Being True (34 page)

I wrapped my arms around his neck and stood on my tiptoes. I wasn’t as tall as Javi, but elevated like this, I could reach his lips without him practically bending in half. “I know what you mean.”

But no matter how much I wanted this to happen, I couldn’t help the nerves that made my stomach do flip-flops. We’d both prepared for tonight. Although we understood the mechanics, we’d never had sex with anyone before. Luckily, there was enough porn on the Internet to give us a place to start. Among the videos and naughty Tumblr pictures, we’d accidentally stumbled upon some scenes we didn’t plan on trying any time soon. Some of that stuff made us both squeamish.

And the idea of Javi entering me, which made me rock hard, also scared me to death. I’d never had anything but my fingers up my butt, and Javi’s cock was definitely bigger than my index and middle finger.

“Are you nervous?” I asked.

He nodded. “But not about doing this. I want to be with you. I just want to be good for you.”

“You won’t be good,” I said. “You’ll be great because it’s you.”

I brushed my nose against his chin, and he dipped downward to rub against mine. He kissed my nose and then my cheek before his trembling lips found mine. With one kiss, most of the anxiety blew away, and the swirling breeze of passion swept us up in its brewing storm.

My body suddenly came to life. We’d kissed before, and it had always been great. Well, fucking fantastic to be quite honest, but this was entirely different. In the past, the reins of our passion had been held tight, pulling us back from crossing a line our parents didn’t want us to pass.

But now the line had been erased. I opened up like a seedling underneath Javi’s life-giving downpour. There was nothing keeping Javi and I apart anymore. We were free to experience, cherish, and explore each other the way no one else had or would.

The passion I’d held back for so long surged forward in my kisses. I twirled my tongue inside Javi’s mouth, and my hands traveled across his muscular back. I gripped on to each sinewy curve before dipping lower and grabbing his ass. He moaned into my mouth in response.

But then I must’ve squeezed his cheeks just a bit too hard. “Ow,” he said with a delicious grin on his lips. “I’m gonna need my ass after we’re done, you know?”

I laughed. “Remember that later, when it’s you
in
my ass.”

I pulled him closer against me, and he cupped my face in his big hands. “I will,” he whispered. As we kissed, his fingers scraped against my delicate flesh, scratching down over my shoulders until he rested them on my slim hips before clutching my waist and grinding his groin against mine. Our erections rubbed against each other from within the confines of our slacks.

So far, this was like a bazillion times better than jerking off together.

Javi brought his right hand back up to my lips, where he traced the outline of my mouth. My lips quivered as I drew his finger inside with a swirl of my tongue. The salty tang of his finger and the feel of him inside my mouth caused me to thrust my hips forward.

He panted and thrust back against me as I nibbled and sucked on his finger. “God, that feels great.”

I smiled, his finger still in my mouth.

But in his excitement, he shoved his finger too far down my throat, and I gagged.

“Sorry about that. I guess I’m just as enthusiastic as you are.”

“I’d say so,” I replied as I coughed one final time. “But that’s okay. We’re gonna learn how to do this together.” I drew him into another kiss, and I attempted to fumble the buttons of his dress shirt open. What were they fastened with? Steel? No matter how hard I tried to undo them, they refused to budge.

“Want some help?”

“I’ve got this,” I told him before finally undoing the first button. His breathing grew more ragged with each new button opened, and when they were all undone, I spread the fabric apart and danced my fingertips across his flesh.

“You feel great,” I mumbled as I turned my gaze to his smooth chest. I watched in amazement as I trailed my fingers across his pecs and circled his tanned, perky nipples, which grew taut. Javi’s flesh jumped under my touch.

“Fuck,” he whispered before his lips once again molded against mine. With fingers far nimbler than mine, he quickly undid my shirt as I pushed his from his body. He paused long enough to yank his hands free, but once it drifted to the carpet, he continued to unwrap me before he pulled my top from me.

We gazed at each other, our bare chests touching, heaving. Our eyes followed our hands as we scratched and clawed at each other. Javi dove into my neck, biting and licking his way up to my ears while he flicked his fingers across my nipples. I moaned and gasped at the same time in response to his feathery touch.

While Javi teased my neck and nipples, I wound my hands down his chest, over his tight, shuddering stomach, to his belt, which I easily unfastened. I was getting better at this already! As I undid the clasp and the zipper, Javi’s cock lurched in his pants. My own dick throbbed in response.

In one motion I shoved them from his hips. Javi leaned into me. His hard cock pressing against me, its pulsating heat digging against my still clothed skin.

“These must come off,” he growled. His fingers made short work of my pants before they joined Javi’s at our feet. We held on to each other, my arms around his waist, his around my shoulders as we both stepped out of our trousers.

Now only one final barrier stood between us.

“Are you still nervous?” I asked, gazing up into his burning eyes.

He shook his head. “I want this. I want you.”

“Me too.”

Javi craned downward and brushed his lips across mine again. He slid his tongue inside my mouth as he surfed his hands down my skin and dipped beneath the waistband of my boxers. I whimpered when his fingers slid over my ass, and he took my bare flesh in his hands. No one had ever touched me there before, and to have Javi be the only one I’d ever feel against me, who’d ever touch those parts of my body, only increased my desire to experience him as he did me.

I slid my fingertips down his sides, his flesh twitching as I advanced. I dug my fingers under the fabric and gripped Javi’s hard, muscled butt far more gently than my first attempt. Javi panted in my mouth as I touched him. His ass was wonderful, firm and tight, and I suddenly desired to not only feel it but taste his center as we’d seen in some of the porn that had so entranced us a few weeks ago.

“I want to tell you something,” Javi said, his words breathy and thick.

“What’s that?” I asked, gazing into his loving eyes, delighting in his almost naked flesh against me.

“I know we’re young and most people don’t think we’ll make it.” That was true. Some friends who accepted us as a couple also believed it was their right to tell us we’d never last through college. “And I know the odds are against us, but I don’t care about the odds, Tru. All I care about is what I feel when I see you. How my body and my soul ache to touch you and kiss you and hold you like I am now. I may be too young for a lot of things, but I’m old enough to know my heart. And there’s no one in this world who will ever be with me like I am with you now. This is for us.
Only
us. I just wanted you to know that.”

I rose up on my toes and pressed my lips against Javi’s, inhaling the promise he’d just given me and safeguarding it within my soul. “And there’ll only ever be us. As far as I’m concerned, we’ve found what people spend a lifetime searching for. And I’m never giving that up. I just want you to know that.”

Javi’s big smile crept across his face as he leaned back into my lips. He inhaled my breath, taking the promise I’d just given him.

“Now, enough talking,” I said. I lowered my hands and slipped Javi’s briefs from his body.

“Damn straight,” he replied as he did the same with my boxers.

We gazed between us at our nakedness, and it was even more beautiful than I’d ever hoped it to be. Javi’s cock, heavy with desire, sprouted from a thick nest of black hair that trailed a line up to his belly button and fanned down toward his hairy legs. My body was practically hairless, except for the dusting of dark brown hair from which sprang my dick, which was thinner and paler but also about an inch longer.

“Damn,” he said with a chuckle. “Skinny white boy is packing.
Very
nice.”

I reached out and grabbed his cock. He inhaled sharply as I stroked his shaft. My grip was a bit rough at first, judging by Javi’s slight wince, but after I loosened my fingers a bit, I squeezed the shaft all the way to the head to coax out a drop of sweetness at the tip.

Javi’s eyes about rolled in the back of his head.

“Holy shit!” he said. I rubbed the clear liquid over the fat head and lapped at my fingertip. Javi arched one eyebrow. It was his way of asking me how he tasted.

“Better than anything I’ve tasted so far,” I told him.

“I’ll just have to be the judge of that,” he said before taking my hardness in his hand. My entire body tensed as his warm grip gently wrapped around my cock. For the last few years, I’d been the only one to touch it, and it had been nice. Having Javi’s fingers clutching me, tugging at my sensitive skin, made me never want to jerk off again.

Javi brought his hand to his lips and sampled what he’d managed to coax from me. His eyes grew wide and bright. “I think you taste much better.”

“What happens when we do this?” I asked and lunged upon his lips. Our tongues still coated with each other’s precum slid and slithered from my mouth to his. The sticky sweetness amplified even more as our mouths churned our body fluids into one delicious treat.

“Fuck!” he said after I pulled away. His eyes were mad with desire, and his face burned hot. He moved me to the edge of the bed and gently lowered me onto my back. I lay there, legs and arms spread, waiting for him.

He knelt over me on the bed, hovering a painful few inches from mine. His cock throbbed above me before brushing against my skin. Wherever it touched, it left a trail of Javi liquid on me I just couldn’t wait to try again.

“You’re too far away from me,” I whined, reaching up and wrapping my arms around his neck. I tried to force him onto me, but he was too strong. He simply braced himself and smiled.

“What’s that smile for?”

“You’re just so beautiful,” he said before lowering himself.

His words, and the weight and heat of his body on mine, sent all rational thought from my brain. I clawed at his back, wrapped my legs around his waist, and thrust up against him. I couldn’t feel enough of his body on mine. I needed more.

“God,” I moaned as Javi licked my neck. He clutched at my sides as he thrust against me. “This feels better than anything I’d ever imagined.”

“Oh, yes,” Javi muttered before his mouth was on mine again. His hands slid from my sides to my head. He gripped the side of my face and my chin, locking me into a passionate kiss. While we attempted to devour each other, Javi’s hard cock slid over mine with each thrust. The friction it created was incredible. It made my vision spin, and the cum in my balls started to churn.

“Please,” I begged as I thrust my hips upward to force our sweat slick cocks harder and faster together. “Please stop.”

Javi lifted himself up on one arm and stared down at me. The passion from before had been replaced with growing concern. “What’s wrong?” he asked. “Am I doing something wrong?”

“Are you fucking kidding me?” I asked. I grabbed his ass and continued to thrust against him. He had stopped because I asked him to. My body, however, had no intention of following my commands. I was getting close. Too close. “It’s wonderful. Too wonderful.”

“Oh,” he said. His half grin tugged his lips up to the right. “So I shouldn’t do this, then?” he asked before kissing my neck and then licking a trail down my chest to my nipples.

I moaned and thrust upward again as he flitted his tongue across my sensitive flesh, causing it to pebble. After he’d managed to work both nipples into rigid attention, he circled his tongue around them once again before lapping up the sweat all the way to my groin.

“Oh, Javi,” I panted when he buried his face in my crotch, licking and gnawing at my flesh and drawing in a lungful of my scent. When he took my leaking cock in his hand once again, I about came off the bed. I arched into his grip and called out for him to stop. If he continued touching me, I wouldn’t be able to keep from blowing my load.

“Tasty,” Javi said as he swirled his tongue around my cockhead. He lapped up the clear liquid weeping from the slit, and his mouth grew slack in ecstasy.

“You’ve got to stop,” I warned. “It’s too much.”

The devious smile on his lips also reflected in his eyes. Javi had no intention of listening to what I had to say. Instead, he flicked his tongue around the head again before grabbing me by the base. He slowly drew back his lips and took my cock into his mouth.

I gasped and shuddered as Javi’s tongue slid around my shaft. His pursed lips gripped the sides, and it was like sticking my cock in warm butter on the down stroke. When Javi pulled up, a stray tooth scratched along the edge. I winced and inhaled sharply.

“Sorry,” he said. A cheesy grin danced across his lips. “First time and all.”

“Mine too,” I replied with a wink. “Just remember I’m going to need to use it later.”

Javi chuckled.

“And it feels great, by the way.”

“Really?” he asked.

I nodded. “Really.”

He then dove back on my cock, and I clutched the sheets. “Fuck!” He slid up and down my shaft. He worked his hands, doing crazy circles around my erection, as he bobbed on my dick. My breathing grew labored, and sweat poured down my forehead.

I thrust upward against his mouth as he continued to feast upon me, completely lost in the pleasure he was giving me. And when he moaned, the reverberations strummed across my sensitive flesh. It started me falling over the edge I couldn’t wait to tumble over. I’d have to remember that when it was Javi’s turn.

He pulled off, his eyes crazed with passion as he jacked me closer and closer. I thrust upward, harder and faster against his grip, before I could hold back no more. “Shit!” I screamed as the first jet of cum arced into the air and splattered across his chin. Javi immediately swallowed me once again, catching the remaining spurts I emptied into his hot mouth.