Angel Lane (2 page)

Four more cars bolted across the street and the women remained rooted to the corner, looking uncertainly at the passing vehicles, probably thinking they'd never see Senior Gardens again.
Jamie pulled up to the stop and waved them across. They stepped out nervously, linking arms and looking right and left at the other cars, probably mentally begging the drivers not to squash them. Once in the crosswalk they hobbled for the other side like contestants in a slow-motion three-legged race. After a millennium they safely reached the corner. The plump little one smiled at Jamie and blew her a kiss.

She smiled back and waved. That had felt good. And it only took a minute to be nice. People should always be nice. She started to take her turn only to have a red Mustang holding two high school Britney Spears wannabes bolt across the street right in front of her, gobbling up her warm, good Samaritan moment with a squeal of their wheels.

“Excuse me?” Jamie laid on the horn and one of them flipped her off.
Well, of all the . . .
She caught sight of their bumper sticker.
ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE
. “And driving lessons,” she muttered. What a couple of little beatches.

Oh, well. Every town had 'em, probably even Mayberry had one or two. Somewhere. Hiding off camera.

Even though the angle parking downtown was clearing out she failed to find a spot close to Bere Vino. By the time she walked through Tony's door she was a cloud with legs, dropping water everywhere.

Tony DeSoto wasn't old enough to be her father, but almost. He was divorced and hungry for sex, and before Sarah took Jamie into the shop to introduce her to him, she had warned Jamie that Tony imagined himself a cross between Sylvester Stallone and Leonardo DiCaprio. He was very fond of blondes, and he'd been known to sing under windows when there was a
full moon. The last thing Jamie needed was an Italian-lover wannabe serenading her at the lake, so after Sarah had introduced them Jamie told him how much she and her partner were enjoying their new home. And did Heart Lake have a Gay Pride week? The drool on his chin had dried instantly. Now Jamie and Tony were just business pals, and every once in a while when she came in she'd catch him looking at her sadly and shaking his head.

“That will get around faster than free caviar. Now every man in town is going to think you're a lesbian,” Sarah had chided her when they left the shop.

“And the problem with that is?” Jamie had retorted. Like she wanted a man in her life again? Ever? The day her ex broke her jaw was the day she swore off men.

“My God, you look like a drowned cat,” Tony greeted her, eyeing the puddles forming at her feet. The first time she'd come into his shop he'd slicked back his salt-and-pepper hair and sucked in his gut. Now the hair stayed untended and the gut hung over his belt, a hedge of untrimmed fat.

“I feel like one,” Jamie said.

“Well, I got just what you need to take the chill off: a new liqueur. You're gonna love it.”

Tony always had a new something she was going to love. She'd spent a fortune on wine and cheese since she moved back. “Yeah?”

“Blackberry,” he said, holding up a little bottle with a gold-foil label.

She walked over to the counter like a fish swimming to the lure.

“Take it home, try some in your truffles, see what Ginger thinks.”

Ginger, her imaginary girlfriend. “Thanks,” she said, taking the bottle and examining it. Blackberry with white chocolate—that could prove to be a deadly combination.

Tony had set aside her other liqueurs and was now ringing them up. “You should go home and get a hot bath,” he advised. “You're going to catch your death. And you'd better buy an umbrella and a warm parka. We're gonna have a nasty winter. My bad knee is already acting up. Football injury,” he added, in a moment of macho. “If it does what it did last year, we're gonna have some pretty bad snows.”

“I hope not,” Jamie said. “My candy is good, but I can't see people coming out in the snow for it.”

“Around here people don't come out in the snow for nothin',” said Tony. “But rain? That's another story. I was swamped all day. Everybody getting ready to go home and tuck in with a nice bottle of wine and some cheese.”

Actually, that sounded like a good idea. In addition to what she came in for, she left the store with a bottle of white wine, some brie, and a little box of sesame crackers.

At the Safeway store, she dashed from the parking lot, but hordes of icy little drops still sneaked under her jacket collar to torture her with every step. Ugh. That was the one good thing about L.A. Less rain.

But more cement and less green. She'd take Heart Lake and its lush woods any day.

She was chilled and miserably aware of her wet jeans rubbing against her skin by the time she got to the express lane.
Where a middle-aged woman cut in front of her. Okay, Jamie obviously hadn't gotten the memo. Today was National Rudeness Day.

Never mind, she told herself.
It's the rain. Everyone's in a hurry to get out of it and get home
.

Including her. All she could think about as she left the downtown area was getting inside her cozy little cabin and sinking into a hot bath. She had some vanilla spice bath melt that made the yummiest bubbles, and she'd light some candles. The way the hanging flower baskets lining Lake Way had been swinging, she might find herself out of power, but if she lost power, no big deal. She'd still have enough hot water for her bath. Bubbles, glowing candles, a glass of wine . . .

A flash of red lights behind her jerked her out of her mental bathtub with a jolt and sent adrenaline racing through her veins. She pulled her car over with hands suddenly damp. She hadn't been speeding. Why was this cop stopping her? She choked the steering wheel and chewed her lip.
It's just a routine stop. Get a grip. AND DON'T DO IT.

She looked in the rearview mirror and saw the door of the police car behind her open. Out climbed a big man with a chest the size of a whiskey barrel and hands as big as hams. She tried to ignore the irrational banging in her chest and let down her window.

A face appeared. It was a good-looking face with deep-set eyes, full lips, and a strong, angular chin, the kind of face her friend Emma Swanson would have swooned over. It just made Jamie want to run.

Part of her itched to inform him that she wasn't speeding, that he had no right to stop her. It was silenced by a wiser voice, cautioning, “Appeasement works best. Keep your big mouth shut.”

“Did you know you have a taillight out?” he asked.

“That's why you stopped me?” Any flimsy excuse to intimidate a woman. Okay, so no reason to embarrass me, she warned her body.
DON'T DO IT
. She took a deep breath and held it, just to be safe.

His eyebrows took a dip. “Did you
know
you had a taillight out?” he repeated.

“Of course not,” she snapped. Okay, snapping was dumb on so many levels. She tried again, her voice smoother. “I thought you thought I was speeding,” she said, then went back to holding her breath.

“Actually, you were going two miles under the limit,” he said, and smiled. The man had a great smile. He could do toothpaste commercials. Hell, he could probably sell anything. He gave the car a friendly tap. “Be sure and get that fixed,” he added. “Contrary to popular opinion, cops don't like giving out tickets.”

She nodded and he turned and walked back to his patrol car.

She put up her window.
Hic.
Oh, stop, she told herself irritably. Another hiccup rose to mock her. At least they'd held off until the cop walked away. Her little problem would have been too totally embarrassing to explain. She watched him in her rearview mirror, waiting for him to pull out and drive on past her. Of course he didn't. They never did. They deliberately sat there in back of you to make you nervous. Well, she wasn't nervous. So
there.
Hic
. She took in a deep breath and then moved out onto the street. He only followed her for a block, and then turned off in search of some new schlub to torture.

A huge hiccup carved a painful trail up her chest. You can stop now, she told her body. It's all over.
Hic.
She took a deep breath and told herself he'd been a nice cop. The policeman is your friend, her mother had always said.

Right. Jamie had thought that until she married one. He had burst her bubble for good. Not every cop was your friend. And the saddest thing was when you married one and expected him to be your best friend and he became your worst enemy.

Rude drivers, rain, cops—it was no wonder she felt grumpy by the time she dripped her way into her cabin. The poor spider lurking on the wall didn't have a chance.

She felt bad after she murdered it. You could have trapped it in a glass and put it outside, she scolded herself.
Not very Mayberry of you
.

 

Where was everyone? Emma Swanson paced to her shop window and looked out. Not one single person was hurrying up the sidewalk, worried about being late to her big event.

She frowned at the table she'd set up in one corner of her quilt shop, piled with squares of fabric in varying shades of pink, waiting for volunteers to embroider or decorate with fabric paint. She'd advertised in the paper and everything. Didn't anyone want to quilt for the cause? Was she going to be the only quilt shop owner in the whole Northwest who wouldn't be contributing squares?

It was looking very much that way. She should have known. The signs of failure were there in the attitudes of the few customers who had come into the shop in the last couple of days.

Emma had heard all kinds of excuses and evasions. “I'll try.” (This was said in a tone of voice, that added, “But not very hard.”) “I think I've got something going that night.” (Which translated into, “Don't hold your breath.”) The most creative excuse had come from one of her older customers. “I don't go out at night, dear. Carjackers.”

As if any self-respecting carjacker would go near Heart Lake. It was like Bedford Falls in
It's a Wonderful Life,
only without mean old Mr. Potter. “I could come pick you up,” she'd offered.

“Oh, no. You'll have too much to do getting ready for the big event. I'm sure it will be wonderful, though.”

Emma sighed. This nonturnout was not wonderful. What had she expected, really? She was having a hard enough time to get people to come into her shop during the day. Why would anyone want to brave a dark, rainy night to do it?

She leaned her head against the storefront window. During the day the downtown shop area was so pretty with its hanging flower baskets and cute shops. But at night, darkness sucked the life out of it, making it look deserted and unloved. Kind of the way she felt right now.

Wait. What was this? Two figures approaching. Yay! Bodies.

Her wave of excitement crashed when she realized it was her mother and grandmother. It wasn't that she didn't appreciate their loyalty. Mom and Grandma Nordby were her two best customers. But having your mother and grandmother as the only attendees at your big event wasn't exactly a hallmark of success.

“Sorry we're late,” said her mom, giving her a hug and a kiss.

Grandma Nordby was right behind her. She seemed to get shorter and rounder every day. “Where is everyone?” she asked as Emma leaned over and kissed her.

“I don't know,” Emma said. “This is for a good cause, for crying out loud.” Which was exactly what she wanted to do. The decorated squares from all the shops in the greater Seattle area and its outlying districts would be turned into quilts and then auctioned online, with the proceeds going to breast cancer research. She'd said that in her ad. Surely someone cared.

“Well, let's get to work,” said Emma's mom briskly. She walked to the table, took a seat, and grabbed a square. “If it's going to be just the three of us, we have a lot to do.”

Grandma Nordby shook her head. “I don't understand where Doris is. She promised she'd come. Let me use your phone, dear,” she said to Emma. “I'll just call her.”

Now they were going to call and plead with people to come make her a success? “That's okay, Grandma,” she said. “It doesn't matter.”

But of course it did. She so wanted Emma's Quilt Corner to be a thriving business, and she'd envisioned this night as a smashing success, with lots of women from the community working together, enjoying each other's company.

“Come to think of it, Doris was worried she might be coming down with something when I talked to her yesterday,” said Grandma.

Maybe the whole town had come down with something. Emma fetched them all mugs of hot cider from one of the enormous Thermoses she'd filled and sat down at the table.

“I know what you're thinking,” her mother said in a tone of voice that heralded a motherly lecture.

“No you don't,” said Emma, reaching for a fabric square.

“Yes I do, and you're not.”

“Not what?” asked Grandma.

“A failure,” said Mom, looking sternly at Emma.

“I wasn't thinking that.” Well, okay. Maybe she was a little, but she was not telling her mom. She frowned at the fabric in her hand. “Where is our town spirit? Why aren't there any people here?”

“The people who count are here,” said Mom with a decisive nod.

It was a valiant attempt to cheer her up, but . . . “You had to come. You're related.” Emma sighed.

“Well,” said her mother, “if it's any consolation, I think the high school's fall concert is tonight.”

“And
Dancing with the Stars
is on,” added Grandma Nordby.

“Great. I got beat out by a TV show,” muttered Emma.

“And a school event,” added her mother.

“This is an event, too,” said Emma, “and an important one.” Or at least she had thought it was.

Two more women straggled in later, but it wasn't enough to hide the grim reality. She was a failure.