Belong to You (7 page)
Jack lifted himself and brought his face close to mine. “I’m sorry babe, I didn’t mean that to come out the way it did.” He kissed me chastely on the mouth.
“It’s okay. I think it only bothered me because you are probably right. I always believed in happily ever after, but maybe those endings really are only for fairytales.” 117/408
“No.” I jumped at his booming response, startled; his voice was stern and un-expected. “You deserve a happily ever after, don’t listen to my shit.” He lifted himself up and reached out his hand to help me up. My stupid questions had upset him again. Jack had given me a great day at the beach, a fun dinner with friends and a sweet evening under the stars and I ruined it with more prodding.
The drive home seemed longer than the drive there. We both were quiet and our conversation was limited to discuss-ing the radio station and Jack pointing to a few landmarks as we passed by. It was the first time since I met him that there was any uncomfortable silence.
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wanted to change the mood, but wasn’t sure how to do it.
“I have to get up early in the morning, the guys and I are taking a day trip over to the island of Paui for an all day fishing trip. Our flight leaves at 7am.” His voice was distant and my heart sank at his response.
He was ending our fling. I knew what it was when it started, but we had so much fun and chemistry, I let myself get lost in it. I couldn’t let him see me get upset.
“That sounds like fun.” I did my best perky and carefree impression.
Jack walked me to my room, and I tried to hide my disappointment. He kissed me and watched the door close before leaving. It was the first time since I met him that we didn’t make any plans to see each other again. Inside my room, I didn’t cry, although I was sad. Sienna was right, I had 119/408
started to have feelings for Jack and needed to be careful and see it for what it was, a rebound fling.
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Chapter 7
I woke to the phone ringing the next morning. The hotel manager had heard about Sienna and I singing at the bar a few nights ago and wanted to know if we would fill in for the lead singer at the resort’s nightly themed party. The band’s lead singer had come down with the flu and the backup they usually used was in Maui working a wedding that night. I wasn’t really in the mood to sing, but the manager’s desperation made me feel guilty knowing that I could help him. Plus, technically, the hotel was my employer, and it wouldn’t look good if anyone heard that I refused to help out with a singing gig, when I was available. I reluctantly agreed and told him that we would come down and rehearse later in the afternoon with the band.
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Sienna was in surprisingly good shape that morning and seemed genuinely excited about our gig when I told her about it. We decided to spend the day at the beach before our rehearsal. We both put on our bikinis and sarongs, big floppy hats and filled out straw bags with tabloid magazines and ipods.
The beach was quiet and we found two loungers near a straw hut.
We posi-
tioned our chairs to face the sun and both tilted our chairs back to lie on our backs.
“What happened with you and Jack, I was surprised to find you in our room when I came in this morning?”
“He said he had to get up early for a fishing trip to an outer island this morning.” I wanted to hide the disappointed in my voice, but Sienna knew me too well.
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“Oh. I didn’t think that man was going to let you out from underneath him the whole week. You okay?”
“Yeah, I’m fine. I guess I just assumed it was going to last the whole week too, but I think the fling has flung and we are done.” I tried my best at casual.
“Well, whatever it was it seemed to work, you didn’t spend the first few days of our honeymoon talking about that asshole Michael at least.” Sienna smiled at me.
She was right. I barely even thought about Michael the last few days, un-less I was comparing him to Jack and he was landing on the light side of the scale. I’m sure she had expected me to be sad and re-miniscent about my years with Michael on our trip, after all we were on the honeymoon that I had planned to spend with Michael.
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The odd thing was that I missed Jack more than Michael.
“Who could think of Michael with Jack as a distraction?” I smiled.
“Well, I’m glad you enjoyed yourself with him. If you’re done, can I have him now?” Sienna teased.
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As was our tradition since sixth grade, and we were allowed to go to the mall ourselves, we spent the first hour of our shopping excursion picking out outfits for the other to try on. I always found frumpy things for her to try on and she always made me try on the sluttiest dresses she could find. We wandered in and out of stores; our arms linked and faces smiling, as we got lost in our own little world.
We eventually settled on coordinating outfits. We didn’t match our outfits when we performed together, but we always coordinated something between what we wore. Some times it was a similar color, or a similar style, this time we had found a coordinating flower and skirt length. I picked out a simple white strapless dress that hugged my curves. It was short, but not too short where I would be giving the front row a private show if the stage were more than a foot off the ground. Sienna picked out a 126/408
black tank dress, with a dozen chains around the waist that hung as a belt around her hips. We bought two large hot pink flowers to put into our hair and tie our outfits together. It worked to tie our outfits together and gave us an island look.
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We took a break and had some water and then our first song back was one of our own originals. It was a ballad, where I sang the lead and Sienna joined in on the chorus. We wrote the song in our senior year in high school, when things seemed much simpler.
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was the other’s missing half. I closed my eyes as I sang it and let the emotion of the words wash over me.
When the last note played, I felt drained and opened my eyes to a huge ap-plause from the crowd. I smiled and looked around, spotting Jack leaning against the corner of a doorway staring at me. My heart skipped a beat when our eyes locked. Everyone else seemed to be applauding or smiling, but he just stood there watching me with a serious look on his face and a drink in his hand. I directed a small smile at him and tiled my head in question toward him. He held up his drink in cheers and I watched as he drank the full glass empty.
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I nodded and we picked an upbeat song that was popular with the drunken sing-a-long crowds. Sienna and I took turns singing to each other and harmonized at the chorus to the song. When it was Sienna’s turn to sign, I scanned the crowd looking for Jack, but he was gone. I tried not to let it upset me that he disappeared as fast as he came, but I couldn’t help but look for him the rest of the night.
We sang our last song some time after midnight and the house band continued to play. Sienna was on a high from the show and, although I had a great time, I was still a little disappointed that Jack hadn’t stayed.
Sienna ordered our usual post show shots and a crowd gathered around us to tell us how much they enjoyed the show. A couple recognized Sienna from her days with the band and they bought our second round.
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next round. Sienna accepted for both of us and we sat around talking for a while. My heart wasn’t in it, but they were nice and I didn’t want to be rude.
The taller of the two men asked me to dance when a slow song came on, and I politely declined. He grabbed my hand and tugged playfully at me to follow, but I was reluctant and really didn’t want to go.
“Get your fucking hands off of her.” Jack’s voice from behind me sent a shiver up my spine.
“Mind your own business asshole, we are just being friendly.” The poor guy must have thought a random man was coming to my rescue after misreading the situ-ation when he tried to pull me to the dance floor.
Jack turned me on my stool to face him. His green eyes blazing, “You want this 130/408
guy touching you babe?” His face was serious and I could see the rage barely beneath the surface.
“No, but…”
His eyes didn’t leave mine but his voice was clearly directed at the guy. “Get.
The. Fuck. Away. From. Her.” Through the corner of my eyes I saw the guy take a few steps back, but I didn’t dare look away from Jack.
“You coming with me, or do I have to carry you out of here?” I searched his face, and I knew he was serious, yet my legs weren’t moving.
He leaned in close to me, “5, 4, 3…” I jumped up and he wrapped his arm tight around my waist, pulling my body flush against his. He leaned down and 131/408
kissed me. A hard, passionate and demanding kiss. He released my mouth and his arm was still wrapped tight around my waist. His other arm reached down behind my knees lifting me up into his arms.
“What are you doing, I got up to come with you?”
“You took too long.” Jack started toward the door and I heard Sienna laugh and yell “Bye guys!”
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“Yes.” He opened the door to the bedroom and walked toward the big bed.
“How was the fishing?” I had no idea why I was desperate to suddenly make small talk.
“Good.” He gently placed me down on the bed and began unbuttoning his shirt, watching me intently as I watched him.
“What did you catch?” The corners of his mouth turned up and he looked amused.
“Wahoo.” He threw the shirt on the floor and reached for his belt, undoing it at a slow and steady pace.
“Did you go out on a big boat?” I must have sounded like a kid trying to stall for time to figure out what she was going to do.
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“Yes.” Almost a full smile.
“What time did you get back?” Not only was I asking ridiculous questions, but I was also speaking way to fast.
“10.” He unzipped his pants and stepped out of them.
“Who caught the most fish?”
“Me.” His thumbs hooked into his sexy boxer briefs and he pulled them down, revealing his fully aroused manhood. Fully naked, he took two steps toward me.
“Are you going to answer all my questions with one word?”
“Yes.”
“Why?”
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“Oh”
He climbed on the bed and began to pull my dress down. I wiggled to help him free it from around my hips.
“Why don’t you want to talk?”
“Because I owe you slow and sweet and I really want to give it to you.”
“Oh.” I had no idea why I was so nervous when I had already been intimate with him, but the way he looked at me that night scared me. I wasn’t afraid of him, I was afraid of what he could make me feel.
He gently covered my body with his and his mouth captured mine in a slow, sensual kiss. His tongue licked along my lips, tasting and nibbling as he slowly paid attention to every inch of my mouth. I felt his thick erection pressed up against me, throbbing on my dampened skin.
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He pulled back his face to look at me, and I struggled to keep my emotions from showing. He leaned his forehead into mine and his eyes held mine. His hand slowly traveled down the side of my body, caressing every curve. “I missed you today.” His voice was quiet and sincere.
“Me too.” I whispered softly as he looked down at me, his eyes not allowing my waiver.
His hand found my breast and he circled my nipple gently with his forefinger.
My nipple puckered in anticipation of his touch.
His eyes never left mine as he watched my reaction to his touch. My eyes closed on impulse, as his firmly pinched my hard nipple between his forefinger and thumb. “Look at me.” He commanded.
I opened my eyes and looked into his, as he alternated between gently rolling 136/408
and pinching my taught nipple. It felt so good, I wanted to shut my eyes and give in to the pleasure, but his eyes held mine in place.
He slowly reached his head down and licked a slow, leisurely circle around the edge of my nipple, his eyes still not releasing mine. He sucked in my nipple firmly and bit down, igniting every nerve in my body. My back arched to his touch and he shifted to my other breast, repeating his slow circling and firm suck with a strong bite.
“Oh, God.” I moaned and my hips pushed to find him.
He released my taught nipple and his head came back to hovering over mine.
He kissed me again, sucking my tongue and taking control of the kiss. I really thought I could come from just the way he kissed me.
Everything about him turned me on; from the way he took control when he kissed me to the way he demanded I look into his eyes 137/408
while he pleasured me. The thought that he was turned on by watching my reaction to him made me wild.