Authors: David Corbett
There were two other men at the table Jude didn't recognize. They were both shirtless andâthis was the odd partâgarishly tattooed.
Mareros
, he thought. Gang members. Somebody must have snuck them in. They'd never have made it past the gate otherwise.
Jude's work obliged a working knowledge of the local crime world: at the top, a virtually untouchable Mafia of ex-military officers and other prominent men; at the bottom, Mara Salvatrucha and Mara Dieciocho, named after the
marabunta
, a voracious ant. The gangs had roots in Los Angeles but had spread as far as Houston, Chicago, D.C., and Boston, while continuing to expand down here as well, especially since the Peace Accords in 1992, when America began deporting its
mareros
back to El Salvador. Some of them had come to the States as infants with parents fleeing the civil war. They'd grown up on the streets. Many could barely speak Spanish. Convicted on drug charges mostly but everything else tooâcar theft, burglary, rape, murderâthey got shipped here en masse aboard weekly chartered flights under armed guard, courtesy of the U.S. Marshals Service. Several thousand a year got repatriated, sent to a homeland they'd never called home, America's latest export.
There were rumors that some of the Mafia syndicates were cherry-picking the
maras
for manpower, which, given the politics of the situation, meant that the command structure would remain intact while the foot soldiers filled the prisons. That's what they got paid for, Jude supposed, oldest story in the world. Meanwhile, cliques had taken over parts of whole cities in and around the capital, then spread to the smaller towns, muscling for turf and running protection rackets against gas stations, bars, buses, hair salons, any business that generated cash.
By the late nineties the gang wars had escalated to where El Salvador had the highest murder rate in Latin America, higher even than Colombia or Haiti. The death squads stepped in thenâLa Sombra Negra, Grupo Exterminoâuntil the government got sick of the bad press and launched its own, more official crackdown.
La Mano Dura they called itâ“The Firm Hand” or “The Iron Fist,” depending on your slant. The police swept the streets and stopped buses, picking off any badass too dumb to hide his tattoos. You could get two to five years just for tagging, throwing up a
placa
, or being sleeved. And if they thought you were worth it, they'd stop you on your way from the prison on release, check for those telltale tattoosâor, if anybody in the car had them, pop you for criminal associationâand throw you right back inside for another two-to-five.
The government knew the law was unconstitutional but it got renewed anyway as an emergency measure every three months. Human rights groups fought for its repeal. Some judges refused to enforce it, letting suspects go after just a few days in jail. But the sweeps kept coming. Some
mareros
, sick of the hassle, tried to leave the life and joined outreach groups for the purpose of proving to the authorities they'd left it all behind. Unless you had your tattoos removed, thoughâan expensive and sometimes fatal procedure: they used acid, white-hot machetesâthe cops rounded you up regardless. Others headed north for their old home turf but if you got caught in the States things hardly got better; the Americans only had to prove you'd been deported before coming back and they could put you away for ten years. After which, they'd just ship you off all over again.
Thousands of
mareros
had fled the capital to hide in the smaller cities. Some had bagged up and headed off to Honduras or Guatemala or Nicaragua, picking up the gang life there. But others had drawn the line and decided to stand where they were, live proud, die young. Jude wondered which category could claim the two sitting there with Eileen.
Sensing it would be unwise to just barge in, he dipped back into the shadows, skirted the palms and almond trees rimming the beach, and headed toward the Comedor Erika, a surf shack serving food and drink on the beach till ten. He counted heads in the
glorieta
, then ordered another round for the crowd, thinking it might help with introductions. With an extra tip, he got Erika's ten-year-old daughter to help him carry the drinks through the trees.
The voices in the
glorieta
continued to swell. An argumentâthe two
mareros
were going at it. Jude gestured for the girl to wait a moment while he listened.
“We're trying hard as you, help
vatos
bang out. But now,
boom
, Uncle Sam says we're a terrorist organization. It's insane. Like we're fucking al Qaeda. Nobody can send us money from the States no moreâso what can we do, who can we help?”
“I'll tell you the word on the streetâguys in your group still ball on the side. It's all a scam.”
“That's a goddamn lie.”
“You got to change your life,
chero
. Your heart. Without Christ? No way.”
Their English seemed largely free of accent, unless you considered the lilting cadences of East L.A. an accent. Jude strained for a better look. One of them, the one talking conversion, seemed almost normal in appearance: clean-shaven, barbered hair, glasses. Take away the garish inkwork sleeving up each arm and darkening his hairless chest and back, he could have passed for a software rep. The other had mournful eyes, an extravagantly sculpted goatee, slickedback hair, and even wilder tats.
“Don't preach to me about Jesus,” the slick one said. “Talk about scam.”
“No, you listen.” The devout one leaned in. “I was in the hole three months. Why? Some cat talking head in the metal shop came at me with a hammer. I messed him up, took his hammer and made him eat it, okay? So don't try to out-tough me,
chero
. But after, my whole face puffed up, I had infection everywhere. Cut on my head started leaking pus, feet turned moldy, skin started peeling off my legs. I was hideous, man. I smelled like death. Only thing they'd let me have was a Bible. Read it cover to cover three times. I turned to God and said, âI give up. Help me.' It changed my life.”
No one else spoke, the whole table enthralled or too polite to contradict him. Regardless, Jude relaxed. The
mareros
had handed up the flag from the sound of things, left the life, even joined groups to help the like-minded. It put the get-together in a different light. He leaned down, told Erika's daughter,
“Venga conmigo”
âCome with meâand led her out from beneath the trees.
Eileen spotted him first. She broke into a lovely smile that turned uneasy almost instantly and Jude's heart sank in a sadly familiar way. Coming up to the table, he said, “Thought everybody might need another,” then started passing out drinks. Aleris, the Guatemalan woman, gestured to the two
mareros
to be still, then flashed Jude a vaguely hostile smile. The two
mareros
shrugged at each other across the table, aware something was up but otherwise lost, and Waxman and his photographer seemed confused too. Meanwhile, Eileen still looked torn.
Jude saw no point pushing it. “Go on back to what you were doing. I'm heading off for a swim.”
“Don't forget this.” It was Aleris, handing back the beer he'd just given her.
On the dark beach Jude stripped off his T-shirt and, a beer in each fist, headed for the water, dodging the smooth black rocks, feet sinking into the muckish sand as he splashed through the surf. He walked out maybe twenty yards, then just plopped down, facing shore. The water, at low tide, reached his shouldersâstill warm from the day's sunâthe waves gently nudging his neck, the back of his head.
He belted back half his beer in one go. It took away a little of the sting, being insulted like that, in front of everybody. Lifting his head, he took in the cloudless night, the spray of stars, a mist of tiny pinpoints of light smeared across the darkness. It made him feel lonely but not in a bad way. And that, he supposed, was as good as it was going to get.
He downed the last of the beer and tossed the empty toward the beach, then started in on Aleris's.
“Jude?”
The voice sent a shiver through him. He liked it so much, the gravelly lowness of it, like everything she said was a secret. Turning toward the sound, he spotted her silhouette against the darkness, mincing along the smooth rocks, arms extended for balance.
“Out here!”
He stood up and started back in. They met on the wet sand, just beyond the reach of the surf. The wind blew her hair across her face, the strands clinging to her throat or catching in the corner of her mouth.
“I came to apologize. What happened back there ⦔ She looked off, unable to wrap it up.
“It's okay. Really.”
“No. It was unnecessary.”
Reaching down for his towel to dry himself off, he wondered what the others had thought when she'd excused herself, followed him out here. It took nerve on her part and he was grateful for the kindness. Then, fleetingly, he pictured the two of them entwined on the sand, all
From Here to Eternity
.
She said, “I don't know how much you caught of what they were saying. Jaime and Truco. They were both in Mara Salvatrucha. Now they run foundations here to help guys leave the life. Jaime's very Christian but Truco's got no use for any of that and they just lock horns whenever they're together. Meanwhile the anti-terrorist laws in the U.S. make it impossible for families to send money here to help guys turn themselves around. It's crazy, it's cynicalâ”
“I get all that,” Jude said, not meaning to sound rude. “But I'm not sure what it has to do with me.”
She looked away and, peeling a strand of hair off her face, said, “Look, I need a ride back to where I'm staying. Near La Perla. Give me a lift, we can talk.”
7
Jude's truck shot down the dark coastal road, windows open, hot air blasting in. “I'm not trying to make excuses for Aleris or anybody else,” Eileen said, her voice raised above the noise, “but it's the elections coming up. Everybody's on edge. No sooner did people think the FMLN might have a shot, the poor might actually have a real voice in the government for a change, than the Americans stepped in and said: âHold the phone.' This is their little fiefdom. They're all for free elections, just as long as they get to pick the winner.”
Jude nodded mechanically. He hated politicsâsanctimonious paranoids on one side, bleeding-heart incompetents on the other, that's how he saw it anyway. Sadism-Makes-The-Heart-Grow-Stronger versus All-You-Need-Is-Love: one side pimping freedom, when what they really meant was money, the other side screaming for justice, which translated into screwing the rich. Because what everybody really wanted was the upper handâsmack the crap out of your enemies, humiliate them, make them shut the fuck up. Forget consensus, bag compromise, to hell with logic or even getting much done except waxing indignant and milking the system. Which, as far as he was concerned, meant they were all nuts or crooked or both. Not that he'd actually say any of that. He doubted he could put it into words without it sounding likeâhow had Malvasio put it?âa load of hairy horseshit.
Meanwhile, Eileen rolled on. “There's a slow build going on a lot of people don't see. The Pentagon shut down the bases in Panama, so they need this as a staging ground when the time comes to turn up the heat in Colombia. The government there's made a big show of getting the right-wing paramilitaries to hand over their guns. None of them will ever get prosecuted for murder, robbery, or drug trafficking, of course, but that means the only irregulars are the leftist guerrillas and that simplifies the politics. If Venezuela provides a cross-border refuge, we can go after Chávez as well, kill two birds with one stone. If not for Iraq, it'd already be happening. There's oil down there, partner. Enough said.”
A sudden bitterness crept into her voice at mention of Iraq. Jude shot a sidelong glance her direction, trying to read her eyes, but she just sat there with her feet perched on the dash, reaching out to etch a bit of flaking red polish from one of her toenails.
“Anyway, Washington's making threats about deportations and blocking
remesas
from the States if the FMLN wins. That's a third of the economy down here.”
Jude scratched his cheek with his shoulder. “I've heard all sorts of numbers on that front, actually.”
“Like what?”
“Like seventeen percent. Some as low as thirteen percent. You've got a huge black market down hereâhow do you factor that in?”
“You think I'm just pulling numbers out of thin air?”
“That's not what I said.”
“It's almost three billion a year, can we agree on that? The economy tanks without it. Only country with worse growth in the whole hemisphere is Haiti.”
“Recently, sure, since coffee prices went south. Doesn't mean it'll be like that forever.” Jude couldn't pinpoint why, exactly, he was being so contrary. The thing with Aleris, maybe. Or the fact that, if he made too obvious a show of how much he agreedâand he didâit'd just look like he was trying to get laid.
Eileen said, “I heard that in California, the Salvadoran embassy started phoning people who've overstayed their visasâto âremind them to vote.' You bet the message got through then. Election goes the wrong way, everything changes. You can't hide anymore. People up there called their relatives down here and lo and behold, Tony Casaca's poll numbers shot up.”
She was referring to Tony Saca, mockingly called Tony Casaca by some. Tony Bullshit. He was the presidential candidate for ARENA, the right-wing party formed by Roberto D'Aubuisson and his ilk during the civil war as the political wing of their death squad network. D'Aubuisson proved a troublesome figureheadâlabeled “mentally unstable” by the CIA, which was one of the kinder things he got calledâand his henchlings in the White Warriors Union murdered Archbishop Romero, among several thousand others. So, over time, the finer minds inside ARENA nudged him into the background and reinvented themselves as a pro-business party, taking charge of the country when the Christian Democrats imploded. The CIA, thrilled at the face-lift, had been shelling out money through front companies ever since. Of course, the Chinese were rumored to be funneling money to the FMLN too, just not as productively.