Beautiful Player (3 page)

His smile was still the same: slightly crooked and always lingering, lending a constant sense of mischief to his face. As he approached, he glanced in the direction of a siren and I caught the angle of his stubbly jaw, the length of smooth, tan neck that disappeared beneath the collar of his microfleece.

When he got to me, his smile widened. “Morning,” he said. “Thought it was you. I remember you used to pace like that when you were nervous about school or something. Drove your mom nuts.”

And without thinking, I stepped forward, wrapped my arms around his neck, and hugged him tight. I couldn’t remember ever being this close to Will before. He was warm and solid; I closed my eyes when I felt him press his face to the top of my head.

His deep voice seemed to vibrate through me: “It’s so good to see you.”

Secret Agent Hanna.

Reluctantly, I took a step back, inhaling the way the fresh air mixed with the clean scent of his soap. “It’s good to see you, too.”

Bright blue eyes looked down at me from beneath a black beanie, his dark hair tucked haphazardly beneath it. He stepped closer and placed something on my head. “Figured you’d need this.”

I reached up, feeling the thick wool cap. Wow, that was disarmingly charming. “Thanks. Maybe I’ll get to keep my ears after all.”

He grinned, stepping back as he looked me up and down. “You look . . . different, Ziggs.”

I laughed. “No one but my family has called me that in for
ever
.”

His smile fell and he searched my face for a moment as if, were he lucky enough, my given name would be tattooed there. He’d only ever called me Ziggy, just like my siblings—Jensen, of course, but also Liv and Niels and Eric. Until I left home, I’d
always
just been Ziggy. “Well, what do your friends call you?”

“Hanna,” I said quietly.

He continued to stare. He stared at my neck, at my lips, and then took time to inspect my eyes. The energy between us was palpable . . . but, no. I had to be completely misreading the situation. This was precisely the danger of Will Sumner.

“So,” I started, raising my eyebrows. “Running.”

Will blinked, seemed to realize where we were. “Right.”

He nodded, reaching up to pull his hat down farther over his ears. He looked so different than I remembered—clean-cut and successful—but if I looked close enough, I could still see the faint marks where his earrings used to be.

“First,” he said, and I quickly pulled my attention back to his face. “I want you to watch out for black ice. They do a good job of keeping the trails clear but if you’re not paying attention you can really hurt yourself.”

“Okay.”

He pointed to the path winding around the frozen water. “This is the lower loop. It surrounds the reservoir and should be perfect because it only has a few inclines.”

“And you run this every day?”

Will’s eyes twinkled as he shook his head. “Not this one. This is only a mile and a half. Since you’re just starting out we’ll walk the first and last bit, running the mile in the middle.”

“Why don’t we just run your usual route?” I asked, not liking the idea of him slowing down or changing his routine for me.

“Because it’s six miles.”

“I can totally do that,” I said. Six miles didn’t seem like that many. It was just under thirty-two thousand feet. If I took big strides, that was only maybe sixteen thousand steps . . . I felt my mouth turn down at the corners as I fully considered this.

He patted my shoulder with exaggerated patience. “Of course you can. But let’s see how you do today and we’ll talk.”

And then? He winked.

So apparently I wasn’t much of a runner.

“You do this every day?” I panted. I could feel a trickle of sweat run from my temple down my neck and didn’t even have the strength to reach up and wipe it away.

He nodded, looking like he was just out enjoying a brisk morning walk. I felt like I was going to die.

“How much farther?”

He looked over at me, wearing a smug—and delicious—grin. “Half a mile.”

Oh God.

I straightened and lifted my chin. I could do this. I was young and in . . . reasonably good shape. I stood almost all day, ran from room to room in the lab, and always took the stairs when I went home. I could totally do this.

“Good . . .” I said. My lungs seemed to have filled
with cement and I could only take tiny, gasping breaths. “Feels great.”

“Not cold anymore?”

“Nope.” I could practically
hear
the blood pumping through my veins, the force of my heartbeat inside my chest. Our feet pounded on the trail and, no, I definitely wasn’t cold anymore.

“Other than being busy all the time,” he asked, breath not even the slightest bit labored, “do you like the work you’re doing?”

“Love it,” I gasped. “I love working with Liemacki.”

We spoke for a while about my project, the other people in my lab. He knew my graduate advisor from his reputation in the vaccine field, and I was impressed to see that Will kept up with the literature even in a field he said didn’t always perform the best in the venture capital world. But he was curious about more than my job; he wanted to know about my
life,
asked about it point-blank.

“My life is the lab,” I said, glancing at him to gauge his level of judgment. He barely blinked. There were a few graduate students, and an army of post-docs cranking out papers. “They’re all great,” I explained, swallowing before taking in a huge gulp of air. “But I get along best with two that are both married with kids, so we aren’t exactly going to go hit the pool tables after work.”

“I don’t think the pool tables are still open after you’re done with work anyway,” he teased. “Isn’t that why I’m here? Big-brothering—getting you out of your routine kind of thing?”

“Right,” I said laughing. “And although I was pretty annoyed when Jensen flat-out told me I needed to get a life, he’s not exactly
wrong
.” I paused, running a few more steps. “I’ve just been so focused on work for so long, and getting over the next hurdle, and then the next one, I haven’t really stopped to enjoy any of it.”

“Yeah,” he agreed quietly. “That’s not good.”

I tried to ignore the pressure of his gaze, and kept my eyes pinned on the trail in front of us. “Do you ever feel like the people who mean the most aren’t the people you
see
the most?” When he didn’t respond, I added, “Lately I just feel like I’m not putting my heart where it matters.”

From my peripheral vision I saw him glance away, nodding. It took forever for him to reply, but when he did, he said, “Yeah, I get that.”

A moment later, I looked over at the sound of Will laughing. It was deep, and the sound vibrated through my skin and into my bones.

“What are you
doing
?” he asked.

I followed his gaze to where my arms were crossed over my chest. I winced inwardly before admitting, “My boobs hurt. How do guys do this?”

“Well, for one, we don’t have . . .” He waved vaguely to my chest region.

“But, what about the other stuff? Like, do you run in boxers?”
Holy hell, what is wrong with me? Problem number one: no verbal filter.

He looked over at me again, confused, and almost tripped on a fallen branch. “What?”

“Boxers?” I repeated, making the word into three full syllables. “Or do you have things that keep your man parts from—”

He interrupted me with a loud barking laugh that echoed off the trees in the frigid air. “Yeah, no boxers,” he said. “There’d be too much stuff moving around down there.” He winked and then looked forward at the trail, wearing a flirty half-grin.

“You have extra parts?” I teased.

Will threw me an amused look. “If you must know, I wear running shorts. Form-fitted to keep the boys safe.”

“Guess girls are just lucky
that
way. No stuff down there to just”—I waved my arms around wildly—“flop all over the place. We’re compact down below.”

We reached a flat part of the trail, and slowed to a walk. Will laughed quietly next to me. “I’ve noticed.”

“You
are
the expert.”

He threw me a skeptical look. “What?”

For a split second my brain attempted to hold back what I was about to say, but it was too late. I’d never been particularly good at censoring my thoughts—a fact my family was more than happy to point out whenever the chance arose—but here it felt like my brain was stealing this rare opportunity to let it all out with the legendary Will, as if I may not get another chance. “The . . .
pussy
expert,” I whispered, all but mouthing the P-word.

His eyes widened, his steps faltering a bit.

I stopped, bending to catch my breath. “You said so yourself.”

“When would I ever have said I was the ‘pussy expert’?”

“Don’t you remember telling us that? You said Jensen was good with the saying. You were good with the doing. And then you wiggled your eyebrows.”

“That is
horrifying
. How in the world do you remember all this?”

I straightened. “I was twelve. You were a nineteen-year-old hot friend of my brother who joked about sex in our house. You were practically a mythical creature.”

“Why don’t I remember any of this?”

I shrugged, looking past him at the now-crowded trail. “Probably for the same reason.”

“I don’t remember you being this funny, either. Or this”—he took a moment to covertly look me up and down—“grown-up.”

I smiled. “I wasn’t.”

He reached behind him, pulling his sweatshirt up and over his head. For a brief moment, his shirt underneath was pulled up with it, and a long stretch of his torso was exposed. I experienced a full-body clench at the sight of his flat stomach and the dark hair that trailed from his navel down into his shorts. His running pants hung low enough for me to see the carved lines of his hips, the enticing suggestion of man parts, and man legs and . . . holy crap Will Sumner’s body was unreal.

When he tugged the hem of his shirt back down, he broke my trance and I looked up to take in the rest of him, arms now bare below the short sleeves of his shirt. He scratched his neck, oblivious to the way my eyes moved over his forearm. I had a lot of memories of Will from the summer he’d lived with us while working for Dad: sitting on the couch with him and Jensen while we watched a movie, passing him in the hallway at night wearing nothing more than a towel around his hips, inhaling dinner at the kitchen table after a long day at the lab. But only from the evil influence of dark magic could I have forgotten about the tattoos. Seeing them now, I could remember a bluebird near his shoulder, a mountain and the roots of a tree wrapped up in vines on his bicep.

But some of these were new. Swirls of ink formed a double helix down the center of one forearm, the etching of a phonograph peeked out from beneath his sleeve on the other. Will had grown quiet and I looked up to find him smirking at me.

“Sorry,” I mumbled, smiling sheepishly. “You have new ones.”

His tongue darted out to lick his lips, and we turned to start walking again. “Don’t be sorry. I wouldn’t have them if I didn’t want people to look.”

“And it’s not weird? With the business job and everything?”

Shrugging, he murmured, “Long sleeves, suit jackets. Most people don’t know they’re there.” The problem with what he said was it didn’t make me think about the
most people
who remained ignorant to his tattoos. It made me wonder about the ones who knew each and every line of ink on his skin.

The Danger of Will Sumner,
I reminded myself.
Everything he says sounds filthy, and now you’re thinking of him naked. Again.

I blinked away, searching for a new topic. “So what about
your
life?”

He eyed me, wary. “What do you want to know?”

“Do you like your job?”

“Most days.”

I acknowledged this with a smile. “Do you get to see your family often? Your mom and sisters are in Washington, right?” I remembered that Will had two much older sisters who both lived close to their mother.

“Oregon,” he corrected. “And yes, a couple of times a year.”

“Are you dating anyone?” I blurted.

He furrowed his brows as if he hadn’t quite understood what I’d asked. After a moment he answered, “No.”

His adorably confused reaction helped me forget how inappropriate my question had been. “Did you have to really think about it?”

“No, smart-ass. And no, there is no one I would introduce to you by saying, ‘Hey Ziggy, this is so-and-so, my
girlfriend.
’ ”

I hummed, studying him. “What a very specific evasion.”

He pulled his hat from his head, running his fingers
through his hair. It was damp with sweat and stuck up in a million directions.

“No one woman has caught your eye?”

“A few have.” He turned his eyes on me, refusing to shrink from my interrogation. I remembered this about Will; he never felt the need to explain himself, but he didn’t shy away from questions, either.

Clearly he was the same Will he’d always been: often with women, and never with just one. I blinked down, looking at his chest as it widened and retracted with his slowly-steadying breaths, at his muscular shoulders leading to a smooth, tan neck. His lips parted slightly and his tongue peeked out to wet them again. Will’s jaw was carved and covered in dark stubble. I had a sudden and overwhelming urge to feel it on my thighs.