Alpha Pack 02 - Savage Awakening (2 page)

He huffed a laugh that was more like a strangled rasp. “He doesn’t know.” This kept getting better.

“What?” There. Again the flicker of alarm.

Despite the pain assailing his battered body, he sneered. “Chappell doesn’t know what you’re doing to me down here, screwing with one of his lab rats. Wonder what he’d do to his pet witch if he found out?”

Flicking a lock of long auburn hair that was a shade darker than his own over her shoulder, she affected a look of complete disinterest. “He has more important concerns than one shifter.”

“I’ll just bet.”

“Whether you’re here or in the lab doesn’t make a difference to you, anyway.” Giving his face a hard squeeze, she shoved, snapping his head to the side. “You’ll be just as dead when I’m done with you.”

He didn’t bother to answer. He knew his chances of escaping from either place dimmed with each day. Spinning on her heel, she turned and left, the gloom beyond his small patch of light swallowing her form and the click of her boots until he was once again alone with his grim thoughts.

How was Beryl involved in all of this? And why the special torture reserved for the older stepbrother she’d barely bothered to know, and vice versa? Why the all-consuming hatred?

True, she’d always been a self-absorbed bitch. From the day Aric’s mother had remarried and his stepdaddy
had brought that strange, sullen teenaged nightmare home to play house, Aric had done his best to steer clear of her. Not always successfully, either. Joining the Navy SEALs, getting out of that pressure cooker of a house, had been a blessing.

Right up until his unit had been attacked by rogue wolf shifters in the mountains of Afghanistan and his world had been completely fucked. Forever.

If he was honest, he would have to admit that he hadn’t been happy since he’d lost his humanity. He loved his brothers on the Alpha Pack team, but when that last op had gone south, they’d given him up fast enough, hadn’t they?
Jax gave me up. To save his mate.
When the chips were down, Aric was alone. As always. No one had come for him, and no one would. His throat tightened with emotion, burned with the tears he would never allow to fall. Maybe he was better off dead.

But he couldn’t bring himself to give up. No, he wanted to live long enough to slaughter every single person responsible for his being in this hellhole, suffering this endless goddamned agony.

General George Patton had it right. He was going to strut through the valley of the shadow of death—and he’d be the meanest motherfucker there. Make them all pay.

Then, and only then, would he willingly let the Reaper take him.

Rowan Chase jerked the wheel in a hard left, brought the car skidding to a stop in a filthy, garbage-strewn alley between two run-down buildings, killed the ignition, and was out before her rookie partner, Daniel Albright, even got his seat belt unbuckled.

One glance at the situation told her things had already gone FUBAR—fucked up beyond all recognition.

A crowd of about twenty Hispanic men of varying ages surrounded two guys rolling on the ground, the edgy group shouting obscenities, egging the fight on. Quickly, her brain assessed the struggling pair, taking in the information rapid-fire. One stocky male, six feet, about two hundred twenty pounds. The smaller one younger, slender, five-seven, about one sixty. She recognized him as Emilio Herrera. Both wore the East Side Lobos’ colors. Family fight. Over what? Drugs, a girl, or some imagined slur? Who knew?

Sunlight glinted off a sliver of metal between the combatants, and blood blossomed on the smaller guy’s shirt.
Knife.
Shit.
Rowan unclipped her holster as she jogged toward them, adrenaline rushing through her veins.

“LAPD!” she shouted, her pistol clearing leather. “Break it the fuck up!”

“Get back! Give us some room!” Danny bellowed.

Danny was green but he was a good officer. She trusted him to control the agitated crowd while she dealt with the fight—and trust was imperative. A second unit was on the way, but that didn’t mean it would arrive in time to prevent disaster.

The pair were oblivious at first, the younger man completely focused on defending himself against his assailant. The stocky man was clearly the aggressor, his rage palpable. He was the one she needed to reach.

“I said break it up! Now!”

Switchblade in his meaty fist, straddling the younger man, the stocky one turned his head to glance at her, a snarl on his face. She sucked in a breath, recognizing
him. Luis Garcia. She should’ve known. He was a dangerous bastard with a long rap sheet full of violence. Worse, he was unpredictable, his mind fried from a lifetime of drug abuse.

“Little
puta
stole my shit,” he slurred, spittle flying.

“I didn’t!” Emilio cried, holding up his hands. “I don’t do the powder, you know that!
La familia
knows that!”

“You took it and I’m gonna gut you like a—”

“No, you’re not,” Rowan ordered, using her most authoritative voice. She held her pistol at her side, pointed at the asphalt. “Put the blade down and come talk to me. We’ll sort it out.”

“Shut up,
lesbiana
. You think you have bigger
cojones
than Luis,
si
? Perhaps you do.” He gave a nasty laugh.

Rowan let the insult roll off. She’d been called worse. “Emilio is telling the truth, Garcia. I know him and I swear to you he wouldn’t take your blow.”
Now, your car?
He’d steal that in a heartbeat, but not your coke.
“I wouldn’t lie to my own people. Put the knife down.”

To her right, the Lobos’ leader pushed through the crowd, apparently late on the scene. Salazar Romero was tall, muscular, and menacing, with long black hair and a soul patch, arms covered with tats. “Don’t be stupid. Listen to
mamacita
, Luis. She’s street. One of us, you feel me? Her word is good enough for me, so it’s good enough for the Lobos.”

Finally, a break in the ice. The bigger man visibly wavered, his grip on his quarry loosening. He tried to stare Salazar down, but looked away first, like the dog he was. But that didn’t mean the danger was over. Rowan’s stance remained tense as Garcia let the knife fall from his hand, let go of Emilio’s shirt.

“Climb off him and stand,” she directed. “Slowly.”

Garcia let go a string of muttered curses, but did as he was told. On his feet, he stepped away from the bleeding man and turned toward her, shaking his head. Still cursing. Gesturing and swinging his arms as he became more agitated. She didn’t like his body language. The man was going to lose it again.

“Kneel, hands behind your head.”

His head snapped up. “You said we was gonna talk!”

“First, kneel, hands be—”

“Fuck you, bitch!”

Rowan knew what Garcia was going to do, even as he dropped his right arm, reached behind him to grab something at the small of his back. She reacted a split second faster, brought up her weapon and leveled it at his chest, shouting, “Drop it!”

But he brought the gun around, swung the muzzle toward her, his intent clear. She was hardly aware of her finger pressing the trigger, and the deafening explosion was over before her brain registered the noise.

Garcia jerked backward, eyes widening in surprise. A bloom of scarlet began to spread across his chest as his knees buckled and he crumpled to the ground. Weapon still trained on his fallen form, she walked over and kicked the man’s gun from his outstretched hand. Wary, she crouched next to his head and placed two fingers on his neck.

“Dead?” Danny asked.

“Yeah.” She heaved a shaky breath and stood, surveying the few people that were left.

Most of them had gotten the hell out of there when Garcia drew down and his act of stupidity proved fatal.
Emilio was still sitting a few feet away, a hand pressed to his bloodied side, grimacing in pain. Salazar and a couple of his lieutenants were with him, praising the kid for facing down crazy Garcia, as though the kid had taken him out himself. The little car thief’s street cred had just risen substantially, along with plenty of temptation for a rival gang to add him to their hit list.

And the cycle never ended.

Rowan holstered her weapon, feeling sick.
Oh, God. I killed one of my own. Right here on my home turf, among the people I’m supposed to keep safe. Could I have handled this differently? How?

“Chase!”

Startled, she blinked at Danny, who was right in her face, hand on her shoulder. “What?”

“Whatever shit is going through your head right now, stop,” he said in a low voice. “You gave him every chance to give up. Hell, you almost waited a hair too long to draw down and pull the trigger. It was a righteous shooting. No one is going to dispute that.”

“The baby cop is right,
mamacita
,” Salazar said in a loud voice. “Luis was broken, man. He acted on his own to jump Emilio, and the Lobos wash their hands of him. There will be no retribution.”

Broken, meaning Salazar had recently demoted him. She supposed she should feel relieved that Luis had already become a problem they wanted erased, or her East Side upbringing might not mean squat. Suddenly aware of several sets of eyes boring into her, studying her reaction, she clamped her mouth firmly shut and gave a curt nod.

Salazar waved a hand at his remaining followers.
“Vamanos!”

No retribution. Staring at their retreating backs, she couldn’t work up the gratitude. Eleven years on the force and she’d drawn her weapon less than a dozen times. Never fired it outside the shooting range, before today.

And today, she’d killed a man. No matter his failings, Luis Garcia had a wife and six kids who depended on him. Her breakfast threatened to make a reappearance, but she managed to keep it down.

“Chase?”

Rowan turned, blinking at Captain Connolly. She couldn’t seem to shake the fog that had wrapped itself around her brain. “Sir.”

“What happened here?” he asked matter-of-factly. His weathered face was calm, his blue eyes patient.

Quickly, she gave their supervisor the rundown, in detail. Danny backed her up, and the captain nodded.

“All right. Looks like a clean shooting, but you know what happens next,” he said kindly.

She did. Although she’d never had to fire her weapon, much less kill a suspect, other officers had over the years. They all knew the drill. She exhaled a deep breath. “I guess I’m on leave.”

“I’m afraid so.” Connolly squeezed her shoulder. “At least until the investigation is over. It’ll probably be just a formality in this case, but it still sucks. We’ve got things covered here. Head on back to the station, take care of your paperwork. Make sure all your i’s are dotted and the t’s crossed. Then surrender your weapon and go home. I’ll call you.”

“What about Albright?” She gestured to her partner.

“I’ll temporarily reassign him pending the closing of the investigation.”

“Yes, sir.” Damn, she hated losing a good rookie to another officer. Even if Internal Affairs closed the matter quickly, she’d have to fight to get him back.

“Take it easy,” Danny said, trying to be reassuring. “Everything will be fine.”

“Sure. Take care, and I’ll see you.”

She walked away, aware of eyes at her back, measuring. Wondering whether she’d be the department’s new head case, waiting to see if this would be what finally sent her careening over the edge. First the loss of her younger brother, and now this.

Climbing into the patrol car, she forced herself to start the ignition and calmly drive away when all she wanted to do was sit there and fall apart. Later, she promised herself. She’d pick up a six-pack of beer on the way home and let go where no one could see.

For now, “compartmentalize” was the word of the day and the only way to get through it.

Three hours later, Rowan finished the last of her mountain of paperwork, surrendered her pistol, and headed out the door, thankfully unnoticed except for a couple of buddies who’d heard the news and stopped her to deliver brief pep talks. She felt decidedly naked without the comforting, familiar weight of a weapon at her side and just wanted to get the hell out of there before more of her comrades noticed and wanted to get the lowdown firsthand.

She hurried to her truck and fired it up just as her cell phone vibrated on her hip. With a sigh, she left the vehicle in park, retrieved the device, and checked the caller ID. This one she had to take. “Hello.”

“Hey, it’s me.”

In spite of herself, she smiled. “Hi, me. What’s
cookin’?” Her friend, FBI special agent Dean Campbell, never spoke either of their names on the phone. Paranoia was more than in his job description—it was embedded in his DNA.

“Plenty. I’ve got those Dodgers tickets you wanted,” he said cheerfully. “Meet me for a burger, usual place?”

Her smile vanished and the blood drained from her face. Her mouth opened a couple of times before she could find her voice. “I’ll be there in half an hour. I need to go home and change first.”

“On my way. I’ll get us a table.”

Punching the
OFF
button, she tossed the phone in the seat next to her and peeled out.
Oh, God.
Finally, after months of a fruitless, agonizing search for answers and a maze of dead ends, the call she’d been praying for had come. And for a while longer, she had to bleed just a little more inside, not knowing whether this was the end or the beginning.

Not knowing if Micah really was dead, as the government claimed, or if he was alive somewhere, waiting to be rescued.

And if her brother was alive, what the fuck was going on?

The questions and possible answers whirled in her brain all the way to her apartment, and didn’t let up as she hurriedly stripped out of her uniform and changed into jean shorts, a tank top, and tennis shoes. She couldn’t stand another second of this torture now that the end was in sight. The drive to Willy’s had never seemed so long, yet she made it there in under fifteen. The bar and burger joint wasn’t crowded this time of afternoon, so she was able to get a pretty good parking spot on the side of the building.

Jogging around to the front, she pushed inside and spotted Dean sitting in a booth near the back. He waved and she went to meet him, returning his quick hug before sliding into the seat opposite his.