ARROGANT PLAYBOY (68 page)

BELLAMY

Jensen and Waverly snuck out of
the house last night. No one noticed until neither of them showed up to
breakfast.

Then all hell broke loose. My
father wasted no time springing his plan into action.

Jensen’s truck pulled up about
an hour after breakfast, and the house went eerily quiet for a brief moment,
like the calm before a storm. I step away the second their footsteps tread down
the foyer as I’m unwilling to witness any of what’s about to happen.

“You’re endangering your
virtue, Waverly. You need to be controlled. If I can’t control you, then…” My
father’s voice booms from the dining room as I wait around the corner. “I
didn’t want to have to do this. Not yet.”

My poor sister.

 
“Your marriage has been arranged. Your
husband has been chosen for you.” I hear a pound, which is likely my father’s
fist against the table.

“No!” Waverly sobs.

 
“Waverly, this is enough. You need to
keep sweet and know that I am doing what’s best for you.” His voice is softer
now, as if that could possibly get her to calm down. He’s just delivered the
ultimate blow, knocking down everything she’s ever wanted with a handful of
words and the promise of her worst nightmare.

“I can’t do this, Dad. I can’t.
I can’t marry someone. Let me graduate from college first.” Her frantic pleas
break my heart and renew my sense of purpose all at once. “I’m supposed to go
to Utah. You said if-if I get a scholarship, I could go. I don’t want to get
married yet, I—”

“The decision has been made.
Bellamy will drive you. You’re to pack immediately. Your car is fueled and
ready for the drive.”

On cue, I step out from around
the corner, wearing a blank expression to protect this intricately laid plan.

“You fucking traitor,” Waverly
points a finger at me and then braces herself for a slap that never comes. It’s
a shock, really, because I’m not sure the word “fucking” has ever been spoken
to Mark Miller by one of his offspring before.

My father looks to me, and I
deliver the scripted lines he gave me earlier when he was sure she’d need my
encouragement to help understand this insane situation.

“I’m sorry, Waverly,” I say, my
arms folded and my demeanor painfully calm. “This is God’s will. This is for
the best. It won’t be so bad.”

Dad nods at me then tells my
sister to head upstairs to pack. My mother follows after, not to help, but to
ensure it’s done in a timely manner. I give them ten minutes before slipping in
the room and telling them it’s time to go.

I load her bag in the trunk of
her Jetta and head toward the interstate. After a solid half hour of silence, I
finally break it to her.

“I’m on your side you know.” I
glance over at her. She’s flattened against the window with a wicked scowl on
her face.

Not that I blame her.

“Everything’s going to be
okay,” I add after she refuses to speak. “You have to trust me.”

“You’re delusional if you think
I’ll ever trust you again.”

When I merge onto a westbound
exit ramp, Waverly sits up.

“I thought we were going to
South Dakota.” Her words come out slowly as she gives me the side eye. “You’re
going west.”

“I told you. Trust me.”

I take the exit to downtown SLC
and glide down the familiar streets that lead to Townsend Tower, pulling into
the basement parking garage and into a designated spot Dane had texted me that
morning. I sent him a text before we left the house, when no one was looking,
and he shot me back instructions to meet him here in one hour or less and to
park in spot fourteen.

“Get out,” I instruct, shifting
the car into park. My stomach responds with a flurry of butterflies when I spot
Dane’s limo two spots down. The trunk pops, and Waverly glances in.

“Why are there two suitcases?”
she asks.

I’d stuck mine in there a few
days before when no one was looking. It’s mostly filled with trinkets and
mementos, the only things I care to take with me from this life to my next.

Bronson steps out of the limo,
walking around to open Dane’s door. I take back what I said about Clark Kent
earlier. Right now I’m staring at a bona fide Superman in a three-piece suit
doing his part to help save the day.

Dane checks the chrome watch on
his hand and steps toward me, leaning in to graze his lips across my cheek.
“You’re on time. Very good.”

“Bellamy, are you going to tell
me what’s going on now?” Waverly plants her feet as Bronson transfers the bags.

I turn toward Dane, breathing
in his cologne, which will forever smell like freedom to me. “This is Dane
Townsend, my boss. He’s going to save us.”

***

Jensen arrives on the second
day, shortly after breakfast. My sister practically pummels him over when she
runs into his arms. Dane gives them space, time to acclimate, and free reign of
the estate. They’ll be living here until Waverly goes to college in the fall,
and much to my surprise – and hers – he’s sponsoring her at a local
private college.

“How do I look?” I slip into
the suite Jensen and Waverly are sharing later that night, the fabric of my
evening gown gathered in my hands.

She sits up on her bed, rubbing
her eyes. “Who
are
you?”

“Oh, stop.” I wave my hand,
flicking my wrist where diamonds rest in the form of a tennis bracelet.

“Who
is
Dane?” Waverly asks.

I fight the smile instantly
elicited by the mere mention of him. “He’s my boss.”

She arches her brows. “
Just
your boss?”

“It’s complicated.”

“He loves you.” She scoots back
on the bed, folding her legs and resting her elbows on her knees. “That part is
obvious.”

“It’s not that kind of
relationship.” My smile fades, evaporating the second I heard the L-word. That
word is contraband in this house. “I don’t expect you to understand. It’s a…
consensual, adult relationship.”

Waverly reads me with a
cockeyed smile and squinted eyes.

 
“Sometimes we do what we have to do in
order to survive, and sometimes we surprise ourselves when we realize how far
we’re willing to go to set ourselves free. Because of Dane, we get to live our
lives exactly the way we want. No polygamy. No AUB. No sneaking around, hiding
from the public. Our lives finally belong to us. This is freedom, Waverly.
We’re finally free.”

The shower shuts off in the
bathroom. Jensen will be out any minute.

“How’d you know about Jensen
and me?” she asks.

“Because you look at him like
he’s the greatest thing in the whole world. Amongst other things…”

Her cheeks flush deep pink, and
she buries her face in her palms like I read her diary.

“It’s okay,” I say. “You don’t
need to be ashamed anymore. We only get one life. If being with Jensen makes
you happy, then that’s what you should do. And he’s not even technically our
stepbrother if you want to get into the logistics of it.”

A voice buzzes through speakers
built into the walls.

“Mademoiselle
Miller?”
Mathilde’s French accent cuts through the room. “The car is
ready.”

“Where are you headed tonight?”
Waverly takes me in from head to toe.

“I’m accompanying Dane to a
private dinner party.”

“Let me see your shoes.”

I pick up the train of my
midnight dress, revealing rhinestones covering the four-inch heels on my feet.

She smiles. “Gorgeous.”

I slip my arms around my
sister, holding her tight.

“Have fun, Bell.” She hugs
back, squeezing harder than I’ve ever been squeezed before.

I back away, gathering the silk
fabric of my dress and floating out the door and down the stairs to where my
date is wearing the most debonair all-black tuxedo I’ve ever laid eyes on.

“Stunning.” He reaches for my
hand when I get to the landing only this time he threads our fingers together.

DANE

I wake next to Bellamy this
morning for the second time in a row.

Our weekend was packed with
rescuing and debriefing her sister, ensuring her sister’s boyfriend made it
here all right, and then I whisked her away to a party thrown by one of my
senator friends.

Men stared at Bellamy all
night, and why wouldn’t they? A slinky black dress dripped off her curves, and
she was iced in more diamonds than a De Beers heiress. She stole the show, and
she never left my side once.

“I had some of your clothes
transferred here,” I call to her as she struts to the bathroom.

“You really did think of
everything,” she calls out over the spray of the shower a second later.

We get ready for work side by
side like some ordinary, vanilla couple, and for the first time, I don’t
particularly mind it.

Matter of fact, I think I could
get used to this.

I stare at the strange man in
the mirror and give him a wink, just to make sure he’s real because I sure as
fuck don’t recognize him or his unfamiliar thoughts.

***

An email from the Crystal Swan
arrives the second I get to the office. It’s automated and one that kicks in if
you haven’t been by the club after a certain amount of time. It’s the first
time in two years that I’ve received this email, and the only thing about my
life that’s changed in those two years is the introduction of Bellamy Miller.

Within ten minutes, I’m
knocking at the black door, my keycard in hand. I’m cancelling my membership
today, but first, I have a bit of business to tend to.

“Welcome back, Master
Townsend,” the hostess dressed in all white coos. She scans my badge and glances
down at the screen. “Looks like we haven’t seen you in a while.”

“Is Jenessa in today?”

The white swan smiles. “Why,
yes she is. She’s about to perform in the Hayworth Room.”

The Hayworth Room is named for
the founding member of the Crystal Swan. There’s a small stage and seating for
no more than eight. It’s where I first met Jenessa Dubrow, and it’s where I’ve
been coming for the last two years to remind myself over and over not to make
the same mistake twice.

Every time I see her, I
remember.

And every time she sees me, I
hope she remembers too.

I turn down the west hall and
set out toward the Hayworth Room. This time of day, there’s hardly more than a
handful of men sitting in on her show.

Today, it’s just me.

She sits on a barstool, center
stage, dressed in all white leather with a white, feathered mask hiding her
eyes. But I don’t have to see her eyes to sense the weight of her stare.

The doors close behind me,
indicating it’s show time, and I take a seat directly across from her. If evil
were a creature incarnate, she’d be wrapped in beautiful lies and called
Jenessa.

“Haven’t seen you in weeks,
Master
.” She breaks her silence. It’s
the first time since we ended our relationship that she’s had the gall to speak
to me. Maybe the fact that we’re alone again for the first time in years gives
her the nerve to try and strike up a conversation. “I missed you watching me.”

“For some reason I doubt that.”
My arms fold, and I press my back against the chair. Today marks the first time
in forever that I can look at her and feel nothing but numbness. The sharp bite
of regret and the sting of deception suddenly feels stale.

Her fingertips trail down her
backside, teasing me. “I mean it. I miss you. Despite everything.”

“
Despite
…
everything
.” I
spit her words back at her, twisting them across my tongue slowly.

“You’re the only master who
could ever push all the right buttons for me.” She pokes a long leg straight
out, pointing her toe and dragging it back like a graceful ballerina. A
feather-covered basket rests next to her. Props mostly. She glances down at
them and back at me.

“No.”

Her berry lips pout, and she
coils a strand of icy blonde hair around her manicured finger. “What if I
begged?”

“Why are you doing this?”

“Why are you here?”

It’s a damn good question, but
I’ll be damned if I ever give her the answer she craves.

“I’m not here because you turn
me on. I’m not here because I want you back,” I say. “I’ve been coming to
remind you, on a weekly basis, what a disgusting person you are.”

Her dark lips curl into a wide
smile. “So you’ve been punishing me all this time?”

My jaw clenches tight.

“You should’ve told me. I may
have enjoyed it a bit more.” Her words lack an ounce of remorse in their
playful undertone, and I’m quite certain she’s not capable of feeling shame for
any of her actions.

“You have to regret the crime
to appreciate the punishment.”

“I regret a lot of things.”

“I find that hard to believe.”

“I never meant to hurt you.”
Jenessa pulls her swan mask off, but I refuse to meet her siren gaze.

She didn’t just hurt me.

She
destroyed
me.

Every part of me.

“Is that an apology, because it
sure as fuck doesn’t sound like one.” My jaw tenses, refusing to release.

I gave Jenessa Dubrow the part
of me I’d never given a single woman in my entire adult life, and in return,
she filled my head with promises and life-altering lies. I may have dominated
her physically, but she dominated me emotionally and otherwise since the day
she begged her way into my life.

To this day, I’m not sure how
something so artificial could feel like the realest thing in the world. My
entire experience with Jenessa served only to teach me that love is an
illusion.

I rise, adjusting the knot of
my tie and clearing my throat. “Tell
Dane
Junior
I said hello.”

Jenessa opens her mouth to
speak, but I leave the room before I have a chance to hear her out.

What she did was unforgivable.

Fucking me, worshipping my
mind, body, and soul, and then declaring that she was carrying my child when
all along it belonged to her fucking
husband
.
The only man who truly dominated her and the only man to whom she ever truly
belonged. It was all an act. A ruse. A way of manipulating a man with more
money than God to cough up enough coinage to keep them living in the lap of
luxury until the child was five months old.

Five whole fucking months I had
a son. They even went so far as to name him after me.

Jenessa may have obliterated my
happiness in the past, but I’ll be fucking damned if I let her steal my
happiness in the future.

I storm out of the Hayworth
Room and pass the membership office, grabbing a cancellation packet.

But before I head back to work,
I make one more stop.