An Accidental Affair (10 page)

As Merrick sat there thinking about love and the ramifications of foolish choices and mistakes, he decided an ability to forgive might be desired in a spouse. He’d had a lot of lovers in the past, most of whom he was still on good terms with. He should not like any misunderstandings to take place simply because some woman had touched him intimately once and his new wife learned of it and didn’t like that fact.

He threw some money on the table for the proprietor and wandered out. At this time of the day, he was often at loose ends. Most of his unattached friends were still abed and did not like to be disturbed. The married ones were with their wives, and he didn’t like to intrude upon them. A pity Hastings had run off so soon. But that waiting bed might be just the thing for the man.

Merrick waved for his coachman to bring up the barouche and join him before the coffee house. “I’m bored. Take me somewhere interesting, Jimmy.”

The wiry man at the reins scratched his head, sparing a glance for the overcast sky. “It won’t rain yet, but it might soon. Green Park, milord?”

“Yes, that will do as well as any place, I suppose.” No excitement possible so close to home, but at least there was something of nature to be seen. “I might even stretch my legs for a bit and inspect the progress made on the temple.”

The Temple of Concord was to be the centerpiece of the Prince Regent’s celebrations in a few months’ time. Merrick had developed the habit of noting the progress, or lack thereof, since he’d come up to Town.

“Very good, milord.”

As the reins cracked over the horses, Merrick settled against the squabs and considered how the family might be taking the news of Laurence’s disappearance so far. He hoped they were running around in circles trying to find him. With luck, and good speed, his cousin and his love would be well underway on their adventure. The thought gave him a great sense of satisfaction. It wasn’t every day he got a little revenge on the family for their adherence to an antiquated code of ethics.

Fords did not always come first. Sometimes it was better to put the needs of others ahead of self-interest.

When they reached the park, his driver skillfully pulled up under the shade of an overhanging branch and tied off the horses. “Should I wait for you here?”

He smiled. “No. Return to the house and let Holland know where I am. I’ll walk back directly.”

He headed toward the construction site, pondering how far they’d progressed since his last stroll past. As he approached a black poplar, a scrap of light green muslin against the gnarled bark caught his eye. When he was level with the spot, he found the scrap actually belonged to the walking dress Arabella was wearing. “Lady Farnsworth?”

She sagged against the tree and then peeked at him from beneath a large-brimmed bonnet trimmed with ribbon, her smile hesitant. “Oh, thank heavens it’s you. I thought for a moment that Farnsworth had found me.”

“You thought I was Farnsworth?” Merrick glanced down at his olive-green waistcoat and coat in disappointment. “I really must speak to my tailor.”

“No, no.” She waved her gloved hand about and laughed. “I saw the carriage and a tall man step out and hid immediately just in case. There is nothing lacking in your attire, sir. As always, you appear very distinguished.”

“Thank you. And as always, you look very lovely yourself.” Merrick glanced about the park but saw no sign of Lord Farnsworth anywhere, or a servant that might belong to her. “If I may ask, why are you hiding from your brother-in-law and alone? Most women don’t find the construction of the Temple of Concord particularly fascinating. Is Farnsworth angry with you over his daughter’s elopement?”

“Well, not yet. As far as I can tell, he doesn’t suspect she’s gone, but I’d like to delay the inevitable discussion for as long as possible.” She grimaced, fidgeting with the piping adorning the sleeve of her spencer. “You see, I’m a terrible liar. If he asks me directly what I know about her disappearance, I am afraid I will blurt everything out at once.”

Merrick studied her. Despite how pretty she appeared on the surface, her eyes held a wealth of weariness he hadn’t encountered before. “Did you worry for the whole of last night?”

She nodded slowly. “It is not every day you fail so abysmally as a chaperone.”

“You did not fail.” He rushed to assure her. “Far from it. Everyone has a choice in how they behave. The girl chose not to follow your excellent example and is the poorer for it in my opinion. With or without help that girl would have twisted my cousin around her finger and run off.”

Her eyes widened. “After my behavior the other night, I do not feel I am necessarily an excellent example.”

It was just a kiss. More or less harmless to a widow’s reputation if it never recurred. Arabella made it sound as if she’d made love in a public place. “You did nothing wrong. Any blame should fall on my head.”

Arabella met his gaze and her eyes softened. “Thank you.”

He shifted his weight from foot to foot. He couldn’t help but hope she was warming to him. Determined to find out, he took a pace toward her to see how she would react to his proximity. “If it is any comfort, there is little chance of anyone catching them. I gave orders for the team to be driven hard and fast for the border, and they are not going to the usual place where many an imprudent match is made.”

“Oh,” she said as she straightened, drawing closer herself. “Where will they be married?”

Merrick was mesmerized by the change in her behavior. She was no longer so timid. She met his eyes, her body turning toward him as they talked. So many unwise thoughts crossed his mind. “If you cannot lie, I’d best not mention the name, but there was a little town not far from the border where I’ve stayed once or twice. The first time I went there, my driver had gotten us thoroughly lost. The second time, I went by choice and stayed a good long while. The place is little frequented by travelers, so they should not be discovered until the deed is done.”

“That does relieve my mind. Thank you.”

Still, she did not smile with her usual good spirits and that puzzled him. “There is something else, isn’t there? Are you angry about the kiss? I will apologize if necessary.”

“No. It’s not that. Quite the contrary.”

He moved closer, intrigued by her response. “What then? I know we are not the closest of acquaintances, but if I can ease your mind, I would gladly do anything you ask.”

She bit her lower lip a moment before turning her head, denying him a view of her face because the bonnet brim was so large. “Aside from Cecily’s elopement, I do have something preying on my mind. Not that my problem is her fault, of course, the two events are simply inexplicably tied together, if you take my meaning.”

He wanted to reach out and turn her lovely face his way again. Instead, he curled his hands into fists at his side. “No, you have lost me, in truth. What problem do you face? I may not be Grayling, but I will help if I can.”

“I fear there is nothing you could do. Farnsworth wishes for me to return to the family estate in Surrey, Hinkley Park, after Cecily marries. With Cecily’s elopement, and his expected anger with her, I believe that may change.”

“So you want to return to Hinkley?”

“In truth, no. I never liked it there.”

He still did not understand her concern. “Then remain in Wiltshire.”

“Winslette is not part of the entailment and Farnsworth has informed me that he intends to sell it despite my wish to remain living there. So you see, I may find myself without a home anywhere at all if he believes me responsible for Cecily’s actions.”

Merrick rubbed his hand over his mouth to hold back the curses he couldn’t utter before this elegant lady. Farnsworth was an utter bastard to sell her home out from under her very feet and force her back to an estate she didn’t like. Plus, if she went there, he didn’t like his chances of seeing her again for a very long time. She would be cut off from her friends too, and he could see why she appeared so troubled. He glanced around the park quickly. “It is not your fault. The girl is willful and headstrong.”

“True, yet Farnsworth will hold me accountable. He would never admit himself a failure in raising the girl. I dread returning to that town house today.” Her eyes grew fearful and Merrick longed to comfort her. Perhaps to hold her against his chest and promise everything would work out for the best in due course. But he could not touch her nor make promises he could not deliver. The frustration that realization brought soured his mood. He had no business getting involved, but he wanted to help very much. It was then he noticed a group of official-looking sorts pointing in their direction. “I should leave you to continue your stroll.”

Her smile returned but it was forced. “I suppose I should go visit the ducks as I usually do. Thank you for helping Cecily, my lord. I hope she will return a married woman and not be caught beforehand.”

“I wish for that too. Farewell.” He nodded and retraced his steps to Piccadilly Street, his mind filled with Arabella’s fears. At the border of the park, he met with another half brother coming down Half Moon Street.

Archie, one of the youngest in his employ, smiled eagerly. “Mr. Holland sent me to see if you needed any assistance.”

“What possible need could I have so close to home?” He shook his head. “No, don’t answer that. He’s sent you out on a fool’s errand.”

“Didn’t mind in the least, milord.” Archie grinned and craned his neck to look around. “There’s always something exciting to see in the park.”

Archie hadn’t been in London long enough to set aside his awe of his surroundings. Merrick glanced behind him. Leaving Lady Farnsworth alone in the park, with her mind so full of her worries, did not sit well with him. He crooked his finger at Archie. “I need you to do something for me, lad.”

The boy’s head whipped around so fast it was a wonder it didn’t fall off his neck. “Anything.”

“There is a fine lady in the park, possibly down by the water’s edge now, dressed all in green and wearing a large bonnet. When I saw her she was hiding behind a black poplar, in fact, so you may overlook her. I want you to keep a discreet eye on her until she returns to number eight Half Moon Street. I saw no sign of a servant attending her, and her mind is too full of her own cares for me to have any peace. If she senses your presence, introduce yourself as my servant, but it is important that no one else know you are watching over her on my behalf. She is a very proper lady, if you take my meaning, and I would not like any harm to come to her reputation. Is that clear?”

“Of course.”

Merrick slapped Archie’s shoulder to send him on his way. He cast one last lingering glance behind him before he turned his thoughts to the other matter Lady Farnsworth had mentioned and headed for home. Winslette was for sale. A rare opportunity that intrigued him. The property had significant esteem, so the price would be steep to match. Farnsworth wasn’t one to bargain about anything. If Grayling were here and not buried in the country with his new wife and daughters, his friend would certainly consider purchasing the property that adjoined his to expand his holdings.

In his absence, Merrick could at least inquire. If a deal could be made, then there was no need for Lady Farnsworth to ever remove to Surrey at all. Grayling would never send her packing, and if Merrick kept the place himself because Gray didn’t want it, he would not either and would gain a decent excuse to visit and spend time with Arabella.

By the time he let himself in his front door, he had decided purchasing a property in Wiltshire was a sound investment and addition to his estates. He had no qualms about serving his own interests first before consulting his friend’s wishes.

He handed his hat and gloves over as Holland approached. “I’ve decided to buy another country estate. See what you can find in Wiltshire, my good man. There must be something close to Grayling’s estate that will be tolerable.”

Holland passed him the day’s mail. “Wiltshire? Very good, my lord. I’ll make enquiries on your behalf and have an answer by week’s end.”

“Today, Holland. I must have an answer quickly and the deal done without delay.” He flicked through the invitations, saw the promised one for Lady Berry’s dinner, and discarded the rest. It was not for a few days. Perhaps tonight he would stay in and read a book, recharging his enthusiasm before resuming his search.

Holland cleared his throat. “Why the urgency for a Wiltshire property?”

Merrick clapped his hand to his half brother’s shoulder and squeezed. He could have a little fun at Holland’s expense by knowing something before the other man did. “All in good time, Holland. Just wait and see what you find for sale.”

CHAPTER TEN

As Arabella had foreseen, Farnsworth was enraged by the elopement of his only daughter for the embarrassment it inflicted on him and the stain to the family reputation. What she couldn’t fathom was why he had not set off in pursuit of the lovers to Scotland to prevent the match from taking place at all.

“I wash my hands of them and rue the day I ever came to London,” he said sourly as he poured another drink, his fifth since Arabella had been summoned to dinner this evening. “He’ll not get a penny of her dowry.”

She winced. A lieutenant made little enough from his commission to support a family without denying them the dowry. She hoped her niece had considered that. After returning from her walk, Arabella had been on tenterhooks because Cecily’s elopement was still unknown. An hour later, Farnsworth discovered the situation. His bellow of outrage, heard clearly through the floor of her bedchamber from below, alerted her to be ready for his anger and made her tremble. She had been questioned harshly until he had received a note he wouldn’t share the contents of.