “Ashes to ashes...”

Her eyes were swollen from tears and refused to open. Mara sobbed quietly at her side.

This is a memory
. RuthAnne fought against the nightmare, but in her mind, they were standing once again by the gravesite of her husband, Evan. How impossible, to relive this moment of agony. Over a year and the pain still so vivid.
Almost two years now. But that would mean...

RuthAnne fought to open her eyes, crusted from the debris. It wasn’t the pine box holding the remains of her precious husband, but the cabin of the coach they’d hired to take them to Tucson filling with earth.

“Mara.” She choked and spat through the dust and filth. “Can you reach the door handle?”

They were a tangle of arms, legs, petticoats, and calico. The grungy soil encrusted their skin, covering their faces. The floor had become the ceiling, and RuthAnne fought to make sense of this new reality.

“I think so. Can you give me a boost?”

RuthAnne positioned her hands for Mara to step in with a buttoned gray boot. They heaved together. RuthAnne watched as Mara pulled her torso up through the window and clambered onto the top of the upside-down coach, yanking at her eyelet petticoats that caught on splintered boards.

“Dear Lord, in heaven. Ruthie. Come quick.”

Within a moment, the two stood on the stagecoach undercarriage. They were precariously perched, having tumbled off the road and down into what seemed to be a dry waterfall between two craggy ridges. The road looked impossibly high up the rocky slope. RuthAnne gaped at the enormity of the canyon that yawned out on either side.

The stagecoach shifted terrifyingly with their weight; the boards splintered and cracked. One wheel turned aimlessly; the other three were gone. Their driver was nowhere in sight. RuthAnne craned her neck to see up the ravine. The wreckage from the crash littered the mountainside.

“Oh, Ruthie. Our things...” Mara choked.

The sight of their mother’s trunk and the few belongings brought with them left RuthAnne breathless. It had been so loaded with heirlooms that she had refused to leave it behind with the rest of their cargo when forced to transfer from rail to stage. High overhead and hopelessly out of reach, it gaped open, bleeding her memories.

RuthAnne’s lip quivered as loose pages of her father’s books whipped about in the wind. Bits of shattered crystal caught glints of sunlight. Spilled perfume and powdery dust filled the humid air.

Tears pricked her eyes at the thought of the Limoges bone china tea set that had been carefully wrapped inside. How Nana Rose had painted each teacup by hand when she had been a young bride. Handmade lace curtains were caught among the boulders. They had been part of her trousseau when she married Evan. She had thought them something to set aside for Mara. Now they were lost. Ruined. Her heart broke with the thought. Almost in answer, the shredded, dirty lace began to snap in the hot wind that blew up the ravine. A silent surrender.

Then the stagecoach shifted with a screech of wood on stone. RuthAnne held her breath, steadying herself as the cabin tilted back to rest. It wouldn’t be long before it tumbled to the canyon floor, the two of them along with it, if they didn’t do something fast.

RuthAnne reached out for the nearest boulder, scrabbling for handholds as the coach found its balance. The perilous rocky slope waited above, steep and rugged with crumbling red boulders and scattered groves of waist-high underbrush. Evil-looking manzanita bushes with razors for branches and drab gray leaves reached for the sun. Was it possible to scale the mountain and reach the road from here? Did they have another choice?

“Where are the horses? Where’s Mr. Bingham?” Mara’s voice caught.

RuthAnne surveyed their position, her heart aching for the man, now surely dead. No time for grief. She saw that they couldn’t climb down, eyeing the nasty hundred-foot drop into the canyon below. Lip trembling, she made out the forms of the gray horses, laid out on the rocks at the bottom.

Press on, Ruthie. Press on, ever forward...
The voice of her sweet Evan resounded in her mind.

“We have to get out of here.” RuthAnne stepped off the stage and onto the rock ridge, perhaps six feet across with level ground impossibly far below. She hauled up her skirts and tucked them into her wide leather belt, freeing her legs for the climb.

“Where are we going?” Mara gasped, though she began wrestling with her own skirts.

RuthAnne noticed a thin trail of blood streaming from her sister’s temple. A large, purple bruise showed at the edge of her hairline. Mara’s hollow look was the beginning of shock. An icicle of fear and love for her sister pierced her heart.

Rumbling thunder echoed from the top of the mountain. Gray, heavy-laden storm clouds billowed into the afternoon sky. They had to get moving and fast.

“Do you see that?” RuthAnne pointed down the ravine. “On either side of this drainage is a sheer drop. This probably becomes a waterfall when the rains come. The road’s just above us, up the ridgeline there.”

Mara’s jaw dropped with RuthAnne’s impossible proposal. Climbing up the sheer rock and manzanita-covered slope was madness.

“There’s nothing but death for us if we climb down, Mara.” They viewed the vast openness of the rocky canyon below. “The only way off of this mountain is to go up.”

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