He squinted his eyes shut as the pain suddenly became
excruciating. Tozzi was the little drill bit boring into his skull right under his eye. Damn him!
But how much did Tozzi really know? Enough to get him indicted for conspiring with the Sicilians? Maybe not, but the mere allegation of a mob connection would be enough to besmirch his reputation and ruin his career in public service. No matter how Augustine figured it, he wound up the loser. He stared at the patch of rugâburgundy, blue, and beige. It all came down to Tozzi. And even a murder conviction with a death sentence couldn't silence him. If anything, that would get him more attention and make things worse. Tozzi'd start screaming at the top of his lungs what he knew. He'd want to deal, plea-bargain for a reduced sentence, make a trade for his knowledge of the dirty Assistant United States Attorney. Augustine swallowed on a dry throat.
The telephone suddenly rang, shattering the quiet. The ring slammed into his chest like the butt end of a flying log, and the drill screamed into his skull. He snapped up the receiver before it rang again. He didn't want it to wake his wife. He was miserable enough. He didn't need her.
“Hello.”
“You answer quick. Why you no sleep?”
Augustine recognized the thick accent and the snide amiability. It was Salamandra.
Augustine took his feet off the desk. Why the hell was he calling him here? “What do you want?”
“You fuck up very bad. Is no good. You remember my friend from the farm? He tell me he is very disappoint in you.”
Augustine pictured the scrawny little man nonchalantly eating grapes in the sun, spitting the skins into the dust. Zucchetti.
“Tell your friend he has no reason to be disappointed. I have everything under control.”
Salamandra coughed up a laugh. “That is not how we see.
You suppose to do that thing for us. Maybe you tryâI don' knowâbut you no do. We still must go down to that place every day, sit there and listen to all the bullshit. You know what I say?”
Augustine knew. Salamandra was talking about the mistrial he'd promised them.
“You're panicking. Tell your friend that I'll take care of everything.”
Salamandra laughed again. “No, no, no, no. You were the one who panic. You were the one who send the other guy on vacation.”
Giordano . . . killing Giordano . . . sending him on vacation.
“I didn't have much choice, did I?” Augustine stopped and considered his wording. He had to be as careful about what he said as they were. You could never tell who might be listening. Like Tozzi, maybe. “Are you telling me he shouldn't have been . . . sent on vacation?”
“No, no, we no blame you for that. You did what you should do because that guy, he had a big mouth, he was going to say things about us. But you forget one thing.”
“What?”
“The rug.”
Augustine stared down at the swatch on his desk. “What about the rug?”
“We no have it. That guy, he knew where it was. You should have made him tell you before you send him on vacation.”
“Now, wait a minute. I made it clear to you that I would have nothing to do with that end of it. And what about”âhe stopped short before he said Nemo's nameâ”what about the little man, the short man, the other guy's friend? Doesn't he know where it is?”
“The little man is gone. Can no find.” Salamandra suddenly sounded very displeased.
“Well, I'm sorry to hear that, but that's not my problem.”
“Yes,
patron'
. Is your problem.”
“What are you saying? We had an understanding. I was to have nothing to do with that end.”
“We no get rug, you no get paid. Very simple.”
“Hold on now. My responsibility was to get you aâyou knowâso you wouldn't have to go to that place every day, so you would be free.”
“Yes, that is still your responsibility. If you no do, then we send
you
on vacation.”
Augustine's mouth was very dry, too dry to speak.
“You see,” Salamandra went on, “if
my
people had send the other guy on vacation, we would make him tell us things before he goes away. We know how to do those things. You don' know these things. You no experienz'. We no have rug now. Is your fault.”
“How can you say it's my fault?”
“This is what my friend say. My friend say, then must be true.”
“Listen to me now. You're not being fair. This isn't the arrangement we hadâ”
“We know what is fair. You find rug for usâeverything is beautiful. You no find rug? You go on vacation.”
“Butâ”
Click
. Augustine stared at the phone in his hand. The dial tone sounded, filling the silence. His head and his heart were pounding in tandem. Fourteen million dollars, gone unless he found their goddamn heroin for them. How in the world was he supposed to get it? Good Christ, even if he did know where Tozzi had it, was he supposed to do it himself? Throw it in the back of his car and deliver it to them, like a pizza? Salamandra said it himselfâhe doesn't have the experience for this kind of thing. They've got people, little people, who do that sort of thing for them. Who did he have? No one. Just himself. Jesus, Lord.
The phone started to blare then, demanding to be hung up. His heart was thumping with contemptible fear. It was
only when he put the receiver back on the cradle that he realized he'd had Tozzi's rug swatch gripped in his other fist. Goddamn Tozzi. It all came down to him. He was holding all the cards.
The pain suddenly seared through his face. He doubled over in his chair and pressed his cheek into his knee.
God Almighty, what am I supposed to do, fight him for it? Send
him
on vacation too? I don't have people who know how to do it the right way. I don't know how to make him talk. Salamandra said so, and this time he's right, dammit.
He opened his hand and the crushed piece of rug unfolded itself in his palm like a newborn butterfly uncurling its wings.
Unless . . .
He remembered something. The day he'd met Zucchetti at the farm in Sicily, Nemo had been wearing a T-shirt for a gym somewhere in the Bronx. Or was it Brooklyn? Dumbo's? Jumbo's? No, Jimbo's. That was it. Giordano had asked him about it in the car on the way to the farm, and Nemo had said that it was his favorite place in the whole worldâhis exact wordsâa bodybuilder's paradise, every piece of equipment you could possibly want, and best of all, it was open all night, which was when he liked to work out. He also said something to the effect that it was practically his home away from home.
Augustine sat up, picked up the phone, and dialed 555-1212.
“Directory assistance. What city, please?”
Augustine swallowed to wet his mouth. “Yes, operator, in Brooklyn, I'd like the number for âJimbo's Gym. That's
J
as in judge' . . .”
Augustine was peering through the small window in the door. Nemo was inside, sitting at the Nautilus machine, doing leg-lifts with some obscene amount of weight, limbs trembling, sweat pouring off him. He stopped suddenly and
got to his feet. He faced the mirrored wall and pulled down his sweatpants to admire his leg muscles. This was the third time he'd done this, and Augustine hadn't been here fifteen minutes. God, he was pathetic.
Augustine checked his watch. It was twenty after four in the morning. He'd been watching Nemo doggedly grapple with the weights, defying his withdrawal symptoms. He was a slave to his reps, shivering and wrapping towels around his neck, stopping to blow his drippy nose now and then, but determined to complete his workout. He was obviously cold, and the pain must've been gnawing at his gut. He needed a fix badly. That was clear. But he fought his pain and carried on as if nothing were the matter. Augustine was unimpressed, though. He was doing the same.
The other idiot who'd been in there lifting barbells had left five minutes ago. Augustine listened for the running shower across the hall. He didn't want any interruptions. Nemo had to be taken in hand, firmly and directly, shaken by the scruff like a willful mutt. He had to get Nemo's attention and keep it. The little man was vulnerable now. Addicts don't like to be alone when they're in need. They become dependent on others very easily. He had to make the little man understand that his future well-being depended on him and him alone.
A sudden stab pierced Augustine's face under his eye. He clenched his eyes shut and balled his fists.
Ignore it, just ignore it
.
Nemo moved on to the weight bench, loosening the set-screw and loading the bar on the rack with more metal disks. When he got the weight he wanted, he sat on the edge of the bench and started looking around for something. It was the disgusting handkerchief hanging on the Nautilus that he wanted. He grabbed the rag and swiped at his nose again, then got into position on the bench, lying back with his feet flat on the floor. He rubbed his hands and settled on a good grip, then pushed the heavy barbell off the rack and lowered
it to a point an inch or so off his chest. Augustine glanced at the sign on the wall.
NO BENCH-PRESSING WITHOUT A SPOTTER.
Perfect
.
He moved fast, opening the door without a sound and whisking into the weight room on the balls of his feet, circling the Nautilus to sneak up behind Nemo lying on the bench. Nemo's dulled senses helped. He was so preoccupied with himself, he'd hardly acknowledged the other bodybuilder when he was in there with him. Augustine stood over Nemo's sweaty face, his hands in the pockets of his taupe cashmere overcoat. Nemo didn't even know he was there. He just kept lifting that ridiculous barbell, up and down, up and down, grunting and sweating, his face in agony.
When Nemo let the barbell down once more, Augustine inched in closer. When the barbell came up again, Augustine moved his knee out so that Nemo wouldn't be able to get the weight back on the rack. He bumped the bar slightly as it came up. Nemo's eyes shot open. He started huffing and puffing, blowing hot air, moving his lips to talk, but nothing came out.
“Don't let me disturb you,” Augustine said. “Continue.” He leaned on the barbell a little more and Nemo let it drop, just catching it before it crushed his neck. Augustine figured Nemo had between 250 and 300 pounds on that bar.
Nemo squinted and strained to press it back up and get it on the rack, but Augustine's knee prevented that. Nemo locked his elbows to keep the weight up high. The little man grunted, “Hey, c'mon, man.”
Augustine's face twitched. “Shut up and listen. You're in big trouble, Nemo, and you need me to get out of it. Do you understand?”
Sweat was running down Nemo's cheeks and pooling on the red vinyl bench cushion behind his head. “Get away, will ya?”
“You're working for me nowâ”
“Go fuck yourself. I work for Salamandra. You know that.”
The drill pressed into his skull again, a slow, relentless grinding. Augustine pressed down on the barbell.
Nemo's elbows nearly gave way. “Stop!”
“Salamandra is very upset with you. He wants to know where you've been. He wants to know where the rug is.”
“Jesus, I tried to get it back, but that fucking Tozzi guy was there. He wasn't supposed to be there.” Nemo was whining like a baby.
“Salamandra doesn't know you're a junkie, does he?”
“Whattaya talkin'â?”
Augustine leaned on the weight.
“Noooo!”
“Made members of the Mafia aren't supposed to take dope, are they, Nemo? Salamandra's got
two
reasons to be angry with you.” Augustine shook his head. “You're in very big trouble.”
So am
I
. But not for long
.
Nemo could only grunt as he struggled to keep the weight up.
“Salamandra doesn't want you. He couldn't care less about you. He'll kill you if he ever sees you like this. He may kill you anyway. He thinks you have the rug. It does make sense, though, doesn't it? What junkie wouldn't want a lifetime supply of heroin? Isn't that right, Nemo?”
Nemo's eyes were squeezed shut, his face turning an unnatural shade of purple-red.
“Now, there is a possibility that you can save yourself, but you need me to do it. I could fix things with Salamandra for you. All you have to do is two things.” The drill ground on and on.
“What? Whattaya want from me?”
“Kill Tozzi and get the rug. He's the one who has it. Make him tell you where it is, then be done with him.”
“How?”
“You're a resourceful fellow. You figure it out. As to where you can find him, I can tell you that.”
“Why do I have to kill him? Why not just get the rug?”
“Two reasons. One, he knows too much. And two, I won't give you any dope if you don't.”
“You're lyin'. You ain't got no dope.”
“At this point, I don't think Salamandra will argue if there's a packet or two missing from the rug.”