Beautiful People: My Family and Other Glamorous Varmints (2 page)

I was not alone. Joining me on this earnest and passionate quest was a childhood friend. His name was James Biddlecombe, but everyone called him Biddie.

Looking back I realize that Biddie and I were suffering from a mild but persistent affliction. There was no formal diagnosis and no known cure. Our malaise can best be summed up as follows: we were a couple of low-rent, latter-day
Madame Bovarys. Like Flaubert’s antiheroine, we saw glamour and modish excitement in the faraway and only boredom and dreariness in the here and now. In Reading, our industrial hometown, there was no shortage of dreary here and nows.

We fed our fantasies and illusions by reading endless drivel about the Beautiful People in my mother’s glossy magazines. These effortlessly stylish trendsetters owned sprawling palazzos in Rome and ultragroovy pied-à-terres in Chelsea. They slept in six-foot circular beds covered with black satin sheets and white Persian cats. The Beautiful People were thin and gorgeous, and they had lots and lots and lots of thick hair, and their lives seemed to be about a hundred million times more screechingly fabulous than Biddie’s life and mine combined. They did not work much, but they had buckets and buckets of money, which they spent on things like champagne and caftans and trips to Morocco to buy caftans.

Soon they would be spending some of it on us. Soon we would be lolling on their Afghani rugs enjoying goulash and hash brownies, and meeting all their bohemian friends at lavishly decadent soirees thrown in our honor.

“What a gas! Here come Simon and Biddie,” one Beautiful Person would whisper to another.

“Intriguing. Do tell . . . ”

“Such a divine couple. New in town. A bit common, but otherwise totally happening. I simply must introduce you!”

Biddie and I were not a couple per se. As preteens, we had once shown each other our “bits” down by my father’s compost heap, but that’s about as far as it went. Our relationship was something else. Something equally intense. Something quite spiritual.

Biddie and I were
sisters.
Our sisterly bond began at about the age of six. We clicked because we shared the same camp sense of humor. We had the same interests and disinterests. Biddie and I hated to play conkers or marbles. We preferred to spend our time doing highly nuanced imitations of our female teachers. Their personal style was our obsession: Miss Stoddard’s bloomers, Mrs. Milner’s bowling ball breasts, sadistic Miss Bagnold’s crisp shantung suits.

As we grew older we became more perverse. We developed a shared fascination for anything tawdry or illegal. This included, but was not limited to, the swarthy bloke down the street from Biddie’s block of council flats who, though married, was caught soliciting in the public toilets down by the river. He was arrested and denounced in the local paper. Whenever we saw him in the neighborhood, we would become all giggly and knowing.

By the age of ten Biddie and I had graduated to national tabloid exposés. When the Christine Keeler scandal broke, we thought we had died and gone to heaven. The daily revelations about reefer smoking, interracial sex, and spanking among the bowler-hatted, pompous politicians, the landed gentry, and their female companions rendered us all of a quiver and steamed up Biddie’s National Health spectacles.

It was not long before we began to identify with the two high-priced tarts at the center of this erotically charged hurricane: Biddie was the cheeky blonde Mandy Rice-Davies and I was the enigmatic brunette Christine Keeler, the girl the
News of the World
dubbed “The Shameless Slut,” the girl who brought down the Conservative Government of England.

Not everyone thought these young ladies were as glamorous and interesting as we did. The majority of our little classmates were forbidden to read or watch anything about Mandy or Christine. Biddie and I were only too happy to fill the gaps in their knowledge. In fact, we used the Profumo Affair to institute a reign of terror. Many of our victims would, after a heavy bombardment of salacious details, hold their chubby little hands over their reddened ears and beg for mercy.

We discovered that if we merely chanted the words “Christine Keeler! Christine Keeler!” over and over again with increasing ferocity, some children could even be reduced to tears. We were eventually caught and punished for this game by a teacher who could barely disguise her amusement.

This incident only served to strengthen our commitment to Mandy and Christine. We admired their moxie. Though barely twenty years old, they had already done quite well for themselves. They hobnobbed with lords and spent their weekends being pampered in large country houses. They were Beautiful People–ish.

By the time we reached the age of sixteen—i.e., old enough to become prostitutes—Biddie and I had morphed into reckless fun seekers. We were an anything-for-kicks double act. If we had been girls, real girls, we might so easily have become the next Mandy and Christine. Biddie was tall and exotic and hilarious. His exhibitionism, comedic timing, not to mention his ability to play female leads, had garnered rave reviews for his all-boys high school drama society.

Though mousier, shorter, and more secretive, I was even
more likely to become a tart than Biddie, albeit of the straightforward male variety. I was the first male personage in our hometown, preceding even Biddie, to walk into a ladies’ jewelry shop and demand a pierced ear.

“Have you thought about a career?” asked Terry, my dad, one day over Sunday lunch. My parents and our extended family of assorted lodgers and mentally ill relatives all craned their necks in my direction, anxious to hear my thoughtful reply.

“Pass the gravy. I’m moving to Paris,” I began, eliciting a gasp of surprise from my blind aunt Phyllis.

“Eiffel Tower!” ejaculated Narg enigmatically. Narg was my schizophrenic grandmother. I reversed her name from Gran to Narg when I was about six, declaring that it suited her much better, which it did.

“I’m going to sell my body on the Left Bank to Existentialists and people like that.”

Nobody batted an eyelid. With two certified lunatics in residence—Narg and my uncle Ken—we all had a very high tolerance for startling pronouncements.

My parents, Terry and Betty, should probably have been more concerned. From an early age, I was excessively focused on obtaining the freedom which comes with having a bit of extra cash in my pocket, and was prepared to do whatever it took to get it. I happily washed dishes at the Mars bar factory canteen in nearby Slough. I also put in time at the local cork and bottle top factory; disgusting fauna—snakes, centipedes, and large, orange, powdery-looking spiders—frequently emerged from the bales of Indian cork and crawled up my arm.

I looked upon this period as a warm-up. Consorting with
rich old Parisian men, no matter how wizened or grotesque of habit, could not possibly be any more creepy than this, and would probably be a lot more lucrative.

Instead of becoming a prostitute, I went off to university, courtesy of Her Majesty’s Government, leaving Biddie in Reading working at the local department store. Three years later I came back with a mediocre and useless general arts degree and found myself in exactly the same position as Biddie, only he was in Soft Furnishings and I was plonked down in Clocks and Watches.

While Biddie unfurled and scissored his brocades and velveteens, and counseled customers about their Lancelot pelmets and Austrian poufs, I flicked a feather duster over my dreary brass carriage clocks and windup travel alarms.

Though this was not what I had in mind for us, it had its advantages. In this dusty, suburban retail milieu, we enjoyed fame and notoriety. We were grand poissons in a small pond, especially the flamboyant Biddie, who when customers innocently asked, “Where can I get felt?” could never resist replying, “Come round the back, dear, and I’ll show you what I’ve got!”

With his long neck, dangly earring, and madly au courant henna’ed Ziggy Stardust toilet-brush coiffure, Biddie was the store’s biggest personality, and a dead ringer for Mr. Bowie. He was pounced upon more than once and asked for his autograph, even during working hours. The good people of Reading took no issue with the notion that David Bowie—Britain’s most exciting pop phenomenon—would have elected to spend his days slicing up chintz in a regional department store.

“Berkshire born and Berkshire bred, strong in the arm and
thick in the head,” snorted Biddie derisively after encountering these contemptible examples of small-town naïveté.

Though feeling insanely more glamorous than everyone within a twenty-mile radius has its obvious benefits, Biddie and I wanted more. We craved fabulousness, mink bedspreads, Beautiful People, and popping champagne corks. Our hopes and dreams were incompatible with the esprit of our gritty, violent hometown.

In a desperate and heroic attempt to unearth a bit of la dolce vita, Biddie and I joined Reading’s only gay club. Located in the “functions room” of a pub called The Railway Tavern, this fortnightly gathering was aimed at the local homosexualists, the majority of whom were shockingly provincial and gin-soaked.
Tragic
is another adjective which springs uncharitably to mind.

Biddie and I dubbed these men the pre-Wolfendens. This was our sardonic recognition of the fact that they were old enough to have experienced gay life prior to the legal changes resulting from the Wolfenden Report. This landmark document, overseen by an official called Lord Wolfenden, led to the 1967 Sexual Offences Act, which finally made it legal for fun-loving blokes like us to have consensual sex behind our Austrian poufs.

Despite the fact that many of Reading’s pre-Wolfendens had suffered through, and survived, years of small-town oppression and police entrapment, Biddie and I were too inert and glamour-obsessed to afford them any respect. In fact, we went one step further. We actually managed to subject them to yet further indignities.

*  *  *

One hot summer evening, shortly after I had returned from my stint in academia, Biddie and I hit the Railway Tavern dance floor, hard. We were both anxious to demonstrate our latest Bowie “moves.” The very instant we heard “Suffragette City” we went completely bonkers, strutting onto the postage stamp–size disco floor and posing in imitation of our god.

We had no way of knowing that disaster was about to strike.

One of the organizers of the evening suddenly vacated his seat in front of the folding card table where he had been extracting the cost of admission from new arrivals. He began to mince his way, with some urgency, toward the men’s room, via the dance floor.

“ ’ere! I bet you can’t do this!” yelled Biddie, executing a very impressive back bend.

Long-torsoed Biddie held this position for a split second and then resurfaced, at great speed. In his teeth he clenched a ten-inch-long cigarette holder containing a bright pink Sobranie cocktail cigarette.

Suddenly, violently, and horribly, the thrusting cigarette holder speared the pre-Wolfenden.

The victim let forth a searing yelp of agony. Biddie’s white-hot cigarette had burnt a nasty crater in his white, lacy nylon shirt. The vile and distinctively toxic odor of melting synthetic fabric quickly pervaded the room. Friends of the victim rushed balletically to his aid, offering soothing words while simultaneously directing reproachful glances at the perpetrator. As
the molten nylon adhered to the skin of the victim, the agonized moaning increased slightly.

I was overheard speculating that, because of his astounding gin intake, the victim could not possibly be experiencing any pain. Reproachful glances became piercing stares filled with white-hot loathing.

We were banned forever from The Railway Tavern.

We knew the time had come. The writing was on the wall. The pre-Wolfendens of The Railway Tavern were not ready for our particular brand of hip sophistication, nor would they ever be. It was time for us to inflict ourselves on a bigger and more worthy audience. As we clomped home in our platform shoes, we began to strategize our conquest of the Beautiful People.

How hard could it be? London was less than an hour away. On that very night, while we were assaulting pre-Wolfendens at The Railway Tavern, the Beautiful People of Mayfair and Kensington were indulging their whims and fancies and amusing each other with their clever bon mots and their outré outfits.

On the following day we would take the train to London and find the hippest, grooviest, dreamiest apartment. Soon we would be lolling and lounging among the Beautiful People.

“You naughty boys! Where on Earth have you been hiding yourselves?” they would ask rhetorically as they forked exotic morsels into our salivating, ever-widening mouths.

*  *  *

Two weeks later we packed our belongings and ourselves into Cyril Biddlecombe’s tiny automobile.

My memory of that momentous, life-changing, bowel-curdling drive to London is quite vivid.

Despite having driven a jeep across Tunisia during World War II, Biddie’s father was a decidedly iffy driver. As long as I live, I will never forget the furious jiggling occasioned by his atrocious gear changing and declutching. The car convulsed and jolted to a standstill just as every traffic light turned green, adding hours to our trip. It was reminiscent of a violent, drunken, ill-timed sexual encounter.

Hideously hungover and encrusted with smudges of Doreen Biddlecombe’s and Betty Doonan’s maquillage—snagged, without permission, to add pizzazz and sparkle to our going-away party—Biddie and I sat in the backseat trying to control our mirth and our nausea.

On Biddie’s lap sat Happy Harry, a horrid ventriloquist’s doll in a blue striped nylon shirt, matching bright blue pants, and red bow tie. His colleagues had presented Biddie with this hateful object at our going-away party the night before.

Before we had even reached the outskirts of Reading, Biddie had evolved an evil, high-pitched, nasal voice to deliver Happy Harry’s nasty pronouncements.

“I can’t hurt you. I’m just a little doll,” he would say, pausing for dramatic effect while we stared at Harry’s shiny plastic face and buggy eyes. “Trouble is, you don’t know what I’m thinking . . . do you now?”