Angel's Halo: Guardian Angel (12 page)

Gracie lifted her head. Pushing a few locks of hair from her face, she gave me a concerned look. “What’s wrong?”

I gave her a sexy grin. “Nothing’s wrong, baby. Just aching for you.” Her cheeks filled with pink but she didn’t lower her eyes. My female was getting bolder, something that I was seriously loving. I didn’t want her shying away from that part of our relationship.

The tip of her tongue snuck out and dampened her bottom lip. “I ache for you, too.”

If I thought I was hard before, I was wrong. So fucking wrong. My jeans suddenly felt like they were too small as my dick pressed into the zipper through my boxers. My balls tightened and I felt the tip of my aching dick dampen with pre-cum. The thought of her aching as badly as I was scrambled my brain. I hated the idea of her needing me and going unsatisfied.

Combing my fingers through her hair, I lifted my head to brush my lips tenderly over hers. “I can help you with that,” I breathed against her mouth. “All you have to do is say the word and I’ll take care of anything you want or need.”

Aged-bourbon eyes turned to pure gold and her next breath had a hitch to it. Letting my hands skim down her back through the soft material of her pajama top I carefully urged her closer. “If you aren’t ready for sex, then I’m okay with that. We can go as fast or as slow as you want.” I rubbed my nose down her neck and nuzzled her ear before sucking the lobe roughly.

Her fingers trembled against my stomach and I swear my dick thickened even more in anticipation of her touching it. “But we don’t have to have sex for me to make you feel good, baby. I can kiss you…” I pressed a kiss to her neck and felt her shiver. “Touch you…” My fingers drifted down her arm and cupped her tit, my thumb rubbing over an already hard nipple. “Lick you…” I licked across her lips before thrusting my tongue deep into her sweet, hot mouth.

When I pulled back we were both breathing heavily and her eyes had shut. “I want to lick you so fucking bad, Gracie.” I’d meant to whisper the words but they came out like a growl and more than a little desperate.

Passion-filled brown eyes opened and I could see my own need mirrored in their warm depths. Her mouth opened, her breath coming out in little needy pants. I couldn’t resist kissing that mouth again and didn’t try as I sucked her bottom lip into my mouth. Fuck, she tasted so damn good.

It only made me want to find out what she tasted like lower.

My hold on her tit tightened. A soft whimper left her and she arched into my hand. “H-hawk,” she breathed my name as she pulled back. “I… Please…”

I pressed my lips to her jaw. “What, baby? I need the words. Tell me what you want.” As badly as I wanted her, wanted
this
to happen, I needed her to tell me exactly what she wanted so that I knew she wouldn’t regret it later.

Gracie sucked in a breath and licked her kiss-swollen lips again. “I want...” She blinked and shook her head as a scene from the movie became intense. Fuck, I wished I were doing
that
to Gracie right then. “I want you to kiss me, touch me, and lick me. I want all of that and more.” Her trembling hand covered mine on her tit, pressing my touch closer. “P-please?” she whispered almost as if she were afraid I would say no.

Like I could.

Turning onto my back I pulled her on top of me. Her lips were already seeking mine as my hands tangled in her hair. The heat burning through her pajamas was almost scalding when it pressed against my jeans-covered crotch. I couldn’t wait until I uncovered that heat and tasted her there.

I wanted to take things slow, though. She deserved slow and tender. I’d never been either with a woman. From the time I first started getting interested in girls I’ve had pussy on hand any time I’d wanted it. It hadn’t mattered if I was slow, tender, or considerate with them. Club sheep were just happy to have me pull my dick out for them. With Gracie this was all new territory for me, so I guess this was a first for both of us.

Gracie’s hips shifted, her pussy rubbing right over my aching dick. For a few seconds I saw stars flashing behind my closed eyelids. Fuck. That felt so fucking good. But if this was going to last past two minutes I couldn’t let her move around like that. A few more innocent rubs like that and I was going to spray my boxers like an untried fifteen-year-old boy.

Grabbing hold of her hips with both hands I flipped her onto her back and pressed her thighs open. Oh fuck, that was such a bad idea. Now she was spread open even more for me, and it felt so damn good to just lie against her like that. My dick twitched against her hot pussy and we both moaned at the sheer pleasure of it.

“Gotta get you undressed, baby. I’m losing my head already.” I kissed my way down her neck and across her chest as much as her top would allow. My fingers sought the hem of the cotton pajama top and I pulled back long enough to strip it off of her.

Looking down at her bare chest made all the oxygen in my lungs freeze for a minute. Damn, she was perfect. Creamy skin. Tits that were a little more than a handful for me. Nipples the soft color of pink cotton candy. Fuck, I loved pink cotton candy. On her stomach, just a few inches above her navel was a single freckle that stood out from all her unblemished skin.

I sucked in a shaky breath and let my fingers memorize every square inch that my eyes were feasting on. I watched in fascination as gooseflesh popped up where I touched. My female watched me through her lowered lashes, her even white teeth sinking deep into her well-kissed bottom lip and a soft blush warming her cheeks.

When I am eighty and my mind is fading I will still remember this moment
, I thought. Nothing would ever take this memory from me. Nothing.

Swallowing hard, I lowered my head and kissed everywhere that I’d just touched. Gracie trembled and arched against my mouth. When she tried to wrap her arms around me, holding me against her, I gently unlocked her arms and held them at her sides so that I could continue my feast.

It felt like I’d barely begun when I’d reached the top of her pajama pants. I dipped my tongue into her navel as my fingers lifted the waistband and tugged her pants off her, panties and all. As soon as I uncovered her pussy I growled in pleasure as the scent of her desire filled my nose. Her thighs glistened with her liquid need for me, her pussy lips drenched with her sweet-smelling cream.

Tossing the pajamas over my shoulder I sat back on my calves, taking mental snapshots of her beautiful pussy. One day, I promised myself. One day I would take the time to record this beautiful creature so that I could show her what I saw right now. So that she could see what a lucky bastard I was.

“H-Hawk,” she whispered my name brokenly as I lowered my head and swiped my tongue from the bottom of her slit to the top. Her taste exploded on my tongue and I discovered what it was to become an instant addict. Fucking hell, she tasted like heaven. I needed more. I needed all of it, every last drop.

“Oh God!” she cried out and her fingers thrust into my hair, holding me against her. There wasn’t any need. I wasn’t going any-fucking-where until I had her coming apart on my tongue and I could lick up every ounce of cream she gave me.

Gracie

I was dying. There was no other way to describe what was happening to my body. Hawk was killing me with pleasure.

His tongue was doing dirty, naughty things to a place that no one but me had ever touched. Strong hands pressed my thighs further and further apart while his tongue circled my clit with strong strokes. With each brush from the tip of his talented tongue over the very top of that little bundle of nerves, more and more liquid flooded my opening.

My heart was pounding away, making my chest shake from the force of it. I couldn’t breathe, couldn’t think past how much I freaking loved having him lick me
there
. This was sweet torture, and I knew I wasn’t going to survive the end result.

I felt the tip of one of his fingers rubbing around the outside of my entrance and moaned his name. Just the teasing of the possibility of him filling me up there with his long, wide finger made me dizzy with a need I couldn’t rationally explain. I craved being filled by him like a drowning person craved air.

Blond lashes lifted, revealing desire brightened olive-jade green eyes. The edges of his mouth lifted in a hungry grin as he watched me coming apart for him. I was so close, but I had no idea what I was close to. The end. My death. Yes, most likely my death. And like the crazy person he was turning me into, I was ready for it.

His entire hand cupped my sex while his mouth continued its drugging assault on my clit. His index and ring fingers spread my lips wide as he thrust his middle finger inside of me. That one stroke of his finger inside of me was like setting off a detonation, making my entire world explode around me. Inner walls that had never been touched, never been stretched, were hyperaware of being invaded and convulsed from the sheer pleasure of his talented digit. My body seized up as flashes of lights and stars drifted across my vision.

“O-oh God,” I moaned. “H-Ha-wk.”

He lifted his head an inch and watched me while I had my first orgasm. Having his hungry eyes on me like that while I experienced something so incredibly erotic made it that much more intense.
Oh God, it’s so good.

I wasn’t sure how much time past before my muscles relaxed and I opened my eyes. Fudge, I didn’t even remember closing them. Meeting Hawk’s gaze, my sex seemed to catch fire all over again as I watched him lick my desire off his lips and groan as if it were his favorite flavor of ice cream.

“You are so fucking beautiful, Gracie,” he growled and moved up my body to press his lips to mine. I caught the taste of my release on his tongue as he thrust into my mouth and was surprised that I liked it. I tasted like that? All sweet like honey?

The kiss was over way too soon. Hawk got to his feet quickly and started pulling off his clothes. His shirt hadn’t even landed across the room where he’d carelessly tossed it to by the time that he had his jeans and boxers off. My eyes were instantly drawn to his lower abdomen.

Oh goodness.

The man was a freaking god; there was no other way to explain it. Why else would he have been so beautifully well-endowed? His tip was thick and pink, the long shaft bulging with blue and purple veins that seemed to pulse with every breath he took. Lower, his testicles were round and tight. I wanted to reach out and touch him, to see if the shiny liquid dripping from his tip was as thick and hot as my own desire felt. I wanted to lick him as he had licked me, my mouth watering as I wondered if it tasted as sweet as mine did.

As if he could see the need in my eyes he reached for my hands and kissed each palm. “I want you to touch me just as much as you want it. But one stroke of your silky fingers down my dick and I am going to go off like a roman candle, baby. Later you can touch, taste, and suck all you want. Right now I need to be inside of you or I’m going to go insane.”

All the air left my lungs in a rush as I felt my entrance flooding all over again with need for this wickedly delicious man. I thought when it came time for me to lose my virginity I would be scared. After what had nearly happened at that frat party all those weeks ago, I was sure that something like this would send me screaming in terror. Yet there I was, completely naked with my legs spread wantonly, while the most beautifully masculine man I’d ever set eyes on stared down at me as if he was about to eat me alive.

I wasn’t scared or even all that nervous. I wanted Hawk Hannigan more than I’d ever wanted anything in my life and I knew he would never hurt me. I was safe here in this man’s arms. He’d already proven to me that he would always protect me, take care of me.

His strong, hard body covered mine tenderly on the bed we’d shared for months. The heat radiating off his body burned me, but I loved it. His fingers shook a little as he spread my thighs wider, as if he were actually nervous. That thought brought a small smile to my lips and he lowered his head to kiss me softly.

“I’m going to be a little selfish here, Gracie.” His lips trailed across my collarbone as his fingers found my clit once again and quickly made me mindless. “I want to feel you, all of you as I take you this first time. I swear to you I’m clean or I would never even think about it.” Warm lips skimmed over one nearly painfully tight nipple, soothing the aching tip.

I didn’t question him. All I wanted was him inside of me, filling me as I was meant to be filled. One hand caressed down my body, his fingertips leaving a trail of gooseflesh from my shoulder down to my hip. I couldn’t take my eyes off of his dick as he grasped his shaft in one hand and rubbed the mushroom shaped tip over my damp folds.

“Y-yes,” I moaned. “Please. That feels so good.”

“I’m going to make this as good for you as I possibly can,” he growled, positioning himself at my entrance and pushing forward just a little. I watched in a fascination as the tip disappeared and my opening flooded even more, making his entrance easier.

Inch by inch he moved forward, stretching me deliciously. I’d expected it to hurt, but all I felt was a slight burning as he filled me and I wanted him far too much to worry about that slight discomfort. I watched in dazed enthrallment as he became one with me. Watching hiked up my own pleasure and I was starting to squirm, wanting him all the way in, wanting him to touch every inch of my inner being as much as he was touching my skin.

Sweat broke out across his rock-hard chest and dripped down his ripped stomach. With each exhale it sounded as if he were growling and that excited me even more. I loved the way he was stretching me, the way my sex kept sucking him deeper as if it had a mind of its own and knew that this man belonged right where he was…

Hawk stopped so suddenly I let out a small whimper in protest. Why was he stopping when it was feeling so damn good? Lifting my eyes I found his jaw clenched, his eyes wild with passion. “What’s wrong?” I asked. Had I done something wrong? Was I bad at this? Didn’t he like it?

“Just…letting you…get used to…this,” he gritted out. “Don’t want to…hurt…you.”

I might have thought I was in love Hawk until then, but in that moment I
knew
that I was. My heart truly, completely, forever belonged to this man. I didn’t want it back. If he was holding back like this, when I could see that it was costing him a lot to do so, then he must love me too.

Right?

“Y-you’re not hurting me,” I assured him and kissed his sweat-dampened chest. “Please, Hawk. I need you inside. All of you. Fill me up with your thickness.”

His eyes closed and he bit out a curse that described exactly what we were doing…
No
, I thought as he moved just a little deeper and met the barrier that I could give to only one person.
No, this definitely isn’t fucking. This is making love. Hawk is making love to me.

When the tip brushed over my virginity I let out a small yelp, for the first time feeling truly uncomfortable. It wasn’t painful, but it definitely wasn’t the mind-numbing pleasure that I’d been experiencing up until right then. He stopped again and I could feel how tense he was from holding back for me. The man was about to explode.

I bit my lip as he rocked his hips slightly from side to side. It took my mind off the brief discomfort and my body began to catch fire again. This was so good, so incredibly good. I’d loved when he’d had his mouth on me there, but having him inside of me was ten times better.

Hawk dropped forward, holding himself up with his powerful arms so that he could kiss me. “I’m sorry, baby. I’ll do it quick so it won’t hurt as bad.” His lips covered mine as he thrust his hips forward, hard.

All the pleasure I’d been feeling was gone in the blink of an eye. My body tensed with something other than desire and I cried out into his mouth. A few tears fell from my eyes, but the pain and intense burning faded just as quickly as it had come, and I realized that Hawk was completely inside of me.

Above me Hawk was breathing roughly, his big, hard body trembling as he continued to wait for me to adjust to having him so deeply inside of me. Warm, damp lips brushed over my cheek, kissing away one stray tear. “I’m sorry,” he growled. “I hoped I wouldn’t hurt you as much as this.”

I stroked my fingers down his sides, hoping that it would soothe him as he was trying to soothe me. “I’m not sorry. I’m fine, Hawk.”

“You sure?” He licked just under my ear, making me shiver. He was starting to get scruffy from a day’s growth of beard and it tickled in a delicious kind of way. “I…can wait.”

Licking my lips, I shook my head. “No, don’t wait. It doesn’t hurt now, just a little tender.” I was going to be sore as hell in the morning, but right then it seemed worth it. My body was on fire for him. It knew how much pleasure was waiting on the other side and I wanted to go there again and again.

If I hadn’t been half crazy with passion I might have laughed at myself. One orgasm and I was turning into a sex-crazed nympho. I didn’t care, though. As long as it was Hawk giving me the orgasms I wanted as many as he would willingly give me.

“Thank fuck,” he groaned and moved his hips, pulling out of me a little and sliding back carefully. “I’m about to go insane, baby. You feel…so fucking good. Nothing’s ever been…this good.”

A shot of jealousy tried to invade my pleasure high, but I quickly squashed it back. I didn’t want to think about Hawk with other women, didn’t want to imagine him inside of someone else like this giving that female just as much pleasure as he was giving me. He was with me now, had asked me to become his ol’ lady. That meant something in his world, something big.

I was his and he had promised me that he was mine.

That might not be an avowal of love, but coming from a man as emotionally hard as Hawk I knew it might be as close as I would ever come to it. For now, that was good enough.

Hawk pulled his hips back again, almost completely leaving me. I whimpered in protest, not wanting to lose the fullness having him deep inside of me brought. Thrusting forward slowly, he caused me to cry out as he stretched me once more, his thickness rubbing over hypersensitive tissue in a way that made my nails sink into his sides as I tried to hold on to consciousness.

He sucked in a deep breath before laughing unevenly. “Like that?” All I could do was nod. I couldn’t have produced coherent words right then if my life depended on it. “More?” Again I nodded, my nails sinking even deeper as he thrust in and out of me a little rougher.

Oh damn. This is so fudging good!

“That’s it baby. Dig those nails into me. Make me bleed while I take you to heaven.” His thrusts became faster, harder and I loved every moment of it. If I closed my eyes I could actually picture his dick moving in and out of me. Each time he pulled away from me, my body tried to suck him back in. When he thrust so forcefully into me over and over again it welcomed him back with a small contraction.

“You’re killing me,” he growled, increasing his speed just a little more. “Fuck, girl, I can’t get enough.”

“Ah-h…” I moaned in reply. He chuckled, causing his chest to vibrate and rub across my hardened nipples. “Ah-h-h-h!” I moaned again.

“Yes, Gracie. Fuck, baby. That’s it. You’re so close.” He buried his face in my neck, licking and sucking and making me that much more mindless. “Come for me, baby.”

Just hearing his voice, so rough and growly in my ear pushed me closer to the edges of a release that promised to be a million times bigger than my first. His thrusts became harder and the sounds of our bodies hitting together, the wet sounds of him entering me so forcefully over and over again filled the room along with my soft cries of ecstasy. My legs wrapped around his waist, wanting him even deeper, never wanting to be apart from him again.

I was so close, so close…

“Fuck, Gracie.” He shifted and one large hand moved between us. When his thumb caressed over my clit the world exploded around me. My back arched as I threw my head back and cried out his name.

I didn’t feel Hawk go still, didn’t notice as he completely stopped to watch while I came apart for him. My body convulsed around his thick length deep inside of me and I felt like my entire body was going to shatter into a million pieces as it began to shake from the force of my release.

“Hawk!” I screamed his name and went helplessly limp on the bed.

“Fuck that was beautiful,” he muttered, as if to himself. “Hold on, baby. I’m about to join you.”

It felt like it took all my strength to open my eyes. He kissed my lips and began to move, his body rigid as he thrust into me harder than ever. His hands cupped my ass, lifting me off the mattress a few inches and he pounded into me at a deeper angle. My body that had been a puddle of mushy muscles woke up, surprising me when I felt another orgasm take hold.