Brave Warrior (3 page)

“So,” their mother said as she drove down Bellevue Avenue, “I’m having dinner with Bruce Fishbaum tonight. And I will be very late.”

Her eyes darted nervously to the rearview mirror, then back to the road.

She cleared her throat.

“This dinner,” she said, then she cleared her throat again.

Maisie elbowed Felix hard in the ribs. He was looking over his math homework and hardly paying attention.

“Ow!” he said, and elbowed her back.

“Can you two please pay attention to what I’m about to say?” their mother said.

“Oh, I’m paying attention,” Maisie said. She
searched for the perfect adverb. “Attentively,” she said finally.

“Paying attention attentively?” Felix repeated. “That’s redundant. And besides, Miss Landers says that adverbs are the weakest part of speech. You don’t whisper softly. Whispers are soft.”

“I love adverbs,” Maisie said. “I adore them.”

“You don’t yell loudly,” Felix continued. “Yelling is loud.”

The brick front of Anne Hutchinson Elementary School appeared down the block.

“I’m trying to tell you that Bruce Fishbaum is officially not my friend anymore,” their mother practically shouted.

With that, she pulled over to the side of the road, slammed on the brakes, and brought the Mustang to a screeching halt.

Maisie and Felix were stunned into silence.

“Mom,” Felix said finally, “isn’t it going to be kind of awkward working with someone who’s not your friend?”

Their mother turned around in her seat so that she was facing them full-on.

“Well,” she said, and then she got a funny look
on her face. She half smiled, and her eyes got dreamy and moist. “He’s not my friend, because he’s now my boyfriend.”

Maisie and Felix stared back at their mother, who looked suddenly young and girlish, in a way that made them both feel uncomfortable.

“What about Dad?” Felix asked.

“Although he’s your father, he’s my ex-husband,” their mother said evenly. “I am allowed, even entitled, to have a boyfriend.”

That weird half smile came back and she said, “And I do. Have one. A boyfriend, I mean.”

Her cheeks grew pink, and her eyes grew dreamier.

“Bruce,” she said as if the name itself was magical. “Bruce is my boyfriend.”

Felix could only stare at this person who was acting and sounding and looking nothing like his mother.

But Maisie moved into action. She unbuckled her seat belt and snapped the door open. She grabbed her backpack and, her eyes blazing, she announced, “I will never speak to you again, you…you…traitor!”

Then she got out of the car and stomped down the street toward school.

“Felix?” their mother said. “You understand, don’t you?”

Felix wanted to say yes. But his mind was full of all the things it meant to have a boyfriend. It meant his mother spending time with that boyfriend and holding his hand and kissing him. Those were the things his mother did with his father. And now she was doing them with Bruce Fishbaum.

“I’m sorry,” he said finally. “I don’t.”

The school bell rang, and Felix slowly gathered his things.

“He’s wonderful,” his mother said. “Just wait until you get to know him.”

Felix just shook his head and got out of the car. Up ahead, Maisie had already disappeared into the crowd of kids going into school. Felix hurried to catch up.

Ever since Great-Aunt Maisie died, Felix found himself liking the escape of school and all its activities more than being in Elm Medona. For a brief time, after Great-Uncle Thorne had moved
them out of the servants’ quarters and into the mansion itself, being at home had seemed like a mysterious adventure. Even though Felix felt weird having maids and cooks and a butler, he still liked eating at the enormous Dining Room table on the Pickworth china and doing homework in the Library, with its burgundy leather walls and bookshelves lined with first editions of books by writers like Mark Twain and Nathaniel Hawthorne and Emily Dickinson.

But now it seemed to Felix that everywhere he looked in Elm Medona reminded him of Great-Aunt Maisie. At school, the smells of chalk dust and floor wax and sweat comforted him. He liked sitting around the table with the other class officers—Lily and Bitsy and Avery and Jim—discussing replacing the snacks in the vending machines with healthier choices and when to hold a car wash to raise money for the class trip to Washington, DC, and what the theme of the sixth-grade dance should be. Sometimes, Lily Goldberg caught him staring at her and smiled. That was always a good thing. He liked baseball practice, changing into his red-and-white uniform and running out to the field behind the school. And
he liked walking home in the late afternoon with Jim Duncan, who would tell Felix the elaborate plots of the most recent postapocalyptic novel he’d read, or describe the physics of how a sailboat sailed.

This afternoon, with the knowledge of his mother going out with her
boyfriend
, Felix wished he didn’t have to go home at all. The class officers were having a planning session for the dance. Avery and Bitsy wanted the theme to be “All You Need Is Love.” Jim and Felix wanted it to be
Starlight Express
(Felix’s idea—his mother had been in the road show of it a long time ago and played the sound track a lot). And Lily was arguing for “Up, Up and Away.”

“We can have balloons everywhere and stars on the ceiling—” she was saying, when from the doorway, Maisie hissed, “Felix!”

Everyone turned to face her.

“This is the executive committee meeting,” Bitsy said.

Maisie glared at her.

“Which means it’s private,” Avery added.

Felix saw the look that swept over Maisie’s face, the one that she got when she was trying not to cry.

“I’ll see you at home in a while,” he said.

“I thought we could walk home together,” Maisie said.

“We’re not done here,” Avery said, tossing her beautiful hair.

“Felix?” Maisie said, her voice sounding small.

Felix hesitated. Part of him wanted to adjourn the meeting and leave with his sister. He knew she was as upset as he was about what their mother had told them. They could maybe even stop for pizza at That’s Amore and delay going home until their mother and Bruce Fishbaum were long gone. But part of him knew that if he left now, his friends would think he was a wimp. They already thought Maisie was weird, and that Felix gave in to her unreasonable demands too often. He was enjoying his status as a popular kid. Why did Maisie have to ruin everything?

“I’ll see you at home later,” he said softly.

Maisie’s eyes widened. “But—”

Felix looked away from her because he knew if he looked at her he wouldn’t have the strength to stay. “I think you were explaining your idea, Lily?”

“Uh, right,” Lily said. “So balloons and stars and—”

“That’s a stupid, boring idea,” Maisie said. “It’s…it’s…a cliché!”

Everyone stared down at their hands, uncomfortable. Slowly, Felix raised his eyes to his sister. Weren’t eyes supposed to be the windows to the soul? Hadn’t Shakespeare or someone said that? Felix willed all of his feelings into his eyes, begging Maisie to understand why he couldn’t leave with her.

Instead, Maisie’s eyes seemed to be trying to tell him something, too. He saw the hurt in them, and the embarrassment, but still he didn’t get up to leave. Instead, he just shook his head. Everyone thought twins understood absolutely everything about each other, but in this case, neither of them seemed to understand the other. In that endless moment, a terrible thought struck Felix: He didn’t want to be a twin anymore. He wanted to be just him, Felix Robbins.

He watched Maisie as she slowly turned away and walked off down the hall. Even though Lily was talking about glow-in-the-dark stars, Felix didn’t turn back to her until his sister disappeared.

When Felix finally did get home, Maisie was in
her room with the door shut.

“Hey,” he said through the closed door, “want to make some popcorn?”

She didn’t answer.

“Look, we had to vote on a theme,” he said.

Nothing.

“You’re going to like it,” he told her. “It’s
Starlight Express
.”

Felix waited, but Maisie didn’t open the door or answer him. With a sigh, he went into his own room, Samuel Dormitorio, flopped onto the bed, and stared at the bull’s head that hung on the wall opposite him. The room, with its abundance of weapons and dead animals, used to give him the creeps. But all of his friends thought it was the coolest room they’d ever seen, and that having a room named for a Spanish duke was even cooler. Somehow, that made Samuel Dormitorio slightly less creepy.

But this afternoon, the bull seemed to be looking at Felix accusingly.

“I have a life, you know,” he said to the bull’s head. “We’re not conjoined twins. We’re not even identical twins.”

His door flew open, startling Felix enough for him to let out a yelp.

“Felix,” Maisie said, ignoring the fact that he had not only yelped but also jumped off the bed, “you have got to come in my room.”

“Oh,” Felix said, “
now
you want me to come in your room. Never mind that I stood out there forever and you wouldn’t even answer me.”

Maisie was already on her way back out, though. Felix sighed and started to follow her. But then he stopped. Was he going to spend his entire life following his sister whenever she said to? His friends were right: Maisie was always bossing him around. And he always let her. If he was going to stand on his own and be just Felix Robbins, an un-twin, didn’t he have to stop doing everything just because Maisie told him to?

“Hurry up!” Maisie called to him.

Well, he decided, he owed it to her, at least this once.

The hallway was empty when he stepped into it. Felix walked extra slowly, just to make a point. Inside the Princess Room, there was no sign of Maisie. Felix stood in the middle of the room and called her name.

“In here,” she answered from the closet.

Felix walked across the room to the big walk-in closet where Maisie waited. She had pushed her few dresses over to one side, and stood with her arms folded in the middle of the closet.

“So I came in here to see if I had anything for my costume,” Maisie began.

“Costume?” Felix asked.

“For Bitsy’s stupid party,” Maisie said. “March Madness.”

Felix’s stomach dropped, like he was on a roller coaster heading down.

“I was thinking March Madness, March Madness,” Maisie continued. “And then it came to me. I could dress like Jo March.”

“Uh-huh,” Felix said.

“You know, from
Little Women
. All I would need is an old-fashioned dress and stuff, and I remembered that there was a trunk of dresses in here just like that, so I came in here and…”

Maisie paused. Her brother’s face was white, and he didn’t seem to be listening to her at all.

“What?” she said. “I think it’s clever.”

Felix nodded. “It is clever,” he said.

They looked at each other. The air in the closet was stale and smelled vaguely of lavender.

“Anyway,” Maisie said carefully, “I opened the trunk.”

She demonstrated, lifting the heavy lid.

“And look what I found.”

Felix tried to be interested. But all he could think about was the fact that Maisie was not invited to Bitsy Beal’s party. How could she even think she was, when she hadn’t received one of the fancy invitations Bitsy had mailed? They came in large pale-green envelopes—when you opened them, cherry blossoms fell out. Her father had paid a nursery a fortune to force cherry trees to bloom just so Bitsy could put the blossoms in the invitations.

“Well?” Maisie said. “What do you think it means?”

She stood in front of the open trunk, pointing to the lavender silk that lined it.

Felix went to stand beside her. He tried to focus on the squiggles in front of him, but his mind raced with ways to finagle an invitation for Maisie.

“Why would someone write all that?” Maisie demanded.

Felix adjusted his glasses and looked more closely, forcing himself to pay attention.

There, in beautiful penmanship and with black ink, someone had written: