Read Black Dagger Brotherhood 11 - Lover at Last Online
Authors: J.R. Ward
But that wasn’t fair.
Like Saxton, he’d had the vague notion that things were going to end at some point. And like his
lover, he was also surprised it was now.
That didn’t change the outcome, however.
Saxton stepped back. “I never meant to get emotionally involved.”
“I’m so sorry, I’m…I’m so sorry….” Shit, that was all that was coming out of his mouth. “I would
give anything to be different. I wish I could…be different.”
“I know.” Saxton reached up and brushed a hand down the side of his face. “I forgive you—and
you need to forgive yourself.”
Whatever, he wasn’t sure he could do that—especially as, at this moment, and as fucking usual, an
emotional attachment he didn’t want and couldn’t change was yet again robbing him of something he
wanted.
Qhuinn was a fucking curse to him, the guy really was.
About fifteen miles south of the Brotherhood’s mountaintop compound, Assail woke up on his
circular bed in the grand master suite of his mansion on the Hudson. Above him, in the mirrored
panels mounted on the ceiling, his naked body was gleaming in the soft glow of the lights installed around the base of the mattress. The octagonal room beyond was dark, the interior shutters still down, the fallen night hidden.
As he considered all the glass in the house, he knew so many vampires would have found these
accommodations unacceptable. Most would have avoided the manse altogether.
Too much risk during daylight hours.
Assail, however, had never been bound by convention, and the dangers inherent in living in a
building with so much access to light were something to be managed, not bound by.
Getting up, he went over to the desk, signed into his computer, and accessed the security system
that monitored not just the house, but the grounds. Alerts had sounded several times during the earlier hours of the day, notifications not of an impending attack, but of some kind of activity that had been flagged by the security system’s filtering program.
In truth, he lacked the energy to be overly concerned, an unwelcome sign that he needed to feed—
Assail frowned as he reviewed the report.
Well, wasn’t this instructive.
And indeed, this was why he’d installed all his checks and balances.
On the images feed from the rear cameras, he watched as a figure dressed in snowfield
camouflage traveled on cross-country skis through the forest, closing in on his house from the north.
Whoever it was stayed hidden in and among the pines for the most part, and surveyed the property
from various vantage points for approximately nineteen minutes…before traversing the westerly
border of trees, crossing into the neighbor’s property, and going down onto the ice. Two hundred
yards later the man stopped, got out the binoculars again, and stared at Assail’s home. Then he circled around the peninsula that jutted out into the river, reentered the forest, and disappeared.
Bending in closer to the screen, Assail replayed the approach, zooming in to identify facial
features, if possible—and it was not. The head was covered with a knit mask, with cutouts only for
the eyes, nose, and mouth. With the parka and ski pants on as well, the man was covered in his
entirety.
Sitting back, Assail smiled to himself, his fangs tingling in territorial response.
There were but two parties who might be interested in his business, and going by the daylight that
had reigned during this recon, it was clear the curiosity was not generated by the Brotherhood: Wrath would never use humans as anything other than a last-resort food source, and no vampire could
withstand that amount of sunshine without turning into a torch.
Which left someone in the human world—and there was only a single man with the interest and
the resources to try to track him and his whereabouts.
“Enter,” he said, just before a knock sounded on his door.
As the pair of males came in, he didn’t bother to look away from the computer screen. “How did
you sleep?”
A familiar, deep voice answered, “Like the dead.”
“How fortunate for you. Jet lag can be a bore, or so I’ve heard. We had a visitor this morning, by
the way.”
Assail leaned to one side so his two associates could review the footage.
It was odd to have housemates, but he was going to have to get used to their presence. When he
had come to the New World, it had been a solo trip, and he had intended to keep things that way for numerous reasons. Success in his chosen field, however, had mandated that he pull in some backup—
and the only people you could even partially trust were your family.
And the pair of them offered a unique benefit.
His two cousins were a rarity in the vampire species: a set of identical twins. When fully clothed, the only way anyone could tell them apart was by a single mole behind the earlobe; other than that, from their voices and their dark, suspicious eyes to their heavily muscled bodies, they were a mirror reflection of each other.
“I’m going out,” Assail announced to them. “If our visitor comes again, be hospitable, will you?”
Ehric, the older one by a matter of minutes, glanced over, his face highlighted by the glow around
the bed base. Such evil in that handsome combination of features—to the point that one nearly felt pity for the interloper. “’Twill be a pleasure, I assure you.”
“Keep him alive.”
“But of course.”
“That is a finer line than you two have at times appreciated.”
“Trust me.”
“It’s not you whom I am worried about.” Assail looked at the other one. “Do you understand me?”
Ehric’s twin remained silent, although the male did nod once.
That grudging reaction was precisely why Assail would have preferred to keep his new life
simple. But it was impossible to be in more than one place at a time—and this violation of privacy
was proof that he couldn’t do everything by himself.
“You know how to locate me,” he said, before dismissing them from his room.
Twenty minutes later, he left the house showered, dressed, and behind the wheel of his
bulletproof Range Rover.
Downtown Caldwell at night was beautiful at a distance, especially as he came over the inbound
bridge. It was not until he penetrated the grid system of streets that the city’s sludge became evident: the alleyways with their filthy snowdrifts and their oozing Dumpsters and their discarded, half-frozen homeless humans told the true story of the municipality’s underbelly.
His worksite, as it were.
When he got to the Benloise Art Gallery, he parked in the back, in one of two spaces that were
parallel to the building behind the facility. As he stepped free of the SUV, the cold wind swept into his camel-hair coat and he had to hold the two halves together as he crossed the pavement,
approaching an industrial-size door.
He didn’t have to knock. Ricardo Benloise had plenty of people working for him, and not all of
them were of the art-dealer-associate type: A human male the size of an amusement park opened the
way and stood to the side.
“He expecting you?”
“No, he is not.”
Disneyland nodded. “You wanna wait in the gallery?”
“That would be fine.”
“You need a drink?”
“No, thank you.”
As they walked through the office area and into the exhibition space, the deference Assail was
now accorded was a new thing—earned through both the huge product orders he’d been putting in as
well as the spilled blood of countless humans: Thanks to him, suicides among disenfranchised males
age eighteen to twenty-nine with criminal drug records had struck an all-time high in the city, making even the national news.
Imagine that.
As newscasters and reporters tried to make sense of the tragedies, he merely continued growing
his business by any means necessary. Human minds were awfully suggestible; it required hardly any
effort at all to get middlemen drug dealers to train their own guns on their temples and pull those triggers. And in the same way nature abhorred a vacuum, so too did the demands of chemical
supplementation.
Assail had the drugs. The addicts had the cash.
The economic system more than survived the forced reorganization.
“I’ll head up,” the man said at a hidden door. “And let him know you’re here.”
“Do take your time.”
Left to his own devices, Assail strolled around the high-ceilinged, open space, linking his hands
and putting them at the small of his back. From time to time, he paused to look at the “art” that was hung on the walls and partitions—and was reminded why humans should be eradicated, preferably by
slow and painful means.
Used paper plates tacked to cheap particleboard and covered with handwritten quotes from TV
commercials? A self-portrait done in dentifrice? And equally offensive were the aggrandizing
plaques mounted next to the messes declaring this nonsense to be the new wave of American
Expressionism.
Such a commentary on the culture in so many ways.
“He’s ready now.”
Assail smiled to himself and turned around. “How accommodating.”
As he entered through that sneaky door and ascended to the third level, Assail did not fault his
supplier for being suspicious and wanting more information on his single largest customer. After all, in the shortest of time, the drug trade in the city had been rerouted, redefined, and captured by a complete unknown.
One could respect the man’s position.
But the digging was going to end here.
At the top of the set of industrial stairs, two other big men stood in front of another door, sure and solid as load-bearing walls. As with the guard on the first floor, they opened things up fast, and
nodded at him with respect.
On the far side, Benloise was sitting at the end of a long, narrow room that had windows down
one side, and only three pieces of furniture: his raised desk, which was nothing but a thick slab of teak with a modernist lamp and an ashtray on it; his chair, of some modern derivation; and a second seat across from him for a single visitor.
The man himself was like his environment: neat, officious, and uncluttered in his thinking. In fact, he proved that however illicit the drug trade was, the management principles and interpersonal skill sets of a CEO went a long way if you wanted to make millions in it—and keep your money.
“Assail. How are you?” The diminutive gentleman rose and put out his hand. “This is an
unexpected pleasure.”
Assail went across, shook what was extended and did not wait for an invitation to sit down.
“What may I do for you?” Benloise said as he himself resettled on his chair.
Assail took a Cuban cigar from out of his inside pocket. Snipping the end off, he leaned forward
and put the snubbed piece right on the desk.
As Benloise frowned like someone had defecated on his bed, Assail smiled just short of flashing
his fangs. “It’s what I may do for you.”
“Oh.”
“I have always been a private man, living a private life by choice.” He put away his clipper and
took out his gold lighter. Popping the flame, he leaned in and puffed to get the cigar into a sustainable burn. “But above and beyond that, I am a businessman engaging in a dangerous manner of trade.
Accordingly, I take any trespass of my property or intrusion upon my anonymity as a direct act of
aggression.”
Benloise smiled smoothly and eased back in his throne-like chair. “I can respect that, of course,
and yet I am confounded as to why you feel the need to point this out to me.”
“You and I have entered into a mutually beneficial relationship, and it is very much my desire to
continue this association.” Assail puffed on the cigar, releasing a cloud of French-blue smoke.
“Therefore, I want to pay you the respect you are due, and make clear before I take action that if I discover any person upon my premises whom I have not invited thereupon, I shall not only eradicate
them, I shall find the source of inquiry”—he puffed again—“and do what I must to defend my privacy.
Am I being clear enough?”
Benloise’s brows dropped down low, his dark eyes growing shrewd.
“Am I?” Assail murmured.
There was, of course, only one answer. Assuming the human wanted to live much past the
following weekend.
“You know, you remind me of your predecessor,” Benloise said in his accented English. “Did you
meet the Reverend?”
“We ran in some of the same circles, yes.”
“He was killed rather violently. About a year ago now? His club was blown up.”
“Accidents happen.”
“Usually in the home, so I’ve heard.”
“Something you might keep in mind.”
As Assail met those eyes straight on, Benloise dropped his stare first. Clearing his throat, the
Eastern seaboard’s biggest drug importer and wholesaler swept his palm over his glossy desk, as if
he were feeling the grains that ran through the teak.
“Our business,” Benloise said, “has a delicate ecosystem that, for all its financial robustness,
must be carefully maintained. Stability is rare and highly desirable for men like you and me.”
“Agreed. And to that end, I plan to return at the conclusion of the evening with my interim
payment, as scheduled. As I always have, I come to you in good faith, and give you no reason to doubt me or my intentions.”
Benloise offered another smooth smile. “You make it sound as if I am behind,” he moved his hand
around, waving it dismissively through the air, “whatever has upset you.”
Leaning in, Assail dipped his chin and glared. “I am not upset. Yet.”
One of Benloise’s hands surreptiously dipped out of sight. A split second later, Assail heard the