An Improper Wife (10 page)

He drew a deep breath. “Nay, love, I do not toy with you. It was an honest mistake.” There was some truth to that. “What wife can fault a husband for likening her to the goddess of love?”

Guilt stabbed deep. She could and would fault him if she knew the truth, but he wouldn’t hurt her with the truth. He couldn’t prevent a silent, morbid laugh. His sense of chivalry knew no bounds. As if reading his mind, she broke her gaze from his and stared out of the window.

He hesitated, then turned his attention to the countryside visible from his side of the carriage. What had so captured his attention about the woman last night that he was willing to jeopardise the harmony he craved in his home? He had shared passion with other women far more skilled than Aphrodite. The way she moved between angel and devil drew him like a moth to the flame. But why? Damn it. He didn’t know why, but he had to find out.

Taran glanced at his wife. She still stared out of the window. He wouldn’t again confuse her with the phantasm he’d touched last night.

Chapter Ten

Caroline pulled her cloak more tightly around her and, elbows tucked to her sides to keep her dress from falling from her shoulders, offered her hand to Taran. He lightly gripped her fingers as she stepped from the carriage. She glanced at the sun setting against milky white clouds that hung over the trees in the horizon. The beauty tugged at her mind, but her heart found no solace in the picture.

Taran slipped her hand into the crook of his arm and led her up the walkway of the inn. “A room should await us. I made arrangements a week ago knowing we would have to return right away.” She swung her gaze onto his face and he added, “I sent word immediately to your uncle informing him of my plans.”

“Informing me would have been more appropriate.”

Taran angled his head in acknowledgment. “I will not make that mistake again.”

A tall man appeared in the doorway. “My lord.”

“Adam,” Taran said, then looked at her. “Caroline, may I present the proprietor, Mr Adam Main. Adam, my wife, Viscountess Blackhall.”

Adam gave a low bow. “My lady. Welcome to the Cross Keys Inn.”

“The Cross Keys Inn?” she blurted. “The home to the Society of the Caledonian Hunt?”

Mr Main shot Taran an inquiring look, then said to her, “You know of the society?”

“I do. My father was a friend of Colonel Thornton’s.”

Mr Main’s eyes lit. “Colonel Thornton, aye, he is well known to us.”

“My father was Ross Wilmont,” Caroline said.

“Ross Wilmont,” he burst out. “He rode Sir Laurence in the race of ninety-five. He had the race in his pocket—we all knew it—when he—” Mr Main broke off, a horrified look on his face.

Memory sliced through Caroline like a dull knife, but she smiled gently. “When he was thrown from Sir Laurence and broke his neck, Queen Sheba beat him by a nose.” That was an exaggeration, Caroline knew, but not by much. Her father had been riding the most treacherous part of the track when Sir Laurence had thrown him, but everyone said he had such a wide lead, Queen Sheba hadn’t a chance to overtake him.

Mr Main’s gaze swung onto Taran.

Taran grasped her arm. “Caroline, I had no idea.”

She shifted her gaze to him and startled at sight of his ashen face. “Do not fret. How could you have known?”

His expression darkened. “Why did Etherton not tell me?” Before she could reply, he said, “We will ride on. I know of another inn.”

“Nonsense.” She returned her attention to Mr Main. “Sir, my father loved racing.”

“That he did, my lady.”

“May we come in?” She nodded towards the door, which he still blocked.

He stepped aside. “Forgive me.”

“Caroline.” Taran’s grip on her arm tightened.

She looked up at him. “My father promised to bring me to the Cross Keys Inn.” She glanced at Mr Main. “When racing was out of season, of course.” She smiled, and his expression relaxed. She looked back at Taran. “I always regretted not seeing the place he so loved.” Taran hesitated and she placed a hand on the fingers that grasped her arm. “He died three years ago. The grief is past.”

His grip loosened and she entered the foyer, careful to keep her elbows still tucked around the sides of her dress.

Mr Main hurried past her. “Your rooms are ready.”

Caroline paused at the open French doors to the right. A couch sat in front of the hearth where a fire blazed. Queen Anne chairs sat on each side of the couch, facing one another. A secretary was located in the far left corner, and a table and chairs sat in front of the window on the wall to the right. A lone man lounged in an overstuffed chair to the left of the fireplace. He nodded, acknowledging her with a smile.

She looked back at Mr Main. “A quiet evening.”

“’Tis early, my lady. Another hour and the drawing room will be filled.”

“Will the famed ballroom be in use tonight?”

“Aye, a wedding party.”

“Ah,” she intoned, and refrained from glancing at Taran, afraid he would read the thought—
another poor girl is to walk the plank
.

“This way,” Mr Main said, and led them down a narrow hallway and up a long flight of stairs.

He stopped at the third room to the right and opened the door, standing aside so they might enter. Caroline stepped into the room. To the right, a fire burned in the hearth. Two chairs sat on each side of a small table in front of the fireplace, with a tub between them and the crackling fire. From the corner of her eye, she caught sight of the large, four poster bed on the opposite side of the room, but she kept her gaze on the tub and strolled towards it.

“Have water for a bath prepared,” Taran said, “and send up a bottle of your best brandy.”

“Aye, my lord,” Mr Main replied.

Caroline ran a finger along the tub’s rim, cursing the unsteadiness in her hand and the spike in her heartbeat when the door clicked shut.

“Caroline.”

She faced her husband. “A hot bath will set me to rights, my lord. Very kind of you to think of it.”

He crossed the room and halted before her. “I am sorry.”

She waved him off. “You could not know.”

He caught her hand in his. “Nay.”

Caroline stood frozen, unable to feel anything, but the warmth of the fingers clasping hers.

“I am sorry I was fool enough not to have consulted you directly about our travel plans. Sorry you could not spend your wedding night in more familiar surroundings.” He paused and she feared he could hear the hammering of her heart. “Sorry you were forced to marry a man you did not know, would not have wanted even if you had.”

“You owe me no apology. We are both defined by our positions.” She stared up into his dark eyes. Lust coiled in her belly. This man had made her toss out all reason and give her heart to a masked lord. Would he be sorry to learn she did want him?

Taran’s expression turned speculative and his grasp on her hand tightened. “A shame Etherton did not allow you more freedom. Worldly experience would have better prepared you for what lies ahead as Lady Blackhall.”

Caroline stared. Was he saying what she thought he was saying? Hysterical laughter bubbled up, but she swallowed the compulsion. If he even suspected the extent of her
experience
… He lifted a finger to her cheek. She jumped.

He paused, a tender smile spreading across his face, then slowly traced a line down her cheek. “I will do my best to see that you do not regret the bargain you were forced to make.”

She couldn’t tear her gaze from his. “What have I to regret, my lord, except perhaps the ruin of my dress?”

Surely not the fact he would trade her for another woman if fate allowed. And would she not trade him for the kilted god in the garden? Would she? This morning, she could think of nothing but the emotion he had stirred deep in her breast during the midnight hours. Yet, only hours later when, as Lord Blackhall, he’d faced her uncle without flinching. A trembling began deep inside her that had intensified at sight of the pain on his face when he’d realised he had brought her to the place where her father died.

His hand dropped from her cheek. “Count yourself fortunate you survived that death contraption you call a dress.” He slid his gaze down her body.

The quiver in her belly deepened, but she lifted her chin. He had offered his life for his wife’s honour, but last night, he had offered Aphrodite his heart.
She
was his Aphrodite. Today, his touch had ignited fires deep in her centre, just as it had last night. Her eyes burned with unshed tears. He hadn’t recognised her when he’d touched her as his wife for the first time. She should be grateful, but that didn’t lessen the sting.

“I hope before the night is through you will have nothing to regret.”

Taran reached for her. A hard knock sounded at the door. He cast an irritated glance at the door. “Who is it?”

“Your bags, my lord,” their driver called through the door.

Taran returned his attention to her. “It is time I examine your wardrobe.”

“As you wish,” she said with a nonchalance she was far from feeling. If he made good on the threat and found the vial tucked away in a corner of the smallest chest, the ruse would be up before it had begun. That morning, when Mabel had finally left her to bathe, Caroline had emptied the sleeping powder from the vial she kept in her armoire and extracted precious drops of blood from her finger. That had been the simple part. Getting the blood onto the sheet would prove the real challenge.

She lifted her chin and met Taran’s gaze. “Take yourself off while I bathe.”

He laughed, the sound deep and masculine. Caroline checked the leap of her heart. The laugh wasn’t meant as the intimate insinuation she yearned for. The man was simply a charming rogue who seduced women.

A second knock on the door broke the spell.

Without breaking his gaze from hers, he called, “Enter.”

The door swung open and the driver and guard entered, each with a chest over their shoulders.

Taran eyed the trunks. “You made full use of the hour before we left your uncle’s. What could possibly be left to send to Strathmore?”

“I could not leave home to find I’d left behind something important.”

His brow shot up. “Important?” He flicked a meaningful glance at her dress. “More of the same, I presume.”

She straightened. “This is my most stylish dress. The others are not nearly as fashionable.”

“Praise be for one consolation,” he said, and faced the men. “Over there.” Taran pointed to the far corner of the room.

The men deposited the trunks in the corner, then left. Two more men appeared in the doorway with buckets of steaming water. Taran nearly laughed aloud at the wide-eyed glance his wife flicked in his direction. The men filed out and the door clicked shut behind them.

Taran met her gaze. “You look like the fox about to be eaten by the hound.”

Caroline wrapped her free arm around her middle before realising the action confirmed his assessment, and dropped it back to her side.

He crossed the room and halted in front of her. “You haven’t a maid. Allow me.” He tugged the cloak string loose.

Her pulse jumped. “I…I can manage. The dress is torn, if you recall.”

He pushed the cloak from her arms. The thick fabric pooled at her feet as he trailed his fingers over her shoulders. She stiffened, but he pulled her closer nonetheless. He bent and placed his lips to the fluttering pulse in the column of her neck. She inhaled sharply.

“My lord,” Caroline whispered and gripped his forearms, “my bathwater.” The weak protest trailed into silence.

Tunnelling his fingers into her raven tresses, he angled her head up towards him and pressed his lips to hers. He breathed in her gasp and parted her lips with his tongue. Caroline forced her arms to remain limp at her side. He slid his tongue along hers. Desire jump-started her heart. Pray God he misinterpreted her excitement as fear, and not the lust that demanded she open her thighs for him. She must play the wilting lily.

He deepened the kiss and she imagined herself stripped bare, him parting the delicate petals of her pussy with his rod, then plunging into her. Did his core burn as hers did? He ended the kiss and stroked a thumb across her lower lip. She willed her trembling mouth to still, but without success.

“Your bath is waiting.” As he drew his hands away, he tugged the fabric of her dress forward.

“Sir.” She clutched the dress to her breast. “A few moments of privacy, if you will.” She tried a conciliatory smile. “The trip was long.”

He leant close, grazed his lips along her cheek, then whispered near her ear, “I am well past resisting your charms. A bath is not required, just a bed.”

She inhaled sharply. Satisfaction flickered in his eye before he turned and strode towards the door. “I leave you to your bath.”

The door closed and she stared at the empty place where he had just been. And once the bath was finished, how would she deal with him?

Chapter Eleven

Caroline exhaled a sigh as she stepped one foot, then the other, into the bathwater. Soothing warmth enveloped her feet and sent a quiver of gooseflesh up her legs. How was she to pretend she didn’t want Taran when every inch of her body ached for his touch? A tiny flutter played against the inside of her tummy. He desired Aphrodite, but determination had shown in his gaze when he looked at her—he intended to have her. Tonight.

She lowered herself into the water. If only someone would tell her how to keep her heart from melting when heat sparked in his gaze. She cast a glance at the door. If he returned before she finished her bath or devised a way out of this mess, she might be forced to end this ridiculous marriage by throttling him.

Blessedly, he hadn’t yet connected her to Aphrodite. When he’d called her by that name in the carriage, she thought her ruse over. A flash of anger blended with a secret pleasure. The slip of the tongue meant he’d been as affected as she by their encounter—and that he was no better than her. The lout hadn’t the good grace to keep his women straight.

Jealousy twisted in her belly. Would he confuse her with his next lover?
Foolish.
She had no right to expect him to bed only her. Even if he learned she was Aphrodite, wanted her to be Aphrodite, over time his passion would wane and he would seek other lovers. No wife expected anything less. Once they produced the required heir, most welcomed being left to their own devices…their own lovers. Caroline closed her eyes. That lover would have been the kilted god. Now, she would have neither husband nor lover.