âBut . . .'
âI know.' He reached across the table and placed his hand lightly over hers. âWe survived when Rose died.'
âMama was with us then.' Her eyes were glistening.
âShe's still here,' he said quietly. âShe's always going to be here.'
âIt hurts.'
âIt does,' he agreed.
âWas it like this when Grandmama died?'
Had it? His mother had been ill for so long that he was
the only thing keeping her alive. They existed in rooms where the runnels of damp came down the walls and he stole and begged food that she could barely eat. When her breath stopped he'd felt relief first of all; she didn't have to struggle any more. The pain took longer. It was still there, buried deep, and it would never vanish.
âNo,' he answered finally. âBut I wish she was still here. She'd have been very proud of you. Mama was, too. So am I.'
She smiled and the tears began. Better that she let them out, he thought.
They sat by the firelight and talked, sharing their memories. He told her tales that brought laughter, and he learned things about Mary as a mother that he'd never known. Eventually he stood.
âWe both need our beds,' he said.
âThank you, Papa.' She hugged him, still sniffling a little.
âAs long as we're here, she'll never go away,' he reminded her.
âI know.'
âD
o either of you have any ideas how we can put Darden and Howard in the dock?'
They'd gathered in the jail, Rob yawning behind his hand, the deputy looking dishevelled, his old hose filled with rips. Nottingham looked from one face to the other.
âThat Lucy of yours can identify Howard,' Sedgwick said.
âHis lawyer would tear her apart in court. Especially since she came to work for me.'
The deputy grunted. âCouldn't they just disappear?'
âNo. I want them to go to trial and I want to see them hang for what they've done. I want everyone to know.' His voice was hard and determined.
âYes, boss.'
âWe'd better keep digging. The longer it goes on, the harder it'll be for us to find anything.'
He watched them leave, finished the daily report and walked it over to the Moot Hall. A heavy frost had fallen overnight, leaving the flagstones and cobbles white and slick. Martin Cobb was at his desk, head bent over his work; he looked up as the Constable approached.
âThe mayor wants to see you,' he warned.
âIs he in?'
âArrived five minutes ago.'
He knocked and entered. Fenton was at his desk. The fire blazed in the hearth, making the room luxuriously warm.
âSit down, Nottingham.'
He settled awkwardly on the delicate chair and waited. The mayor looked harried, in need of a shave, white bristles sprouting on his chin. He read through a paper, dipped the quill in a small jar of ink and scribbled his signature across the bottom before pushing it aside.
âPeople have been talking to me,' he said.
âOh?'
âIt seems you're still asking questions about Mr Darden and his factor.'
âI am,' the Constable admitted.
âWhy? I told you to stop.'
âMy job is to find who killed those children.' He looked directly at Fenton. âAnd my wife,' he added.
âWhen we put up the reward, people came forward. Have you looked at them?'
âOf course. All it did was waste good time,' Nottingham told him flatly.
âYou'd already made up your mind.'
âIt was them.'
The mayor sighed. âYou're grieving. Your thinking is muddled.'
âIs it?'
âThat's what I'll tell Darden's lawyer when he complains. But if you keep it up I'm going to talk to the Corporation and we'll start looking for a new Constable. I'm sorry about your wife but you've been nothing but trouble since you came back to work. I'll not tolerate you defaming Jeremiah Darden. Do I make myself clear?'
âVery.' He stood. âBut you'd better think about what you're going to say when it comes out that they killed those children. I know about Darden and that boy.'
âYou know nothing,' Fenton replied firmly. âYou've got an idea fixed in your head and it's the wrong one. I've given you the last warning; there won't be another.'
Once he was outside all the rage of the last few days welled up in him. His wound hurt and his legs ached, but he forced himself to walk out along the Head Row, beyond Burley Bar and into the countryside beyond. The road to Woodhouse snaked off into the distance and he followed it along the hill, all the way to the common land where people still grazed their cows in the summer. The beasts were all away in their byres now and the ground was empty; most folk were too sensible to be out in the cold.
The wind tore at him, harsh enough to take his breath away for a moment. He opened his greatcoat, letting everything buffet him. Slowly he knelt, the dampness of the earth soaking straight through his breeches. Alone, he could cry, letting the tears fall and the sobs shake his body. He shouted out for her, for himself, for everything that was lost. He put his hands on the grass, feeling it damp against his fingers, and tore up tufts of it, anything that could ease the pain inside.
When he'd finished he pushed himself slowly back to his feet. His throat was raw, and a thin drizzle hid the tears. He breathed deeply and walked slowly back to the city.
The clock had struck eleven by the time the deputy entered the Talbot. He could smell a stew cooking somewhere, but he'd have put money on the meat being tainted, bought cheap, the taste hidden with spices. Soon enough folk would be in for their dinner, some spending the rest of the day here, meeting and making their bargains behind tankards of ale. None of them would stay if they saw him.
Bell the landlord was wiping down the trestle with a wet, dirty cloth. He looked up as Sedgwick approached.
âI said I'd give you a day.'
âAye, I remember.'
âHave you done some thinking?'
âMebbe,' Bell replied. He poured himself a mug of ale from the barrel and tasted it.
âIt's your choice. I've a man with nothing better to do than spend his day outside the door.'
âWhat do you want to know?'
âWas Darden here from that cockfight?'
âNo,' the landlord admitted grudgingly.
âFirst he wasn't here, then he was, and now he wasn't. Which is it to be, Mr Bell?' He kept his voice low and pleasant, enjoying the man's torment.
âHe was never here.' There was hatred in Bell's eyes.
âSo why did you lie?'
âI was offered money.'
âWho by?'
âHugh Smithson. He works for Mr Howard.'
âI know who he is. He told you to say Mr Darden had been here and paid you for that?'
âAye, if anyone asked, that was what I was to tell them. I had to say I'd forgotten he'd been here.'
âYou'd better be prepared to swear to that in court,' the deputy told him.
âYou never said owt about court,' Bell said sharply.
âDidn't I?' Sedgwick asked blandly.
âI can't do that.' The landlord shook his head slowly. âI'll tell you, but that's it.' He raised his head defiantly. âI don't give a bugger what you do.'
âAre you sure about that?'
âAye,' he said. âI am. Leave a man here all the time if you want.'
The deputy stared at him for a moment then nodded and left. He wouldn't be able to push Bell further. He had something now, though, even if he couldn't use it in court. It might be worth going to Solomon Howard's house to talk to Smithson once more.
But the man who answered the door wasn't familiar. He was heavily muscled, starting to run to fat, with dark hair cropped short against his skull and a thick, fleshy neck.
âI'm looking for Hugh Smithson,' Sedgwick began.
âGone,' the man answered bluntly and began to close the door. The deputy wedged a foot on the step.
âGone?'
âMr Howard wasn't happy with his work.'
âWhen did that happen?'
âTwo days back.' Tuesday, the deputy thought. The day the boss showed Howard the pouch. The day Mary Nottingham was killed.
âWhere's he gone?'
âBuggered if I care.' The man pushed harder and Sedgwick gave way. The door slammed closed in his face.
âTell your men to keep their eyes open for someone called Hugh Smithson,' the deputy told Rob. Outside the jail it was full dark, the night bitter.
âWho's he?'
âHe was Howard's servant until Tuesday. Sacked. He's the one who let me in the house. The older men will remember him. He has a bit of a past, does Hugh.'
âWhat do you want me to do if I find him?'
âBring him in. He'll likely welcome a bed for the night, anyway.'
âWhat's he done?'
âIf he's been out of work for two days and doesn't have any money, he'll have done something,' Sedgwick promised.
âI can't sleep,' Sedgwick whispered to Lizzie. They were in bed, both James and Isabell asleep, the night quiet around them.
âWork?' He was holding her close, enjoying the warmth of her body. His greatcoat and her cape were piled on the bed, on top of the thin blanket.
âAye,' he answered slowly. âWe're trying to find evidence on the bastard who killed Mary Nottingham and those children. It just feels like we're chasing him and he keeps moving another step ahead.'
âYou'll prove it, love,' she said lazily, curling around him. âJust settle down and rest. You need it.'
He sighed and closed his eyes. Images and ideas roiled through his mind. He let them pass, breathing quietly until they passed and everything faded away.
There was a sharp frost on the ground, the grass edged with white, the ground iron-hard under the worn soles of his boots. Away in the bare trees birds were beginning to sing. Soon enough there'd be snow and ice covering it all and the year would be dead.
The deputy was already at the jail, standing close to the fire. The skin was tight over his face, his eyes filled with weariness.
âAnything, John?'
Sedgwick explained what he'd learned, then said, âHe's not in the cells,' and shrugged.
âIf we can find him . . .' the Constable mused.
âAye. If.'
The door opened and Rob entered, his cheeks red from the cold.
âDid you find out about Hugh?' the deputy asked.
Lister shrugged off his heavy coat and came close to the fire before answering.
âThere's no sign of him.'
âWhat do you mean, no sign?'
Rob poured a little ale into a mug and drank. âTwo of the men remembered him. They asked around. Smithson was out drinking Tuesday night.'
âThe Talbot?' Sedgwick interrupted.
Lister nodded. âHe said he'd been dismissed and he was leaving Leeds. But he had money, he was buying flagons most of the evening.'
âDid he say where he was going?' Nottingham asked.
âNo, boss.'
âFuck!' the deputy shouted in exasperation and began to pace round the room. âHoward's just making fools of us. He's paid Smithson off and sent him away so we can't question him.'
âIt sounds that way,' the Constable agreed calmly.
âWell, what are we going to do?'
âWe're still going to find a way to catch Mr Howard.'
âHow?' Sedgwick raged.
âI don't know yet, John,' Nottingham admitted. âBut we'll do it.'
The deputy grabbed his greatcoat and left, the door closing loudly behind him.
âYou leave, too, lad. I'm sure Emily could use some company on the walk to school.'
âYes, boss.' Rob smiled.
âJust be kind to her. She's going to need a lot of tenderness. It was bad enough when Rose died, but this . . .'
âI will.' He hesitated, then asked, âWhat about you, boss?'
âI'll survive,' he replied grimly.
Martin Cobb was at his desk, a wary smile on his face. The Constable dropped the daily report on to the man's desk.
âDoes he want me again?' he asked, nodding at the mayor's office.
âNot today, Mr Nottingham.' He gave a small cough. âDo you have your accounts ready for the year?'
âMy accounts?' For a moment he wasn't sure he'd heard properly.
At least Cobb had the goodness to blush. âMr Fenton wants you to meet the treasurer for the Corporation on Tuesday and go through the accounts for the jail.'
âWe're trying to catch a murderer. Before that I was off for months after being stabbed, as his Worship well knows.' He barely managed to keep his voice under control. âOf course the accounts aren't up to date, and they won't be by Tuesday.'
âI'm sorry,' the clerk said, the flush rising on his face. âThat's what he said to tell you. He wants you there with the accounts for the jail.'
The Constable sighed and nodded slowly. âOh, I'll be there,' he agreed.
He understood perfectly well what the mayor was doing. There would be discrepancies in the accounts, just as there always were, and the treasurer would find them. That would be enough to dismiss him as Constable. It wouldn't be the deputy who took over this time, either, but someone more deferential to authority.
Back at the jail he sat at his desk, pulling papers from drawers, items dating back to the start of the year. He started to place them in order, then put them aside. No matter what he did, the mayor was determined to find some excuse to replace him.
He sat back, tired to exhaustion in his soul. It seeped through his bones and into his heart. Mary was gone and nothing mattered any more. He took out the silk pouch and let the eleven locks of hair fall to the desk. They were painful to see, but even they couldn't stir his anger the way they had before she was killed.