All the Pretty Ghosts (The Never Alone Series Book 1) (6 page)

“Stop. Stop. I promise I’ll be still,” I pleaded. He didn’t loosen his grip until I was unmoving again. Even after he lifted his fingers from my thigh, I could still feel every single one of them.

He chuckled and I hated that he had won. “There’s plenty more where that came from. In fact, there’s much worse. So you gonna be a good girl and behave? I mean, I like it rough but that’s just crazy.” I nodded once. “Say it. I want to hear you say the words.”

“I’ll be good.” I choked on every word.

“That’s more like it. There’s no-one coming to save you, girl. You may as well get used to it. You’re our pet now, I can do whatever I like to you.”

He eyed me for a few more moments until my eyes dropped to the floor. It was really going to happen. This horrible, evil creature was going to do whatever he wanted with me and my body.

A part of me wished he would just get it over and done with.

“Okay, let’s try this again,” Taz said as he leaned in. He pulled my blouse up so it sat on the top of my breasts, exposing my white bra. “I was hoping for a bit more volume.”

“Sorry to disappoint you,” I scowled back.

“Itty bitty titties. I hope the rest of you is equally as… tight.” I wished my hands were tight around his neck. That would have been a good end to the situation. I would have done it, too. If my hands were free, I swear to God I would have strangled the life out of him before he could lay one more finger on me.

His large, dirty hands skimmed around my waist, exploring lower until they reached the top of my jeans again. It was like he was unwrapping a present slowly, enjoying the thrill of the anticipation just as much as the actual gift inside. I felt every touch with disgust and a growing sense of panic that he wasn’t going to stop. He was really going to go ahead and hurt me.

“This is nice,” Taz sighed, more to himself than me, I’m sure. “Have you done the nasty with anyone before? Am I going to be your first?”

Nothing in the world would force me to answer his question. I did not want him to have the privilege of knowing he would forever be remembered as the first guy I had sex with. Never in this world.

“Shy all of a sudden?” He cocked his head to one side with the question. “I guess that’s a yes then. Don’t worry, they say the first time is always painful. Probably more painful for you, of course. I’m very experienced in this area, I know what I like.”

“Do all girls have to be tied up before you can have your way with them?”

“It’s more fun that way.” That smirk really needed to be removed from his face. I really wanted to be the one to do it. He got my zip all the way undone, exposing my pink panties. At least they were the grandma type, nothing remotely sexy.

I pushed my bottom hard onto the seat, making it as difficult as possible for Taz to remove my jeans. He struggled for a few seconds before looking at me again. “That’s not being a good girl.” He held his hand above my thigh, threatening to inflict that awful pain again. “Do I need to remind you how to be good?”

I shook my head fervently, desperate not to experience that kind of hurt again. If those were the kinds of skills they used when out raiding for food, my heart went out to the poor people currently on the receiving end.

“Okay, let’s get back to it then.” He leaned forward but had changed tactics. He wasn’t going for the grope this time, he was actually moving in for a kiss. His lips approached mine while I reeled, disbelieving what was happening.

His chapped lips met mine as his arms tried to encircle me for an intimate embrace. Now was my chance to inflict some serious pain back on him.

I bit him.

My teeth sank into his lips until I tasted blood. He instantly jumped back, his hand shooting up to cover his mouth. “What’d you do that for? Bitch.” He spat blood onto the floor, looking at it with his own disbelief.

Apparently he had underestimated me.

Before I could revel in my small win that I would no doubt pay severely for, Taz was on me. Except there was nothing sexy about the way he was touching me this time. His balled fists pounded into me, landing blow after blow everywhere they collided – my ribs, my arms, my abdomen.

Pain shattered from every blow as I bit my own lip to stop myself screaming out. He grunted from the effort of every impact, calling me every swear word under the sun.

I couldn’t breathe when he struck me square in the chest, knocking all the wind out of my lungs. I gasped as I tried to suck in air again. It only made him smile.

His fist came toward my head, impacting with my temple in a sickening blow. Everything faded until it went black. The last thing I remembered thinking about was the sweet relief from all the pain in my body.

Chapter Six

P
eople were arguing. Not just any people, but two in particular. I hadn’t known them very long but I could already tell who they were.

Jet and Taz.

My entire body ached. Even just the smallest movement caused a ripple of pain to shoot through me. My headache was the least of my concerns. I straightened up, testing my ribs.

Yep, pretty sure a few were broken.

Great.

I blinked a few times. It was still dark in the room but that was nothing unusual. One of my eyes was swollen, it barely parted for me to see through. At least I still had my vision, that was more than what Taz could have left me with.

I wasn’t sure how much time had passed but apparently the boys were back from their raid. Those still around were talking amongst themselves, some were eating. It must have been a successful outing for them.

“I told you not to hurt her.” Jet’s voice filtered through my pain. He sounded angry. Like steam-popping-from-the-ears angry. “And I come back and find her like this? You’re lucky you didn’t kill her.”

“She bit me.
You’re
lucky I didn’t kill her,” Taz said defensively, like there actually was a good reason to beat me to a pulp.

“I gave you specific orders and you didn’t follow them. How can I trust you with anything now?”

“Don’t leave me on babysitting duty next time.”

“I thought I could trust you.”

“What’s so special about her anyway? You never freak out like this, Jet.”

They had a stare down, Taz crossed his arms petulantly. Either Jet didn’t want to answer the question or he didn’t want to be accountable to him. I silently urged Jet to throw Taz out of the group, evict him or ban him from their family. Every time I had to see Taz’s face I remembered the way he touched me.

He
had
touched me.

My head shot down, the pain in my temples instantly making me regret the sudden movement. My jeans were zipped up again, my blouse back down. How far had Taz gone while I was unconscious? How much time did he have with me? My stomach burned with bile from the unanswered questions.

Perhaps I didn’t want to know the answers.

“You are not to go near her again,” Jet continued. “Am I making myself clear?”

Taz waited just long enough to make it clear he wasn’t happy before he replied. “Sure.”

“I mean it, Taz. If I see you anywhere near her, I will throw you out on your sorry ass.”

“Clear, got it,” he replied a bit more convincingly.

“Good. Now come help us sort out this mess of stuff.” Jet led him over to their haul. It didn’t seem to be any more than a few trash bags of things but any small piece of food was precious these days.

They made themselves busy by taking out each item in turn. My stomach grumbled when I saw the jar of peanut butter. I could practically taste it – on warm toast and cut into fingers, the way my mom used to make it for me.

Movement in the corner of my eye distracted me. I glanced over, trying to focus both eyes on the shape. It was even darker in the corner but I would recognize that figure anywhere.

Oliver.

I wanted to cry.

He placed a finger on his lips in a ‘Shh’ motion. Considering I was choking back tears with a lump in my throat, that wasn’t going to be a problem.

My eyes shot back to the group, making sure nobody else had seen him. They were all still intent on whatever they were doing. We were good for now.

Oliver crept closer, sticking with the shadows. He moved stealthily until he was so close I would have been able to touch him if I wasn’t bound.

“How?” I managed to stammer out. It almost sounded more like a cough.

“Someone told me you were here. You need to slip out of the rags,” he whispered, nodding toward my wrists.

“I can’t, they’re too tight.”

“The tall one loosened them, I saw him do it. Just try.”

I looked down at my arms, trying to ignore all the bruises. Oliver was right, there was some give to the rags now. I tried slipping my hands through them, squeezing my fingers together as tightly as they would go.

The pain was excruciating. I clamped my lips together to stop myself crying out. Now was my only shot at escaping, I was not going to give up because of the pain. I continued to pull at my wrists, trying to get them through the rags.

One hand popped out, the relief was instant. I used that hand to help the other one through. Both became free. I glanced at the boys, making sure they still weren’t paying me any attention. They weren’t. The food was a bigger draw card than I was.

I leaned down and started on my feet, ignoring the pain groaning in my stomach. Taking the left one first, I hastily managed to loosen the knot enough to slip out of it. My right foot was a little trickier but I got there.

I was free.

Not really.

I looked to Oliver for some guidance, hoping he had a plan to escape now I was actually mobile again. He gave me a thumbs up. “I’ll create a distraction while you run. Don’t stop until you’re out. For anything. Got it?”

“What about if you-”

“Don’t stop. I’ll follow you and we’ll meet up outside.” There was no point arguing, we didn’t have enough time. I nodded. “Good. Wait for my signal.”

I didn’t get a chance to say anything further before Oliver melted into the shadows. I watched him out of the corner of my eye, trying not to give his presence or location away. It was difficult, I wanted to see his every movement to make sure he was okay.

The boys in the room were all intent on their assigned task, none of them paying me any attention. I knew that would change the moment I made a sound. It would only take one little thing and they would shoot over to my seat and dish out whatever punishment they deemed appropriate.

Oliver made his way closer to them – and further away from the door. My stomach was a bundle of knots as he entered further into the dragons’ den. My guilt at causing him to be in this situation was threatening to engulf me. I had to make sure he made it out alive.

I could not leave him behind, no matter what I had agreed to.

Suddenly a gust of wind helped Oliver knock a few crates over. The loud crash that followed bounced off the cavernous walls. He quickly looked at me, it was the cue I needed. As the boys were distracted by the noise, I stood.

And ran like hell.

I barreled toward the door, my only escape route out of the place. Every inch of my body protested against the haste. I was too starved of food, water, and peaceful sleep to move fast. Once, I used to be on the track team at school. Now, I could barely move without gasping air into my lungs.

“Get her! She’s running!” Taz was the first one to notice my absence. The moment the words escaped his lips, several sets of feet starting pounding the floor between us.

I forced myself forward. If I got caught again, they wouldn’t hesitate in killing me a second time. I was too much trouble to keep alive, they didn’t have the patience or desire to keep me around. Not when a few more blows to my head would turn off my lights forever.

Stealing a glance over my shoulder, four of the guys were only a few yards away from me. I frantically tried to work out where Oliver was in the melee.

I couldn’t see him.

My head snapped around just in time to see the door. I hurried through it, feeling like my legs were made of jelly. How long would it take for them to give out on me? It would only take one little trip up and I would fall to the ground, all hope lost.

But I had to keep going.

Even if Oliver wasn’t following.

He told me to keep going no matter what. Surely I had only just missed him when I turned to look? He said he would follow. I had to believe him. Even though every piece of my heart was telling me to stop and find him.

I couldn’t.

For him.

My arms flailed at my sides, keeping a rhythmic pattern with my feet. If I could just keep going, if I ignored the pain, if I switched off all my plaguing thoughts, I might just make it.

I rounded several corners, all them becoming a blur. I was completely lost again, but it didn’t matter this time. My goal wasn’t to get anywhere in particular, my goal was to get away from Jet’s gang. Even if I ended up in the middle of nowhere it wouldn’t matter as long as I was safe.

And Oliver, too.

A lump formed in my throat at the thought of him. He had to be following me, he just had to. He didn’t come to rescue me just to take my place. That wasn’t how things were supposed to work. Not for the good guys.

I had been too caught up in my own thoughts that I didn’t notice the footsteps behind me grow quieter. In fact, I couldn’t hear them at all anymore.

Slowing only slightly, I craned around to check. Nobody was following me.

Absolutely nobody.

I slowed down to a walk, fearing stopping completely would cause my legs to collapse and refuse to move ever again. Taking in my surroundings, I was in the middle of more buildings deep in the heart of the city. Instead of leaving like I had wanted to, I had run in the opposite direction and moved further into the city. My house on the hill would be miles away now.

“Hey, we did it.” Oliver’s voice gave me a coronary heart attack. My head snapped around to see him beside me. He was puffed, but nothing like I was.

“I didn’t… I was worried you’d… I thought…” All comprehensive words had completely fallen out of my head somewhere along the way. Perhaps they had been beaten out of me by Taz.

Oliver gave me the smile I questioned whether I would ever see again and laughed. “We’re here and safe, that’s all that matters. Now, do you know where we are?”

I looked around again, because that was something I
could
do. The buildings were grey granite, made out of large bricks of the material. I knew what part of the city we were in. At least I
used
to know where it was. It had been so long since I walked through the city most of the memories had vanished.

But everything was expensive looking, it wouldn’t have been a neighborhood I frequented a lot before the Event. Which meant it could be only one district. “We’re in Copperwood.”

Oliver nodded. “That’s what I was thinking, too. Most of these buildings were commercial offices. We should be able to find a place for the night.”

I shook my head, that wasn’t going to happen. “No, I want to go home. I’m not going to spend another night in this city.”

A sheer look of panic crossed his face. “It’s going to be dark soon. Do I need to remind you what can be lurking in the dark?” He paused, waiting for the warning to sink in.

I was stubborn though. Oliver knew that better than anyone. “I’m not staying.”

“They’re going to be looking for you, Everly. Their pride is not going to let you get away with escaping. They will all be out tonight, hunting like a pack of rabid dogs.” There was pleading as well as steel in his voice.

Perhaps he was right. If I left, he would follow me. It was the way Oliver was, he had to protect everyone else before himself. I would be putting him in danger if I was too pig-headed to stick around for one night.

I would do it for him. But, come morning, I was going to be out of here. “Fine. One night.”

“Good, now let’s find somewhere.” He didn’t gloat over the triumph, another one of the reasons why we were such good friends. “And then we can get you cleaned up.”

I didn’t realize I needed cleaning up. I walked beside Oliver anyway, trying to find a place that looked like it might be safe for one night’s stay.

Just the thought of Taz and his friends out searching for me was enough to make my skin crawl. I had been lucky to escape with the few injuries I had. Everything would heal, but I doubted I would have ever recovered if he managed to succeed in what he had planned for me.

A woman caught my attention out of the corner of my eye. She had to be in her thirties, which meant she was a spirit. She was beckoning me closer, more insistent than they usually were.

“Can we stop here for a moment,” I said, coming to a halt. “There’s a woman trying to get my attention.”

“Of course, I’ll wait here,” Oliver replied respectfully. He waited in the middle of the road, trying to look like he wasn’t killing time while I spoke with a ghost.

I approached the woman as her excitement grew. “You can see me? They said you could but I didn’t believe it until now.”

“I can see you,” I conceded, wondering who
they
were and what
they
were doing talking about me. It couldn’t be a good thing having the word spread about my abilities.

She smiled kindly. “This building is safe and it has some supplies. You can stay here the night.”

What kind of game was she playing? Spirits didn’t talk to me like that. They begged and pleaded for me to pass on messages or explain what had happened to them. They weren’t helpful like this woman was pretending to be.