Angel of Auschwitz (19 page)
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Authors: Tarra Light
T
HE CELESTIAL WIND SWEPT
me along, past dreamlands and fantasy worlds, carrying me to the gate of a heavenly amusement park. A trumpet sounded, and the gate swung open. I heard the music of the spheres playing from the loudspeakers. Bears danced gaily to a lively tune, acrobats performed amazing feats, and jugglers swallowed balls of fire. A sky-blue angel with gossamer wings handed me a ticket for a ride through time. Like a revolving wheel of time, a giant Ferris wheel turned around and around. As each seat passed by me, I saw an aspect of myself as I was in a previous life.
On the first seat of the Ferris wheel sat an Incan medicine woman holding a pouch of herbs. Behind her I saw the Andes Mountains of Peru. During that lifetime, I practiced the art of healing and prepared brews and potions for my tribe.
On the second seat sat a young woman resting in a field of lilies. She was among a gathering of disciples of the Christ. During that lifetime I learned about the power of love to heal and to transform the ways of mankind.
On the third seat of the wheel of time sat an Egyptian pharaoh. Behind him shone the sun, the one god whose rays bore the breath of life. During that lifetime I rebelled against tradition, sweeping away the past. I was a spiritual revolutionary, with a passionate sense of purpose.
Next to him sat a young man he was mentoring, a student of metaphysics and the occult sciences. I recognized those intense dark eyes. In this life he was known as Adolf Hitler.
To my left, a second Ferris wheel went round and round. The images of the people on the seats were fuzzier, representing me in future lives. On the first seat sat a young Jewish woman to be born in the United States. She was to become a writer and seeker of Truth. And so it shall be, the next lifetime of Natasza Pelinski.
E
VEN WHEN THE ARMY
of Light is victorious and wins the Second World War, the force of evil will attempt to subvert the authority of Truth. The battle between Light and Dark will continue in the hearts and minds of humankind. Only when we recognize that our separation from God is illusion will the struggle cease. When humanity realizes its innate divinity, the Truth will triumph and freedom will reign.
To know God is the purpose of life and the true calling of the soul.
T
HE
M
ASTERS OF
L
IGHT
have opened a window of grace for the healing of humanity. It is time to forgive the past, to set the future free. It is the need of the hour to claim our power, to cast off the yoke of victimhood.
Spiritual warriors all, answer the call. Everyone is being called to the throne of Truth and Freedom. Freedom is the choice of the brave who dare to live the Truth. Freedom is the birthright of humanity. Claim it now.
Prayer for Peace on Earth
We pray for a united world of brotherhood, with tolerance and understanding among all peoples.
We pray for an end to war,
The alleviation of suffering
The cessation of violence, bloodshed, and torture,
The healing of sexual abuse,
An end to the subjugation of women,
The abolition of animal cruelty.
We pray that humankind shall respect and honor the Earth and the kingdoms of nature.
We pray for a global awakening of humanity,
Grace for all the world,
Victory for the forces of Light,
The fulfillment of the Divine Plan.
Peace:
Arabic:
salam;
Cantonese:
peng on;
Cherokee:
dohiyi;
Dutch:
vrede;
Ancient Egyptian:
hetep;
Inuktitut:
erkigsnek;
French:
paix;
German:
frieden;
Greek:
eiphnh;
Hebrew:
shalom;
Hindi:
shanti;
Indonesian:
damai;
Italian:
pace;
Japanese:
heiwa;
Kongo:
kikoendi;
Kurdish:
ashti;
Navajo:
ke;
Polish:
pokoj;
Portuguese:
paz;
Russian:
mir;
Sanskrit:
shantih;
Spanish:
paz;
Tibetan:
zhide;
Turkish:
baris;
Zapotec:
layeni
.
FTERWORD
TO THE
R
EADER
N
OW THAT YOU HAVE
finished reading this story, take a break before beginning the Afterword. Allow your subconscious mind and emotions to process what has been brought up for you. Allow time for personal transformation to take place. Please release any emotions that may have been triggered for you. Ask yourself the question, “What lessons does Natasza have to teach that I can apply to my own life?”
My present life is in many ways a continuation of Natasza’s journey. In this life, my soul has chosen to experience extreme abuse and intense suffering. I have had to struggle, as Natasza did, with a conflict between the higher and lower aspects of my nature, between rage and self-hatred on the one hand and compassion and forgiveness on the other, for the people who caused me trauma. I have pursued a path of self-healing and finally feel free of the emotional burdens that I carried for so many years. In the course of self-discovery, which includes the writing of this book, I have found that understanding the interplay of Light and Dark has provided me with a framework in which to make sense of my own struggle. It has helped me realize my role and purpose and how I might best contribute to the healing of the world.
I have learned some powerful truths in this life, and I want to share them with you. I feel responsible to warn you about the strategies of the Dark Side, to spare you the suffering that I went through. I cannot put down my pen with a clear conscience if I do not at least attempt to expose their plans and intentions to take away our freedom. The forces that brought about Nazi Germany are still active in the world today.
I want to reveal to you the secrets of the Dark so they may be brought into the light. The dark ones will lose their power when we become aware of their presence and their methods of control and manipulation. Fear is their weapon. In order to survive and become master of my destiny, I have learned to face my fears and overcome them, and to trust in the invincible power of God.
Your light is needed. I wish to inspire you to discover your role in the Divine Plan. I wish to encourage you to make a commitment to serve
the Light. We need all hands on deck, steering spaceship Earth home to the Heart of our Creator.
Two of my main writing guides are Kuan Yin and Saint Germain. Kuan Yin is assisting humanity to experience mercy and compassion. Saint Germain is a great master of wisdom helping humanity learn how to be free. Some of this section is based on my own life experience of what I have come to believe and know. It represents the best of my understanding at this stage of my life and is not intended to convey an ideology or absolute truth. It may speak to you, or it may not. If it does not resonate with your personal truth, you may take from it what is useful to you, or you may skip this section and go to “Healing the Wounds of the Past.”
I am inviting you, if you wish, to delve more deeply into understanding the underlying causes of the Holocaust, and I am offering suggestions for healing the past. This part will help you view the events of the story within a larger spiritual context. Please take time now for healing as it may apply to you before proceeding on.
THE
L
IGHT AND THE
D
ARK
Play of Duality
B
EFORE TIME BEGAN, THE
Planners designed the game of duality to advance spiritual evolution. As part of the game plan, two opposing forces are competing and vying to win the allegiance of humankind. The Light serves the Creator and the Divine Plan, while the forces of Darkness seek to subvert God’s will. The Adversary creates obstacles, blockages, and challenges for individuals, groups, and nations. The force of opposition can serve as a catalyst for breakthroughs and transformation, accelerating our spiritual growth. As we surmount obstacles and overcome difficulties, we strengthen our faith and power of will. Some people need to experience tragedy—the death of a loved one, the breakup of a marriage, a major illness—before they embark on a path of self-examination and spiritual discovery. The qualities of patience, courage, loyalty, and perseverance are developed through the trials of human life.
The Planners reside in the higher realms and oversee the entire process. Each side has a master plan, an agenda, and strategies of operation. For millennia the army of Light has battled the Dark Lords for control of our planet. The struggle continues on the world stage today. Everyone is being prodded to take a stand and make the choice between service to the Light and submission to the Dark.
When humanity lives in the heart, we shall know that we are one. When humanity lives in unity, peace will prevail on Earth. The Masters of Light are offering the Torch of Liberty to every man, woman, and child. The gift of grace is available to everyone. Our souls are calling us to step into the oneness and realize the truth of our innate divinity.
Let the light of our consciousness
Ignite the fire of love in the world
.
The Journey Home
W
HEN THE PEOPLE OF
Earth lived in oneness, they knew who they were. With the Fall from grace, the game of duality commenced. Veils of illusion were placed over their spiritual sight and they forgot their divine nature. Humanity began a journey Home to divine reunion. They were given free will to navigate the course. The consequences of their choices determined their progress on the path to knowing God.
As humanity awakens, the veils are progressively lifted. As their spiritual sight is restored, people will know the Truth. The game of duality will come to completion. People will realize that they were never separate from God. They never left Home.
In the heart of the darkness
,
The light is always shining
,
Calling us forever
,
To return home to love
.