BBW ROMANCE: BWWM Romance: A Cowboy’s Southern Comfort (Military Cowboy Pregnancy Romance) (Interracial Army Contemporary Fantasy Romance Short Stories) (30 page)

Suddenly my attention is grabbed by a hand on my thigh under the table, it seems the alcohol has loosened Evan as well, he pulls my chair closer to his. Evan leans in and whispers in my ear, "Would you like me to drop you off at home after desert, or would you like to come back to my place for a drink?" I do not hesitate, "Yes" I respond almost immediately. Evan pulls his face back with a look of confusion, "So you want to go home?" he inquires. "No, no, no, I meant that I want to go home with you." the words slip out of my mouth without any thought of their delivery or how they sound, the alcohol has clearly had its effect at this point. The tension between us is surreal and I can barely keep my lust contained. The feeling of needing to feel how our bodies would work together is on the background in my thoughts and is dominating the mood at the table.

Our desert is brought out and the actual act of eating it and the time we spend at the restaurant is a blur. I hardly notice when the waitress brings the check. Before I know it we are back in the car on route to Evan's house, or mini mansion as I call it. Evan is quiet, the sexual tension between the two of us is enough to cut with a knife. When we arrive we both go right inside his home and he pours me a generous glass of wine. "So..." he begins, "Did you have a good time? I couldn't tell you were so quiet." he asks and chuckles nervously. I offer a thin smile and tell him what a good time I had out with him.

Chapter Seven: It's Electric

I sit on the sofa and Evan comes to sit next to me, he turns to face me and brushes my hair behind my ear. His touch is electrifying and I know I have his full attention, his mannerisms betray him, his eyes cannot hide the real reason he asked me to join him this evening. I stare deeply at Evan and decide to just go with it. "I really enjoy, your company." I tell him honestly. This is perhaps the most open I've been with anyone in a long time and my yearning to have him inside of me is as overwhelming as it's ever been.

Evan leans in to kiss me and I surrender to his touch, I kiss him back just as passionately as he kisses me. Our lips are in sync, there is no more small talk. I push back and he traces my lips with his finger, "I've wanted you since you first walked into my office" he whispers in my ear. I respond with a deep kiss and pull him on top of me, opening my legs in the process. Evan presses himself into my body and kisses me deeply, I haven't kissed anyone like this in a long time, there is so much yearning in our kisses, so much more that begs to be explored.

I cannot help myself, I reach down and start to unbuckle Evan's belt and he lets out a soft moan into my ear, "Is this what you want?" he pauses to ask me, "This is all I've been thinking about all evening." I reply and I kiss him again. Evan picks me up off the sofa and in one sweeping motion he takes me up to his bedroom kissing me the whole way. We enter is bedroom and the lights are dim, Evan does not hesitate to lightly throw me on his bed and remove his pants. The seconds that pass between him removing his pants and joining me on his bed feel like hours.

"I've been so curious about this" I tell him as he makes his way over to me. He lifts up my dress and begins a trail of kisses from my stomach to my breasts stopping only to unfasten my bra and remove it. He glances down at my body for a minute and then looks into my eyes, "You are so beautiful" he tells me and without a moment to waste he begins to kiss my breasts. I feel him suck in my right nipple and let out a sigh of pleasure. I am so taken by his touch and cannot keep it together, I fully surrender to his touch and control.

We both know how much our bodies have been aching to experience this, I will not object to whatever is in store for us. I feel myself becoming more and more aroused as the seconds pass and cannot wait to feel him inside of me. Evan pins my hands down and breaths heavily into my neck, I can feel his teeth lightly biting my chest as his hands wander down to remove my thong. He grabs my behind and squeezes it firmly, I cannot help it, I squirm with excitement about what is to come next. Evan moves down as he removes my panties and kisses the up and down the length of my inner thighs.

"I bet you taste as good as you smell" I hear him murmur but I don't even attempt to respond as my mind is running on blank, anxious to be relieved of this insatiable urge that needs to be tended to. He parts my lips and slowly rubs his tongues in between my labia. My toes curl as he does this, it feels so overwhelmingly amazing. Evan slowly runs his tongue up and down in between my parted lips, it is driving me over the edge but he continues with purpose only glancing up to stare deeply into my eyes.

He begins to pick up the pace, leaving not one part of me un-kissed or licked passionately. Evan parts my lips further and draws me into his mouth sucking softly and slowly, I begin to shake voluntarily and the sucking intensifies, he utters not a word to me as the sound of my light gasps for air is the only motivation he needs. I feel the intensity growing within me and know that at any second I will explode, he patiently continues exploring every inch of me with his tongue, finally focusing completely on my clit.

Evan begins to flick the head of my clitoris with his tongue and by this point I can feel my eyes begin to roll back, I arch my back and pull his head in closer, I am so close to my climax, all my self-consciousness goes out the window and I let out a loud moan. Evan enthusiastically continues alternating between sucking on my clit and beating the tip ruthlessly with his tongue and soon establishes a rhythm with his tongue. I surrender to the sensations and finally orgasm, Evan does not stop but instead finishes by running his tongue up and down the length of me slowly. He begins to climb on top of me but not before I push him off and begin to straddle him, I can feel the immense bulge on my backside as I kiss him tenderly. I decide I'm going to surprise him and begin to kiss his chest slowly. I grab his large shaft in my hands and slowly kiss the tip of his penis as he lets out a quiet moan.

I admire his length, it's a little bigger than average maybe seven inches and let out a soft sigh of hot air on his tip, I feel him throbbing with excitement in my hands. "Here goes" I think to myself as I proceed to gently kiss up and down his rock hard manhood. The head of his penis is the nicest I have ever seen, it's a perfect and pink, it reminds me of a perfect mushroom tip. It's incredibly thick and fits just perfectly in my greedy little hands. I look up and him seductively and his eyes melt into mine. I decide to tease him for just a little longer and kiss each of his balls softly, never breaking my gaze into his magnificent blue eyes.

"You're going to make me lose my damn mind" he finally stammers as I circle the head of his penis with my tongue. I kiss it once more and lick the tip again but this time slowly trace my tongue all the way down to his balls and then I briefly pause and finally lick those too. I'm finally ready to begin and I suck his penis into my mouth and slowly begin to move my mouth up and down, my hands following behind them, gripping and twisting the length of his shaft. I hear him letting out soft moans and am encouraged to go a bit faster to intensify things. I can tell Evan really likes this but probably not as much as I do, this deeply surprises me, as I can't even remember the last time I performed oral sex on a man, I was usually the one being pleasured, but something about Evan makes me want to make him feel just as good as he made me feel, I deeply longed to return the favor.

It isn't before long that his breathing gets deeper, I can tell he's soon to climaxing I continue to pleasure him with my mouth. I'm giving him my best and I can tell it's paying off, I feel his penis tense up along with the rest of his body, Evan pulls away from me and in a swift motion picks me up and places me on the bed, "that's not how I intend on ending this" he whispers to me as he positions his body on top of mine. Evan grabs my ankles and instructs me to place them over his shoulders and slowly plunges into me, I let out a loud moan, shocking myself.

"Oh my god!" I let out as he continues to insert the rest of his big, hard, throbbing penis inside of me. I am overwhelmed by the sheer size of it inside of me. I cannot hold back, I am panting as he slowly begins to slide himself in and out of me. I can feel every inch of him, it is almost too intense. I being to wonder if I can handle all of him, the length and inches combined are almost too much for my little body. I am in no way able to object, my mind is on autopilot and I cannot think of anything other than the intense pleasure I feel. I cannot do anything but lay back and receive him, all of him.

The position Evan has me in, is one that I cannot get out of, he increases his pace, stopping only to reach down and kiss me. He begins to thrust harder and I am slightly relieved because I can feel myself coming to my own climax and can hardly bare the intensity of taking him so deeply any longer. "I'm about to cum babe" he whispers in my ear, "Finish inside of me" I tell him back just as quickly, surprising myself. Evan does not skip a beat, in fact the four little words I just told him seems to turn him on even more and he is now holding me even closer and driving himself even deeper inside of me. He gives me a few more deep thrusts and I feel a warmth building up inside of me as he lets out a final, deep moan into my neck.

Evan lies on top of me for a minute or two before me is over me once again, showering me with kisses. "You're so beautiful, that was amazing" he tells me softly in a hushed tone. I can only lay there and accept his kisses, I am so blown away by what has just happened. I can feel the sticky, warmth, he has left behind inside of me and feel a sense of satisfaction. I kiss him back just as deeply, still unable to move, trapped by his muscular body. I do not want to move, it feels so right laying beneath him and just listening to him steadying his breathing. I am winded myself and still in shock.

Chapter Eight: Don't Remind Me

Evan rolls over to his side and pulls me into him to cuddle. "I... love you, Malaya." Evan whispers into my ear. I turn around and look at Evan and try to let what he just told me sink in but I too taken by my emotions and blurt out "I love you too Evan." He kisses me and I look back at him, I realize just how much he has grown on me and it all makes sense. Although in the past I had always had this belief that there were no truly "good people", Evan was the last of a dying breed and here I was in bed with this amazing man. I fall asleep in his arms, although I am used to bolting out the door after having sex, this was different.

I wake up to Evan still holding me tightly in his arms, I still don't want to leave his side but feel the need to get up and take a shower. I start to move and he grips my waist tighter, "Where do you think you're going?" I hear from behind me. "Evan..." I begin but before I can finish I feel kisses on my neck. "Go ahead and get ready, I want to take you out for breakfast." he tells me, "I have a lot to get done today sweetheart" I reply but he isn't taking no for an answer. "Well, today you can put everything on hold, I want to spend all day with you, is that okay?" Evan tells me, sleep is clearly still on his mind. "Whatever you say boss." I tell him with a smile in my voice, Evan spanks me lightly and loosens his grip on me.

Evan and I spend the whole day together and it is refreshing for me to actually enjoy spending so much time with another person. I never in my wildest dreams could have imagined things were going to turn out the way they have so far. While out having lunch, Evan flashes me a curious look, "Malaya..." he begins, the tone in his voice makes me grow nervous with anticipation, "Yes, babe?" I answer trying to hide the excitement in my voice. "When I told you I loved you last night..." his voice trails off and he looks away his blue eyes searching for the right thing to say. "Yes?" I ask again even more curiously, "Well, I just wanted to let you know, I meant it, I really did... I haven't felt like this about anyone in a long time." he let's his thoughts flow and I can see the sincerity in his eyes, I can hear how genuinely he feels in his voice and it scares me as much as my own feelings.

Chapter Nine: Who Am I Again?

"Evan, it's been a while since I've been in a relationship with anyone, this whole thing is just really new for me" I admit to him, "but, with you I cannot lie" I continue, "Evan, I love you. I meant it, it wasn't just the heat of the moment, I really care about you and am open to see where this goes" I finally admit both to him and myself. I feel as though a heavy boulder has been lifted off of my shoulders, I keep surprising myself with just how strongly I feel towards this man. Evan squeezes my hand and kisses it, I almost melt into my chair, between the wine and just how intense the butterflies are in my stomach, I literally feel like I am going to just float away.

On the ride back to my home, Evan cannot keep his hands off of me, he is constantly kissing me and hasn't let go of my hand since we've gotten in the car. I am giddy like a schoolgirl, the feelings Evan inspires in me are so intense I feel as though I may burst with excitement. I decide right here and now that I could never hurt Evan, the fact that I had even planned on robbing him blind crosses my mind and I feel ashamed of myself.

Before I get out of the car as we pull up to my home, I look deeply into Evan's eyes, "I love you" he whispers, I respond with a passionate kiss. "I don't want to let you go" Evan tells me with a mischievous grin on his face, I kiss him one more time and tell him how much I love him as well. Once inside I draw myself a hot bath, the water is soothing to my sore body, it's a good kind of sore. I lay my head back and reminisce of the night before and the many to come.