Dad waved at me over the heads of other parents who were straining to hear the judges. IÂ tried to smile as I waved back. He didn't know it was all over, but I did.
Minutes later another screech shot from the PA system. The crowd let out one big groan. Then the voice of our principal, Mr. Russell, boomed through the gym. “Ladies and gentlemen! Places, please. We are ready to announce the winners of the Ashland Middle School Science Fair!”
If you hadn't met Mr. Russell, who's thin, wiry, and about Lizzy's height, you would have thought, by his voice, that you were listening to another Clydesdale Man. I think it's from all those years of hollering, “Don't run in the halls!”
Note to self: Try hollering in the halls. Maybe it will help your voice.
“We've had an excellent show today!” Mr. Russell boomed.
Parents applauded.
“And now I'll turn over the mike to Ms. Brandywine, one of our judges. She will announce one winner from each grade who will represent AMS in the state competition tomorrow in Columbus.”
I glanced at Dad, and he held up crossed fingers.
Ms. Brandywine turned out to be American Saddle Horse Woman. “Thank you, Principal Russell. We shall begin with the eighth-grade division. The winning invention is the Conversation Ball. The inventor is . . . M? I'm sorry. That's all I have on my card. Could someoneâ?”
But applause thundered around the gym, drowning out Saddle Horse Woman. M's parents were screaming the loudest.
Finally, with Principal Russell's help, we quieted down enough for them to continue. “And now we have a winner for the seventh-grade division.”
My stomach hurt. It felt like I imagined colic must feel to a horse.
“The winner is . . . Summer Spidell, for her finger-combs and brushes.”
I should have known.
Dad's face looked like melting ice cream, his features running down to his chin. When we saw each other, his face snapped back like elastic. But it was too late. I'd already seen how disappointed he was.
He waved, and I waved back, both of us faking a smile and a shrug.
He would have been so proud to have a winner for a daughter. Willis and Willis Inventors. It had been nice while it lasted.
“And finally,” Saddle Horse was saying, “in the sixth-grade division, the winner is . . . Elizabeth Willis, for the sleeping-bag tent.”
“Lizzy! Lizzy! Lizzy!” The chant broke out all over the gym.
Stunned, I turned to see Dad pushing through the crowd that thronged toward my sister's booth. He was cheering louder than everybody put together. “That's my daughter! That's my Lizzy!”
Catman and Barker crowded around and congratulated her.
Hawk joined them and shook Lizzy's hand.
It seemed the whole world was excited for Lizzy. I tried to be too. I was. Really. Only it hadn't meant that much to Lizzy.
And it had meant a lot to me.
By the time I managed to push my way through the crowd around Lizzy, she and Dad were smiling for the cameras, which flashed like nonstop lightning.
“My dad is the real inventor,” Lizzy said to a woman from the
Ashland Times Gazette.
“Congratulations, Lizzy!” I yelled up.
Lizzy waved and gave me a go-figure shrug.
“Plus,” Geri shouted to the reporter, “this is Lizzy's birthday! She won on her birthday!”
Dad was shaking Principal Russell's hand.
The principal, grinning, shouted, “I'd love to come, Willis! Thanks!”
I hoped Dad hadn't just invited my principal to our house. Our whole house would probably fit in Principal Russell's basement. And he'd have to refinish it.
Hawk slid through a crowd of teachers to get back to me. “I am really looking forward to our horse birthday party tomorrow, Winnie.”
It was a nice thing to say. I felt like Hawk knew what was going on inside me as I watched Lizzy and Dad together. Hawk had been trying to get her dad's attention ever since the divorce. And she hadn't had much luck either.
Suddenly all I wanted to do was go for a long ride on Nickers. I needed to forget about inventions, and Willis and Willis, and everything except the pounding of my horse's hooves.
We were allowed to go home for the day after the science fair. But Dad kept talking and talking, until almost the whole gym had emptied. As soon as the last teacher quit congratulating Dad, I moved up. “Dad, I'll just walk home. IÂ want to ride Nickers.”
Dad frowned. “Not today, Winnie. Too much to do.” He leaned down and whispered, “We're having a surprise party for Lizzy.”
“I know,” I answered. “I'll be back later.”
Dad shook his head. “You'll need the rest of the afternoon to get the house in shape, honey. I've invited all of Lizzy's teachers. And your principal. And . . . I can't remember who else. We'll need more food. What can you make for snacks?”
“Me?”
“I'll help all I can, honey. But I have to help Lizzy work out a couple of kinks in her invention before tomorrow.”
I wanted to shout that it wasn't fair. But he was already running over to Lizzy's sleeping-bag tent.
Note to self: The distance from Willis the Inventor to Willis the Slave is about 20 seconds.
I walked home and still got there two hours before Dad and Lizzy drove up. Instead of galloping across the pasture, I'd spent my time vacuuming, dusting, scrubbing the toilet, and mopping the kitchen floor. The house still looked like a herd of Mustangs lived in it.
Lizzy and Dad strolled through the front door, laughing. Neither of them said a word about all the work I'd done in the house. They headed for Dad's workshop. The workshop door shut, and I went back to Lizzy's chores.
Note to self: Just call me Winnie-ella.
Geri was the first to show up for the party, followed by her mom, who was carrying a giant birthday cake. They brought sandwiches too, which was a good thing, because my applesauce muffins looked more like horse-apple muffins.
Madeline came early too. She'd left Mason, her better half, at home with a babysitter. She carried in two grocery bags of pop and potato chips.
By six o'clock our house was so full of people that we had to leave the doors open. Hawk came over and helped me pass out food, pick up dishes, and clean up spills. Conversations buzzed around me, most of them about my sister. Dad didn't leave Lizzy's side the whole time.
At exactly eight Kaylee fought her way inside. “Winnie, are you ready?”
I'd almost forgotten about Bandit's lesson. “We better make a quick getaway,” I whispered, setting down my tray of muffins.
I'd almost made it to the door when Dad shouted across the room, “Winnie! Better bring out a pitcher of water!”
“Wait here,” I whispered to Kaylee.
But three water pitchers and a bag of Oreos later, I wasn't any closer to freedom. I'd have to level with Dad.
He was talking with a broad, black-haired woman, who reminded me of a Morgan horse. I had to tap on Dad's arm to make him see me. “Dad, Kaylee's here. We're going to Happy Trails to check on Bandit.”
“Not tonight, honey.” He turned back to Morgan Woman.
“Dad? We won't be long. Just leave everything. I'll clean up when I get back.”
Dad leaned down and gave me eye contact this time. “Winnie, Lizzy needs you tonight.”
There were a hundred answers that came to my mind. All of them would have gotten me in trouble.
I stormed back to Kaylee, bumping as many guests as I could on the way.
“I can't go. I'm sorry, Kaylee.” I glared back at Dad, but he was laughing with Lizzy and Morgan Woman.
“Don't worry about it,” Kaylee said. “I'll just run out there and say good night to Bandit.”
“Well, be careful. And tomorrow, right after the horse birthday party, we can give Bandit a long lesson.”
I watched Kaylee go and wished more than anything that I could escape with her. Instead, IÂ grabbed a tray of ugly muffins and hit the living room.
Principal Russell reached for a muffin as I walked by. He frowned at it, then put it back. “You must be pretty happy for your little sister. Quite an honor to go to State. Are you excited about going to Columbus tomorrow?”
“I'm sure Lizzy will do great,” I said. And I was sure. Lizzy would probably come home with first prize. “I'm not going to Columbus, though.”
“What?” Dad turned around, breaking off his conversation with Lizzy's teacher and Madeline. “Of course you're going, Winnie! Lizzy needs our support.”
“Dad, did you forget what tomorrow is?” I hated arguing in front of the principal. “Hawk and Sal and everybody are coming over in the morning with their horses. For a party. Remember?”
“That's right,” Dad said. “I forgot. We'll just have to make it for another day, honey. Okay? IÂ can't have a party here if I'm not home to supervise. We'll do it rightâmaybe next Saturday?”
I could feel my blood ready to overflow in hot, red lava. “Dad, it's all planned.”
Hawk walked up without a sound.
“You can plan it for another day,” Dad insisted. “Right, Hawk?”
“But that's not fair!” I said it loud enough that heads turned. “You don't even need me in Columbus.”
“That may be true, Winnie,” Dad answered.
It wasn't the answer I wanted. I wanted him to protest, to say, “Are you kidding, Winnie? Lizzy and I both need you!”
But Dad
didn't
say that. He pretended to smile, even though he had to know he wasn't fooling any of the people trying not to witness our family. “This discussion is over. There will be no party here while I am out of town.”
“Butâ”
“Winnie, will you please go make more coffee?” Dad said it through his teeth. Translated, it meant,
Winnie, don't you dare pull a temper tantrum on me in front of all these people.
“Come on, Winnie.” Hawk took my arm and led me away. “I'll call everybody. We can do the party next week. Or the week after that?”
But I wasn't listening. Blood was rushing through my ears. I had a lot more to say to my dad. And I didn't care who heard me.
“Dad? Could you come here a minute?” Lizzy called from the workshop.
Dad sprung up from the couch. “Coming, Lizzy!”
And just like that, he was gone.
Note to self: “Unfair” equals one sister who gets the good hair, the good height, the winning invention, the birthday party . . . and our dad.
Lizzy and Dad went to bed as soon as the guests left. I was finishing washing dishes when the phone rang.
Kaylee started talking the second I said hello. “I'm sorry to bother you so late, Winnie. But I can't stand it. I don't know what to do!”
“Kaylee, what's the matter?”
“It's Bandit! Oh, Winnie, they're going to get rid of him!”