Authors: Gillian Linscott
âThey're going to arrest me.'
Chapter Thirteen
I
CLOSED THE DOOR
.
âHave they said so?'
âNot in so many words, but even Adam thinks so. He said to me last night we should be prepared for the worst.'
âBut why? What's happened?'
âThey found the gun. It was there on the terrace in one of the big flowerpots. It might have been there all the time. Then they took my fingerprints. Oh God.'
âSit down,' I said. âJust get things in order and tell me what there is to tell.'
I felt nearly as rattled as he looked, but tried not to show it. We sat down opposite each other at the table.
âIf Adam thinks the police are going to arrest you, there must be a reason. Start from Tuesday when the police questioned you.'
âWas it Tuesday? They've been at me so many times since then.' He took a few deep breaths, staring down at his hands, then started.
âIt wasn't so bad the first time. They wanted to know if I knew Daisy and I said yes and where her family lived and so on, and about bringing her to the camp because we were both interested in folk music, and the other girls looking after her. I could tell the inspector didn't approve. Adam had told me not to talk about being engaged to her unless they asked outright and they didn't, so I didn't. Not then.'
âBut they heard anyway?'
âFrom Hawthorne. After the show he put on at the house, they must have gone down to the camp and asked him and the others about Daisy. So of course it all came out and I suppose he made things look as black for me as possible.'
I wondered why, even in a state of shock, we'd ever thought the news wouldn't come out. It had been Adam's initiative and he'd been stupid as intelligent people can be sometimes, underestimating the opposition. I didn't say that to Daniel, just waited for him to go on.
âThe same day the police sent ⦠a kind of a covered cart to take Daisy away. I asked what would happen to her and they said she'd be going back to her family, in due course, as they put it. It makes me feel sick, the thought of her going back there, even dead.'
He was fighting hard not to break down.
âAnd the next day,' I asked, âwhen the police came back?'
âThe inspector was furious with me, with all of us. He accused me of concealing evidence. He asked if I'd been worried that Daisy would bring a breach of promise case against me. I told him that was utter rot. I'm sure Hawthorne put that into his head.'
âDid they talk to Felicia?'
âYes. They asked her if she knew about the engagement to Daisy and she said she did. Had she met Daisy? No, of course she hadn't. Then the usual things they asked the rest of us, like had she heard or seen anything unusual.'
âShe hadn't?'
âNo. They were ⦠quite gentle with her, Carol said. They let Carol stay with her while they were asking questions.'
The inspector would have had no reason to deal harshly with Felicia. She'd have been wearing, almost for certain, a long-sleeved blouse buttoned at the wrist as any properly dressed girl would. No scratches visible.
âSo when did they find the revolver?'
âThe same day, the Wednesday. They brought a couple more constables in and one of them found it in one of those big stone pots by the studio door.'
âBut it's not evidence against you, is it? Anybody could have left it there.'
âThat's what Adam said. Anyway, the next day they came to take our fingerprints, his and mine and even poor Uncle Olly's because the thing belonged to him. Do you know about fingerprints?'
âA bit. Not much.'
âApparently they can tell if people have handled something, even days afterwards, and metal things are good for showing fingerprints. That's what the inspector told me. I think he was probably trying to scare me.'
I could imagine Inspector Bull's pale grey eyes as he said it.
âAnd did he succeed?'
The look on Daniel's face answered for him.
âI thought I'd better tell him I'd had the gun. It would have looked worse if they found my fingerprints on it and I hadn't, wouldn't it?'
âI suppose so.'
Meanly, I was thinking that this put me in deeper trouble. I'd actually given him the gun so could expect another and more awkward interview with the inspector. He'd want to know why I hadn't told him before and I couldn't answer that without bringing in Felicia.
âI didn't tell him about Felicia, though,' Daniel said, as if he'd read my thoughts.
âThen how did you explain having the gun?'
âI told him I was carrying it around all afternoon to shoot at squirrels and things. I knew Uncle Oily kept it in his drawer, so I just borrowed it without asking him.'
The lurch of relief for myself gave way to horror at the way Daniel was managing to dig himself in deeper all the time.
âAnd he believed you were wandering round with a Smith and Wesson revolver to shoot squirrels?'
âNo, I don't think he did. Not from the way he looked at me.'
âI'm not surprised. And how did you explain its turning up in the flowerpot?'
âI said I supposed I must have dropped it. I'm always carrying a lot of things round in my pockets so I might not have noticed it had gone.'
No need even to ask how the inspector had reacted to that.
âCould you have left it there on the Monday night when you checked the door was unlocked?'
âI suppose so. I've been trying to remember but I can't. Sometimes I can picture myself putting it back in the drawer where Uncle Olly kept it.'
âAh.'
âBut that's no good, because I can picture myself just as clearly putting it down on a bench in the school yard and leaving it there. The more I think about it, the more confused I get.'
âWhat else did the police ask you?'
âThey kept on about where I'd been all afternoon and evening. I don't think I made a lot of sense to them. I'm not good with clock-watching at the best of times, and with Daisy and so on to think aboutâ¦' His voice trailed away.
âDid they ask you when you'd last seen Daisy?'
âYes. I was sure about that, at any rate. It was the Monday morning when I gave the talk.'
âDid you speak to her that morning?'
âA bit, yes. Asked how she was and if she was getting enough to eat and so on. I said I was trying to sort things out with my family. I didn't tell her what a row there'd been.'
âHow did she seem?'
âQuiet, but then she always was.'
âDid she tell you she'd woken up in the night with a screaming nightmare?'
âNo!'
âShe was shouting
Don't let him take me.
Who do you think she meant?'
âFardel. Her uncle.' It came out as something between a snarl and a groan. âAll the time we were coming here she was terrified of him, sure he'd follow us and take her back.'
âDid he try to?'
âNo, he was too cowardly for that. Cock of his own little dunghill, that's all.'
âBut she was still terrified of him?'
âOf course she was. After the life he'd led her, of course she was. I was going to make it up to her, see she wasn't scared any more. The nightmares would have stopped andâ¦'
His head went down into his hands. I waited, conscious of the normal noises of a WSPU At Home going on around us: talk, laughter, doors slamming. They were leaving us tactfully alone.
âSo you don't think he followed you?'
âIf he had, wouldn't he have come to me for his wretched money? That was all he was interested in. I wish I could say he had.'
âWhy?'
âBecause then it might have been him who killed her, out of spite.'
âWith your aunt's gun in your garden? And why would she have gone to him?'
âHe might have dragged her away.'
âWith Scipians all over the place? Besides, you're right. If he'd been anywhere near, he'd probably have come looking for you.'
He slumped, all the energy gone out of him. He'd used the last of it in bringing his problem to dump at my feet.
âDid you tell the police you'd arranged to meet Daisy again that evening?'
âYes, but then I said I'd changed my mind.'
âDid they want to know why?'
âYes. The inspector kept coming back to that, trying to trip me up. I couldn't tell him.'
âWhy not?'
âYou know why not.'
âFelicia?'
âYes. If I told him what you told me â about her having the gun, he might have thoughtâ¦'
He'd been mumbling it to the desk top; now his voice died away altogether.
âThought that Felicia killed her?'
He nodded.
âDo
you
think so?'
His head jerked up. âNo!' For a moment the light was back in his eyes, then he looked away. âYou don't think so, do you?'
âShe had the gun.'
âBut ⦠but you'd have seen, wouldn't you? You were there.'
âAlmost there. I wouldn't necessarily have seen.'
âBut you don't think so?'
He said it so pleadingly that part of me wanted to comfort him and say no, no of course not.
âThe police must think it's possible. I think you know it's possible too or you wouldn't have told them that lie about having the gun all afternoon.'
âNo. I only wanted to protect her from being nagged at the way they're nagging at me. She's ill. It would drive her mad.'
(Mad enough to confess. Was that what he meant?)
âWhat it comes to,' I said, âis that you're lying to the police and making them suspicious of you to protect Felicia.'
âDon't I owe her that?'
âPerhaps. But you'd better start deciding exactly how much you owe.'
âWhat do you mean?'
âYou think they're going to arrest you. You might even be right. If they've got enough evidence they'll charge you, lock you up, put you on trial and possiblyâ¦'
I intended to scare him into thinking about what he was doing, but even I couldn't finish the sentence. In any case, he looked scared enough.
âDid you kill her?'
âNo!' He was on his feet, sending papers from the table flying everywhere. I thought for a moment he might try to hit me, then he sank back in the chair. âNo. I swear by everything that's ever mattered to me or ever will that I didn't kill her.'
We stared at each other. Feet came and went in the corridor. I asked him if Adam agreed with what he was doing.
âHe doesn't have any choice.'
âHe does. He could tell the police you're lying about having the gun all afternoon. So could I.'
âYou won't, will you?'
âYes, if I have to. In the last resort, I won't stand by and see you hanged.'
âIt won't come to that.'
âDon't rely on it.'
âNo, it really won't. All I'm trying to do is gain time so that we can find out who killed her without involving Felicia. That's why I've come to you.'
âSo that I can produce a handy murderer out of the moss? I'm not a conjurer.'
âIf they lock me up, I can't go round asking questions. You can.'
âOh yes? Have you any suggestions where I start?'
âYes, as a matter of fact.'
I'd intended sarcasm and was caught off balance to find that he'd taken me seriously.
âWell?'
âYou might not like this. He's probably a friend of yours.' Then, after a little silence, âHarry Hawthorne.'
He watched my expression change and gave an impatient little sigh, as much to say: I was right.
âHe's not particularly a friend,' I said. âBut why do you think he has something to do with it?'
âLong Lankin.
The cabinet. It's not a coincidence, I'm sure it's not. You were there in the workshop when we were talking about it. He and I were even singing it, God help us. He knew the words as well as I did. He might have put her in there as ⦠as a kind of symbol. Like Long Lankin getting in and killing the lady.'
âBut why?'
âTo punish me for breaking off the engagement. The crimes of the middle classes coming back to haunt them.'
âYou think he'd kill her for that?'
âI can't believe anybody killed her for anything, but somebody did.'
In other parts of the building doors were still opening and closing, voices saying goodbye. The At Home was nearly over. I asked Daniel what he intended to do next.
âGo back, I suppose. Adam's sending for a friend of his who specialises in ⦠in criminal work. Apart from that, he says all we can do is wait.'
âHe might be right.'
âBut how can I? How can I just sit there and wait for them to come and arrest me? I ran out of the house and got the train for London. The family don't even know I'm here.'
âI think you should go back to them. It will look even worse if the police think you've run away.'
âWill you come back with me? Now?'
âI can't just drop everything and rush off like that.'
âSo you won't help me?'
âIf you think it will help, then I will come back.' I hadn't intended to say that, but the hopeless look on his face would have melted stone. He grabbed my hand.
âYou will. Oh thank you, thank you.'
âOnly not today. There really are things I have to do and anyway I need time to think. I'll come tomorrow.'
He let go of my hand. âThey may have arrested me by then. They may be waiting to arrest me when I get off the train.'
I didn't say anything to that because I thought it was a possibility at least.
âThank you anyway,' he said, dejectedly but like a polite boy. I had to take him along the corridor and out, under the curious eyes of friends and colleagues getting the entirely wrong idea. When I shut the door on him and turned round, Bobbie Fieldfare was standing there, eyes wide.